I did the first meditation of part 4 again. Running the energies didn't go to well. Though this is much earlier then I usually don't do the meditations at this time. I did it at this time since I'll be going to a Illumine Dharma meeting, or however you spell it. It's a local spiritual sorta group that meets roughly once a month.
The rest of the experience went ok to good, after I had been doing it for a while. Several times during the guided meditation I felt a strong draw towards home, wanting to be with my twin flame, soul, Maribelle, other members of my soul family/group. I had to draw my attention back. I said to the strong urges to help me to remember more about home, unicorns, my soul family/group. I think it helped since I have some more knowledge of them. The urge and draw home, to be home, to be with my twin flame, with my soul family/soul group. The urge/pull has subsided, but I can still feel it there now. it is still there indeed. I'm glad it's not constant.
Also during the meditation it felt like my spiritual body was that of an orca. A herm orca that was heavily male inclined herm orca. I would assume my twin flame is the same, but is heavily female inclined, or whatever the term would be. Inclined as far as personal energy, and other factors.
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I did the 1st meditation for part 1 without listening to the audio and I think it went very well overall. Not much to say about it.
I'll be going soon to the Illumine Dharma group meeting in 6-10 minutes. I hope it goes well. it did last time back in march. The only drawback is the area around the strip mall where the spiritual type bookstore is has a negative feel to it, including the bus stop I catch to come home, and taking the buses home is a bit annoying. I may have to choose between waiting for 30 minutes at the transit center or walking home and since it's not to hot, not a bad day, I'd choose to walk home if I had to choose between that and waiting 30 minutes.
Though the folks there are into spiritual stuff being with them is positive and I enjoy it, I feel like graduate student hanging out with elementary level folks. But that is ok. if that is all there is here, that is all there is here.
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