I had a conversation with Maribelle when I awoke. It was slightly embarrassing and also sorta not. At first she was talking about sex, certain inner muscles she has and what that would mean for me. And a few other things.
Then she talked a bit about the origin of her glory/blessing. Some bits of this I remembered and typed up months ago. They were scattered from some larger gory/blessing they were a part of. Something dark I feel & sorta remember happened. Some sort of scout went out, I think a unicorn of some sort. they found a temporary place to stay at. The scout went out to find a more permanent area. They started to hear some others talking about a place where healer types were or a place of healing. The scout did find the pod or pods. It wasn't clear if it was 1 pod or more then one. I think more then 1. They heard of the problem and gave an area of their territory to the unicorns and some pegasii that were with them, to them to live.
Some galactic federation wanted to talk it over but the pod or elders of the pods basically said it was their territory they were dealing with, the area had been made for them and was theirs and if they didn't like it tough. I guess since, from what Stan said earlier, they pod itself isn't a member of the galactic federation (not sure what that is just a bit of soul knowledge that popped up then). Certain individual members are, but the pod itself as a large isn't. Allies yes, but not full members.
It may be like with soul groups. I'm a member of a pod, but there may be a larger pod that the other pods are members of, but they don't gather much as a whole group since with the sharing that happens, and Maribelle mentioned that sure, some may not get along exactly with other individuals, but with the sharing the pods do with each other there is no real tension between the pods.
Then then mentioned a pegasus friend of hers that is younger then her and when her friend was curious about sex with a male I was her first and was gentle with her and that gave her the courage to eventually have other lovers and the pegasus mare decided that because of this her first kid or first few would be me as their father. Though she has no kids yet, someday she will. A bit embarrassing to hear Maribelle just mention it matter of fact. Maribelle mentioned we, the pegasus and I have flown together. They, meaning her glory/blessing, have long since gotten use to seeing some dolphins flying around since they can do that, gravity only effects you if and when you want it to, in some areas. She said the pegasus mare friend of hers and I are still lovers, along with others, including a certain nagaess (female naga). I mentioned it sounds like I have numerous lovers, with what Maribelle saying sounds like I have more then a few I share with and she said I am a pod member so its not unusual, it would be unusual if I didn't.
Maribelle also mentioned the area is to far into the light areas for them to ever be in danger and besides that the pod or pods could bring in a lot of ships from even other races that are neutral since they are all of the light and some do go to the pod areas for healing, including those who are not galactic federation members, but are allies.
So the stuff Maribelle said I find not embarrassing and slightly at the same time. Hard to explain.
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I took my first nap and had either 1 dream or 2. Not sure if they were just dreams or were me going somewhere while my physical body slept.
In the first scene I'm with a white pegasus mare and we have sex. In the dream I remember her hair on her body being very soft and my being extra careful to be sure to not hurt her. The sex wasn't the lust type sex but more of the sharing affection type of sex. Afterwards we were affectionate with each other I do think.
The next scene I recall is Maribelle and us touching horns, and sharing affection. That built up to us having affectionate sex, then sharing affection after the sex.
Just putting it here instead of my dream thread since, as I mentioned before, not sure if this is a dream, or if I went somewhere while my physical body slept. and also because of the sexual content.
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I did the 5th meditation for part 4. While listening to the audio. In this one it's about experiencing the light body as planes. I wonder what It'll be like, since I'm typing this before I did it. As I recall in the first pass it went sorta meh at best.
Running the energies went pretty well. The planes thing I think I kinda experienced it. During the latter part of the guided mediation I did feel my unicorn horn, and still do to an extent. The energy does feel like a finer type energy when I could feel it and it feels like my aura or energy systems or something were effected in a positive manner. I do feel a bit uplifted energy wise and like a finer type energy, hard to describe.
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I have been wondering. I wonder if in higher dimensions and densities if planets adapt to the population by getting larger. Also if any species use Dyson spheres or half Dyson spheres.
Also if there are dimensions where maybe there is say a landmass of the entire dimension, with huge lakes & oceans.
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I did the 5th meditation without listening to the audio. It was overall an ok experience. Not sure that is what Daben meant. I had all the light body energy centers on the same plane like they were all partially merged, sorta, hard to explain. I do feel uplifted somewhat from the experience. So even if I didn't do it right, it was a positive experience.
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