Friday, May 22, 2015
Friday [5-22]
I did the 7th meditation and running the energies went pretty well. most of them went very well indeed. The 2 main ones that don't go as well usually is the leow and the pieah, the 3rd and 6th ones. the leow seems to need extra work to get it up and going and the pieah a bit more work then that. I think between meditations I'll take some time to run the energies and focus extra on these 2 centers.
While I was doing the meditation I think my ranawre cocoon felt slightly different, or a bit different. more energy, higher energy and or more diverse energy being incorporated into it, and or maybe I'm more sensitive to tell this. or it may be a mixture of these and other factors perhaps also.
This meditation was about seeing relationships as energy. In part I picked the gm of the Thursday group. That is a decently good one but I figured why not. I focused on feeling it a bit and converting it to the highest energy, or at least a higher energy, as the meditation went along. Also I, after a bit, added in my relation ship with Maribelle, Spitfire, twin flame, and some generic other connections I felt around for and felt. The Relationship with Maribelle & Spitfire did fee like genuine love, twin flame felt like a different type of love, more intense maybe but I didn't focus on the intensity. Also added in Maribelle's mother briefly and felt around for other relationship connections, I felt some, many, and at least some or most of these did feel like various types of love, but not all of them. Some I could not tell the feelings, not negative, just I wasn't able to identify the feeling. I focused on sending energy to or through these relationships like I did the one with the Thursday gm to help the energy become lighter, higher, a higher reflection. Feels like it worked. I then had the intention of sending back anyone's energy that I had since I know they and their higher selves working together can resolve all their problems themselves working together and they don't need my help. I feel lighter, or my energy does as a result of all this.
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I did it again not listening to the audio and it went very well. Not much more to say about this. I did the relationships like before, adding in the whole thursday rp group and the rest was as before.
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I do wonder if pegasus are the same size as unicorns. I'd guess they are more or less the same size since I doubt every unicorn is exactly the same size once they are adults.
I do wonder why Maribelle and Spitfire said that bit about I could claim my right and say I could only be their mate. As I've said in a previous post, the one before this one, it doesn't feel right, but I've already talked about that previously.
I do wonder if it's unusual, like Scarlett said, about a pegasus wanting me to be her mate, or her first mate, if she chooses to have several. I guess like with unicorns it may be an individual thing. Some have several mates & lovers too. Some others may have just 1 mate only, or a mate or 2 and no lovers at all.
Though I only know a little about unicorns and nothing about pegaus. As well as if I'm very popular, or known back home, if I have several homes, more then these 2 who were my lovers before, if I have more, more friends, lovers ect. I guess those details are not to important for me to know now. I may discover some bits but not really know everything till I'm fully back. Though i can tell from the bits and pieces it is likely very positive.
Though with both meditations it did feel like I do have more then these 2 that I love and love me. I'll eventually find out everything, even if I have to wait till I get back home. Who knows how many close friends and lovers I may have, or what I do, or my position.
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a few hours after the last post: I've been thinking, as I was watching some youtube videos. An idea popped into my head. What if say a unicorn is one species of soul, and I'm another type or species. If such a thing even exists as that.
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It feels like, when I think and feel it. All souls are really 1 species so to speak. That is why any souls can create new souls regardless of the types they are. There are types maybe or sub species, so to speak. So a unicorn and native earth human soul may be very different to look at, but have the same abilities, even if some are not aware of it. And Through culture, being raised, ect. They can feel different. See themselves as different. So they may be more like types or subspecies, but labels are not really fully correct. Just easy for my understanding in this case. Unicorn souls, pegasus, dolphin/orca type beings, arcturian, and others. Hard to put down what I mean and think I understand since English seems inadequacy fully, but it is close enough I think.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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8:12 PM
Thanks. hope it's ok and not to confusing.
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I decided to put this here instead of in my yourspace since though it felt more like a conversation I was channeling and the physical body may have gone to sleep at some point. I feel I was doing a type of channeling.
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As I was laying down to take my 2nd nap I had a conversation with my guides or whatever you'd call them. I think I recall most of it, or at least the general conversation.
So why am I popular with certain beings, and what is the higher light thing? <We'll just give the simplified version. Higher light is your development and potential, and higher inner light, and higher outer light. You've progressed far in a short time.
and have a lot of light within yourself indeed. Some can sense or feel this, though may not know exactly why or exactly what it means.
Basically when you were re-created, a rare thing but there is a system in place for when it happens, you were recreated really. We did this, simply, you are similar to an embodiment of some of the monad. Your soul parents are members of the same soul group. At what you may regard as different stages, but that is not exactly right. When it was time for you to be re-created, you and your twin flame since she and you wanted her to remain your twin. The probability fields were adjusted with the go ahead of what some may call source, not that we directly asked source, but one can sense if what one is about to do is against source or not. Anyway some of us came together to re-create you and the probability fields at the quantum level were adjusted so when we did re-create you we did so using our energy, as any souls do when creating a new soul, though you had a higher potential so to speak. Not exactly what Scarlett is, and posted about earlier, but something similar, very similar but not exactly the same. The probability and quantum fields were adjusted, to vastly over simplify what we did, so you are the you from before. it was really you who were lovers with Maribelle and those others, not like you are picking up from someone else. >
I think I understand. So why am I so bad at math? <the former you wanted to put blocks in so when you started to awaken and access your soul knowledge you'd not inadvertently introduce certain concepts into theoretical physics before they are ready for it, plus it may have distracted you from your personal path of awakening. Though he didn't really know the conditions of incarnating on earth were like first hand so they were a bit over done, to simplify things.>
So when I was re-created quantum stuff was involved? <indeed, what we said is a vast oversimplification, but indeed it was. it is not that hard to do, but one doesn't do it simply willy nilly for fun. But there was nothing source had against it so it was done.>
Thought I had 4 soul parents. <4 primary parents yes, there were others of us who did things to support the process.> The quantum adjustment fields thing? <yes, and other things as well.>
So do I have any sort of position back home? <In one of your home indeed. You're not king or the like, but would you really want to be? You're one of the pod, one of the more senior members but not the most eldest of members, not yet anyway. The unicorns do accept you as one of them since indeed one of your soul parents is indeed a unicorn, an elder in her own right.>
So do I have more lovers and close friends then I know? <yes indeed, you have us, and some others, like at least 1 naga, she's one of our members, an incarnation or aspect, hard to explain exactly. various pod members, we'll leave the exact details as a pleasant surprise and once you're back you'll be able to step back into what you were doing before, and indeed it was what you were doing and you, not something you're picking up from another soul that isn't this you. Though you can work with your former soul if you wish. He'll be the same as before, with some changes due to his increased experiences of course. Though you will to.>
Sounds like my re-creation was complicated. <indeed, though like with the creation of a soul, one can look into the extreme fine details to find out exactly how it works to get how complicated it does or one can just do it. like you can watch a tv even if you don't know exactly how it works or you can walk or type, without knowing the exactly physics, electronics, neurology and all the other details. >
and my twin flame was re-created as I was? <indeed, the same process, then you 2 were split as twin flames are. a piece of the original energy had to be left in the body during the process for the body to survive. it was a miniscule piece and knew it would not be separated long, from it's point of view, so did what it did. And technically because of that, the original soul contract was and is still in place. Though since you can do your primary mission without doing anything, that is ok. You have accomplished your personal reason and mission, the veil is gone, you are fully awake ect so that is fullfilled. Though as we've said and soul has, if you were to suddenly have full access to your full soul memories & knowledge it would not be healthy for your delicate energy and body systems. Imagine tryint to put to much amperage through a circuits or a wire that is able to handle say one tenth of that. Now done gradually over time, you can get conscious access to more and more, done at a slow steady rate. Instinctively you feel what this is for you. Each has their own rate perfect for them since everyone is an individual.>
So I am a new/old soul. <if one wishes to use labels and terminology such as that yes, though we've described an over simplification of the process. Though in your case you really are a new/old soul. Not one recalling your soul parent's memories. Due to the over simplified description of the process said above.>
Thursday, May 21, 2015
Thursday [5-21]
I guess the pegasus friend of Maribelle would likely eventually want to start having kids since from either what Maribelle said or what I felt/know she did promise, to herself and maybe shared with Maribelle, that I'd be the father of at least 1 of her first few kids and maybe more then just 1. And if you're immortal like souls are, no need like a human where when you hit young adult start thinking about when you plan on having kids. You can wait a thousand years or a few. Then have kids say 1 or 2 every few hundred or few thousand years. Also the way bodies are pliable I'd guess pregnancy birth or laying eggs, for the species who choose to do this, won't be painful or traumatic, but I'd guess pleasurable.
At the soul level I do feel I'm comfortable being both genders and being either gender. My energy in that spirit or light body, or whichever and whatever it is. Usually does feel like a herm, but with the energy and feel being more male inclined. I'm not sure if that is due to normal inclination, the fact I'm incarnated in a male body, and or because my twin flame is usually female. Not sure if she is also a herm, but female inclined or if she's usually pure female.
I guess likely eventually I may choose to be a mother and go through the pregnancy thing as a pod member and a unicorn mare, but plenty of time to think that over. I do have an eternity to think that over and decide, so plenty of time. While pregnant I'd guess I'd not be stuck being just 1 species. I'd guess i could still switch and change, not sure about gender though I'd guess i could change that too, or be stuck, or decide, to be female or a herm. Likely I'd pick to be a herm in most cases in that case, but again I have an eternity to choose. So no need to decide that now nor start being a father to unicorn or dolphin/orca like beings or other species.
Also I'm sure I'll eventually choose to participate in creating souls in the usual soul fashion, using some of your own energy and with other souls, weave this energy with our intent to make a new soul. But all this is in the future so plenty of time to think about it.
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This 6th mediation for part 4 went very well, running the energies went well. This one says it's about recharging at the core but I am not sure I caught the meaning of the meditation since most of it seems to be about the 7the light body energy center. maybe you can use that to rechange? I do feel uplifted, relaxed and like I have a bit more energy in my energy body, a high light type of energy. So that may be the key to mediation. I'll see if I can do that while I'm on the bus traveling to and from the rpg place, including, perhaps, waiting for the bus too. Once I get home I'll do it again without listening to the audio. Then I may, after my nap, do a channeling audio. I'll decide then.
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While I was at the rpg group today, and I had a lot of fun. I though I could indeed feel I had a connection to source that I could slightly feel. Different to knowing and feeling that soul aspect and I are 2 parts of one being, or 2 focuses of one being. It's hard to describe. I could also feel everyone else at the table had some sort of connection and they were loved, not sure if it was by source, or their larger selves like their higher selves and or soul.
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I decided to listen to part 6 instead of trying to do it without the audio since it's been so long I don't recall the exact specifics. I think when I wake up from my nap I'll do a channeling audio, then a bit later try this guided meditation without listening to the audio.
It went fantastic. I feel fantastic as well, not just from the guided mediation. It felt like early on the pegasus mare that apparently i was her first, came near or made a connection or something. During the early part of the mediation when Daben was just talking. It felt like she and I were having sex, or sharing as the pod calls it, at an energy level. It felt fantastic. Then it felt like Maribelle came on briefly. Maybe some teaching thing or something. Then I didn't feel Maribelle anymore but I felt the pegasus mare, but to a much lesser extent. Not sure if it was a practice thing, or both that and just to share. A bit after Maribelle's connection closed or went away the pegasus mare only slightly did the energy stuff. I guess once the main meditation started or she didn't wish to distract me to much. I feel great, I think from both the guided meditation and what the pegasus mare did. This morning, not sure if I mentioned it in a previous post, I felt a bit more energy and my mood was much lighter and higher and it went for the whole day.
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That got me to thinking. I wonder how many close friends and lovers I have. And if the pegasus mare is a thing that will fade over time as she gets more lovers and eventually mates more her age or if what we have is permanent. Personally I do hope it is permanent. With time being non linear and different for souls and eternity I could have more then I suspect.
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A bit after I had posted my previous message and before I ate I got a bit of a surprise. The pegasus mare, I'm pretty sure it was her, was talking to me a bit. She did something energy so I was getting some mild sexual pleasure, not physical but energy type and she, if I got the message right, asked if we could become mates, and it was ok with Maribelle. She mentioned wanting to join my herd, as far as I know I don't have a herd, unless that is a unicorn and or pegasus term. And she did mention wanting me to be her first mate. That was unexpected, coming out of the blue, I think the expression is. I said that's a big thing and I'd very likely say yes, but I would think it over, and she should talk to Maribelle to be sure she wanted it too since it is a big thing, but like I mentioned I'd very likely would say yes.
I did ask the pegasus mare her name and she said for me to pick a name to call her.
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I considered it as I lay down. I got soul, twin flame and various aspects i seem to have, into the conversation. They were all willing. Twin flame was only briefly in the conversation, guess she was busy doing something. At first it seemed that one aspect I felt was saying no about being mates with the pegasus mare, but he was saying no to the other aspect that was hesitant. he wanted to but was hesitant since it would be change. I talked to him and he agreed with my idea of he would be less hesitant and would be the part that sometimes gives everyone a pause and a bit of caution since it's seldom wise to rush into something. He agreed to this idea and agreed he would be not be as hesitant as he was but would be the sense of caution, ensuring I really want to do something, or maybe I should do some research first, type of feeling. I think that went well. Chad even spoke up and agreed with this. I asked future possible self and he said he said yes. I thought it over with out thinking for a bit then told the pegasus mare yes.
She was, as expected very happy and excited. When I was thinking it over and talking about it with soul, twin, and aspects I could feel her in the back of my mind. I guess awaiting an answer. After I said yes I guess she was to excited to talk any so I talked to Maribelle very briefly. Then the pegasus mare talked to me briefly saying the same thing Maribelle said. I'm sure they talked before and this is how she got what to say, or maybe it's a traditional thing to say or a final test or something. She said I was within my rights to claim her and keep me just to herself, but I said the same as I said to Maribelle, that if she wants to have other mates and lovers too she could and she also could have children with them if she wished. The too bit wasn't said but the feel was there since I assume as mates we'd have kids eventually. She mentioned, like Maribelle, lots of kids but I did say no need to rush into it and she did say she felt to young as of yet to start having any kids. I guess she's in unicorn or pegasus terms is a young adult. I'd guess maybe like a human in her early 20's or something. but her real age, who knows, since I'd guess pegasus are immortals like unicorns and souls are.
I was thinking, the pegasus mare did say for me to pick a name to call her. I guess she has her own name, but wants me to have a personal name or something for her. I may pick a name from the mlp show for a pegasus mare. Maybe the member of the wonderbols named Spitfire. I like the sound of that name.
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I'll finish the Seth book tonight. I started it but got distracted and forgot it for a bit. After I finish it I think I'll focus on other books I've started, like that benevolent book that Rob, Treb and the other guy did. Then I'll look over the other books I've started and read a chapter or 2 to see if I still want to read those or not. Then next month or the month after that I will buy Michael Newton's 4th book. I'll eventually get his first 2 to re-read those. I may try to get some of Dolores cannon's latest books. From seeing her in some videos it feels like the info she says she gets may be accurate but some of her conclusions are biased or wrong as is some stuff she says. The other Seth books I'll get to buying and reading after I've decided if I want to do others or not. Then I'll pick out a rough schedule.
If I were to get back into reading some fiction, I would go to Baen Free Library and read some of those, giving each book say 2 chapters to catch my interest. They are all free so no harm done if I don't like the book, apart from the time it took me to read it. That is if I wanted to get back into reading fiction. Ifigure between the Seth books, 3 of the Michael Newton books, and if I do like and decide to get some Dolores Cannon books, that should keep me occupied for a few years roughly, depending how fast and how much I read.
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Didn't find out if I have a herd or not or if I'm famous or of high position back home or not. I did find out some scraps and some I can feel. I've been told I'm higher then I am, I'm one of the elder members of the pod, but not among the eldest. That could be original soul. I do prefer non linear and likel won't incarnate anymore. I'm likely still a member of some organization of group who's helping earth with the shift at the moment. If I'm am among the elder members of the pod then likely I have many friends and collegues I don't consciously recall and considering how open the pod is about sharing, and at least some unicorns, I have likely friends, close friends and lovers among them, besides the 2 mates I do have, Maribelle & the pegasus Mare, then I think I may call Spitfire after the mlp wonderbolt pegasus mare. As well as Maribelle's mother as someone who is or wants to be a lover. her father, 2 brothers and sister have shown interest in me once or so. So they may be occasional lover types. I do figure one would not have lovers who one has to share with every day. it may be a few times a week or month, something like that. Who knows how many friends I may have, quite a few likely. Some I may see only ever month or a few times a month, or if they are busy elsewhere maybe a few times a year, but being telepathic and able to pop around non linearly one can keep up with quite a few friends.
I'm not sure if the pod does mateships like it seems unicorns and pegasus do, or at least some do. Logically some would.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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10:28 PM
At the soul level I do feel I'm comfortable being both genders and being either gender. My energy in that spirit or light body, or whichever and whatever it is. Usually does feel like a herm, but with the energy and feel being more male inclined. I'm not sure if that is due to normal inclination, the fact I'm incarnated in a male body, and or because my twin flame is usually female. Not sure if she is also a herm, but female inclined or if she's usually pure female.
I guess likely eventually I may choose to be a mother and go through the pregnancy thing as a pod member and a unicorn mare, but plenty of time to think that over. I do have an eternity to think that over and decide, so plenty of time. While pregnant I'd guess I'd not be stuck being just 1 species. I'd guess i could still switch and change, not sure about gender though I'd guess i could change that too, or be stuck, or decide, to be female or a herm. Likely I'd pick to be a herm in most cases in that case, but again I have an eternity to choose. So no need to decide that now nor start being a father to unicorn or dolphin/orca like beings or other species.
Also I'm sure I'll eventually choose to participate in creating souls in the usual soul fashion, using some of your own energy and with other souls, weave this energy with our intent to make a new soul. But all this is in the future so plenty of time to think about it.
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This 6th mediation for part 4 went very well, running the energies went well. This one says it's about recharging at the core but I am not sure I caught the meaning of the meditation since most of it seems to be about the 7the light body energy center. maybe you can use that to rechange? I do feel uplifted, relaxed and like I have a bit more energy in my energy body, a high light type of energy. So that may be the key to mediation. I'll see if I can do that while I'm on the bus traveling to and from the rpg place, including, perhaps, waiting for the bus too. Once I get home I'll do it again without listening to the audio. Then I may, after my nap, do a channeling audio. I'll decide then.
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While I was at the rpg group today, and I had a lot of fun. I though I could indeed feel I had a connection to source that I could slightly feel. Different to knowing and feeling that soul aspect and I are 2 parts of one being, or 2 focuses of one being. It's hard to describe. I could also feel everyone else at the table had some sort of connection and they were loved, not sure if it was by source, or their larger selves like their higher selves and or soul.
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I decided to listen to part 6 instead of trying to do it without the audio since it's been so long I don't recall the exact specifics. I think when I wake up from my nap I'll do a channeling audio, then a bit later try this guided meditation without listening to the audio.
It went fantastic. I feel fantastic as well, not just from the guided mediation. It felt like early on the pegasus mare that apparently i was her first, came near or made a connection or something. During the early part of the mediation when Daben was just talking. It felt like she and I were having sex, or sharing as the pod calls it, at an energy level. It felt fantastic. Then it felt like Maribelle came on briefly. Maybe some teaching thing or something. Then I didn't feel Maribelle anymore but I felt the pegasus mare, but to a much lesser extent. Not sure if it was a practice thing, or both that and just to share. A bit after Maribelle's connection closed or went away the pegasus mare only slightly did the energy stuff. I guess once the main meditation started or she didn't wish to distract me to much. I feel great, I think from both the guided meditation and what the pegasus mare did. This morning, not sure if I mentioned it in a previous post, I felt a bit more energy and my mood was much lighter and higher and it went for the whole day.
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That got me to thinking. I wonder how many close friends and lovers I have. And if the pegasus mare is a thing that will fade over time as she gets more lovers and eventually mates more her age or if what we have is permanent. Personally I do hope it is permanent. With time being non linear and different for souls and eternity I could have more then I suspect.
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A bit after I had posted my previous message and before I ate I got a bit of a surprise. The pegasus mare, I'm pretty sure it was her, was talking to me a bit. She did something energy so I was getting some mild sexual pleasure, not physical but energy type and she, if I got the message right, asked if we could become mates, and it was ok with Maribelle. She mentioned wanting to join my herd, as far as I know I don't have a herd, unless that is a unicorn and or pegasus term. And she did mention wanting me to be her first mate. That was unexpected, coming out of the blue, I think the expression is. I said that's a big thing and I'd very likely say yes, but I would think it over, and she should talk to Maribelle to be sure she wanted it too since it is a big thing, but like I mentioned I'd very likely would say yes.
I did ask the pegasus mare her name and she said for me to pick a name to call her.
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I considered it as I lay down. I got soul, twin flame and various aspects i seem to have, into the conversation. They were all willing. Twin flame was only briefly in the conversation, guess she was busy doing something. At first it seemed that one aspect I felt was saying no about being mates with the pegasus mare, but he was saying no to the other aspect that was hesitant. he wanted to but was hesitant since it would be change. I talked to him and he agreed with my idea of he would be less hesitant and would be the part that sometimes gives everyone a pause and a bit of caution since it's seldom wise to rush into something. He agreed to this idea and agreed he would be not be as hesitant as he was but would be the sense of caution, ensuring I really want to do something, or maybe I should do some research first, type of feeling. I think that went well. Chad even spoke up and agreed with this. I asked future possible self and he said he said yes. I thought it over with out thinking for a bit then told the pegasus mare yes.
She was, as expected very happy and excited. When I was thinking it over and talking about it with soul, twin, and aspects I could feel her in the back of my mind. I guess awaiting an answer. After I said yes I guess she was to excited to talk any so I talked to Maribelle very briefly. Then the pegasus mare talked to me briefly saying the same thing Maribelle said. I'm sure they talked before and this is how she got what to say, or maybe it's a traditional thing to say or a final test or something. She said I was within my rights to claim her and keep me just to herself, but I said the same as I said to Maribelle, that if she wants to have other mates and lovers too she could and she also could have children with them if she wished. The too bit wasn't said but the feel was there since I assume as mates we'd have kids eventually. She mentioned, like Maribelle, lots of kids but I did say no need to rush into it and she did say she felt to young as of yet to start having any kids. I guess she's in unicorn or pegasus terms is a young adult. I'd guess maybe like a human in her early 20's or something. but her real age, who knows, since I'd guess pegasus are immortals like unicorns and souls are.
I was thinking, the pegasus mare did say for me to pick a name to call her. I guess she has her own name, but wants me to have a personal name or something for her. I may pick a name from the mlp show for a pegasus mare. Maybe the member of the wonderbols named Spitfire. I like the sound of that name.
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I'll finish the Seth book tonight. I started it but got distracted and forgot it for a bit. After I finish it I think I'll focus on other books I've started, like that benevolent book that Rob, Treb and the other guy did. Then I'll look over the other books I've started and read a chapter or 2 to see if I still want to read those or not. Then next month or the month after that I will buy Michael Newton's 4th book. I'll eventually get his first 2 to re-read those. I may try to get some of Dolores cannon's latest books. From seeing her in some videos it feels like the info she says she gets may be accurate but some of her conclusions are biased or wrong as is some stuff she says. The other Seth books I'll get to buying and reading after I've decided if I want to do others or not. Then I'll pick out a rough schedule.
If I were to get back into reading some fiction, I would go to Baen Free Library and read some of those, giving each book say 2 chapters to catch my interest. They are all free so no harm done if I don't like the book, apart from the time it took me to read it. That is if I wanted to get back into reading fiction. Ifigure between the Seth books, 3 of the Michael Newton books, and if I do like and decide to get some Dolores Cannon books, that should keep me occupied for a few years roughly, depending how fast and how much I read.
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Didn't find out if I have a herd or not or if I'm famous or of high position back home or not. I did find out some scraps and some I can feel. I've been told I'm higher then I am, I'm one of the elder members of the pod, but not among the eldest. That could be original soul. I do prefer non linear and likel won't incarnate anymore. I'm likely still a member of some organization of group who's helping earth with the shift at the moment. If I'm am among the elder members of the pod then likely I have many friends and collegues I don't consciously recall and considering how open the pod is about sharing, and at least some unicorns, I have likely friends, close friends and lovers among them, besides the 2 mates I do have, Maribelle & the pegasus Mare, then I think I may call Spitfire after the mlp wonderbolt pegasus mare. As well as Maribelle's mother as someone who is or wants to be a lover. her father, 2 brothers and sister have shown interest in me once or so. So they may be occasional lover types. I do figure one would not have lovers who one has to share with every day. it may be a few times a week or month, something like that. Who knows how many friends I may have, quite a few likely. Some I may see only ever month or a few times a month, or if they are busy elsewhere maybe a few times a year, but being telepathic and able to pop around non linearly one can keep up with quite a few friends.
I'm not sure if the pod does mateships like it seems unicorns and pegasus do, or at least some do. Logically some would.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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10:28 PM
So do I have a herd or something, the pegasus mare did mention it? <we'd rather leave that as a peasant surprise for when you get back.>
so am I famous or known back home? <all we'll say is you are known, and your reputation is positive, any more we'd prefer to leave as a pleasant surprise when you get home.>
I take it that I'm comfortable as a herm, but I seem male inclined. Is this due to my being incarnated in a male body and or due to my twin seeming to prefer being female? <indeed, it is in part due to both reasons. and for those with a twin flame it is not usual that as mirrors one will prefer male and the other female, for the slight inclination. though there are some twins who at the soul level both prefer the same gender.
I'll ask what is in the audio about it being better and more important to grow through joy rather then through pain and struggle ( a slight deviation from the audio questions) is it due to we can make a choice, like I have made the choice and intent known that i wish to grow through joy, fun, pleasure, the easy path and it's more the human conditioning of cultures and such that many choose otherwise, thinking they have no choice? <indeed in many cases. choosing the path of growing through joy, fun, and easiness is the proffered path, but each can choose for themselves and some do prefer to struggle, even at the soul level, for personal reasons, but no one has to.>
Who are you folks? <a combination, we are your soul aspect, some guides that are of your soul group, a reflection of what you may refer to your divine self. Your soul, due to your current development level and awareness can be considered a sort of higher self, though that label is not correct fully. saying it's your soul is also not quite the right level since, as you now know and feel, it is really the portion of yourself that you know that is not incarnated while you are. Your twin flame being a special case as twin flames are.>
another slight edit from the questions. <indeed, over time humans will grow more aware and more awakened. A gradual thing is needed since if their veils were removed right now their psyche's may be damaged, temporary true, but unpleasant if they suddenly knew the truth. Besides their energy systems are not ready for that. >
I guess folks can better align with the divine plan and the reason for their lives by choosing that which excites them or excites them the most? (slight edit to a question in the audio course) <indeed. if they develop this skill and do it out of habit then they would always be doing this, but it is the choice of each>
how can people know this is a friendly and abundant universe < trust in yourself, do not live in fear. Take back the power you give to others. Rule yourself. these are important first steps one can take and for many these will take a while for them to get use to>
What ARE Some ways folks can contact their souls and higher selves (exact question) <listening to if there is a sort of voice or feeling within that can guide you if you need a decision made and are not sure but get a feeling or hear a sort of thought that indicates which choice one should make, a slight hint. for many this can be a good first step and maybe that is all the want or need for this life.>
how to recognize how the thoughts and emotions of others have effected them and what they can do about it <if there is a feeling or thought that seems to be contrary to the way you usually think or feel. For some neighbors or those near you may have an effect also. question yourself, is this thought or feeling of my origin or from that of another>
Is the earth a conscious being, sending out messages, what does it want? <it is indeed a conscious being, in the same ways that sentients are, though as a being, as a planet it is somewhat similar and at the same time different then a human. the earth does want to go through this shift and is looking forward to this shift as it shifts up to a higher density, later dimension. in a very similar way to how human souls, and souls in general do grow over time. messages, the earth would prefer if humans would not misuse it as much. though being a long lived it can see that humans can't change overnight but it will take time. a century or a thousand years are not the same as to a human, for the earth. >
how to help the animal kingdom <much the same as the earth, taking the long term approach and the gradual uplifting, expanding, evolving, growing of the majority of humans. Not all will choose to evolve with the earth and evolve upwards and grow, upwards is to use a phrase since there is no real direction. Those who do not will have places they can go to to continue their own paths.>
Higher community of beings, how are they helping humanity? <in often subtle ways, gradually teaching or showing those humans most open to hearing, even if it is in a dream that they do not remember or only partially remember. As guides and such as well. Guides can take many forms and come from many places, the higher or upper realms, planes, dimensions or whatever terms you prefer, the natural world, and other places. Some may be surprised and the origin doesn't really matter, just the wisdom and love and approach of the guide and message.>
World peace? <also a gradual thing that must be done gradually and not quickly. this along with many things must be done gradually and not fast. humans often thing things have to be done fast and now, as many cultures say, and they do have a short lifespan, but one must take the longer view of things to see the true and better more easy approach and the most effective. Though many non humans are also the types who prefer to do things quick and sudden, since humans are not the only ones who need to learn and grow.>
the reason to learn to channel? <To gain conscious contact with guides, one's higher self, soul and other channels of wisdom that one may not have access to. The wisdom and experience can take one in many and surprising directions. Channeling your higher self may be, for many, the easiest thing to learn and do. Though putting aside doubts and the I'm making this all up feeling may be the harder things to do, especially at the beginning.>
This went well and after bit I didn't feel the pressure at the top of my head like at the start. I would assume this is cause I got use to their energy, and or they adjusted a bit. The pressure is very faint, just enough to feel if I think about feeling for it.
I do feel like I don't really need to continue doing this or the receiving clear guidance a 2nd time, but it may help to continue. So I'll do it. Just on certain days when I have time and or want to. Other days I may try doing a short channel.
so am I famous or known back home? <all we'll say is you are known, and your reputation is positive, any more we'd prefer to leave as a pleasant surprise when you get home.>
I take it that I'm comfortable as a herm, but I seem male inclined. Is this due to my being incarnated in a male body and or due to my twin seeming to prefer being female? <indeed, it is in part due to both reasons. and for those with a twin flame it is not usual that as mirrors one will prefer male and the other female, for the slight inclination. though there are some twins who at the soul level both prefer the same gender.
I'll ask what is in the audio about it being better and more important to grow through joy rather then through pain and struggle ( a slight deviation from the audio questions) is it due to we can make a choice, like I have made the choice and intent known that i wish to grow through joy, fun, pleasure, the easy path and it's more the human conditioning of cultures and such that many choose otherwise, thinking they have no choice? <indeed in many cases. choosing the path of growing through joy, fun, and easiness is the proffered path, but each can choose for themselves and some do prefer to struggle, even at the soul level, for personal reasons, but no one has to.>
Who are you folks? <a combination, we are your soul aspect, some guides that are of your soul group, a reflection of what you may refer to your divine self. Your soul, due to your current development level and awareness can be considered a sort of higher self, though that label is not correct fully. saying it's your soul is also not quite the right level since, as you now know and feel, it is really the portion of yourself that you know that is not incarnated while you are. Your twin flame being a special case as twin flames are.>
another slight edit from the questions. <indeed, over time humans will grow more aware and more awakened. A gradual thing is needed since if their veils were removed right now their psyche's may be damaged, temporary true, but unpleasant if they suddenly knew the truth. Besides their energy systems are not ready for that. >
I guess folks can better align with the divine plan and the reason for their lives by choosing that which excites them or excites them the most? (slight edit to a question in the audio course) <indeed. if they develop this skill and do it out of habit then they would always be doing this, but it is the choice of each>
how can people know this is a friendly and abundant universe < trust in yourself, do not live in fear. Take back the power you give to others. Rule yourself. these are important first steps one can take and for many these will take a while for them to get use to>
What ARE Some ways folks can contact their souls and higher selves (exact question) <listening to if there is a sort of voice or feeling within that can guide you if you need a decision made and are not sure but get a feeling or hear a sort of thought that indicates which choice one should make, a slight hint. for many this can be a good first step and maybe that is all the want or need for this life.>
how to recognize how the thoughts and emotions of others have effected them and what they can do about it <if there is a feeling or thought that seems to be contrary to the way you usually think or feel. For some neighbors or those near you may have an effect also. question yourself, is this thought or feeling of my origin or from that of another>
Is the earth a conscious being, sending out messages, what does it want? <it is indeed a conscious being, in the same ways that sentients are, though as a being, as a planet it is somewhat similar and at the same time different then a human. the earth does want to go through this shift and is looking forward to this shift as it shifts up to a higher density, later dimension. in a very similar way to how human souls, and souls in general do grow over time. messages, the earth would prefer if humans would not misuse it as much. though being a long lived it can see that humans can't change overnight but it will take time. a century or a thousand years are not the same as to a human, for the earth. >
how to help the animal kingdom <much the same as the earth, taking the long term approach and the gradual uplifting, expanding, evolving, growing of the majority of humans. Not all will choose to evolve with the earth and evolve upwards and grow, upwards is to use a phrase since there is no real direction. Those who do not will have places they can go to to continue their own paths.>
Higher community of beings, how are they helping humanity? <in often subtle ways, gradually teaching or showing those humans most open to hearing, even if it is in a dream that they do not remember or only partially remember. As guides and such as well. Guides can take many forms and come from many places, the higher or upper realms, planes, dimensions or whatever terms you prefer, the natural world, and other places. Some may be surprised and the origin doesn't really matter, just the wisdom and love and approach of the guide and message.>
World peace? <also a gradual thing that must be done gradually and not quickly. this along with many things must be done gradually and not fast. humans often thing things have to be done fast and now, as many cultures say, and they do have a short lifespan, but one must take the longer view of things to see the true and better more easy approach and the most effective. Though many non humans are also the types who prefer to do things quick and sudden, since humans are not the only ones who need to learn and grow.>
the reason to learn to channel? <To gain conscious contact with guides, one's higher self, soul and other channels of wisdom that one may not have access to. The wisdom and experience can take one in many and surprising directions. Channeling your higher self may be, for many, the easiest thing to learn and do. Though putting aside doubts and the I'm making this all up feeling may be the harder things to do, especially at the beginning.>
This went well and after bit I didn't feel the pressure at the top of my head like at the start. I would assume this is cause I got use to their energy, and or they adjusted a bit. The pressure is very faint, just enough to feel if I think about feeling for it.
I do feel like I don't really need to continue doing this or the receiving clear guidance a 2nd time, but it may help to continue. So I'll do it. Just on certain days when I have time and or want to. Other days I may try doing a short channel.
Wednesday, May 20, 2015
Wedensday [5-20]
I had a conversation with Maribelle when I awoke. It was slightly embarrassing and also sorta not. At first she was talking about sex, certain inner muscles she has and what that would mean for me. And a few other things.
Then she talked a bit about the origin of her glory/blessing. Some bits of this I remembered and typed up months ago. They were scattered from some larger gory/blessing they were a part of. Something dark I feel & sorta remember happened. Some sort of scout went out, I think a unicorn of some sort. they found a temporary place to stay at. The scout went out to find a more permanent area. They started to hear some others talking about a place where healer types were or a place of healing. The scout did find the pod or pods. It wasn't clear if it was 1 pod or more then one. I think more then 1. They heard of the problem and gave an area of their territory to the unicorns and some pegasii that were with them, to them to live.
Some galactic federation wanted to talk it over but the pod or elders of the pods basically said it was their territory they were dealing with, the area had been made for them and was theirs and if they didn't like it tough. I guess since, from what Stan said earlier, they pod itself isn't a member of the galactic federation (not sure what that is just a bit of soul knowledge that popped up then). Certain individual members are, but the pod itself as a large isn't. Allies yes, but not full members.
It may be like with soul groups. I'm a member of a pod, but there may be a larger pod that the other pods are members of, but they don't gather much as a whole group since with the sharing that happens, and Maribelle mentioned that sure, some may not get along exactly with other individuals, but with the sharing the pods do with each other there is no real tension between the pods.
Then then mentioned a pegasus friend of hers that is younger then her and when her friend was curious about sex with a male I was her first and was gentle with her and that gave her the courage to eventually have other lovers and the pegasus mare decided that because of this her first kid or first few would be me as their father. Though she has no kids yet, someday she will. A bit embarrassing to hear Maribelle just mention it matter of fact. Maribelle mentioned we, the pegasus and I have flown together. They, meaning her glory/blessing, have long since gotten use to seeing some dolphins flying around since they can do that, gravity only effects you if and when you want it to, in some areas. She said the pegasus mare friend of hers and I are still lovers, along with others, including a certain nagaess (female naga). I mentioned it sounds like I have numerous lovers, with what Maribelle saying sounds like I have more then a few I share with and she said I am a pod member so its not unusual, it would be unusual if I didn't.
Maribelle also mentioned the area is to far into the light areas for them to ever be in danger and besides that the pod or pods could bring in a lot of ships from even other races that are neutral since they are all of the light and some do go to the pod areas for healing, including those who are not galactic federation members, but are allies.
So the stuff Maribelle said I find not embarrassing and slightly at the same time. Hard to explain.
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I took my first nap and had either 1 dream or 2. Not sure if they were just dreams or were me going somewhere while my physical body slept.
In the first scene I'm with a white pegasus mare and we have sex. In the dream I remember her hair on her body being very soft and my being extra careful to be sure to not hurt her. The sex wasn't the lust type sex but more of the sharing affection type of sex. Afterwards we were affectionate with each other I do think.
The next scene I recall is Maribelle and us touching horns, and sharing affection. That built up to us having affectionate sex, then sharing affection after the sex.
Just putting it here instead of my dream thread since, as I mentioned before, not sure if this is a dream, or if I went somewhere while my physical body slept. and also because of the sexual content.
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I did the 5th meditation for part 4. While listening to the audio. In this one it's about experiencing the light body as planes. I wonder what It'll be like, since I'm typing this before I did it. As I recall in the first pass it went sorta meh at best.
Running the energies went pretty well. The planes thing I think I kinda experienced it. During the latter part of the guided mediation I did feel my unicorn horn, and still do to an extent. The energy does feel like a finer type energy when I could feel it and it feels like my aura or energy systems or something were effected in a positive manner. I do feel a bit uplifted energy wise and like a finer type energy, hard to describe.
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I have been wondering. I wonder if in higher dimensions and densities if planets adapt to the population by getting larger. Also if any species use Dyson spheres or half Dyson spheres.
Also if there are dimensions where maybe there is say a landmass of the entire dimension, with huge lakes & oceans.
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I did the 5th meditation without listening to the audio. It was overall an ok experience. Not sure that is what Daben meant. I had all the light body energy centers on the same plane like they were all partially merged, sorta, hard to explain. I do feel uplifted somewhat from the experience. So even if I didn't do it right, it was a positive experience.
Then she talked a bit about the origin of her glory/blessing. Some bits of this I remembered and typed up months ago. They were scattered from some larger gory/blessing they were a part of. Something dark I feel & sorta remember happened. Some sort of scout went out, I think a unicorn of some sort. they found a temporary place to stay at. The scout went out to find a more permanent area. They started to hear some others talking about a place where healer types were or a place of healing. The scout did find the pod or pods. It wasn't clear if it was 1 pod or more then one. I think more then 1. They heard of the problem and gave an area of their territory to the unicorns and some pegasii that were with them, to them to live.
Some galactic federation wanted to talk it over but the pod or elders of the pods basically said it was their territory they were dealing with, the area had been made for them and was theirs and if they didn't like it tough. I guess since, from what Stan said earlier, they pod itself isn't a member of the galactic federation (not sure what that is just a bit of soul knowledge that popped up then). Certain individual members are, but the pod itself as a large isn't. Allies yes, but not full members.
It may be like with soul groups. I'm a member of a pod, but there may be a larger pod that the other pods are members of, but they don't gather much as a whole group since with the sharing that happens, and Maribelle mentioned that sure, some may not get along exactly with other individuals, but with the sharing the pods do with each other there is no real tension between the pods.
Then then mentioned a pegasus friend of hers that is younger then her and when her friend was curious about sex with a male I was her first and was gentle with her and that gave her the courage to eventually have other lovers and the pegasus mare decided that because of this her first kid or first few would be me as their father. Though she has no kids yet, someday she will. A bit embarrassing to hear Maribelle just mention it matter of fact. Maribelle mentioned we, the pegasus and I have flown together. They, meaning her glory/blessing, have long since gotten use to seeing some dolphins flying around since they can do that, gravity only effects you if and when you want it to, in some areas. She said the pegasus mare friend of hers and I are still lovers, along with others, including a certain nagaess (female naga). I mentioned it sounds like I have numerous lovers, with what Maribelle saying sounds like I have more then a few I share with and she said I am a pod member so its not unusual, it would be unusual if I didn't.
Maribelle also mentioned the area is to far into the light areas for them to ever be in danger and besides that the pod or pods could bring in a lot of ships from even other races that are neutral since they are all of the light and some do go to the pod areas for healing, including those who are not galactic federation members, but are allies.
So the stuff Maribelle said I find not embarrassing and slightly at the same time. Hard to explain.
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I took my first nap and had either 1 dream or 2. Not sure if they were just dreams or were me going somewhere while my physical body slept.
In the first scene I'm with a white pegasus mare and we have sex. In the dream I remember her hair on her body being very soft and my being extra careful to be sure to not hurt her. The sex wasn't the lust type sex but more of the sharing affection type of sex. Afterwards we were affectionate with each other I do think.
The next scene I recall is Maribelle and us touching horns, and sharing affection. That built up to us having affectionate sex, then sharing affection after the sex.
Just putting it here instead of my dream thread since, as I mentioned before, not sure if this is a dream, or if I went somewhere while my physical body slept. and also because of the sexual content.
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I did the 5th meditation for part 4. While listening to the audio. In this one it's about experiencing the light body as planes. I wonder what It'll be like, since I'm typing this before I did it. As I recall in the first pass it went sorta meh at best.
Running the energies went pretty well. The planes thing I think I kinda experienced it. During the latter part of the guided mediation I did feel my unicorn horn, and still do to an extent. The energy does feel like a finer type energy when I could feel it and it feels like my aura or energy systems or something were effected in a positive manner. I do feel a bit uplifted energy wise and like a finer type energy, hard to describe.
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I have been wondering. I wonder if in higher dimensions and densities if planets adapt to the population by getting larger. Also if any species use Dyson spheres or half Dyson spheres.
Also if there are dimensions where maybe there is say a landmass of the entire dimension, with huge lakes & oceans.
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I did the 5th meditation without listening to the audio. It was overall an ok experience. Not sure that is what Daben meant. I had all the light body energy centers on the same plane like they were all partially merged, sorta, hard to explain. I do feel uplifted somewhat from the experience. So even if I didn't do it right, it was a positive experience.
Tuesday, May 19, 2015
Tuesday [5-19]
I did the 4th meditation for part 4 and it went very well, including running the energies. I did get the severe vertigo again part way into the meditation, but as before it passed fairly quickly. I didn't go anywhere, though it may be because either it was a fluke yesterday, or I continued doing the running the energies and it was more involved then the guided meditation yesterday. Sometime this week I think I'll go back to see if I listen to that one and this one if I'll get the same thing again. Perhaps once I feel the vertigo if I stop doing the meditation, keep Daben as background noise, I can project again. I'll try it a few times this week. I'll mark these audios with a ) so I can easily spot them, the ones that caused the vertigo effect, so I can do some tests.
One thing I've kept forgetting to put down is I've figured out I don't need to use the sounds that Daben does to stream the energies to the various light body energy centers. I can either use the usual energy, or a finer energy. Also the past week or 2 I have tried channeling some of the energy into the pathway the kundalini travels down the same time I do the first 2 light body energy centers. It does cause a pleasurable sensation, not sure if it does any good or not but since it seems to not do any harm nor anything negative then I figure why not do it now and then.
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I still wonder how I can be that high since it seems this mission wouldn't take anyone to be very high to clear out the collective mass a bit, guess it was some of the negativity around this area I cleared out or something, and also to continuously channel in some sort of energy into the earth grid, higher finer energy, to help with the grid, delaying my personal awakening till a certain point and then it could be started. That doesn't really need a very high (evolved) individual to do any of that. Not like the 3rd wave, if you want to use labels, and those after the 3rd wave. Seems odd that they'd have someone who is high level (evolved) and on say between 10 and 11 on the Michael Newton color scale thing. Depending how accurate that is. I've read his first 2 books, been a while, though it feels like the books, from what I recall, are fairly accurate, like the Seth book I'm reading, though with the Seth book, I'm not sure on the historical stuff Seth talks about. that may or may not be distorted, no idea. I've 2 other channeled books that do feel like there is some distortion going on there. One of them more then the other.
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I did the 4th meditation without listening to the audio. I did the running the energies and after I had done the top 2 I felt the same severe vertigo, like I was spinning in 2 directions at once. it did feel like all the light body energy centers went well except for the Pieah, which helped when I did use the mental vocalization of that sound. when it started to respond that is when the severe vertigo, and feeling like I was spinning in 2 directions at once.
First I found myself somewhere were there was a beautiful clear crystal curved wall. I seemed to be in 2 places at once, both in the body and there too. the me that was there seemed to be looking out into space and I saw some ships of light going by. I watched them and space for a bit then wondered what I looked like and manifested a full length mirror and saw I looked like a dolphin type being. Though I think I had forward facing binocular vision maybe. Or maybe I could choose if I wanted or not.
Then I wondered if I could go to where the true soul home was. It felt like at first it didn't work, but it took a special sort of concentration, hard to describe but I seemed to know how to do it without consciously realizing how to do it. I was looking out at a vast expanse. I wondered what I looked like here and manifested a mirror. I heard a mental sort of sigh, like some guides or someone thinking, "again." but they or he/it didn't say anything. I saw that I was a sphere of a very dark blue, that looked almost black.
Then a car made a loud noise just outside and I popped back. I managed to get slightly into the dolphin body location, whatever that is. Felt like I was maybe 5% there then another car or something, made a loud noise and I figured heck with it and stopped. And got up to eat a bit, and i felt a bit disoriented and had a very very slight headache sorta feeling at the center of my head where the pieah is, the 6th light body energy center. Overall an interesting situation and experince. Not sure what it means.
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One thing I've kept forgetting to put down is I've figured out I don't need to use the sounds that Daben does to stream the energies to the various light body energy centers. I can either use the usual energy, or a finer energy. Also the past week or 2 I have tried channeling some of the energy into the pathway the kundalini travels down the same time I do the first 2 light body energy centers. It does cause a pleasurable sensation, not sure if it does any good or not but since it seems to not do any harm nor anything negative then I figure why not do it now and then.
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I still wonder how I can be that high since it seems this mission wouldn't take anyone to be very high to clear out the collective mass a bit, guess it was some of the negativity around this area I cleared out or something, and also to continuously channel in some sort of energy into the earth grid, higher finer energy, to help with the grid, delaying my personal awakening till a certain point and then it could be started. That doesn't really need a very high (evolved) individual to do any of that. Not like the 3rd wave, if you want to use labels, and those after the 3rd wave. Seems odd that they'd have someone who is high level (evolved) and on say between 10 and 11 on the Michael Newton color scale thing. Depending how accurate that is. I've read his first 2 books, been a while, though it feels like the books, from what I recall, are fairly accurate, like the Seth book I'm reading, though with the Seth book, I'm not sure on the historical stuff Seth talks about. that may or may not be distorted, no idea. I've 2 other channeled books that do feel like there is some distortion going on there. One of them more then the other.
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I did the 4th meditation without listening to the audio. I did the running the energies and after I had done the top 2 I felt the same severe vertigo, like I was spinning in 2 directions at once. it did feel like all the light body energy centers went well except for the Pieah, which helped when I did use the mental vocalization of that sound. when it started to respond that is when the severe vertigo, and feeling like I was spinning in 2 directions at once.
First I found myself somewhere were there was a beautiful clear crystal curved wall. I seemed to be in 2 places at once, both in the body and there too. the me that was there seemed to be looking out into space and I saw some ships of light going by. I watched them and space for a bit then wondered what I looked like and manifested a full length mirror and saw I looked like a dolphin type being. Though I think I had forward facing binocular vision maybe. Or maybe I could choose if I wanted or not.
Then I wondered if I could go to where the true soul home was. It felt like at first it didn't work, but it took a special sort of concentration, hard to describe but I seemed to know how to do it without consciously realizing how to do it. I was looking out at a vast expanse. I wondered what I looked like here and manifested a mirror. I heard a mental sort of sigh, like some guides or someone thinking, "again." but they or he/it didn't say anything. I saw that I was a sphere of a very dark blue, that looked almost black.
Then a car made a loud noise just outside and I popped back. I managed to get slightly into the dolphin body location, whatever that is. Felt like I was maybe 5% there then another car or something, made a loud noise and I figured heck with it and stopped. And got up to eat a bit, and i felt a bit disoriented and had a very very slight headache sorta feeling at the center of my head where the pieah is, the 6th light body energy center. Overall an interesting situation and experince. Not sure what it means.
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Monday, May 18, 2015
Monday [5-18]
Had a conversation with Twin flame while I was laying down to sleep. She said that the incarnation I remembered a bit as a naga. One of them was another incarnation and another encounter was as this me as a male naga with an encounter with a female naga and it seems I had not had had sex before in that encounter that I had. It seemed to be this me typing this. This I typed up and put it into my yourspace and google+ and it was a week or a few weeks ago.
Twin flame said that had really happened and it was an incarnation that this me did at one put during this incarnation. Wild. Not sure if I did it while I was asleep, seems unlikely. I could have done it maybe just after I was re-created and before I came back to this body I may have done an incarnation, or maybe one of the seizures I had. I think I had 2 in my life, the last one was a bit over 20 years ago. or it could have been during a dream where I went and manifested in a place that is less dense and physical then here, like where the pod is, and maybe I lived there for a few days or more. She, the female naga in the whatever it was, did feel to me like a soul group member, either immediate or maybe 1 step removed. Not sure about any of that. maybe another part of my being a multi dimensional being or something.
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I did the 3rd meditation of part 4. Running the energies went very well. I started to run the regular energies and then remembered to say I wanted to run the energies with the highest finest energy I can handle at this time and it immediate felt different like before. This one was about the 7th and 6th light body energy centers and doing them at the same time. I did that and added in combining them into one at times.
During part of this I had another conversation with twin flame. I didn't feel the intensity like usual and she said she was screening it. Then she said "see, like this." and I felt the intensity was starting to return like a screen was lifted a bit then put back down.
I was working with the 6th and 7th light body energy centers.
After a bit I felt like I was spinning in 2 directions at once then a huge intense vertigo. Then it passed. Then I started to see images, hard to describe. I then mentally said, if I'm going to see images show me what my true soul home looks like.
I saw an area where there were souls that looked like balls of color of different colors, red, orange, 1 was a light and medium blue. I was moving through this area and at first there was like a wall on each side that looked black but as I concentrated I could see a structures and an area that went on for who knows how far.
Then I was in another room where the souls there looked black. I asked what this place was and a mental voice said they were resting. I asked what my color was and I looked as black as those souls. I mentioned wow, so I'm black, and the voice said for me to look closer and by concentrating I could see I, and those others were blue, but it was a shade of blue that was so dark it looked black at first glance. No idea if there is a name for that, I assume there is. Or some blue type color.
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PS: I forgot, I did ask about if twin flame was here, meaning mine and the voice said no, she likes to hang out where the pod is. I then asked if this is my primary home (I meant this whole area, not here where some souls were resting) & the voice said yes I have a lot. Then i said, disregarding incarnations since I know the all time is simultaneous. do I have any homes other then here and i got yes, several or a few. Besides here as the main one, there is where the pod is, though some members of the pod do come here too. then there is where Maribelle and her family live and possibly 1 or 2 others.
Also forgot. I mentioned hoping I was coming back here for good soon and the voice said I was. I asked soon from who's viewpoint, mine or yours and they said mine, meaning mine. and I did ask them to promise that and the voice said he does promise that.
Also forgot, forgot when I asked who the voice was and he said he was a guide.
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Had an unpleasant conversation on a google+ group that someone setup that included someone who visits spiritual forums(though that person wasn't in the conversation). They were saying how my main mission for being here is shitty since I was using it as an excuse for not doing anything. My main mission isn't to go out and be an activist or do anything like that. My main mission is to channel some sort of energy into the earth grid and help with the shift. Maybe that affects my aura that affects others in the vicinity, I don't know that or if it does how far it can affect others, but that isn't really important. Their mission may be to be activists, or one of their missions. Mine is just to channel the energy into the earth grid to help the earth, and I'd guess everyone here too, with the upcoming shift. Left me feeling a bit down till i remembered a technique I made up that is based on emotional flow from one of Orin or Daben's awaken the light body guided meditations. Forgot which one did that and which part it was. But I'm feeling better now. The key is recognizing I'm in a negative emotion, or experiencing it, then I can shift it. Hard to describe how I do it.
Think I may delete the bookmark to the forum they are setting up, also think I'll avoid all contact with unicorns except for 1 who I talk to sometimes who's incarnated here, Maribelle, her immediate family I've met, and my unicorn mother maybe. No others at all and no dragons whatsoever. To bad none of my fellow pod or soul family members are here, but at least I can talk to twin flame, soul, whatever guide or guides I have at present, Maribelle, her immediate family (the ones I've met so far) some of the pod members maybe. So I have some I can talk to. Mentally that is, no idea if it is a type of telepathy, clair whatever or mental conscious channeling.
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I did the 3rd meditation of part 4. Running the energies went ok to good. At the last stage I felt somewhat like I was somewhat going or spinning or something at the same time, hard to describe, but it was nothing like the firs time. I could also feel my horn during part of this mediation. and I did it without listening to the audio. I could also feel my horn during part of this mediation. and I did it without listening to the audio.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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6:57 PM
I'll color my text green since I do a little talking but it was mainly him or them talking to me in this.
How about that group? <avoid negative people. As was said to you when/while you were laying down, delaing with negative people is not one of your missions, that is antoher type of mission that some are on. Avoid people that make you feel that way. And continue to shift your emotions towards positive reflections like you've done.>
<You know the primary mission you are there for, and as hence don't need to do anything to accomplish it. Some, or many, will not understand the mission since it is focused on the long term, larger picture type of mission instead of the short term small area type of mission. Those are for younger sorts of souls and those that are of that type. Yours is the mission as said before. you've accomplished your personal mission, the main one you don't need to do anything to accomplish it. The scale has been tipped thanks to you and others an the identical and very similar mission. >
<You will have one of several homes upon returning here and will likely travel between them and go around in a non linear fashion and be non physical and stay in non physicality realms much or part of the time. Those options and such you'll be introduced to, remember, and will decide and talk about and experience once you're here. Though the odds of you incarnating in any physicality type areas is very slim practically zero in fact. You've, moved on, so to speak. Though some of that has been been mentioned before, in regards to the pod. manifesting there, and other options mentioned in a previous channel.
And as you have felt/known, earth is been deflected towards more positive futures then it was originally heading towards. Though you'll not incarnate for those, perhaps be a guide or channeled being, but that is one of an infinity of possibilities you can think about, explore and try out once you're incarnation finishes. You've done very well so far and will continue to do so. 3 of the homes you'll have, and souls having more then 1 home is not unusual, and having 1 home as a soul is quite unusual. You know 3 of them. the non physicality true soul home is one of them, though many souls, at most, only visit such areas, preferring physicality. And this does not mean one has to incarnate. One can, do like your twin flame, and hang out where the pod is. That is one such area that any being non negative can just manifest into. She's not the only one who hangs out there, others do. A possible 3rd is where Maribelle's family has their home, or nearby if you and her decide to have your own home nearby. You may decide on others later when you're here.
Those in the group have their missions and many will not understand your type of mission nor a being such as yourself, but that is ok. You know you are not alone and that is the main key thing.
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11:09 PM
Twin flame said that had really happened and it was an incarnation that this me did at one put during this incarnation. Wild. Not sure if I did it while I was asleep, seems unlikely. I could have done it maybe just after I was re-created and before I came back to this body I may have done an incarnation, or maybe one of the seizures I had. I think I had 2 in my life, the last one was a bit over 20 years ago. or it could have been during a dream where I went and manifested in a place that is less dense and physical then here, like where the pod is, and maybe I lived there for a few days or more. She, the female naga in the whatever it was, did feel to me like a soul group member, either immediate or maybe 1 step removed. Not sure about any of that. maybe another part of my being a multi dimensional being or something.
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I did the 3rd meditation of part 4. Running the energies went very well. I started to run the regular energies and then remembered to say I wanted to run the energies with the highest finest energy I can handle at this time and it immediate felt different like before. This one was about the 7th and 6th light body energy centers and doing them at the same time. I did that and added in combining them into one at times.
During part of this I had another conversation with twin flame. I didn't feel the intensity like usual and she said she was screening it. Then she said "see, like this." and I felt the intensity was starting to return like a screen was lifted a bit then put back down.
I was working with the 6th and 7th light body energy centers.
After a bit I felt like I was spinning in 2 directions at once then a huge intense vertigo. Then it passed. Then I started to see images, hard to describe. I then mentally said, if I'm going to see images show me what my true soul home looks like.
I saw an area where there were souls that looked like balls of color of different colors, red, orange, 1 was a light and medium blue. I was moving through this area and at first there was like a wall on each side that looked black but as I concentrated I could see a structures and an area that went on for who knows how far.
Then I was in another room where the souls there looked black. I asked what this place was and a mental voice said they were resting. I asked what my color was and I looked as black as those souls. I mentioned wow, so I'm black, and the voice said for me to look closer and by concentrating I could see I, and those others were blue, but it was a shade of blue that was so dark it looked black at first glance. No idea if there is a name for that, I assume there is. Or some blue type color.
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PS: I forgot, I did ask about if twin flame was here, meaning mine and the voice said no, she likes to hang out where the pod is. I then asked if this is my primary home (I meant this whole area, not here where some souls were resting) & the voice said yes I have a lot. Then i said, disregarding incarnations since I know the all time is simultaneous. do I have any homes other then here and i got yes, several or a few. Besides here as the main one, there is where the pod is, though some members of the pod do come here too. then there is where Maribelle and her family live and possibly 1 or 2 others.
Also forgot. I mentioned hoping I was coming back here for good soon and the voice said I was. I asked soon from who's viewpoint, mine or yours and they said mine, meaning mine. and I did ask them to promise that and the voice said he does promise that.
Also forgot, forgot when I asked who the voice was and he said he was a guide.
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Had an unpleasant conversation on a google+ group that someone setup that included someone who visits spiritual forums(though that person wasn't in the conversation). They were saying how my main mission for being here is shitty since I was using it as an excuse for not doing anything. My main mission isn't to go out and be an activist or do anything like that. My main mission is to channel some sort of energy into the earth grid and help with the shift. Maybe that affects my aura that affects others in the vicinity, I don't know that or if it does how far it can affect others, but that isn't really important. Their mission may be to be activists, or one of their missions. Mine is just to channel the energy into the earth grid to help the earth, and I'd guess everyone here too, with the upcoming shift. Left me feeling a bit down till i remembered a technique I made up that is based on emotional flow from one of Orin or Daben's awaken the light body guided meditations. Forgot which one did that and which part it was. But I'm feeling better now. The key is recognizing I'm in a negative emotion, or experiencing it, then I can shift it. Hard to describe how I do it.
Think I may delete the bookmark to the forum they are setting up, also think I'll avoid all contact with unicorns except for 1 who I talk to sometimes who's incarnated here, Maribelle, her immediate family I've met, and my unicorn mother maybe. No others at all and no dragons whatsoever. To bad none of my fellow pod or soul family members are here, but at least I can talk to twin flame, soul, whatever guide or guides I have at present, Maribelle, her immediate family (the ones I've met so far) some of the pod members maybe. So I have some I can talk to. Mentally that is, no idea if it is a type of telepathy, clair whatever or mental conscious channeling.
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I did the 3rd meditation of part 4. Running the energies went ok to good. At the last stage I felt somewhat like I was somewhat going or spinning or something at the same time, hard to describe, but it was nothing like the firs time. I could also feel my horn during part of this mediation. and I did it without listening to the audio. I could also feel my horn during part of this mediation. and I did it without listening to the audio.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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6:57 PM
I'll color my text green since I do a little talking but it was mainly him or them talking to me in this.
How about that group? <avoid negative people. As was said to you when/while you were laying down, delaing with negative people is not one of your missions, that is antoher type of mission that some are on. Avoid people that make you feel that way. And continue to shift your emotions towards positive reflections like you've done.>
<You know the primary mission you are there for, and as hence don't need to do anything to accomplish it. Some, or many, will not understand the mission since it is focused on the long term, larger picture type of mission instead of the short term small area type of mission. Those are for younger sorts of souls and those that are of that type. Yours is the mission as said before. you've accomplished your personal mission, the main one you don't need to do anything to accomplish it. The scale has been tipped thanks to you and others an the identical and very similar mission. >
<You will have one of several homes upon returning here and will likely travel between them and go around in a non linear fashion and be non physical and stay in non physicality realms much or part of the time. Those options and such you'll be introduced to, remember, and will decide and talk about and experience once you're here. Though the odds of you incarnating in any physicality type areas is very slim practically zero in fact. You've, moved on, so to speak. Though some of that has been been mentioned before, in regards to the pod. manifesting there, and other options mentioned in a previous channel.
And as you have felt/known, earth is been deflected towards more positive futures then it was originally heading towards. Though you'll not incarnate for those, perhaps be a guide or channeled being, but that is one of an infinity of possibilities you can think about, explore and try out once you're incarnation finishes. You've done very well so far and will continue to do so. 3 of the homes you'll have, and souls having more then 1 home is not unusual, and having 1 home as a soul is quite unusual. You know 3 of them. the non physicality true soul home is one of them, though many souls, at most, only visit such areas, preferring physicality. And this does not mean one has to incarnate. One can, do like your twin flame, and hang out where the pod is. That is one such area that any being non negative can just manifest into. She's not the only one who hangs out there, others do. A possible 3rd is where Maribelle's family has their home, or nearby if you and her decide to have your own home nearby. You may decide on others later when you're here.
Those in the group have their missions and many will not understand your type of mission nor a being such as yourself, but that is ok. You know you are not alone and that is the main key thing.
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11:09 PM
I did a quick channeling while watching the brony show.
So What color am I as a soul? <Dark blue/purple. to get your color, take midnight blue, add in some, a slight bit of dark purple, and a hint of dark violet. >
So where am I on the color table of Michael Newton? <between 10 and 11, maybe 10.5>
That high? <I did say you were higher then you suspect, and others have mentioned it to you also.>
But that high? <You don't think we'd let a young or beginner soul go on the mission you're on. It takes an advanced soul to do that. Look at how quick you've made progress and how easy the light body courses are easy and fun, there is a reason for that..>
If some are wondering about the color table I mean, I found one online: https://drakebearstephen.files.wordp...velnewton1.jpg
So What color am I as a soul? <Dark blue/purple. to get your color, take midnight blue, add in some, a slight bit of dark purple, and a hint of dark violet. >
So where am I on the color table of Michael Newton? <between 10 and 11, maybe 10.5>
That high? <I did say you were higher then you suspect, and others have mentioned it to you also.>
But that high? <You don't think we'd let a young or beginner soul go on the mission you're on. It takes an advanced soul to do that. Look at how quick you've made progress and how easy the light body courses are easy and fun, there is a reason for that..>
If some are wondering about the color table I mean, I found one online: https://drakebearstephen.files.wordp...velnewton1.jpg
Sunday, May 17, 2015
Sunday [5-17]
Think I did some sharing this morning with Maribelle. Instead of going all the way to ejaculation/orgasm I stopped when it felt like I had an energy orgasm/ejaculation, and idea I got from reading some of Scarlett's posts. Before I had gone all the way physically. But I guess it's not needed. I've only done this before with my twin flame, Maribelle, current soul, & once or twice with my current guide, a future possible me. The other pod members, my soul family/group and Maribelle's family don't pop around to visit or talk to me, I guess since it seems I can't project, or if I can I don't consciously control it and only do it when I am pulled out. It could be they don't visit since they may not like coming down to where the earth is, due to all the negativity, it is so dense here they may not like the feel, and or some may not know really how to do that. And as for not telepathically talking to me, they maybe decided that it's best if only a few talk to me, instead of say having 8 or 12 talking to me over the course of a week, keeping it down to a max of 4 if I count Maribelle, Twin Flame, soul, and current guide. Maybe for the rest of this incarnation, or maybe till I reach a certain point in the light body courses, or I have gotten the ones I plan on getting.
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Think I'll stick with the current plan I have on buying light body courses. And once I start the 2nd course I may start saving up a bit here and there and when I'm not having to put money aside for the dentist I may put some aside for one of the bit more expensive courses, one of the ones I picked out that may interest me that are a little over the price of most of the courses I've picked out, but not as expensive as the 3rd light body course. The current plan as those at the end. the 4 I've picked out. 3 of those are what they call expanded, where they do a course revisiting an earlier course like the 1 on awaken the light body expanded where they have 23 meditations. They have 2 based on the 2nd course, with additional meditations. and oddly one based on divine manifesting. I say oddly since they have another course that is cheaper on higher will manifesting. No idea what the difference is. So not sure if I'll get divine manifesting. those 4 courses I've moved them around a bit so the one with the most meditations is first and divine manifesting, which has the least, is last. Once I finish awaken the light body, and any course, I do plan on spending a month going back over the course, for 2 reasons. 1 is financial, if I need i can spend that month's money putting some aside for the dentist, since i have to save up for the dentist. Getting new glasses is way to expensive so that is out. These i have have to last me for life. Luckily I had some shoe goo to fix these when I accidentally broke an ear-peace and the lenses are, I'd gues 5 or so years old.
the 2nd reason is I figure since I've finished a course if I redo it I may get more out of the meditations now that I've finished the course. After that I'll get some I picked out that involve what Orin & Daben call the universal mind and the individual's divine self. The onto the ceremonies of initiation about the heart, throat and crown. then the 2nd light body course. After that I'll decide what to do. Once I've finished getting the courses I want to get. I think I'll go back and look them over, pick a schedule I want to do them in and redo all the light body courses. I'd guess that may take 6 months or a year, or maybe more. Perhaps bad or negative but I do hope I'm not here to long after I finish the light body courses I plan on getting, I'd not mind going before I get them finished the 1st time. Not that I'm depressed or anything, just feel the draw/pull for home, also to be with my twin flame, Maribelle, soul, and my soul family/group. Though the urge/pull isn't at a constant level, it raises and lowers over the course of a day, which is good.
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I did the 2nd mediation for part 4. Running the energies went okish at the beginning. This time I remembered to try to access or pull in energy that is as fine and high as I can handle/access at this time. It feels very light, lighter and finer then what I had been running the energies with, hard to describe. This meditation was about doing the 4th and 7th light body energy centers together. Keeping 1 in mind, in your attention as you ran the energy for the other. My guess is these are to help build balance and harmony between the emotional and mental energy bodies. Bringing them in balance or balanced and harmony enough to start working on the first 2 light body centers which the next part, part 5, deals with. The next time I do this later today I'll do it without listening to the audio. yesterday it went well, I expect this one will too.
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I did talk to Maribelle this afternoon or early evening, forgot which and forgot to put type this up.
I asked Maribelle why her mother wanted to have kids with me and she asked if I wanted a frank answer, I said yes. She then said it's because I have higher light. That means any children I sire will have higher light also, also any kids I am the mother of, if I do choose to do have kids that way. She said that some like her mother can tell or sense that and that makes me more attractive for that reason. if some can sense it but don't know why I'd just appear more attractive, handsome or sexy to them for some reason.
What this means is any kids I sire, or dam if I choose to do that, will also have a bit of higher light and that gives them the potential to have more higher light. Can't really be corrupt by accident, but they'd have to do that on purpose. Decide to go to the dark side on purpose and work to do that.
I guess she means more potential to evolve or grow or something.
At least I do have my answer.
I do wonder what density and dimension Maribelle's family live in and the pod is at. I've asked but get no real answer, just get exact numbers don't matter and I guess they don't, but I am curious.
Though the pod is a place where some can go to non physicality and back to physicality at will. and in 1 guided mediation I did I did wind up on a beach where some a few pod members were playing in the water off away from the shore. I think I was told the beach is near where the pod's territory or area is. I don't recall the exact details.
and I think I knew later or remembered or something the unicorns of Maribelle's glory were given a place by the pod and or some dragons and they live on the same planet or plane or something. Maybe different densities or something, or maybe nearby, or some place set aside if some needed it. Those maybe are clues but I can't see it or can't connect the clues to get at the answer.
though I guess it could have been created or manifested just for the unicorn use.
Maybe I recall or know. 3 areas that are close or touch, dragons, Maribelle's glory (herd) and the pod. Though the unicorns moved into the area some time ago.
Also when Maribelle first popped up she did mention being lovers with my twin flame, and my twin did confirm this and She mentioned how the pod knows how to have fun, and she does know of that eastern dragon I've seen in the area while I was having my treatment that 1 time. and Stan did say the dragon was a friend of his
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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10:16 PM
at the very start of this I saw a bright white sorta light. I think and feel what they, and I do ask who they are in a bit after it starts. it felt like 80-90% of their energy was mingled with the top half of my head with maybe 10% with the rest of my body, or energy systems. I did cut out a few things since I try to keep what I post here as strictly g rated since I've no idea what age may read this.
and the 2 other light body courses left in the awaken the light body course. <you'll see a lot of benefits from those and more of your light body awakened. the more expensive courses you need not take. Focus on those that interest you the most and put the more expensive ones aside, at least for now. When you get to those you may find they don't really interest you at all or you have no interest. for now go with your inner guide feeling as you have so far.>
and how about projecting? <no need to bother about that now. Some that you need to contact can contact you where you are or can be with you in a multi dimensional manner. You can relax, like with a guided meditation and go within to be with some. This will be enough for now. no need to get to detailed with it. Projecting will come natural again, as you progress through certain light body courses and you've been doing some of that, experiencing yourself in a multi dimensional way as the multi dimensional being that you are.>
So which are you? <think of us as blending temporarily with your soul and future possible self with another of what you may refer to as your soul family/oversoul/monad divine self. another multi dimensional aspect of yourself, your divine self>
I thought the energy felt different, more intense. <indeed, you've reached higher then before. to more of your divine self as it's called in some of the courses you're taking. But think of us as parts of your soul family/group/oversoul and guides, somewhat blended together, temporarily for this channeling. more efficient this way. You can uncover more of your true self this way as an after effect of having channeled our energy into your energy systems. you're at a level to easily be able to handle this level of energy. Though do rest.>
SO when I feel like I'm mostly here but partly there in some of the guided meditations is like 10% of me at most there? <somewhat. You'll improve over time, but part of the thing is your in a place of great density so it is not as easy to project, also you've not fished the awaken the light body course as of yet, though you are close. Practice may help also. Though for now just go into your mind and be there if you wish to be with one of those you wish to be with. This will be excellent practice and experience as well>
So how high am i really apart from here? <quite high, you're just recovering the ground where you were at previous. Though being re-created you can say you have been around before due to your memories and other things. you'll find original soul's memories easier to reach for now since you have been, while incarnated as you are, part of him for the longest time. A bit of a paradox but that is how it works in regards to you. Think of yourself as a master and don't sell yourself short. Since in a sense one can say everyone is the same level, just some have other focuses and such. Labels are a very human thing, though they are not the only species who has a love to categorize and label things, nor will they be the last.>
Thanks and buy for now. <continue doing well.>
So this is my last incarnation? <in such a dense place indeed. Though after this is over you'll have a choice if you wish to live where the pod is, since that can be experienced as a type of incarnation, though one of a sort of non physicality since some do travel to and from and you could visit Maribelle and be with others, going around as you wish, or you can just manifest there when you wish to be there. Each has some advantages and disadvantages. the just manifesting is a bit more complex some would say, and may not experience full physicality and you can pop around as you wish, having it as a sort of incarnation one would be there day to day in a more linear type existence. Though you can sorta do both having a body and say put the body into a deep trance and leave say 1% of yourself in the body, or a bit more, and project out and pop around at will. These options will be explained to you at the appropriate time with the advantages and disadvantages and you may, perhaps, wish to have our help in experiencing each for a bit to get the feel to decide which you wish more. many options are open to you once you're here.> I understand and am not concerned, but am intrigued. gives me some-stuff to look forward to. <indeed as well as the celebration when you return to your homes, ....>
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Think I'll stick with the current plan I have on buying light body courses. And once I start the 2nd course I may start saving up a bit here and there and when I'm not having to put money aside for the dentist I may put some aside for one of the bit more expensive courses, one of the ones I picked out that may interest me that are a little over the price of most of the courses I've picked out, but not as expensive as the 3rd light body course. The current plan as those at the end. the 4 I've picked out. 3 of those are what they call expanded, where they do a course revisiting an earlier course like the 1 on awaken the light body expanded where they have 23 meditations. They have 2 based on the 2nd course, with additional meditations. and oddly one based on divine manifesting. I say oddly since they have another course that is cheaper on higher will manifesting. No idea what the difference is. So not sure if I'll get divine manifesting. those 4 courses I've moved them around a bit so the one with the most meditations is first and divine manifesting, which has the least, is last. Once I finish awaken the light body, and any course, I do plan on spending a month going back over the course, for 2 reasons. 1 is financial, if I need i can spend that month's money putting some aside for the dentist, since i have to save up for the dentist. Getting new glasses is way to expensive so that is out. These i have have to last me for life. Luckily I had some shoe goo to fix these when I accidentally broke an ear-peace and the lenses are, I'd gues 5 or so years old.
the 2nd reason is I figure since I've finished a course if I redo it I may get more out of the meditations now that I've finished the course. After that I'll get some I picked out that involve what Orin & Daben call the universal mind and the individual's divine self. The onto the ceremonies of initiation about the heart, throat and crown. then the 2nd light body course. After that I'll decide what to do. Once I've finished getting the courses I want to get. I think I'll go back and look them over, pick a schedule I want to do them in and redo all the light body courses. I'd guess that may take 6 months or a year, or maybe more. Perhaps bad or negative but I do hope I'm not here to long after I finish the light body courses I plan on getting, I'd not mind going before I get them finished the 1st time. Not that I'm depressed or anything, just feel the draw/pull for home, also to be with my twin flame, Maribelle, soul, and my soul family/group. Though the urge/pull isn't at a constant level, it raises and lowers over the course of a day, which is good.
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I did the 2nd mediation for part 4. Running the energies went okish at the beginning. This time I remembered to try to access or pull in energy that is as fine and high as I can handle/access at this time. It feels very light, lighter and finer then what I had been running the energies with, hard to describe. This meditation was about doing the 4th and 7th light body energy centers together. Keeping 1 in mind, in your attention as you ran the energy for the other. My guess is these are to help build balance and harmony between the emotional and mental energy bodies. Bringing them in balance or balanced and harmony enough to start working on the first 2 light body centers which the next part, part 5, deals with. The next time I do this later today I'll do it without listening to the audio. yesterday it went well, I expect this one will too.
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I did talk to Maribelle this afternoon or early evening, forgot which and forgot to put type this up.
I asked Maribelle why her mother wanted to have kids with me and she asked if I wanted a frank answer, I said yes. She then said it's because I have higher light. That means any children I sire will have higher light also, also any kids I am the mother of, if I do choose to do have kids that way. She said that some like her mother can tell or sense that and that makes me more attractive for that reason. if some can sense it but don't know why I'd just appear more attractive, handsome or sexy to them for some reason.
What this means is any kids I sire, or dam if I choose to do that, will also have a bit of higher light and that gives them the potential to have more higher light. Can't really be corrupt by accident, but they'd have to do that on purpose. Decide to go to the dark side on purpose and work to do that.
I guess she means more potential to evolve or grow or something.
At least I do have my answer.
I do wonder what density and dimension Maribelle's family live in and the pod is at. I've asked but get no real answer, just get exact numbers don't matter and I guess they don't, but I am curious.
Though the pod is a place where some can go to non physicality and back to physicality at will. and in 1 guided mediation I did I did wind up on a beach where some a few pod members were playing in the water off away from the shore. I think I was told the beach is near where the pod's territory or area is. I don't recall the exact details.
and I think I knew later or remembered or something the unicorns of Maribelle's glory were given a place by the pod and or some dragons and they live on the same planet or plane or something. Maybe different densities or something, or maybe nearby, or some place set aside if some needed it. Those maybe are clues but I can't see it or can't connect the clues to get at the answer.
though I guess it could have been created or manifested just for the unicorn use.
Maybe I recall or know. 3 areas that are close or touch, dragons, Maribelle's glory (herd) and the pod. Though the unicorns moved into the area some time ago.
Also when Maribelle first popped up she did mention being lovers with my twin flame, and my twin did confirm this and She mentioned how the pod knows how to have fun, and she does know of that eastern dragon I've seen in the area while I was having my treatment that 1 time. and Stan did say the dragon was a friend of his
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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10:16 PM
at the very start of this I saw a bright white sorta light. I think and feel what they, and I do ask who they are in a bit after it starts. it felt like 80-90% of their energy was mingled with the top half of my head with maybe 10% with the rest of my body, or energy systems. I did cut out a few things since I try to keep what I post here as strictly g rated since I've no idea what age may read this.
and the 2 other light body courses left in the awaken the light body course. <you'll see a lot of benefits from those and more of your light body awakened. the more expensive courses you need not take. Focus on those that interest you the most and put the more expensive ones aside, at least for now. When you get to those you may find they don't really interest you at all or you have no interest. for now go with your inner guide feeling as you have so far.>
and how about projecting? <no need to bother about that now. Some that you need to contact can contact you where you are or can be with you in a multi dimensional manner. You can relax, like with a guided meditation and go within to be with some. This will be enough for now. no need to get to detailed with it. Projecting will come natural again, as you progress through certain light body courses and you've been doing some of that, experiencing yourself in a multi dimensional way as the multi dimensional being that you are.>
So which are you? <think of us as blending temporarily with your soul and future possible self with another of what you may refer to as your soul family/oversoul/monad divine self. another multi dimensional aspect of yourself, your divine self>
I thought the energy felt different, more intense. <indeed, you've reached higher then before. to more of your divine self as it's called in some of the courses you're taking. But think of us as parts of your soul family/group/oversoul and guides, somewhat blended together, temporarily for this channeling. more efficient this way. You can uncover more of your true self this way as an after effect of having channeled our energy into your energy systems. you're at a level to easily be able to handle this level of energy. Though do rest.>
SO when I feel like I'm mostly here but partly there in some of the guided meditations is like 10% of me at most there? <somewhat. You'll improve over time, but part of the thing is your in a place of great density so it is not as easy to project, also you've not fished the awaken the light body course as of yet, though you are close. Practice may help also. Though for now just go into your mind and be there if you wish to be with one of those you wish to be with. This will be excellent practice and experience as well>
So how high am i really apart from here? <quite high, you're just recovering the ground where you were at previous. Though being re-created you can say you have been around before due to your memories and other things. you'll find original soul's memories easier to reach for now since you have been, while incarnated as you are, part of him for the longest time. A bit of a paradox but that is how it works in regards to you. Think of yourself as a master and don't sell yourself short. Since in a sense one can say everyone is the same level, just some have other focuses and such. Labels are a very human thing, though they are not the only species who has a love to categorize and label things, nor will they be the last.>
Thanks and buy for now. <continue doing well.>
So this is my last incarnation? <in such a dense place indeed. Though after this is over you'll have a choice if you wish to live where the pod is, since that can be experienced as a type of incarnation, though one of a sort of non physicality since some do travel to and from and you could visit Maribelle and be with others, going around as you wish, or you can just manifest there when you wish to be there. Each has some advantages and disadvantages. the just manifesting is a bit more complex some would say, and may not experience full physicality and you can pop around as you wish, having it as a sort of incarnation one would be there day to day in a more linear type existence. Though you can sorta do both having a body and say put the body into a deep trance and leave say 1% of yourself in the body, or a bit more, and project out and pop around at will. These options will be explained to you at the appropriate time with the advantages and disadvantages and you may, perhaps, wish to have our help in experiencing each for a bit to get the feel to decide which you wish more. many options are open to you once you're here.> I understand and am not concerned, but am intrigued. gives me some-stuff to look forward to. <indeed as well as the celebration when you return to your homes, ....>
Saturday, May 16, 2015
Saturday [5-16]
I did the first meditation of part 4 again. Running the energies didn't go to well. Though this is much earlier then I usually don't do the meditations at this time. I did it at this time since I'll be going to a Illumine Dharma meeting, or however you spell it. It's a local spiritual sorta group that meets roughly once a month.
The rest of the experience went ok to good, after I had been doing it for a while. Several times during the guided meditation I felt a strong draw towards home, wanting to be with my twin flame, soul, Maribelle, other members of my soul family/group. I had to draw my attention back. I said to the strong urges to help me to remember more about home, unicorns, my soul family/group. I think it helped since I have some more knowledge of them. The urge and draw home, to be home, to be with my twin flame, with my soul family/soul group. The urge/pull has subsided, but I can still feel it there now. it is still there indeed. I'm glad it's not constant.
Also during the meditation it felt like my spiritual body was that of an orca. A herm orca that was heavily male inclined herm orca. I would assume my twin flame is the same, but is heavily female inclined, or whatever the term would be. Inclined as far as personal energy, and other factors.
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I did the 1st meditation for part 1 without listening to the audio and I think it went very well overall. Not much to say about it.
I'll be going soon to the Illumine Dharma group meeting in 6-10 minutes. I hope it goes well. it did last time back in march. The only drawback is the area around the strip mall where the spiritual type bookstore is has a negative feel to it, including the bus stop I catch to come home, and taking the buses home is a bit annoying. I may have to choose between waiting for 30 minutes at the transit center or walking home and since it's not to hot, not a bad day, I'd choose to walk home if I had to choose between that and waiting 30 minutes.
Though the folks there are into spiritual stuff being with them is positive and I enjoy it, I feel like graduate student hanging out with elementary level folks. But that is ok. if that is all there is here, that is all there is here.
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The rest of the experience went ok to good, after I had been doing it for a while. Several times during the guided meditation I felt a strong draw towards home, wanting to be with my twin flame, soul, Maribelle, other members of my soul family/group. I had to draw my attention back. I said to the strong urges to help me to remember more about home, unicorns, my soul family/group. I think it helped since I have some more knowledge of them. The urge and draw home, to be home, to be with my twin flame, with my soul family/soul group. The urge/pull has subsided, but I can still feel it there now. it is still there indeed. I'm glad it's not constant.
Also during the meditation it felt like my spiritual body was that of an orca. A herm orca that was heavily male inclined herm orca. I would assume my twin flame is the same, but is heavily female inclined, or whatever the term would be. Inclined as far as personal energy, and other factors.
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I did the 1st meditation for part 1 without listening to the audio and I think it went very well overall. Not much to say about it.
I'll be going soon to the Illumine Dharma group meeting in 6-10 minutes. I hope it goes well. it did last time back in march. The only drawback is the area around the strip mall where the spiritual type bookstore is has a negative feel to it, including the bus stop I catch to come home, and taking the buses home is a bit annoying. I may have to choose between waiting for 30 minutes at the transit center or walking home and since it's not to hot, not a bad day, I'd choose to walk home if I had to choose between that and waiting 30 minutes.
Though the folks there are into spiritual stuff being with them is positive and I enjoy it, I feel like graduate student hanging out with elementary level folks. But that is ok. if that is all there is here, that is all there is here.
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