Friday [5-15]

I do wonder if you manifest in places like where the pod is.  If say I do, after this incarnation is over and I'm fully use to being back home, if I'll feel like I'm fully where the pod is, or is that only possible for those who incarnate there, assuming the one can incarnate into the pod.  Or if since I'd not be incarnated then I'd be able to be fully there wherever I manifesting. 

I wonder if there is certain advantages to just manifesting, and thus popping wherever you want to be, as apposed to say incarnating where the pod is, where Maribelle's family and others live, and other places.  I wonder if there is advantages and differences to each, or if there is no incarnating, just manifesting. 

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This was the longest guided meditation yet, about 38 minutes. I ran the energies myself, though Orin didn't give much time to do so.  Most of the meditation was about me being in the temple of masters with 3 masters and them holding the focus. They kept switching from being dolphin type beings to balls of color of some dark blue, indigo or ultra violet color.  I had the form of a dolphin type being and part way through it had a unicorn type horn also.  When I was supposed to imagine my soul approaching me I also imaged my twin flame doing so since she is me after all.  We were all dolphin type beings. 

The rest of the meditation was soul first sending energy to the molecules then DNA, to activate the DNA and have it raise it's vibration or evolve, forgot the exact term Orin said.  Then the cells did this after the DNA.  Then my emotional and mental bodies.  Then there was the sub personalities that soul gave light to and merged with.  Then the emotional and then mental body soul worked on. Then it was the universal mind and will, higher aspects of my being, higher then soul.  that sent energy or something, not sure of the details.  Then I sent energy and got energy from myself 6 months from now.  Overall an interesting experience.  I think this meditation may be one that I"ll put into the do regular and favorites, both.

During the early part of it I did feel the strong draw home and the 3 masters did say they promised I'd be going home soon, I asked at who's point of view and they said mine.  Not sure if they meant really going home, or just going home as in visiting, evolving to embody that, being able to visit it in my mind or have some visit me here.  And they wouldn't go into details.  I do hope they meant fully going home.

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I think this time the meditation went as well as the first time, though it was much more subtle and there was almost no energy work being done, nor much energy flow. I guess since it had been done some hours ago there wasn't much need for more. Though I did enjoy it and felt like I am clearer, lighter. With some extra energy in my head area. It felt again like maybe the 38 minutes only happened across 5 or 10 minutes of time. The 3 masters looked like a dolphin, orca, and a octopus or squid type, but before then end they all looked like dolphin type beings. My soul and twin flame appeared, this time the 2 of them merged in front of me and did the rest of the stuff they were going to do in the meditation. Both looked like dolphin type beings. The temple of the masters seemed to be underwater or something. The setting seemed to be under some sort of sea or aquatic setting. I shrugged mentally and just went with it. the inside looked very white, with some aquatic themed things around. Again I sorta mentally shrugged and went with it. Overall it went very well, for all the stages. I wonder if I'll notice the immediate changes or if they'd take time.

Basically like I mentioned some before was my soul (and twin flame too) sending light to the DNA to activate something there that the DNA was waiting for, then the cells. Then my emotional and mental bodies. They working with all my sub personalities and then all of them merging with my soul. Then the universal mind and aspects or parts of me higher then soul. it all went well, but felt mainly more subtle this time then the first time.

This seems to be getting ready or doing, creating, making the light body. Mine seems to be a dolphin type being, neat. Or it will be, or is.

Tomorrow starts the 2nd pass. I wonder if it'll be any different then the first time I did those.

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