At the soul level I do feel I'm comfortable being both genders and being either gender. My energy in that spirit or light body, or whichever and whatever it is. Usually does feel like a herm, but with the energy and feel being more male inclined. I'm not sure if that is due to normal inclination, the fact I'm incarnated in a male body, and or because my twin flame is usually female. Not sure if she is also a herm, but female inclined or if she's usually pure female.
I guess likely eventually I may choose to be a mother and go through the pregnancy thing as a pod member and a unicorn mare, but plenty of time to think that over. I do have an eternity to think that over and decide, so plenty of time. While pregnant I'd guess I'd not be stuck being just 1 species. I'd guess i could still switch and change, not sure about gender though I'd guess i could change that too, or be stuck, or decide, to be female or a herm. Likely I'd pick to be a herm in most cases in that case, but again I have an eternity to choose. So no need to decide that now nor start being a father to unicorn or dolphin/orca like beings or other species.
Also I'm sure I'll eventually choose to participate in creating souls in the usual soul fashion, using some of your own energy and with other souls, weave this energy with our intent to make a new soul. But all this is in the future so plenty of time to think about it.
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This 6th mediation for part 4 went very well, running the energies went well. This one says it's about recharging at the core but I am not sure I caught the meaning of the meditation since most of it seems to be about the 7the light body energy center. maybe you can use that to rechange? I do feel uplifted, relaxed and like I have a bit more energy in my energy body, a high light type of energy. So that may be the key to mediation. I'll see if I can do that while I'm on the bus traveling to and from the rpg place, including, perhaps, waiting for the bus too. Once I get home I'll do it again without listening to the audio. Then I may, after my nap, do a channeling audio. I'll decide then.
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While I was at the rpg group today, and I had a lot of fun. I though I could indeed feel I had a connection to source that I could slightly feel. Different to knowing and feeling that soul aspect and I are 2 parts of one being, or 2 focuses of one being. It's hard to describe. I could also feel everyone else at the table had some sort of connection and they were loved, not sure if it was by source, or their larger selves like their higher selves and or soul.
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I decided to listen to part 6 instead of trying to do it without the audio since it's been so long I don't recall the exact specifics. I think when I wake up from my nap I'll do a channeling audio, then a bit later try this guided meditation without listening to the audio.
It went fantastic. I feel fantastic as well, not just from the guided mediation. It felt like early on the pegasus mare that apparently i was her first, came near or made a connection or something. During the early part of the mediation when Daben was just talking. It felt like she and I were having sex, or sharing as the pod calls it, at an energy level. It felt fantastic. Then it felt like Maribelle came on briefly. Maybe some teaching thing or something. Then I didn't feel Maribelle anymore but I felt the pegasus mare, but to a much lesser extent. Not sure if it was a practice thing, or both that and just to share. A bit after Maribelle's connection closed or went away the pegasus mare only slightly did the energy stuff. I guess once the main meditation started or she didn't wish to distract me to much. I feel great, I think from both the guided meditation and what the pegasus mare did. This morning, not sure if I mentioned it in a previous post, I felt a bit more energy and my mood was much lighter and higher and it went for the whole day.
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That got me to thinking. I wonder how many close friends and lovers I have. And if the pegasus mare is a thing that will fade over time as she gets more lovers and eventually mates more her age or if what we have is permanent. Personally I do hope it is permanent. With time being non linear and different for souls and eternity I could have more then I suspect.
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A bit after I had posted my previous message and before I ate I got a bit of a surprise. The pegasus mare, I'm pretty sure it was her, was talking to me a bit. She did something energy so I was getting some mild sexual pleasure, not physical but energy type and she, if I got the message right, asked if we could become mates, and it was ok with Maribelle. She mentioned wanting to join my herd, as far as I know I don't have a herd, unless that is a unicorn and or pegasus term. And she did mention wanting me to be her first mate. That was unexpected, coming out of the blue, I think the expression is. I said that's a big thing and I'd very likely say yes, but I would think it over, and she should talk to Maribelle to be sure she wanted it too since it is a big thing, but like I mentioned I'd very likely would say yes.
I did ask the pegasus mare her name and she said for me to pick a name to call her.
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I considered it as I lay down. I got soul, twin flame and various aspects i seem to have, into the conversation. They were all willing. Twin flame was only briefly in the conversation, guess she was busy doing something. At first it seemed that one aspect I felt was saying no about being mates with the pegasus mare, but he was saying no to the other aspect that was hesitant. he wanted to but was hesitant since it would be change. I talked to him and he agreed with my idea of he would be less hesitant and would be the part that sometimes gives everyone a pause and a bit of caution since it's seldom wise to rush into something. He agreed to this idea and agreed he would be not be as hesitant as he was but would be the sense of caution, ensuring I really want to do something, or maybe I should do some research first, type of feeling. I think that went well. Chad even spoke up and agreed with this. I asked future possible self and he said he said yes. I thought it over with out thinking for a bit then told the pegasus mare yes.
She was, as expected very happy and excited. When I was thinking it over and talking about it with soul, twin, and aspects I could feel her in the back of my mind. I guess awaiting an answer. After I said yes I guess she was to excited to talk any so I talked to Maribelle very briefly. Then the pegasus mare talked to me briefly saying the same thing Maribelle said. I'm sure they talked before and this is how she got what to say, or maybe it's a traditional thing to say or a final test or something. She said I was within my rights to claim her and keep me just to herself, but I said the same as I said to Maribelle, that if she wants to have other mates and lovers too she could and she also could have children with them if she wished. The too bit wasn't said but the feel was there since I assume as mates we'd have kids eventually. She mentioned, like Maribelle, lots of kids but I did say no need to rush into it and she did say she felt to young as of yet to start having any kids. I guess she's in unicorn or pegasus terms is a young adult. I'd guess maybe like a human in her early 20's or something. but her real age, who knows, since I'd guess pegasus are immortals like unicorns and souls are.
I was thinking, the pegasus mare did say for me to pick a name to call her. I guess she has her own name, but wants me to have a personal name or something for her. I may pick a name from the mlp show for a pegasus mare. Maybe the member of the wonderbols named Spitfire. I like the sound of that name.
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I'll finish the Seth book tonight. I started it but got distracted and forgot it for a bit. After I finish it I think I'll focus on other books I've started, like that benevolent book that Rob, Treb and the other guy did. Then I'll look over the other books I've started and read a chapter or 2 to see if I still want to read those or not. Then next month or the month after that I will buy Michael Newton's 4th book. I'll eventually get his first 2 to re-read those. I may try to get some of Dolores cannon's latest books. From seeing her in some videos it feels like the info she says she gets may be accurate but some of her conclusions are biased or wrong as is some stuff she says. The other Seth books I'll get to buying and reading after I've decided if I want to do others or not. Then I'll pick out a rough schedule.
If I were to get back into reading some fiction, I would go to Baen Free Library and read some of those, giving each book say 2 chapters to catch my interest. They are all free so no harm done if I don't like the book, apart from the time it took me to read it. That is if I wanted to get back into reading fiction. Ifigure between the Seth books, 3 of the Michael Newton books, and if I do like and decide to get some Dolores Cannon books, that should keep me occupied for a few years roughly, depending how fast and how much I read.
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Didn't find out if I have a herd or not or if I'm famous or of high position back home or not. I did find out some scraps and some I can feel. I've been told I'm higher then I am, I'm one of the elder members of the pod, but not among the eldest. That could be original soul. I do prefer non linear and likel won't incarnate anymore. I'm likely still a member of some organization of group who's helping earth with the shift at the moment. If I'm am among the elder members of the pod then likely I have many friends and collegues I don't consciously recall and considering how open the pod is about sharing, and at least some unicorns, I have likely friends, close friends and lovers among them, besides the 2 mates I do have, Maribelle & the pegasus Mare, then I think I may call Spitfire after the mlp wonderbolt pegasus mare. As well as Maribelle's mother as someone who is or wants to be a lover. her father, 2 brothers and sister have shown interest in me once or so. So they may be occasional lover types. I do figure one would not have lovers who one has to share with every day. it may be a few times a week or month, something like that. Who knows how many friends I may have, quite a few likely. Some I may see only ever month or a few times a month, or if they are busy elsewhere maybe a few times a year, but being telepathic and able to pop around non linearly one can keep up with quite a few friends.
I'm not sure if the pod does mateships like it seems unicorns and pegasus do, or at least some do. Logically some would.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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10:28 PM
So do I have a herd or something, the pegasus mare did mention it? <we'd rather leave that as a peasant surprise for when you get back.>
so am I famous or known back home? <all we'll say is you are known, and your reputation is positive, any more we'd prefer to leave as a pleasant surprise when you get home.>
I take it that I'm comfortable as a herm, but I seem male inclined. Is this due to my being incarnated in a male body and or due to my twin seeming to prefer being female? <indeed, it is in part due to both reasons. and for those with a twin flame it is not usual that as mirrors one will prefer male and the other female, for the slight inclination. though there are some twins who at the soul level both prefer the same gender.
I'll ask what is in the audio about it being better and more important to grow through joy rather then through pain and struggle ( a slight deviation from the audio questions) is it due to we can make a choice, like I have made the choice and intent known that i wish to grow through joy, fun, pleasure, the easy path and it's more the human conditioning of cultures and such that many choose otherwise, thinking they have no choice? <indeed in many cases. choosing the path of growing through joy, fun, and easiness is the proffered path, but each can choose for themselves and some do prefer to struggle, even at the soul level, for personal reasons, but no one has to.>
Who are you folks? <a combination, we are your soul aspect, some guides that are of your soul group, a reflection of what you may refer to your divine self. Your soul, due to your current development level and awareness can be considered a sort of higher self, though that label is not correct fully. saying it's your soul is also not quite the right level since, as you now know and feel, it is really the portion of yourself that you know that is not incarnated while you are. Your twin flame being a special case as twin flames are.>
another slight edit from the questions. <indeed, over time humans will grow more aware and more awakened. A gradual thing is needed since if their veils were removed right now their psyche's may be damaged, temporary true, but unpleasant if they suddenly knew the truth. Besides their energy systems are not ready for that. >
I guess folks can better align with the divine plan and the reason for their lives by choosing that which excites them or excites them the most? (slight edit to a question in the audio course) <indeed. if they develop this skill and do it out of habit then they would always be doing this, but it is the choice of each>
how can people know this is a friendly and abundant universe < trust in yourself, do not live in fear. Take back the power you give to others. Rule yourself. these are important first steps one can take and for many these will take a while for them to get use to>
What ARE Some ways folks can contact their souls and higher selves (exact question) <listening to if there is a sort of voice or feeling within that can guide you if you need a decision made and are not sure but get a feeling or hear a sort of thought that indicates which choice one should make, a slight hint. for many this can be a good first step and maybe that is all the want or need for this life.>
how to recognize how the thoughts and emotions of others have effected them and what they can do about it <if there is a feeling or thought that seems to be contrary to the way you usually think or feel. For some neighbors or those near you may have an effect also. question yourself, is this thought or feeling of my origin or from that of another>
Is the earth a conscious being, sending out messages, what does it want? <it is indeed a conscious being, in the same ways that sentients are, though as a being, as a planet it is somewhat similar and at the same time different then a human. the earth does want to go through this shift and is looking forward to this shift as it shifts up to a higher density, later dimension. in a very similar way to how human souls, and souls in general do grow over time. messages, the earth would prefer if humans would not misuse it as much. though being a long lived it can see that humans can't change overnight but it will take time. a century or a thousand years are not the same as to a human, for the earth. >
how to help the animal kingdom <much the same as the earth, taking the long term approach and the gradual uplifting, expanding, evolving, growing of the majority of humans. Not all will choose to evolve with the earth and evolve upwards and grow, upwards is to use a phrase since there is no real direction. Those who do not will have places they can go to to continue their own paths.>
Higher community of beings, how are they helping humanity? <in often subtle ways, gradually teaching or showing those humans most open to hearing, even if it is in a dream that they do not remember or only partially remember. As guides and such as well. Guides can take many forms and come from many places, the higher or upper realms, planes, dimensions or whatever terms you prefer, the natural world, and other places. Some may be surprised and the origin doesn't really matter, just the wisdom and love and approach of the guide and message.>
World peace? <also a gradual thing that must be done gradually and not quickly. this along with many things must be done gradually and not fast. humans often thing things have to be done fast and now, as many cultures say, and they do have a short lifespan, but one must take the longer view of things to see the true and better more easy approach and the most effective. Though many non humans are also the types who prefer to do things quick and sudden, since humans are not the only ones who need to learn and grow.>
the reason to learn to channel? <To gain conscious contact with guides, one's higher self, soul and other channels of wisdom that one may not have access to. The wisdom and experience can take one in many and surprising directions. Channeling your higher self may be, for many, the easiest thing to learn and do. Though putting aside doubts and the I'm making this all up feeling may be the harder things to do, especially at the beginning.>
This went well and after bit I didn't feel the pressure at the top of my head like at the start. I would assume this is cause I got use to their energy, and or they adjusted a bit. The pressure is very faint, just enough to feel if I think about feeling for it.
I do feel like I don't really need to continue doing this or the receiving clear guidance a 2nd time, but it may help to continue. So I'll do it. Just on certain days when I have time and or want to. Other days I may try doing a short channel.
so am I famous or known back home? <all we'll say is you are known, and your reputation is positive, any more we'd prefer to leave as a pleasant surprise when you get home.>
I take it that I'm comfortable as a herm, but I seem male inclined. Is this due to my being incarnated in a male body and or due to my twin seeming to prefer being female? <indeed, it is in part due to both reasons. and for those with a twin flame it is not usual that as mirrors one will prefer male and the other female, for the slight inclination. though there are some twins who at the soul level both prefer the same gender.
I'll ask what is in the audio about it being better and more important to grow through joy rather then through pain and struggle ( a slight deviation from the audio questions) is it due to we can make a choice, like I have made the choice and intent known that i wish to grow through joy, fun, pleasure, the easy path and it's more the human conditioning of cultures and such that many choose otherwise, thinking they have no choice? <indeed in many cases. choosing the path of growing through joy, fun, and easiness is the proffered path, but each can choose for themselves and some do prefer to struggle, even at the soul level, for personal reasons, but no one has to.>
Who are you folks? <a combination, we are your soul aspect, some guides that are of your soul group, a reflection of what you may refer to your divine self. Your soul, due to your current development level and awareness can be considered a sort of higher self, though that label is not correct fully. saying it's your soul is also not quite the right level since, as you now know and feel, it is really the portion of yourself that you know that is not incarnated while you are. Your twin flame being a special case as twin flames are.>
another slight edit from the questions. <indeed, over time humans will grow more aware and more awakened. A gradual thing is needed since if their veils were removed right now their psyche's may be damaged, temporary true, but unpleasant if they suddenly knew the truth. Besides their energy systems are not ready for that. >
I guess folks can better align with the divine plan and the reason for their lives by choosing that which excites them or excites them the most? (slight edit to a question in the audio course) <indeed. if they develop this skill and do it out of habit then they would always be doing this, but it is the choice of each>
how can people know this is a friendly and abundant universe < trust in yourself, do not live in fear. Take back the power you give to others. Rule yourself. these are important first steps one can take and for many these will take a while for them to get use to>
What ARE Some ways folks can contact their souls and higher selves (exact question) <listening to if there is a sort of voice or feeling within that can guide you if you need a decision made and are not sure but get a feeling or hear a sort of thought that indicates which choice one should make, a slight hint. for many this can be a good first step and maybe that is all the want or need for this life.>
how to recognize how the thoughts and emotions of others have effected them and what they can do about it <if there is a feeling or thought that seems to be contrary to the way you usually think or feel. For some neighbors or those near you may have an effect also. question yourself, is this thought or feeling of my origin or from that of another>
Is the earth a conscious being, sending out messages, what does it want? <it is indeed a conscious being, in the same ways that sentients are, though as a being, as a planet it is somewhat similar and at the same time different then a human. the earth does want to go through this shift and is looking forward to this shift as it shifts up to a higher density, later dimension. in a very similar way to how human souls, and souls in general do grow over time. messages, the earth would prefer if humans would not misuse it as much. though being a long lived it can see that humans can't change overnight but it will take time. a century or a thousand years are not the same as to a human, for the earth. >
how to help the animal kingdom <much the same as the earth, taking the long term approach and the gradual uplifting, expanding, evolving, growing of the majority of humans. Not all will choose to evolve with the earth and evolve upwards and grow, upwards is to use a phrase since there is no real direction. Those who do not will have places they can go to to continue their own paths.>
Higher community of beings, how are they helping humanity? <in often subtle ways, gradually teaching or showing those humans most open to hearing, even if it is in a dream that they do not remember or only partially remember. As guides and such as well. Guides can take many forms and come from many places, the higher or upper realms, planes, dimensions or whatever terms you prefer, the natural world, and other places. Some may be surprised and the origin doesn't really matter, just the wisdom and love and approach of the guide and message.>
World peace? <also a gradual thing that must be done gradually and not quickly. this along with many things must be done gradually and not fast. humans often thing things have to be done fast and now, as many cultures say, and they do have a short lifespan, but one must take the longer view of things to see the true and better more easy approach and the most effective. Though many non humans are also the types who prefer to do things quick and sudden, since humans are not the only ones who need to learn and grow.>
the reason to learn to channel? <To gain conscious contact with guides, one's higher self, soul and other channels of wisdom that one may not have access to. The wisdom and experience can take one in many and surprising directions. Channeling your higher self may be, for many, the easiest thing to learn and do. Though putting aside doubts and the I'm making this all up feeling may be the harder things to do, especially at the beginning.>
This went well and after bit I didn't feel the pressure at the top of my head like at the start. I would assume this is cause I got use to their energy, and or they adjusted a bit. The pressure is very faint, just enough to feel if I think about feeling for it.
I do feel like I don't really need to continue doing this or the receiving clear guidance a 2nd time, but it may help to continue. So I'll do it. Just on certain days when I have time and or want to. Other days I may try doing a short channel.
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