Think I did some sharing this morning with Maribelle. Instead of going all the way to ejaculation/orgasm I stopped when it felt like I had an energy orgasm/ejaculation, and idea I got from reading some of Scarlett's posts. Before I had gone all the way physically. But I guess it's not needed. I've only done this before with my twin flame, Maribelle, current soul, & once or twice with my current guide, a future possible me. The other pod members, my soul family/group and Maribelle's family don't pop around to visit or talk to me, I guess since it seems I can't project, or if I can I don't consciously control it and only do it when I am pulled out. It could be they don't visit since they may not like coming down to where the earth is, due to all the negativity, it is so dense here they may not like the feel, and or some may not know really how to do that. And as for not telepathically talking to me, they maybe decided that it's best if only a few talk to me, instead of say having 8 or 12 talking to me over the course of a week, keeping it down to a max of 4 if I count Maribelle, Twin Flame, soul, and current guide. Maybe for the rest of this incarnation, or maybe till I reach a certain point in the light body courses, or I have gotten the ones I plan on getting.
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Think I'll stick with the current plan I have on buying light body courses. And once I start the 2nd course I may start saving up a bit here and there and when I'm not having to put money aside for the dentist I may put some aside for one of the bit more expensive courses, one of the ones I picked out that may interest me that are a little over the price of most of the courses I've picked out, but not as expensive as the 3rd light body course. The current plan as those at the end. the 4 I've picked out. 3 of those are what they call expanded, where they do a course revisiting an earlier course like the 1 on awaken the light body expanded where they have 23 meditations. They have 2 based on the 2nd course, with additional meditations. and oddly one based on divine manifesting. I say oddly since they have another course that is cheaper on higher will manifesting. No idea what the difference is. So not sure if I'll get divine manifesting. those 4 courses I've moved them around a bit so the one with the most meditations is first and divine manifesting, which has the least, is last. Once I finish awaken the light body, and any course, I do plan on spending a month going back over the course, for 2 reasons. 1 is financial, if I need i can spend that month's money putting some aside for the dentist, since i have to save up for the dentist. Getting new glasses is way to expensive so that is out. These i have have to last me for life. Luckily I had some shoe goo to fix these when I accidentally broke an ear-peace and the lenses are, I'd gues 5 or so years old.
the 2nd reason is I figure since I've finished a course if I redo it I may get more out of the meditations now that I've finished the course. After that I'll get some I picked out that involve what Orin & Daben call the universal mind and the individual's divine self. The onto the ceremonies of initiation about the heart, throat and crown. then the 2nd light body course. After that I'll decide what to do. Once I've finished getting the courses I want to get. I think I'll go back and look them over, pick a schedule I want to do them in and redo all the light body courses. I'd guess that may take 6 months or a year, or maybe more. Perhaps bad or negative but I do hope I'm not here to long after I finish the light body courses I plan on getting, I'd not mind going before I get them finished the 1st time. Not that I'm depressed or anything, just feel the draw/pull for home, also to be with my twin flame, Maribelle, soul, and my soul family/group. Though the urge/pull isn't at a constant level, it raises and lowers over the course of a day, which is good.
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I did the 2nd mediation for part 4. Running the energies went okish at the beginning. This time I remembered to try to access or pull in energy that is as fine and high as I can handle/access at this time. It feels very light, lighter and finer then what I had been running the energies with, hard to describe. This meditation was about doing the 4th and 7th light body energy centers together. Keeping 1 in mind, in your attention as you ran the energy for the other. My guess is these are to help build balance and harmony between the emotional and mental energy bodies. Bringing them in balance or balanced and harmony enough to start working on the first 2 light body centers which the next part, part 5, deals with. The next time I do this later today I'll do it without listening to the audio. yesterday it went well, I expect this one will too.
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I did talk to Maribelle this afternoon or early evening, forgot which and forgot to put type this up.
I asked Maribelle why her mother wanted to have kids with me and she
asked if I wanted a frank answer, I said yes. She then said it's
because I have higher light. That means any children I sire will have
higher light also, also any kids I am the mother of, if I do choose to
do have kids that way. She said that some like her mother can tell or
sense that and that makes me more attractive for that reason. if some
can sense it but don't know why I'd just appear more attractive,
handsome or sexy to them for some reason.
What this means is any kids I sire, or dam if I choose to do that, will
also have a bit of higher light and that gives them the potential to
have more higher light. Can't really be corrupt by accident, but they'd
have to do that on purpose. Decide to go to the dark side on purpose
and work to do that.
I guess she means more potential to evolve or grow or something.
At least I do have my answer.
I do wonder what density and dimension Maribelle's family live in and
the pod is at. I've asked but get no real answer, just get exact
numbers don't matter and I guess they don't, but I am curious.
Though the pod is a place where some can go to non physicality and back
to physicality at will. and in 1 guided mediation I did I did wind up
on a beach where some a few pod members were playing in the water off
away from the shore. I think I was told the beach is near where the
pod's territory or area is. I don't recall the exact details.
and I think I knew later or remembered or something the unicorns of
Maribelle's glory were given a place by the pod and or some dragons and
they live on the same planet or plane or something. Maybe different
densities or something, or maybe nearby, or some place set aside if some
needed it. Those maybe are clues but I can't see it or can't connect
the clues to get at the answer.
though I guess it could have been created or manifested just for the unicorn use.
Maybe I recall or know. 3 areas that are close or touch, dragons,
Maribelle's glory (herd) and the pod. Though the unicorns moved into
the area some time ago.
Also when Maribelle first popped up she did mention being lovers with my
twin flame, and my twin did confirm this and She mentioned how the pod
knows how to have fun, and she does know of that eastern dragon I've
seen in the area while I was having my treatment that 1 time. and Stan
did say the dragon was a friend of his
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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10:16 PM
at the very start of this I saw a bright white sorta light. I think and
feel what they, and I do ask who they are in a bit after it starts. it
felt like 80-90% of their energy was mingled with the top half of my
head with maybe 10% with the rest of my body, or energy systems. I did
cut out a few things since I try to keep what I post here as strictly g
rated since I've no idea what age may read this.
and the 2 other light body courses left in the awaken the light body course. <you'll
see a lot of benefits from those and more of your light body awakened.
the more expensive courses you need not take. Focus on those that
interest you the most and put the more expensive ones aside, at least
for now. When you get to those you may find they don't really interest
you at all or you have no interest. for now go with your inner guide
feeling as you have so far.>
and how about projecting? <no need to bother
about that now. Some that you need to contact can contact you where you
are or can be with you in a multi dimensional manner. You can relax,
like with a guided meditation and go within to be with some. This will
be enough for now. no need to get to detailed with it. Projecting will
come natural again, as you progress through certain light body courses
and you've been doing some of that, experiencing yourself in a multi
dimensional way as the multi dimensional being that you are.>
So which are you? <think of us as blending
temporarily with your soul and future possible self with another of what
you may refer to as your soul family/oversoul/monad divine self.
another multi dimensional aspect of yourself, your divine self>
I thought the energy felt different, more intense. <indeed,
you've reached higher then before. to more of your divine self as it's
called in some of the courses you're taking. But think of us as parts
of your soul family/group/oversoul and guides, somewhat blended
together, temporarily for this channeling. more efficient this way.
You can uncover more of your true self this way as an after effect of
having channeled our energy into your energy systems. you're at a level
to easily be able to handle this level of energy. Though do rest.>
SO when I feel like I'm mostly here but partly there in some of the guided meditations is like 10% of me at most there? <somewhat.
You'll improve over time, but part of the thing is your in a place of
great density so it is not as easy to project, also you've not fished
the awaken the light body course as of yet, though you are close.
Practice may help also. Though for now just go into your mind and be
there if you wish to be with one of those you wish to be with. This will
be excellent practice and experience as well>
So how high am i really apart from here? <quite
high, you're just recovering the ground where you were at previous.
Though being re-created you can say you have been around before due to
your memories and other things. you'll find original soul's memories
easier to reach for now since you have been, while incarnated as you
are, part of him for the longest time. A bit of a paradox but that is
how it works in regards to you. Think of yourself as a master and don't
sell yourself short. Since in a sense one can say everyone is the same
level, just some have other focuses and such. Labels are a very human
thing, though they are not the only species who has a love to categorize
and label things, nor will they be the last.>
Thanks and buy for now. <continue doing well.>
So this is my last incarnation? <in such a dense
place indeed. Though after this is over you'll have a choice if you
wish to live where the pod is, since that can be experienced as a type
of incarnation, though one of a sort of non physicality since some do
travel to and from and you could visit Maribelle and be with others,
going around as you wish, or you can just manifest there when you wish
to be there. Each has some advantages and disadvantages. the just
manifesting is a bit more complex some would say, and may not experience
full physicality and you can pop around as you wish, having it as a
sort of incarnation one would be there day to day in a more linear type
existence. Though you can sorta do both having a body and say put the
body into a deep trance and leave say 1% of yourself in the body, or a
bit more, and project out and pop around at will. These options will be
explained to you at the appropriate time with the advantages and
disadvantages and you may, perhaps, wish to have our help in
experiencing each for a bit to get the feel to decide which you wish
more. many options are open to you once you're here.> I understand and am not concerned, but am intrigued. gives me some-stuff to look forward to. <indeed as well as the celebration when you return to your homes, ....>
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