I did the 4th meditation for part 4 and it went very well, including running the energies. I did get the severe vertigo again part way into the meditation, but as before it passed fairly quickly. I didn't go anywhere, though it may be because either it was a fluke yesterday, or I continued doing the running the energies and it was more involved then the guided meditation yesterday. Sometime this week I think I'll go back to see if I listen to that one and this one if I'll get the same thing again. Perhaps once I feel the vertigo if I stop doing the meditation, keep Daben as background noise, I can project again. I'll try it a few times this week. I'll mark these audios with a ) so I can easily spot them, the ones that caused the vertigo effect, so I can do some tests.
One thing I've kept forgetting to put down is I've figured out I don't need to use the sounds that Daben does to stream the energies to the various light body energy centers. I can either use the usual energy, or a finer energy. Also the past week or 2 I have tried channeling some of the energy into the pathway the kundalini travels down the same time I do the first 2 light body energy centers. It does cause a pleasurable sensation, not sure if it does any good or not but since it seems to not do any harm nor anything negative then I figure why not do it now and then.
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I still wonder how I can be that high since it seems this mission wouldn't take anyone to be very high to clear out the collective mass a bit, guess it was some of the negativity around this area I cleared out or something, and also to continuously channel in some sort of energy into the earth grid, higher finer energy, to help with the grid, delaying my personal awakening till a certain point and then it could be started. That doesn't really need a very high (evolved) individual to do any of that. Not like the 3rd wave, if you want to use labels, and those after the 3rd wave. Seems odd that they'd have someone who is high level (evolved) and on say between 10 and 11 on the Michael Newton color scale thing. Depending how accurate that is. I've read his first 2 books, been a while, though it feels like the books, from what I recall, are fairly accurate, like the Seth book I'm reading, though with the Seth book, I'm not sure on the historical stuff Seth talks about. that may or may not be distorted, no idea. I've 2 other channeled books that do feel like there is some distortion going on there. One of them more then the other.
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I did the 4th meditation without listening to the audio. I did the running the energies and after I had done the top 2 I felt the same severe vertigo, like I was spinning in 2 directions at once. it did feel like all the light body energy centers went well except for the Pieah, which helped when I did use the mental vocalization of that sound. when it started to respond that is when the severe vertigo, and feeling like I was spinning in 2 directions at once.
First I found myself somewhere were there was a beautiful clear crystal curved wall. I seemed to be in 2 places at once, both in the body and there too. the me that was there seemed to be looking out into space and I saw some ships of light going by. I watched them and space for a bit then wondered what I looked like and manifested a full length mirror and saw I looked like a dolphin type being. Though I think I had forward facing binocular vision maybe. Or maybe I could choose if I wanted or not.
Then I wondered if I could go to where the true soul home was. It felt like at first it didn't work, but it took a special sort of concentration, hard to describe but I seemed to know how to do it without consciously realizing how to do it. I was looking out at a vast expanse. I wondered what I looked like here and manifested a mirror. I heard a mental sort of sigh, like some guides or someone thinking, "again." but they or he/it didn't say anything. I saw that I was a sphere of a very dark blue, that looked almost black.
Then a car made a loud noise just outside and I popped back. I managed to get slightly into the dolphin body location, whatever that is. Felt like I was maybe 5% there then another car or something, made a loud noise and I figured heck with it and stopped. And got up to eat a bit, and i felt a bit disoriented and had a very very slight headache sorta feeling at the center of my head where the pieah is, the 6th light body energy center. Overall an interesting situation and experince. Not sure what it means.
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