I had a conversation with Maribelle when I awoke. It was slightly embarrassing and also sorta not. At first she was talking about sex, certain inner muscles she has and what that would mean for me. And a few other things.
Then she talked a bit about the origin of her glory/blessing. Some bits of this I remembered and typed up months ago. They were scattered from some larger gory/blessing they were a part of. Something dark I feel & sorta remember happened. Some sort of scout went out, I think a unicorn of some sort. they found a temporary place to stay at. The scout went out to find a more permanent area. They started to hear some others talking about a place where healer types were or a place of healing. The scout did find the pod or pods. It wasn't clear if it was 1 pod or more then one. I think more then 1. They heard of the problem and gave an area of their territory to the unicorns and some pegasii that were with them, to them to live.
Some galactic federation wanted to talk it over but the pod or elders of the pods basically said it was their territory they were dealing with, the area had been made for them and was theirs and if they didn't like it tough. I guess since, from what Stan said earlier, they pod itself isn't a member of the galactic federation (not sure what that is just a bit of soul knowledge that popped up then). Certain individual members are, but the pod itself as a large isn't. Allies yes, but not full members.
It may be like with soul groups. I'm a member of a pod, but there may be a larger pod that the other pods are members of, but they don't gather much as a whole group since with the sharing that happens, and Maribelle mentioned that sure, some may not get along exactly with other individuals, but with the sharing the pods do with each other there is no real tension between the pods.
Then then mentioned a pegasus friend of hers that is younger then her and when her friend was curious about sex with a male I was her first and was gentle with her and that gave her the courage to eventually have other lovers and the pegasus mare decided that because of this her first kid or first few would be me as their father. Though she has no kids yet, someday she will. A bit embarrassing to hear Maribelle just mention it matter of fact. Maribelle mentioned we, the pegasus and I have flown together. They, meaning her glory/blessing, have long since gotten use to seeing some dolphins flying around since they can do that, gravity only effects you if and when you want it to, in some areas. She said the pegasus mare friend of hers and I are still lovers, along with others, including a certain nagaess (female naga). I mentioned it sounds like I have numerous lovers, with what Maribelle saying sounds like I have more then a few I share with and she said I am a pod member so its not unusual, it would be unusual if I didn't.
Maribelle also mentioned the area is to far into the light areas for them to ever be in danger and besides that the pod or pods could bring in a lot of ships from even other races that are neutral since they are all of the light and some do go to the pod areas for healing, including those who are not galactic federation members, but are allies.
So the stuff Maribelle said I find not embarrassing and slightly at the same time. Hard to explain.
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I took my first nap and had either 1 dream or 2. Not sure if they were just dreams or were me going somewhere while my physical body slept.
In the first scene I'm with a white pegasus mare and we have sex. In the dream I remember her hair on her body being very soft and my being extra careful to be sure to not hurt her. The sex wasn't the lust type sex but more of the sharing affection type of sex. Afterwards we were affectionate with each other I do think.
The next scene I recall is Maribelle and us touching horns, and sharing affection. That built up to us having affectionate sex, then sharing affection after the sex.
Just putting it here instead of my dream thread since, as I mentioned before, not sure if this is a dream, or if I went somewhere while my physical body slept. and also because of the sexual content.
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I did the 5th meditation for part 4. While listening to the audio. In this one it's about experiencing the light body as planes. I wonder what It'll be like, since I'm typing this before I did it. As I recall in the first pass it went sorta meh at best.
Running the energies went pretty well. The planes thing I think I kinda experienced it. During the latter part of the guided mediation I did feel my unicorn horn, and still do to an extent. The energy does feel like a finer type energy when I could feel it and it feels like my aura or energy systems or something were effected in a positive manner. I do feel a bit uplifted energy wise and like a finer type energy, hard to describe.
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I have been wondering. I wonder if in higher dimensions and densities if planets adapt to the population by getting larger. Also if any species use Dyson spheres or half Dyson spheres.
Also if there are dimensions where maybe there is say a landmass of the entire dimension, with huge lakes & oceans.
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I did the 5th meditation without listening to the audio. It was overall an ok experience. Not sure that is what Daben meant. I had all the light body energy centers on the same plane like they were all partially merged, sorta, hard to explain. I do feel uplifted somewhat from the experience. So even if I didn't do it right, it was a positive experience.
Wednesday, May 20, 2015
Tuesday, May 19, 2015
Tuesday [5-19]
I did the 4th meditation for part 4 and it went very well, including running the energies. I did get the severe vertigo again part way into the meditation, but as before it passed fairly quickly. I didn't go anywhere, though it may be because either it was a fluke yesterday, or I continued doing the running the energies and it was more involved then the guided meditation yesterday. Sometime this week I think I'll go back to see if I listen to that one and this one if I'll get the same thing again. Perhaps once I feel the vertigo if I stop doing the meditation, keep Daben as background noise, I can project again. I'll try it a few times this week. I'll mark these audios with a ) so I can easily spot them, the ones that caused the vertigo effect, so I can do some tests.
One thing I've kept forgetting to put down is I've figured out I don't need to use the sounds that Daben does to stream the energies to the various light body energy centers. I can either use the usual energy, or a finer energy. Also the past week or 2 I have tried channeling some of the energy into the pathway the kundalini travels down the same time I do the first 2 light body energy centers. It does cause a pleasurable sensation, not sure if it does any good or not but since it seems to not do any harm nor anything negative then I figure why not do it now and then.
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I still wonder how I can be that high since it seems this mission wouldn't take anyone to be very high to clear out the collective mass a bit, guess it was some of the negativity around this area I cleared out or something, and also to continuously channel in some sort of energy into the earth grid, higher finer energy, to help with the grid, delaying my personal awakening till a certain point and then it could be started. That doesn't really need a very high (evolved) individual to do any of that. Not like the 3rd wave, if you want to use labels, and those after the 3rd wave. Seems odd that they'd have someone who is high level (evolved) and on say between 10 and 11 on the Michael Newton color scale thing. Depending how accurate that is. I've read his first 2 books, been a while, though it feels like the books, from what I recall, are fairly accurate, like the Seth book I'm reading, though with the Seth book, I'm not sure on the historical stuff Seth talks about. that may or may not be distorted, no idea. I've 2 other channeled books that do feel like there is some distortion going on there. One of them more then the other.
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I did the 4th meditation without listening to the audio. I did the running the energies and after I had done the top 2 I felt the same severe vertigo, like I was spinning in 2 directions at once. it did feel like all the light body energy centers went well except for the Pieah, which helped when I did use the mental vocalization of that sound. when it started to respond that is when the severe vertigo, and feeling like I was spinning in 2 directions at once.
First I found myself somewhere were there was a beautiful clear crystal curved wall. I seemed to be in 2 places at once, both in the body and there too. the me that was there seemed to be looking out into space and I saw some ships of light going by. I watched them and space for a bit then wondered what I looked like and manifested a full length mirror and saw I looked like a dolphin type being. Though I think I had forward facing binocular vision maybe. Or maybe I could choose if I wanted or not.
Then I wondered if I could go to where the true soul home was. It felt like at first it didn't work, but it took a special sort of concentration, hard to describe but I seemed to know how to do it without consciously realizing how to do it. I was looking out at a vast expanse. I wondered what I looked like here and manifested a mirror. I heard a mental sort of sigh, like some guides or someone thinking, "again." but they or he/it didn't say anything. I saw that I was a sphere of a very dark blue, that looked almost black.
Then a car made a loud noise just outside and I popped back. I managed to get slightly into the dolphin body location, whatever that is. Felt like I was maybe 5% there then another car or something, made a loud noise and I figured heck with it and stopped. And got up to eat a bit, and i felt a bit disoriented and had a very very slight headache sorta feeling at the center of my head where the pieah is, the 6th light body energy center. Overall an interesting situation and experince. Not sure what it means.
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One thing I've kept forgetting to put down is I've figured out I don't need to use the sounds that Daben does to stream the energies to the various light body energy centers. I can either use the usual energy, or a finer energy. Also the past week or 2 I have tried channeling some of the energy into the pathway the kundalini travels down the same time I do the first 2 light body energy centers. It does cause a pleasurable sensation, not sure if it does any good or not but since it seems to not do any harm nor anything negative then I figure why not do it now and then.
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I still wonder how I can be that high since it seems this mission wouldn't take anyone to be very high to clear out the collective mass a bit, guess it was some of the negativity around this area I cleared out or something, and also to continuously channel in some sort of energy into the earth grid, higher finer energy, to help with the grid, delaying my personal awakening till a certain point and then it could be started. That doesn't really need a very high (evolved) individual to do any of that. Not like the 3rd wave, if you want to use labels, and those after the 3rd wave. Seems odd that they'd have someone who is high level (evolved) and on say between 10 and 11 on the Michael Newton color scale thing. Depending how accurate that is. I've read his first 2 books, been a while, though it feels like the books, from what I recall, are fairly accurate, like the Seth book I'm reading, though with the Seth book, I'm not sure on the historical stuff Seth talks about. that may or may not be distorted, no idea. I've 2 other channeled books that do feel like there is some distortion going on there. One of them more then the other.
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I did the 4th meditation without listening to the audio. I did the running the energies and after I had done the top 2 I felt the same severe vertigo, like I was spinning in 2 directions at once. it did feel like all the light body energy centers went well except for the Pieah, which helped when I did use the mental vocalization of that sound. when it started to respond that is when the severe vertigo, and feeling like I was spinning in 2 directions at once.
First I found myself somewhere were there was a beautiful clear crystal curved wall. I seemed to be in 2 places at once, both in the body and there too. the me that was there seemed to be looking out into space and I saw some ships of light going by. I watched them and space for a bit then wondered what I looked like and manifested a full length mirror and saw I looked like a dolphin type being. Though I think I had forward facing binocular vision maybe. Or maybe I could choose if I wanted or not.
Then I wondered if I could go to where the true soul home was. It felt like at first it didn't work, but it took a special sort of concentration, hard to describe but I seemed to know how to do it without consciously realizing how to do it. I was looking out at a vast expanse. I wondered what I looked like here and manifested a mirror. I heard a mental sort of sigh, like some guides or someone thinking, "again." but they or he/it didn't say anything. I saw that I was a sphere of a very dark blue, that looked almost black.
Then a car made a loud noise just outside and I popped back. I managed to get slightly into the dolphin body location, whatever that is. Felt like I was maybe 5% there then another car or something, made a loud noise and I figured heck with it and stopped. And got up to eat a bit, and i felt a bit disoriented and had a very very slight headache sorta feeling at the center of my head where the pieah is, the 6th light body energy center. Overall an interesting situation and experince. Not sure what it means.
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Monday, May 18, 2015
Monday [5-18]
Had a conversation with Twin flame while I was laying down to sleep. She said that the incarnation I remembered a bit as a naga. One of them was another incarnation and another encounter was as this me as a male naga with an encounter with a female naga and it seems I had not had had sex before in that encounter that I had. It seemed to be this me typing this. This I typed up and put it into my yourspace and google+ and it was a week or a few weeks ago.
Twin flame said that had really happened and it was an incarnation that this me did at one put during this incarnation. Wild. Not sure if I did it while I was asleep, seems unlikely. I could have done it maybe just after I was re-created and before I came back to this body I may have done an incarnation, or maybe one of the seizures I had. I think I had 2 in my life, the last one was a bit over 20 years ago. or it could have been during a dream where I went and manifested in a place that is less dense and physical then here, like where the pod is, and maybe I lived there for a few days or more. She, the female naga in the whatever it was, did feel to me like a soul group member, either immediate or maybe 1 step removed. Not sure about any of that. maybe another part of my being a multi dimensional being or something.
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I did the 3rd meditation of part 4. Running the energies went very well. I started to run the regular energies and then remembered to say I wanted to run the energies with the highest finest energy I can handle at this time and it immediate felt different like before. This one was about the 7th and 6th light body energy centers and doing them at the same time. I did that and added in combining them into one at times.
During part of this I had another conversation with twin flame. I didn't feel the intensity like usual and she said she was screening it. Then she said "see, like this." and I felt the intensity was starting to return like a screen was lifted a bit then put back down.
I was working with the 6th and 7th light body energy centers.
After a bit I felt like I was spinning in 2 directions at once then a huge intense vertigo. Then it passed. Then I started to see images, hard to describe. I then mentally said, if I'm going to see images show me what my true soul home looks like.
I saw an area where there were souls that looked like balls of color of different colors, red, orange, 1 was a light and medium blue. I was moving through this area and at first there was like a wall on each side that looked black but as I concentrated I could see a structures and an area that went on for who knows how far.
Then I was in another room where the souls there looked black. I asked what this place was and a mental voice said they were resting. I asked what my color was and I looked as black as those souls. I mentioned wow, so I'm black, and the voice said for me to look closer and by concentrating I could see I, and those others were blue, but it was a shade of blue that was so dark it looked black at first glance. No idea if there is a name for that, I assume there is. Or some blue type color.
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PS: I forgot, I did ask about if twin flame was here, meaning mine and the voice said no, she likes to hang out where the pod is. I then asked if this is my primary home (I meant this whole area, not here where some souls were resting) & the voice said yes I have a lot. Then i said, disregarding incarnations since I know the all time is simultaneous. do I have any homes other then here and i got yes, several or a few. Besides here as the main one, there is where the pod is, though some members of the pod do come here too. then there is where Maribelle and her family live and possibly 1 or 2 others.
Also forgot. I mentioned hoping I was coming back here for good soon and the voice said I was. I asked soon from who's viewpoint, mine or yours and they said mine, meaning mine. and I did ask them to promise that and the voice said he does promise that.
Also forgot, forgot when I asked who the voice was and he said he was a guide.
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Had an unpleasant conversation on a google+ group that someone setup that included someone who visits spiritual forums(though that person wasn't in the conversation). They were saying how my main mission for being here is shitty since I was using it as an excuse for not doing anything. My main mission isn't to go out and be an activist or do anything like that. My main mission is to channel some sort of energy into the earth grid and help with the shift. Maybe that affects my aura that affects others in the vicinity, I don't know that or if it does how far it can affect others, but that isn't really important. Their mission may be to be activists, or one of their missions. Mine is just to channel the energy into the earth grid to help the earth, and I'd guess everyone here too, with the upcoming shift. Left me feeling a bit down till i remembered a technique I made up that is based on emotional flow from one of Orin or Daben's awaken the light body guided meditations. Forgot which one did that and which part it was. But I'm feeling better now. The key is recognizing I'm in a negative emotion, or experiencing it, then I can shift it. Hard to describe how I do it.
Think I may delete the bookmark to the forum they are setting up, also think I'll avoid all contact with unicorns except for 1 who I talk to sometimes who's incarnated here, Maribelle, her immediate family I've met, and my unicorn mother maybe. No others at all and no dragons whatsoever. To bad none of my fellow pod or soul family members are here, but at least I can talk to twin flame, soul, whatever guide or guides I have at present, Maribelle, her immediate family (the ones I've met so far) some of the pod members maybe. So I have some I can talk to. Mentally that is, no idea if it is a type of telepathy, clair whatever or mental conscious channeling.
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I did the 3rd meditation of part 4. Running the energies went ok to good. At the last stage I felt somewhat like I was somewhat going or spinning or something at the same time, hard to describe, but it was nothing like the firs time. I could also feel my horn during part of this mediation. and I did it without listening to the audio. I could also feel my horn during part of this mediation. and I did it without listening to the audio.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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6:57 PM
I'll color my text green since I do a little talking but it was mainly him or them talking to me in this.
How about that group? <avoid negative people. As was said to you when/while you were laying down, delaing with negative people is not one of your missions, that is antoher type of mission that some are on. Avoid people that make you feel that way. And continue to shift your emotions towards positive reflections like you've done.>
<You know the primary mission you are there for, and as hence don't need to do anything to accomplish it. Some, or many, will not understand the mission since it is focused on the long term, larger picture type of mission instead of the short term small area type of mission. Those are for younger sorts of souls and those that are of that type. Yours is the mission as said before. you've accomplished your personal mission, the main one you don't need to do anything to accomplish it. The scale has been tipped thanks to you and others an the identical and very similar mission. >
<You will have one of several homes upon returning here and will likely travel between them and go around in a non linear fashion and be non physical and stay in non physicality realms much or part of the time. Those options and such you'll be introduced to, remember, and will decide and talk about and experience once you're here. Though the odds of you incarnating in any physicality type areas is very slim practically zero in fact. You've, moved on, so to speak. Though some of that has been been mentioned before, in regards to the pod. manifesting there, and other options mentioned in a previous channel.
And as you have felt/known, earth is been deflected towards more positive futures then it was originally heading towards. Though you'll not incarnate for those, perhaps be a guide or channeled being, but that is one of an infinity of possibilities you can think about, explore and try out once you're incarnation finishes. You've done very well so far and will continue to do so. 3 of the homes you'll have, and souls having more then 1 home is not unusual, and having 1 home as a soul is quite unusual. You know 3 of them. the non physicality true soul home is one of them, though many souls, at most, only visit such areas, preferring physicality. And this does not mean one has to incarnate. One can, do like your twin flame, and hang out where the pod is. That is one such area that any being non negative can just manifest into. She's not the only one who hangs out there, others do. A possible 3rd is where Maribelle's family has their home, or nearby if you and her decide to have your own home nearby. You may decide on others later when you're here.
Those in the group have their missions and many will not understand your type of mission nor a being such as yourself, but that is ok. You know you are not alone and that is the main key thing.
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11:09 PM
Twin flame said that had really happened and it was an incarnation that this me did at one put during this incarnation. Wild. Not sure if I did it while I was asleep, seems unlikely. I could have done it maybe just after I was re-created and before I came back to this body I may have done an incarnation, or maybe one of the seizures I had. I think I had 2 in my life, the last one was a bit over 20 years ago. or it could have been during a dream where I went and manifested in a place that is less dense and physical then here, like where the pod is, and maybe I lived there for a few days or more. She, the female naga in the whatever it was, did feel to me like a soul group member, either immediate or maybe 1 step removed. Not sure about any of that. maybe another part of my being a multi dimensional being or something.
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I did the 3rd meditation of part 4. Running the energies went very well. I started to run the regular energies and then remembered to say I wanted to run the energies with the highest finest energy I can handle at this time and it immediate felt different like before. This one was about the 7th and 6th light body energy centers and doing them at the same time. I did that and added in combining them into one at times.
During part of this I had another conversation with twin flame. I didn't feel the intensity like usual and she said she was screening it. Then she said "see, like this." and I felt the intensity was starting to return like a screen was lifted a bit then put back down.
I was working with the 6th and 7th light body energy centers.
After a bit I felt like I was spinning in 2 directions at once then a huge intense vertigo. Then it passed. Then I started to see images, hard to describe. I then mentally said, if I'm going to see images show me what my true soul home looks like.
I saw an area where there were souls that looked like balls of color of different colors, red, orange, 1 was a light and medium blue. I was moving through this area and at first there was like a wall on each side that looked black but as I concentrated I could see a structures and an area that went on for who knows how far.
Then I was in another room where the souls there looked black. I asked what this place was and a mental voice said they were resting. I asked what my color was and I looked as black as those souls. I mentioned wow, so I'm black, and the voice said for me to look closer and by concentrating I could see I, and those others were blue, but it was a shade of blue that was so dark it looked black at first glance. No idea if there is a name for that, I assume there is. Or some blue type color.
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PS: I forgot, I did ask about if twin flame was here, meaning mine and the voice said no, she likes to hang out where the pod is. I then asked if this is my primary home (I meant this whole area, not here where some souls were resting) & the voice said yes I have a lot. Then i said, disregarding incarnations since I know the all time is simultaneous. do I have any homes other then here and i got yes, several or a few. Besides here as the main one, there is where the pod is, though some members of the pod do come here too. then there is where Maribelle and her family live and possibly 1 or 2 others.
Also forgot. I mentioned hoping I was coming back here for good soon and the voice said I was. I asked soon from who's viewpoint, mine or yours and they said mine, meaning mine. and I did ask them to promise that and the voice said he does promise that.
Also forgot, forgot when I asked who the voice was and he said he was a guide.
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Had an unpleasant conversation on a google+ group that someone setup that included someone who visits spiritual forums(though that person wasn't in the conversation). They were saying how my main mission for being here is shitty since I was using it as an excuse for not doing anything. My main mission isn't to go out and be an activist or do anything like that. My main mission is to channel some sort of energy into the earth grid and help with the shift. Maybe that affects my aura that affects others in the vicinity, I don't know that or if it does how far it can affect others, but that isn't really important. Their mission may be to be activists, or one of their missions. Mine is just to channel the energy into the earth grid to help the earth, and I'd guess everyone here too, with the upcoming shift. Left me feeling a bit down till i remembered a technique I made up that is based on emotional flow from one of Orin or Daben's awaken the light body guided meditations. Forgot which one did that and which part it was. But I'm feeling better now. The key is recognizing I'm in a negative emotion, or experiencing it, then I can shift it. Hard to describe how I do it.
Think I may delete the bookmark to the forum they are setting up, also think I'll avoid all contact with unicorns except for 1 who I talk to sometimes who's incarnated here, Maribelle, her immediate family I've met, and my unicorn mother maybe. No others at all and no dragons whatsoever. To bad none of my fellow pod or soul family members are here, but at least I can talk to twin flame, soul, whatever guide or guides I have at present, Maribelle, her immediate family (the ones I've met so far) some of the pod members maybe. So I have some I can talk to. Mentally that is, no idea if it is a type of telepathy, clair whatever or mental conscious channeling.
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I did the 3rd meditation of part 4. Running the energies went ok to good. At the last stage I felt somewhat like I was somewhat going or spinning or something at the same time, hard to describe, but it was nothing like the firs time. I could also feel my horn during part of this mediation. and I did it without listening to the audio. I could also feel my horn during part of this mediation. and I did it without listening to the audio.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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6:57 PM
I'll color my text green since I do a little talking but it was mainly him or them talking to me in this.
How about that group? <avoid negative people. As was said to you when/while you were laying down, delaing with negative people is not one of your missions, that is antoher type of mission that some are on. Avoid people that make you feel that way. And continue to shift your emotions towards positive reflections like you've done.>
<You know the primary mission you are there for, and as hence don't need to do anything to accomplish it. Some, or many, will not understand the mission since it is focused on the long term, larger picture type of mission instead of the short term small area type of mission. Those are for younger sorts of souls and those that are of that type. Yours is the mission as said before. you've accomplished your personal mission, the main one you don't need to do anything to accomplish it. The scale has been tipped thanks to you and others an the identical and very similar mission. >
<You will have one of several homes upon returning here and will likely travel between them and go around in a non linear fashion and be non physical and stay in non physicality realms much or part of the time. Those options and such you'll be introduced to, remember, and will decide and talk about and experience once you're here. Though the odds of you incarnating in any physicality type areas is very slim practically zero in fact. You've, moved on, so to speak. Though some of that has been been mentioned before, in regards to the pod. manifesting there, and other options mentioned in a previous channel.
And as you have felt/known, earth is been deflected towards more positive futures then it was originally heading towards. Though you'll not incarnate for those, perhaps be a guide or channeled being, but that is one of an infinity of possibilities you can think about, explore and try out once you're incarnation finishes. You've done very well so far and will continue to do so. 3 of the homes you'll have, and souls having more then 1 home is not unusual, and having 1 home as a soul is quite unusual. You know 3 of them. the non physicality true soul home is one of them, though many souls, at most, only visit such areas, preferring physicality. And this does not mean one has to incarnate. One can, do like your twin flame, and hang out where the pod is. That is one such area that any being non negative can just manifest into. She's not the only one who hangs out there, others do. A possible 3rd is where Maribelle's family has their home, or nearby if you and her decide to have your own home nearby. You may decide on others later when you're here.
Those in the group have their missions and many will not understand your type of mission nor a being such as yourself, but that is ok. You know you are not alone and that is the main key thing.
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11:09 PM
I did a quick channeling while watching the brony show.
So What color am I as a soul? <Dark blue/purple. to get your color, take midnight blue, add in some, a slight bit of dark purple, and a hint of dark violet. >
So where am I on the color table of Michael Newton? <between 10 and 11, maybe 10.5>
That high? <I did say you were higher then you suspect, and others have mentioned it to you also.>
But that high? <You don't think we'd let a young or beginner soul go on the mission you're on. It takes an advanced soul to do that. Look at how quick you've made progress and how easy the light body courses are easy and fun, there is a reason for that..>
If some are wondering about the color table I mean, I found one online: https://drakebearstephen.files.wordp...velnewton1.jpg
So What color am I as a soul? <Dark blue/purple. to get your color, take midnight blue, add in some, a slight bit of dark purple, and a hint of dark violet. >
So where am I on the color table of Michael Newton? <between 10 and 11, maybe 10.5>
That high? <I did say you were higher then you suspect, and others have mentioned it to you also.>
But that high? <You don't think we'd let a young or beginner soul go on the mission you're on. It takes an advanced soul to do that. Look at how quick you've made progress and how easy the light body courses are easy and fun, there is a reason for that..>
If some are wondering about the color table I mean, I found one online: https://drakebearstephen.files.wordp...velnewton1.jpg
Sunday, May 17, 2015
Sunday [5-17]
Think I did some sharing this morning with Maribelle. Instead of going all the way to ejaculation/orgasm I stopped when it felt like I had an energy orgasm/ejaculation, and idea I got from reading some of Scarlett's posts. Before I had gone all the way physically. But I guess it's not needed. I've only done this before with my twin flame, Maribelle, current soul, & once or twice with my current guide, a future possible me. The other pod members, my soul family/group and Maribelle's family don't pop around to visit or talk to me, I guess since it seems I can't project, or if I can I don't consciously control it and only do it when I am pulled out. It could be they don't visit since they may not like coming down to where the earth is, due to all the negativity, it is so dense here they may not like the feel, and or some may not know really how to do that. And as for not telepathically talking to me, they maybe decided that it's best if only a few talk to me, instead of say having 8 or 12 talking to me over the course of a week, keeping it down to a max of 4 if I count Maribelle, Twin Flame, soul, and current guide. Maybe for the rest of this incarnation, or maybe till I reach a certain point in the light body courses, or I have gotten the ones I plan on getting.
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Think I'll stick with the current plan I have on buying light body courses. And once I start the 2nd course I may start saving up a bit here and there and when I'm not having to put money aside for the dentist I may put some aside for one of the bit more expensive courses, one of the ones I picked out that may interest me that are a little over the price of most of the courses I've picked out, but not as expensive as the 3rd light body course. The current plan as those at the end. the 4 I've picked out. 3 of those are what they call expanded, where they do a course revisiting an earlier course like the 1 on awaken the light body expanded where they have 23 meditations. They have 2 based on the 2nd course, with additional meditations. and oddly one based on divine manifesting. I say oddly since they have another course that is cheaper on higher will manifesting. No idea what the difference is. So not sure if I'll get divine manifesting. those 4 courses I've moved them around a bit so the one with the most meditations is first and divine manifesting, which has the least, is last. Once I finish awaken the light body, and any course, I do plan on spending a month going back over the course, for 2 reasons. 1 is financial, if I need i can spend that month's money putting some aside for the dentist, since i have to save up for the dentist. Getting new glasses is way to expensive so that is out. These i have have to last me for life. Luckily I had some shoe goo to fix these when I accidentally broke an ear-peace and the lenses are, I'd gues 5 or so years old.
the 2nd reason is I figure since I've finished a course if I redo it I may get more out of the meditations now that I've finished the course. After that I'll get some I picked out that involve what Orin & Daben call the universal mind and the individual's divine self. The onto the ceremonies of initiation about the heart, throat and crown. then the 2nd light body course. After that I'll decide what to do. Once I've finished getting the courses I want to get. I think I'll go back and look them over, pick a schedule I want to do them in and redo all the light body courses. I'd guess that may take 6 months or a year, or maybe more. Perhaps bad or negative but I do hope I'm not here to long after I finish the light body courses I plan on getting, I'd not mind going before I get them finished the 1st time. Not that I'm depressed or anything, just feel the draw/pull for home, also to be with my twin flame, Maribelle, soul, and my soul family/group. Though the urge/pull isn't at a constant level, it raises and lowers over the course of a day, which is good.
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I did the 2nd mediation for part 4. Running the energies went okish at the beginning. This time I remembered to try to access or pull in energy that is as fine and high as I can handle/access at this time. It feels very light, lighter and finer then what I had been running the energies with, hard to describe. This meditation was about doing the 4th and 7th light body energy centers together. Keeping 1 in mind, in your attention as you ran the energy for the other. My guess is these are to help build balance and harmony between the emotional and mental energy bodies. Bringing them in balance or balanced and harmony enough to start working on the first 2 light body centers which the next part, part 5, deals with. The next time I do this later today I'll do it without listening to the audio. yesterday it went well, I expect this one will too.
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I did talk to Maribelle this afternoon or early evening, forgot which and forgot to put type this up.
I asked Maribelle why her mother wanted to have kids with me and she asked if I wanted a frank answer, I said yes. She then said it's because I have higher light. That means any children I sire will have higher light also, also any kids I am the mother of, if I do choose to do have kids that way. She said that some like her mother can tell or sense that and that makes me more attractive for that reason. if some can sense it but don't know why I'd just appear more attractive, handsome or sexy to them for some reason.
What this means is any kids I sire, or dam if I choose to do that, will also have a bit of higher light and that gives them the potential to have more higher light. Can't really be corrupt by accident, but they'd have to do that on purpose. Decide to go to the dark side on purpose and work to do that.
I guess she means more potential to evolve or grow or something.
At least I do have my answer.
I do wonder what density and dimension Maribelle's family live in and the pod is at. I've asked but get no real answer, just get exact numbers don't matter and I guess they don't, but I am curious.
Though the pod is a place where some can go to non physicality and back to physicality at will. and in 1 guided mediation I did I did wind up on a beach where some a few pod members were playing in the water off away from the shore. I think I was told the beach is near where the pod's territory or area is. I don't recall the exact details.
and I think I knew later or remembered or something the unicorns of Maribelle's glory were given a place by the pod and or some dragons and they live on the same planet or plane or something. Maybe different densities or something, or maybe nearby, or some place set aside if some needed it. Those maybe are clues but I can't see it or can't connect the clues to get at the answer.
though I guess it could have been created or manifested just for the unicorn use.
Maybe I recall or know. 3 areas that are close or touch, dragons, Maribelle's glory (herd) and the pod. Though the unicorns moved into the area some time ago.
Also when Maribelle first popped up she did mention being lovers with my twin flame, and my twin did confirm this and She mentioned how the pod knows how to have fun, and she does know of that eastern dragon I've seen in the area while I was having my treatment that 1 time. and Stan did say the dragon was a friend of his
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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10:16 PM
at the very start of this I saw a bright white sorta light. I think and feel what they, and I do ask who they are in a bit after it starts. it felt like 80-90% of their energy was mingled with the top half of my head with maybe 10% with the rest of my body, or energy systems. I did cut out a few things since I try to keep what I post here as strictly g rated since I've no idea what age may read this.
and the 2 other light body courses left in the awaken the light body course. <you'll see a lot of benefits from those and more of your light body awakened. the more expensive courses you need not take. Focus on those that interest you the most and put the more expensive ones aside, at least for now. When you get to those you may find they don't really interest you at all or you have no interest. for now go with your inner guide feeling as you have so far.>
and how about projecting? <no need to bother about that now. Some that you need to contact can contact you where you are or can be with you in a multi dimensional manner. You can relax, like with a guided meditation and go within to be with some. This will be enough for now. no need to get to detailed with it. Projecting will come natural again, as you progress through certain light body courses and you've been doing some of that, experiencing yourself in a multi dimensional way as the multi dimensional being that you are.>
So which are you? <think of us as blending temporarily with your soul and future possible self with another of what you may refer to as your soul family/oversoul/monad divine self. another multi dimensional aspect of yourself, your divine self>
I thought the energy felt different, more intense. <indeed, you've reached higher then before. to more of your divine self as it's called in some of the courses you're taking. But think of us as parts of your soul family/group/oversoul and guides, somewhat blended together, temporarily for this channeling. more efficient this way. You can uncover more of your true self this way as an after effect of having channeled our energy into your energy systems. you're at a level to easily be able to handle this level of energy. Though do rest.>
SO when I feel like I'm mostly here but partly there in some of the guided meditations is like 10% of me at most there? <somewhat. You'll improve over time, but part of the thing is your in a place of great density so it is not as easy to project, also you've not fished the awaken the light body course as of yet, though you are close. Practice may help also. Though for now just go into your mind and be there if you wish to be with one of those you wish to be with. This will be excellent practice and experience as well>
So how high am i really apart from here? <quite high, you're just recovering the ground where you were at previous. Though being re-created you can say you have been around before due to your memories and other things. you'll find original soul's memories easier to reach for now since you have been, while incarnated as you are, part of him for the longest time. A bit of a paradox but that is how it works in regards to you. Think of yourself as a master and don't sell yourself short. Since in a sense one can say everyone is the same level, just some have other focuses and such. Labels are a very human thing, though they are not the only species who has a love to categorize and label things, nor will they be the last.>
Thanks and buy for now. <continue doing well.>
So this is my last incarnation? <in such a dense place indeed. Though after this is over you'll have a choice if you wish to live where the pod is, since that can be experienced as a type of incarnation, though one of a sort of non physicality since some do travel to and from and you could visit Maribelle and be with others, going around as you wish, or you can just manifest there when you wish to be there. Each has some advantages and disadvantages. the just manifesting is a bit more complex some would say, and may not experience full physicality and you can pop around as you wish, having it as a sort of incarnation one would be there day to day in a more linear type existence. Though you can sorta do both having a body and say put the body into a deep trance and leave say 1% of yourself in the body, or a bit more, and project out and pop around at will. These options will be explained to you at the appropriate time with the advantages and disadvantages and you may, perhaps, wish to have our help in experiencing each for a bit to get the feel to decide which you wish more. many options are open to you once you're here.> I understand and am not concerned, but am intrigued. gives me some-stuff to look forward to. <indeed as well as the celebration when you return to your homes, ....>
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Think I'll stick with the current plan I have on buying light body courses. And once I start the 2nd course I may start saving up a bit here and there and when I'm not having to put money aside for the dentist I may put some aside for one of the bit more expensive courses, one of the ones I picked out that may interest me that are a little over the price of most of the courses I've picked out, but not as expensive as the 3rd light body course. The current plan as those at the end. the 4 I've picked out. 3 of those are what they call expanded, where they do a course revisiting an earlier course like the 1 on awaken the light body expanded where they have 23 meditations. They have 2 based on the 2nd course, with additional meditations. and oddly one based on divine manifesting. I say oddly since they have another course that is cheaper on higher will manifesting. No idea what the difference is. So not sure if I'll get divine manifesting. those 4 courses I've moved them around a bit so the one with the most meditations is first and divine manifesting, which has the least, is last. Once I finish awaken the light body, and any course, I do plan on spending a month going back over the course, for 2 reasons. 1 is financial, if I need i can spend that month's money putting some aside for the dentist, since i have to save up for the dentist. Getting new glasses is way to expensive so that is out. These i have have to last me for life. Luckily I had some shoe goo to fix these when I accidentally broke an ear-peace and the lenses are, I'd gues 5 or so years old.
the 2nd reason is I figure since I've finished a course if I redo it I may get more out of the meditations now that I've finished the course. After that I'll get some I picked out that involve what Orin & Daben call the universal mind and the individual's divine self. The onto the ceremonies of initiation about the heart, throat and crown. then the 2nd light body course. After that I'll decide what to do. Once I've finished getting the courses I want to get. I think I'll go back and look them over, pick a schedule I want to do them in and redo all the light body courses. I'd guess that may take 6 months or a year, or maybe more. Perhaps bad or negative but I do hope I'm not here to long after I finish the light body courses I plan on getting, I'd not mind going before I get them finished the 1st time. Not that I'm depressed or anything, just feel the draw/pull for home, also to be with my twin flame, Maribelle, soul, and my soul family/group. Though the urge/pull isn't at a constant level, it raises and lowers over the course of a day, which is good.
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I did the 2nd mediation for part 4. Running the energies went okish at the beginning. This time I remembered to try to access or pull in energy that is as fine and high as I can handle/access at this time. It feels very light, lighter and finer then what I had been running the energies with, hard to describe. This meditation was about doing the 4th and 7th light body energy centers together. Keeping 1 in mind, in your attention as you ran the energy for the other. My guess is these are to help build balance and harmony between the emotional and mental energy bodies. Bringing them in balance or balanced and harmony enough to start working on the first 2 light body centers which the next part, part 5, deals with. The next time I do this later today I'll do it without listening to the audio. yesterday it went well, I expect this one will too.
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I did talk to Maribelle this afternoon or early evening, forgot which and forgot to put type this up.
I asked Maribelle why her mother wanted to have kids with me and she asked if I wanted a frank answer, I said yes. She then said it's because I have higher light. That means any children I sire will have higher light also, also any kids I am the mother of, if I do choose to do have kids that way. She said that some like her mother can tell or sense that and that makes me more attractive for that reason. if some can sense it but don't know why I'd just appear more attractive, handsome or sexy to them for some reason.
What this means is any kids I sire, or dam if I choose to do that, will also have a bit of higher light and that gives them the potential to have more higher light. Can't really be corrupt by accident, but they'd have to do that on purpose. Decide to go to the dark side on purpose and work to do that.
I guess she means more potential to evolve or grow or something.
At least I do have my answer.
I do wonder what density and dimension Maribelle's family live in and the pod is at. I've asked but get no real answer, just get exact numbers don't matter and I guess they don't, but I am curious.
Though the pod is a place where some can go to non physicality and back to physicality at will. and in 1 guided mediation I did I did wind up on a beach where some a few pod members were playing in the water off away from the shore. I think I was told the beach is near where the pod's territory or area is. I don't recall the exact details.
and I think I knew later or remembered or something the unicorns of Maribelle's glory were given a place by the pod and or some dragons and they live on the same planet or plane or something. Maybe different densities or something, or maybe nearby, or some place set aside if some needed it. Those maybe are clues but I can't see it or can't connect the clues to get at the answer.
though I guess it could have been created or manifested just for the unicorn use.
Maybe I recall or know. 3 areas that are close or touch, dragons, Maribelle's glory (herd) and the pod. Though the unicorns moved into the area some time ago.
Also when Maribelle first popped up she did mention being lovers with my twin flame, and my twin did confirm this and She mentioned how the pod knows how to have fun, and she does know of that eastern dragon I've seen in the area while I was having my treatment that 1 time. and Stan did say the dragon was a friend of his
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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10:16 PM
at the very start of this I saw a bright white sorta light. I think and feel what they, and I do ask who they are in a bit after it starts. it felt like 80-90% of their energy was mingled with the top half of my head with maybe 10% with the rest of my body, or energy systems. I did cut out a few things since I try to keep what I post here as strictly g rated since I've no idea what age may read this.
and the 2 other light body courses left in the awaken the light body course. <you'll see a lot of benefits from those and more of your light body awakened. the more expensive courses you need not take. Focus on those that interest you the most and put the more expensive ones aside, at least for now. When you get to those you may find they don't really interest you at all or you have no interest. for now go with your inner guide feeling as you have so far.>
and how about projecting? <no need to bother about that now. Some that you need to contact can contact you where you are or can be with you in a multi dimensional manner. You can relax, like with a guided meditation and go within to be with some. This will be enough for now. no need to get to detailed with it. Projecting will come natural again, as you progress through certain light body courses and you've been doing some of that, experiencing yourself in a multi dimensional way as the multi dimensional being that you are.>
So which are you? <think of us as blending temporarily with your soul and future possible self with another of what you may refer to as your soul family/oversoul/monad divine self. another multi dimensional aspect of yourself, your divine self>
I thought the energy felt different, more intense. <indeed, you've reached higher then before. to more of your divine self as it's called in some of the courses you're taking. But think of us as parts of your soul family/group/oversoul and guides, somewhat blended together, temporarily for this channeling. more efficient this way. You can uncover more of your true self this way as an after effect of having channeled our energy into your energy systems. you're at a level to easily be able to handle this level of energy. Though do rest.>
SO when I feel like I'm mostly here but partly there in some of the guided meditations is like 10% of me at most there? <somewhat. You'll improve over time, but part of the thing is your in a place of great density so it is not as easy to project, also you've not fished the awaken the light body course as of yet, though you are close. Practice may help also. Though for now just go into your mind and be there if you wish to be with one of those you wish to be with. This will be excellent practice and experience as well>
So how high am i really apart from here? <quite high, you're just recovering the ground where you were at previous. Though being re-created you can say you have been around before due to your memories and other things. you'll find original soul's memories easier to reach for now since you have been, while incarnated as you are, part of him for the longest time. A bit of a paradox but that is how it works in regards to you. Think of yourself as a master and don't sell yourself short. Since in a sense one can say everyone is the same level, just some have other focuses and such. Labels are a very human thing, though they are not the only species who has a love to categorize and label things, nor will they be the last.>
Thanks and buy for now. <continue doing well.>
So this is my last incarnation? <in such a dense place indeed. Though after this is over you'll have a choice if you wish to live where the pod is, since that can be experienced as a type of incarnation, though one of a sort of non physicality since some do travel to and from and you could visit Maribelle and be with others, going around as you wish, or you can just manifest there when you wish to be there. Each has some advantages and disadvantages. the just manifesting is a bit more complex some would say, and may not experience full physicality and you can pop around as you wish, having it as a sort of incarnation one would be there day to day in a more linear type existence. Though you can sorta do both having a body and say put the body into a deep trance and leave say 1% of yourself in the body, or a bit more, and project out and pop around at will. These options will be explained to you at the appropriate time with the advantages and disadvantages and you may, perhaps, wish to have our help in experiencing each for a bit to get the feel to decide which you wish more. many options are open to you once you're here.> I understand and am not concerned, but am intrigued. gives me some-stuff to look forward to. <indeed as well as the celebration when you return to your homes, ....>
Saturday, May 16, 2015
Saturday [5-16]
I did the first meditation of part 4 again. Running the energies didn't go to well. Though this is much earlier then I usually don't do the meditations at this time. I did it at this time since I'll be going to a Illumine Dharma meeting, or however you spell it. It's a local spiritual sorta group that meets roughly once a month.
The rest of the experience went ok to good, after I had been doing it for a while. Several times during the guided meditation I felt a strong draw towards home, wanting to be with my twin flame, soul, Maribelle, other members of my soul family/group. I had to draw my attention back. I said to the strong urges to help me to remember more about home, unicorns, my soul family/group. I think it helped since I have some more knowledge of them. The urge and draw home, to be home, to be with my twin flame, with my soul family/soul group. The urge/pull has subsided, but I can still feel it there now. it is still there indeed. I'm glad it's not constant.
Also during the meditation it felt like my spiritual body was that of an orca. A herm orca that was heavily male inclined herm orca. I would assume my twin flame is the same, but is heavily female inclined, or whatever the term would be. Inclined as far as personal energy, and other factors.
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I did the 1st meditation for part 1 without listening to the audio and I think it went very well overall. Not much to say about it.
I'll be going soon to the Illumine Dharma group meeting in 6-10 minutes. I hope it goes well. it did last time back in march. The only drawback is the area around the strip mall where the spiritual type bookstore is has a negative feel to it, including the bus stop I catch to come home, and taking the buses home is a bit annoying. I may have to choose between waiting for 30 minutes at the transit center or walking home and since it's not to hot, not a bad day, I'd choose to walk home if I had to choose between that and waiting 30 minutes.
Though the folks there are into spiritual stuff being with them is positive and I enjoy it, I feel like graduate student hanging out with elementary level folks. But that is ok. if that is all there is here, that is all there is here.
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The rest of the experience went ok to good, after I had been doing it for a while. Several times during the guided meditation I felt a strong draw towards home, wanting to be with my twin flame, soul, Maribelle, other members of my soul family/group. I had to draw my attention back. I said to the strong urges to help me to remember more about home, unicorns, my soul family/group. I think it helped since I have some more knowledge of them. The urge and draw home, to be home, to be with my twin flame, with my soul family/soul group. The urge/pull has subsided, but I can still feel it there now. it is still there indeed. I'm glad it's not constant.
Also during the meditation it felt like my spiritual body was that of an orca. A herm orca that was heavily male inclined herm orca. I would assume my twin flame is the same, but is heavily female inclined, or whatever the term would be. Inclined as far as personal energy, and other factors.
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I did the 1st meditation for part 1 without listening to the audio and I think it went very well overall. Not much to say about it.
I'll be going soon to the Illumine Dharma group meeting in 6-10 minutes. I hope it goes well. it did last time back in march. The only drawback is the area around the strip mall where the spiritual type bookstore is has a negative feel to it, including the bus stop I catch to come home, and taking the buses home is a bit annoying. I may have to choose between waiting for 30 minutes at the transit center or walking home and since it's not to hot, not a bad day, I'd choose to walk home if I had to choose between that and waiting 30 minutes.
Though the folks there are into spiritual stuff being with them is positive and I enjoy it, I feel like graduate student hanging out with elementary level folks. But that is ok. if that is all there is here, that is all there is here.
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Friday, May 15, 2015
Friday [5-15]
I do wonder if you manifest in places like where the pod is. If say I do, after this incarnation is over and I'm fully use to being back home, if I'll feel like I'm fully where the pod is, or is that only possible for those who incarnate there, assuming the one can incarnate into the pod. Or if since I'd not be incarnated then I'd be able to be fully there wherever I manifesting.
I wonder if there is certain advantages to just manifesting, and thus popping wherever you want to be, as apposed to say incarnating where the pod is, where Maribelle's family and others live, and other places. I wonder if there is advantages and differences to each, or if there is no incarnating, just manifesting.
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This was the longest guided meditation yet, about 38 minutes. I ran the energies myself, though Orin didn't give much time to do so. Most of the meditation was about me being in the temple of masters with 3 masters and them holding the focus. They kept switching from being dolphin type beings to balls of color of some dark blue, indigo or ultra violet color. I had the form of a dolphin type being and part way through it had a unicorn type horn also. When I was supposed to imagine my soul approaching me I also imaged my twin flame doing so since she is me after all. We were all dolphin type beings.
The rest of the meditation was soul first sending energy to the molecules then DNA, to activate the DNA and have it raise it's vibration or evolve, forgot the exact term Orin said. Then the cells did this after the DNA. Then my emotional and mental bodies. Then there was the sub personalities that soul gave light to and merged with. Then the emotional and then mental body soul worked on. Then it was the universal mind and will, higher aspects of my being, higher then soul. that sent energy or something, not sure of the details. Then I sent energy and got energy from myself 6 months from now. Overall an interesting experience. I think this meditation may be one that I"ll put into the do regular and favorites, both.
During the early part of it I did feel the strong draw home and the 3 masters did say they promised I'd be going home soon, I asked at who's point of view and they said mine. Not sure if they meant really going home, or just going home as in visiting, evolving to embody that, being able to visit it in my mind or have some visit me here. And they wouldn't go into details. I do hope they meant fully going home.
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I think this time the meditation went as well as the first time, though it was much more subtle and there was almost no energy work being done, nor much energy flow. I guess since it had been done some hours ago there wasn't much need for more. Though I did enjoy it and felt like I am clearer, lighter. With some extra energy in my head area. It felt again like maybe the 38 minutes only happened across 5 or 10 minutes of time. The 3 masters looked like a dolphin, orca, and a octopus or squid type, but before then end they all looked like dolphin type beings. My soul and twin flame appeared, this time the 2 of them merged in front of me and did the rest of the stuff they were going to do in the meditation. Both looked like dolphin type beings. The temple of the masters seemed to be underwater or something. The setting seemed to be under some sort of sea or aquatic setting. I shrugged mentally and just went with it. the inside looked very white, with some aquatic themed things around. Again I sorta mentally shrugged and went with it. Overall it went very well, for all the stages. I wonder if I'll notice the immediate changes or if they'd take time.
Basically like I mentioned some before was my soul (and twin flame too) sending light to the DNA to activate something there that the DNA was waiting for, then the cells. Then my emotional and mental bodies. They working with all my sub personalities and then all of them merging with my soul. Then the universal mind and aspects or parts of me higher then soul. it all went well, but felt mainly more subtle this time then the first time.
This seems to be getting ready or doing, creating, making the light body. Mine seems to be a dolphin type being, neat. Or it will be, or is.
Tomorrow starts the 2nd pass. I wonder if it'll be any different then the first time I did those.
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I wonder if there is certain advantages to just manifesting, and thus popping wherever you want to be, as apposed to say incarnating where the pod is, where Maribelle's family and others live, and other places. I wonder if there is advantages and differences to each, or if there is no incarnating, just manifesting.
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This was the longest guided meditation yet, about 38 minutes. I ran the energies myself, though Orin didn't give much time to do so. Most of the meditation was about me being in the temple of masters with 3 masters and them holding the focus. They kept switching from being dolphin type beings to balls of color of some dark blue, indigo or ultra violet color. I had the form of a dolphin type being and part way through it had a unicorn type horn also. When I was supposed to imagine my soul approaching me I also imaged my twin flame doing so since she is me after all. We were all dolphin type beings.
The rest of the meditation was soul first sending energy to the molecules then DNA, to activate the DNA and have it raise it's vibration or evolve, forgot the exact term Orin said. Then the cells did this after the DNA. Then my emotional and mental bodies. Then there was the sub personalities that soul gave light to and merged with. Then the emotional and then mental body soul worked on. Then it was the universal mind and will, higher aspects of my being, higher then soul. that sent energy or something, not sure of the details. Then I sent energy and got energy from myself 6 months from now. Overall an interesting experience. I think this meditation may be one that I"ll put into the do regular and favorites, both.
During the early part of it I did feel the strong draw home and the 3 masters did say they promised I'd be going home soon, I asked at who's point of view and they said mine. Not sure if they meant really going home, or just going home as in visiting, evolving to embody that, being able to visit it in my mind or have some visit me here. And they wouldn't go into details. I do hope they meant fully going home.
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I think this time the meditation went as well as the first time, though it was much more subtle and there was almost no energy work being done, nor much energy flow. I guess since it had been done some hours ago there wasn't much need for more. Though I did enjoy it and felt like I am clearer, lighter. With some extra energy in my head area. It felt again like maybe the 38 minutes only happened across 5 or 10 minutes of time. The 3 masters looked like a dolphin, orca, and a octopus or squid type, but before then end they all looked like dolphin type beings. My soul and twin flame appeared, this time the 2 of them merged in front of me and did the rest of the stuff they were going to do in the meditation. Both looked like dolphin type beings. The temple of the masters seemed to be underwater or something. The setting seemed to be under some sort of sea or aquatic setting. I shrugged mentally and just went with it. the inside looked very white, with some aquatic themed things around. Again I sorta mentally shrugged and went with it. Overall it went very well, for all the stages. I wonder if I'll notice the immediate changes or if they'd take time.
Basically like I mentioned some before was my soul (and twin flame too) sending light to the DNA to activate something there that the DNA was waiting for, then the cells. Then my emotional and mental bodies. They working with all my sub personalities and then all of them merging with my soul. Then the universal mind and aspects or parts of me higher then soul. it all went well, but felt mainly more subtle this time then the first time.
This seems to be getting ready or doing, creating, making the light body. Mine seems to be a dolphin type being, neat. Or it will be, or is.
Tomorrow starts the 2nd pass. I wonder if it'll be any different then the first time I did those.
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Thursday, May 14, 2015
Thursday [5-14]
I did the 11th meditation and it all went very well. Just a brief summary since I have little time left. It was about channeling and both my soul and future possible self popped up. The general questions to the answers that Orin posted was mainly to trust myself, have faith in myself, soul. and part of being here would teach me what it's like to have lived in a forced linear existence would add to my wisdom, though I'd not do it again, incarnating in a place like this, nor living in a forced linear existence again. Also I got , with out them saying anything, something about this would help being a guide also. they said the left knee bothering me at times is excess energy that that is where it sometimes may settle and if I move my knee ina rocking motion it may help. Thou gh I may explore other things.
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This time running the energies went fantastically. Most of them felt very pleasurable. The channeling part of the guided meditation went very well also. What came this time was my soul aspect and twin flame both merged. They intermingled their energy with mine and it felt very pleasurable, similar to soul type of sex that I've had before, but perhaps not exactly the same. I also got mental images of lots of water, stone and crystal structures, waterways lined with stone and crystal. hard to describe.
Some of the answers to the questions I do recall. basically trusting myself, relaxing, becoming my true self, I also felt that, though they didn't say, believing that everything that happens is for my greater good.
I did try opening the back of my head and got the excess energy that settled in my left knee to go away so it wasn't bothering me. I tested closing it and it came back, when I opened it it went away again. I'll have to remember that.
I also asked why I can't stand being around people, even in an enjoyable enviroment and fun place for to long, and I need to be alone a lot, and it seems to tire me out once I'm home. And I got that though the ability is partially blocked, I'm not consciously aware of it, I can feel the turmoil and unresolved issues and such that everyone has inside them, even what they are not consciously aware of themselves. And I need to be alone to sort of unwind and get rid of this. hard to describe what
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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12:32 AM
I decided to try a short channel with both soul & my future possible self. I did ask my twin flame a question at one point that she popped in to answer.
Why the strong desire and pull towards home and to be with my twin flame? <That is quite normal considering where you are at present. and also taking into account your normal personality. I remember it was quite repressive, with my abilities blocked, how dense everything is there. and as you uncover more of your true nature and true self, becoming your true self. Plus it is not a place we are native to nor that we would be at a lot. We don't like incarnating in such places really. We preferred, well most of our soul parents, in lighter dense places. i do feel like we're among the souls who dislike incarnating. Indeed as I recall after this incarnation I didn't incarnate anymore at all. Incarnating is not a thing I like to do. You both have started to realize it and it'll cement more in the near future. You'll find there are many options for those who do not wish to incarnate. some of them you'll enjoy indeed.> as an addidum that I got later on: <it's also a sign that you are not a native earth soul.>
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I just hope I'm not here to long. <find some fun things to do and that time will pass soon enough. The light body courses are good to take. I'd focus on those and other things and on the courses at a certain max price since you dont' really need to take the more expensive ones. They will give you benefits yes, but not worth the price. Yes I concur. after all you can continue for free once you're here. but you'll have full access to your soul memories, knowledge, and so forth so may not need to take many, so to speak. Besides there are fun alternatives, an infinity of them. We can spend an infinity of time exploring doing and trying them, then 3 of us. when we're not 2 or 1 that is. >
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So will I choose to become a channeled being? <you may, I did. When you're here I'll upload my knowledge on how to be channeled to you if you wish. One of those things we like doing that some of the more linear souls don't like about us. but we don't all agree on how to do things. that is why there are so many options and we are individuals.>
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any tips from both of you? <be true to yourself, be your true self. continue as you are doing now. don't doubt, trust.>
I guess twin would agree with that? <yes I certainly do dear.>
So I am higher then I think I am? <we certainly are more developed then you think or dream. You'll be in for a great surprise once you're fully here. but we'll save that surprise for when you're fully here, with some hints here and there.>
<Twin Flame: yes dear, you'll be very surprised indeed.>
<the exact details of this or that non earth culture and all of your past lives doesn't really matter, as you have been thinking recently. You'll remember everything here once you're here. You've been finding yourself what you need to remember the most. the other stuff is fun stuff that one doesn't really need to remember.>
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I asked later on while i was watching a bashar video. So how is time in relation to physical stuff? <Future possible self I think: Well, the collective time is what one can say exists in some areas, but there is personal time also. It gets quite complex really. but basically mass time exists in areas of physicality and depending on the density it may be more flexible, or less flexible, like a low density where the earth presently is. I normally live outside physicality, though I do visit various friends, lovers and others who choose to live in physicality areas. Some are there a lot or nearly all the time, some travel into there and out of there similar to how I do so.
Soul : indeed, though I spend considerably more time inside this since you are presently where you are. Twin flame prefers living mainly where the pod lives. Though some pod members, including her travel to and from areas of physicality. I do feel that once your present incarnation is over we'll spend time outside physicality. As for time, I do greatly prefer non linear, as we do, the 3 of us. Once we are together we'll travel to and from areas of physicality and non physicality areas, and likely in an non linear matter. Living in a linear fashion is a drag, a big drag. I'll be glad when it's over for us.>
yea, you and me both.
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This time running the energies went fantastically. Most of them felt very pleasurable. The channeling part of the guided meditation went very well also. What came this time was my soul aspect and twin flame both merged. They intermingled their energy with mine and it felt very pleasurable, similar to soul type of sex that I've had before, but perhaps not exactly the same. I also got mental images of lots of water, stone and crystal structures, waterways lined with stone and crystal. hard to describe.
Some of the answers to the questions I do recall. basically trusting myself, relaxing, becoming my true self, I also felt that, though they didn't say, believing that everything that happens is for my greater good.
I did try opening the back of my head and got the excess energy that settled in my left knee to go away so it wasn't bothering me. I tested closing it and it came back, when I opened it it went away again. I'll have to remember that.
I also asked why I can't stand being around people, even in an enjoyable enviroment and fun place for to long, and I need to be alone a lot, and it seems to tire me out once I'm home. And I got that though the ability is partially blocked, I'm not consciously aware of it, I can feel the turmoil and unresolved issues and such that everyone has inside them, even what they are not consciously aware of themselves. And I need to be alone to sort of unwind and get rid of this. hard to describe what
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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12:32 AM
I decided to try a short channel with both soul & my future possible self. I did ask my twin flame a question at one point that she popped in to answer.
Why the strong desire and pull towards home and to be with my twin flame? <That is quite normal considering where you are at present. and also taking into account your normal personality. I remember it was quite repressive, with my abilities blocked, how dense everything is there. and as you uncover more of your true nature and true self, becoming your true self. Plus it is not a place we are native to nor that we would be at a lot. We don't like incarnating in such places really. We preferred, well most of our soul parents, in lighter dense places. i do feel like we're among the souls who dislike incarnating. Indeed as I recall after this incarnation I didn't incarnate anymore at all. Incarnating is not a thing I like to do. You both have started to realize it and it'll cement more in the near future. You'll find there are many options for those who do not wish to incarnate. some of them you'll enjoy indeed.> as an addidum that I got later on: <it's also a sign that you are not a native earth soul.>
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I just hope I'm not here to long. <find some fun things to do and that time will pass soon enough. The light body courses are good to take. I'd focus on those and other things and on the courses at a certain max price since you dont' really need to take the more expensive ones. They will give you benefits yes, but not worth the price. Yes I concur. after all you can continue for free once you're here. but you'll have full access to your soul memories, knowledge, and so forth so may not need to take many, so to speak. Besides there are fun alternatives, an infinity of them. We can spend an infinity of time exploring doing and trying them, then 3 of us. when we're not 2 or 1 that is. >
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So will I choose to become a channeled being? <you may, I did. When you're here I'll upload my knowledge on how to be channeled to you if you wish. One of those things we like doing that some of the more linear souls don't like about us. but we don't all agree on how to do things. that is why there are so many options and we are individuals.>
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any tips from both of you? <be true to yourself, be your true self. continue as you are doing now. don't doubt, trust.>
I guess twin would agree with that? <yes I certainly do dear.>
So I am higher then I think I am? <we certainly are more developed then you think or dream. You'll be in for a great surprise once you're fully here. but we'll save that surprise for when you're fully here, with some hints here and there.>
<Twin Flame: yes dear, you'll be very surprised indeed.>
<the exact details of this or that non earth culture and all of your past lives doesn't really matter, as you have been thinking recently. You'll remember everything here once you're here. You've been finding yourself what you need to remember the most. the other stuff is fun stuff that one doesn't really need to remember.>
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I asked later on while i was watching a bashar video. So how is time in relation to physical stuff? <Future possible self I think: Well, the collective time is what one can say exists in some areas, but there is personal time also. It gets quite complex really. but basically mass time exists in areas of physicality and depending on the density it may be more flexible, or less flexible, like a low density where the earth presently is. I normally live outside physicality, though I do visit various friends, lovers and others who choose to live in physicality areas. Some are there a lot or nearly all the time, some travel into there and out of there similar to how I do so.
Soul : indeed, though I spend considerably more time inside this since you are presently where you are. Twin flame prefers living mainly where the pod lives. Though some pod members, including her travel to and from areas of physicality. I do feel that once your present incarnation is over we'll spend time outside physicality. As for time, I do greatly prefer non linear, as we do, the 3 of us. Once we are together we'll travel to and from areas of physicality and non physicality areas, and likely in an non linear matter. Living in a linear fashion is a drag, a big drag. I'll be glad when it's over for us.>
yea, you and me both.
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