Sun 11-1

I did the intro to focus 10 for the 1st time today and it didn't go as well as yesterday, but that is ok.  I don't expect it to be always as great as the past 2 times went and I'm still early on in the gateway experienced, not even half way done with wave 1 yet.  I feel I may have reached focus 10 maybe, but I slipped back up to being fully awake, that is if I was able to ever reach focus 10.  I maybe was somewhere between focus 3 and 10, but again that is ok, I don't expect it to be the exact same every time.

I was able to briefly have a conversation with the biped reptilian being.  She was either a female or a herm and she did say that I am her son and we are of royal linage, though again no idea what species she is or her name, or hir name.  I could feel she was proud of me and she did love me and is a loving being, but maybe not the same way that a mammal may love.   She did hug me close to her again and this time I was able to see that she did have wings on her back and a tail.  Felt like I had wings and a tail and was the same species as her.  if I recall things correctly and I wasn't exactly attempting to see what I felt or looked like, just impressions I had.  So all in all it went at best as ok I'd say.  I'll do this a 2nd time later on and see how the 2nd time goes.