Friday [5-22]

I did the 7th meditation and running the energies went pretty well.  most of them went very well indeed.  The 2 main ones that don't go as well usually is the leow and the pieah, the 3rd and 6th ones.  the leow seems to need extra work to get it up and going and the pieah a bit more work then that.  I think between meditations I'll take some time to run the energies and focus extra on these 2 centers.

While I was doing the meditation I think my ranawre cocoon felt slightly different, or a bit different.  more energy, higher energy and or more diverse energy being incorporated into it, and or maybe I'm more sensitive to tell this.  or it may be a mixture of these and other factors perhaps also.

This meditation was about seeing relationships as energy.  In part I picked the gm of the Thursday group.  That is a decently good one but I figured why not.  I focused on feeling it a bit and converting it to the highest energy, or at least a higher energy, as the meditation went along.  Also I, after a bit, added in my relation ship with Maribelle, Spitfire, twin flame, and some generic other connections I felt around for and felt.   The Relationship with Maribelle & Spitfire did fee like genuine love, twin flame felt like a different type of love, more intense maybe but I didn't focus on the intensity.  Also added in Maribelle's mother briefly and felt around for other relationship connections, I felt some, many, and at least some or most of these did feel like various types of love, but not all of them.  Some I could not tell the feelings, not negative, just I wasn't able to identify the feeling.  I focused on sending energy to or through these relationships like I did the one with the Thursday gm to help the energy become lighter, higher, a higher reflection.  Feels like it worked.  I then had the intention of sending back anyone's energy that I had since I know they and their higher selves working together can resolve all their problems themselves working together and they don't need my help.  I feel lighter, or my energy does as a result of all this. 

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I did it again not listening to the audio and it went very well.  Not much more to say about this.  I did the relationships like before, adding in the whole thursday rp group and the rest was as before.

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I do wonder if pegasus are the same size as unicorns.  I'd guess they are more or less the same size since I doubt every unicorn is exactly the same size once they are adults.

I do wonder why Maribelle and Spitfire said that bit about I could claim my right and say I could only be their mate.  As I've said in a previous post, the one before this one, it doesn't feel right, but I've already talked about that previously.

I do wonder if it's unusual, like Scarlett said, about a pegasus wanting me to be her mate, or her first mate, if she chooses to have several.  I guess like with unicorns it may be an individual thing.  Some have several mates & lovers too. Some others may have just 1 mate only, or a mate or 2 and no lovers at all. 

Though I only know a little about unicorns and nothing about pegaus.  As well as if I'm very popular, or known back home, if I have several homes, more then these 2 who were my lovers before, if I have more, more friends, lovers ect.  I guess those details are not to important for me to know now.  I may discover some bits but not really know everything till I'm fully back.  Though i can tell from the bits and pieces it is likely very positive.

Though with both meditations it did feel like I do have more then these 2 that I love and love me.  I'll eventually find out everything, even if I have to wait till I get back home.  Who knows how many close friends and lovers I may have, or what I do, or my position.

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a few hours after the last post: I've been thinking, as I was watching some youtube videos.  An idea popped into my head.  What if say a unicorn is one species of soul, and I'm another type or species. If such a thing even exists as that.

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It feels like, when I think and feel it.  All souls are really 1 species so to speak.  That is why any souls can create new souls regardless of the types they are.  There are types maybe or sub species, so to speak.  So a unicorn and native earth human soul may be very different to look at, but have the same abilities, even if some are not aware of it.  And Through culture, being raised, ect.  They can feel different.  See themselves as different.  So they may be more like types or subspecies, but labels are not really fully correct.  Just easy for my understanding in this case.  Unicorn souls, pegasus, dolphin/orca type beings, arcturian, and others.  Hard to put down what I mean and think I understand since English seems inadequacy fully, but it is close enough I think. 

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[note from 7-25]  I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was.  This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day.  Simplest way to put the older posts in.

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8:12 PM 

Thanks. hope it's ok and not to confusing.

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I decided to put this here instead of in my yourspace since though it felt more like a conversation I was channeling and the physical body may have gone to sleep at some point. I feel I was doing a type of channeling.

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As I was laying down to take my 2nd nap I had a conversation with my guides or whatever you'd call them. I think I recall most of it, or at least the general conversation.

So why am I popular with certain beings, and what is the higher light thing? <We'll just give the simplified version. Higher light is your development and potential, and higher inner light, and higher outer light. You've progressed far in a short time.

and have a lot of light within yourself indeed. Some can sense or feel this, though may not know exactly why or exactly what it means.

Basically when you were re-created, a rare thing but there is a system in place for when it happens, you were recreated really. We did this, simply, you are similar to an embodiment of some of the monad. Your soul parents are members of the same soul group. At what you may regard as different stages, but that is not exactly right. When it was time for you to be re-created, you and your twin flame since she and you wanted her to remain your twin. The probability fields were adjusted with the go ahead of what some may call source, not that we directly asked source, but one can sense if what one is about to do is against source or not. Anyway some of us came together to re-create you and the probability fields at the quantum level were adjusted so when we did re-create you we did so using our energy, as any souls do when creating a new soul, though you had a higher potential so to speak. Not exactly what Scarlett is, and posted about earlier, but something similar, very similar but not exactly the same. The probability and quantum fields were adjusted, to vastly over simplify what we did, so you are the you from before. it was really you who were lovers with Maribelle and those others, not like you are picking up from someone else. >


I think I understand. So why am I so bad at math? <the former you wanted to put blocks in so when you started to awaken and access your soul knowledge you'd not inadvertently introduce certain concepts into theoretical physics before they are ready for it, plus it may have distracted you from your personal path of awakening. Though he didn't really know the conditions of incarnating on earth were like first hand so they were a bit over done, to simplify things.>

So when I was re-created quantum stuff was involved? <indeed, what we said is a vast oversimplification, but indeed it was. it is not that hard to do, but one doesn't do it simply willy nilly for fun. But there was nothing source had against it so it was done.>

Thought I had 4 soul parents. <4 primary parents yes, there were others of us who did things to support the process.> The quantum adjustment fields thing? <yes, and other things as well.>

So do I have any sort of position back home? <In one of your home indeed. You're not king or the like, but would you really want to be? You're one of the pod, one of the more senior members but not the most eldest of members, not yet anyway. The unicorns do accept you as one of them since indeed one of your soul parents is indeed a unicorn, an elder in her own right.>

So do I have more lovers and close friends then I know? <yes indeed, you have us, and some others, like at least 1 naga, she's one of our members, an incarnation or aspect, hard to explain exactly. various pod members, we'll leave the exact details as a pleasant surprise and once you're back you'll be able to step back into what you were doing before, and indeed it was what you were doing and you, not something you're picking up from another soul that isn't this you. Though you can work with your former soul if you wish. He'll be the same as before, with some changes due to his increased experiences of course. Though you will to.>

Sounds like my re-creation was complicated. <indeed, though like with the creation of a soul, one can look into the extreme fine details to find out exactly how it works to get how complicated it does or one can just do it. like you can watch a tv even if you don't know exactly how it works or you can walk or type, without knowing the exactly physics, electronics, neurology and all the other details. >

and my twin flame was re-created as I was? <indeed, the same process, then you 2 were split as twin flames are. a piece of the original energy had to be left in the body during the process for the body to survive. it was a miniscule piece and knew it would not be separated long, from it's point of view, so did what it did. And technically because of that, the original soul contract was and is still in place. Though since you can do your primary mission without doing anything, that is ok. You have accomplished your personal reason and mission, the veil is gone, you are fully awake ect so that is fullfilled. Though as we've said and soul has, if you were to suddenly have full access to your full soul memories & knowledge it would not be healthy for your delicate energy and body systems. Imagine tryint to put to much amperage through a circuits or a wire that is able to handle say one tenth of that. Now done gradually over time, you can get conscious access to more and more, done at a slow steady rate. Instinctively you feel what this is for you. Each has their own rate perfect for them since everyone is an individual.>

So I am a new/old soul. <if one wishes to use labels and terminology such as that yes, though we've described an over simplification of the process. Though in your case you really are a new/old soul. Not one recalling your soul parent's memories. Due to the over simplified description of the process said above.>