I had some dreams last night. One was to me a nightmare. I've not had those in ages. it was about me being at my home, though not where I live currently. From what I can recall it was about a woman who stayed outside a bedroom window and I was in the bedroom for the part of the dream I can recall. She was laughing evilly and I felt very afraid of her. I then started to pray to god. I kept that up, no idea why I did in the dream. at first nothing happened then it seemed to start to work since I started to feel less afraid and she stopped laughing evilly and giving me an evil look. Though I did feel she didn't want me to do what I was doing. I awoke feeling very afraid though that did fade fairly quickly. I concentrated on asking archangels, angels, ascended masters, my 2 reptilian parents, reptilian guide, and unicorns for help. a bit overdoing it maybe but figured why not. I did feel the archangel energy and what may have been a few unicorns pop up. one of them said they'd look into it and if it was some other being they'd keep her away, if it was some aspect of myself that needed integration or something they'd give me any needed treatments while I was asleep. I did eventually fall asleep.
another dream or 2 I do recall a bit. I think it was me talking to either 1 or both of my true self's parents or my reptilian guide, not sure if it was 1 dream several or what. But from what I do recall I was talking to them about my creation and they did say they are master geneticists again. and though they said that while yes they are my parents since the primary essence, genetics, ect came from the 2 of them I also got I also have some essence of angel, unicorn and I think Sirius cetacean (not sure if they said dolphin, beluga or the details there) they did say the way it worked for me was I was say 100% royal cobra type naga, positive royal alpha draconian, unicorn. They said they wanted to create a being together that would be a son, but would haev also certain traits and got permission to do this. They didn't go into detail how they went about this and the details really don't matter. Anyway I think I do recall this. They are my parents though some others did aid in my creation, well me as in my true self that I'm a part of.
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I did the advance focus 10 exercise today from gateway wave 1 for the 1st time today and not sure if I did well or not. My physical body was very relaxed but not asleep. I know it's called body asleep mind awake so naturally I assume your physical body should be asleep. If it's supposed to be just very relaxed and not asleep that would mean it's misnamed. So overall I'm not sure how to classify this. I'll just say unsure and my physical body was very relaxed. No idea if I got to focus 10 or not.
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I did a hemi-sync guided meditation, a 22 minute abridged version for clearing and activating your chakras. I think it went well. it wasn't the first time I've been doing this. I've been doing this for roughly a week. I did the long nearly 1 hour one once. Think I may do it again this Sunday. I think starting Saturday I may cut back on doing the abridged version where I may do it only say twice a week. I'm thinking maybe Thursday & Saturday and I may do the long one Sunday. or I may do the long version Sunday, do the abridged version Thursday and a few other times do an abridged version of the abridged version on a few other days, not using the guided meditation. Maybe doing it across 4 or 10 minutes. I'll see how that goes next week. I doubt I'll need to do a chakra cleansing and activation every day. the first week maybe. But my chakras mainly feel fine. With maybe the heart and throat ones not being 100%, but they may be and it could be just my being overly critical and nothing need to be perfect. The gateway exercise on release & recharge may help too. I'll start that over the weekend or Monday.
I also got like a download on how my true self can be more then 1 species and still be 100%. I was shown the DNA helix, and it was explained to me by audio, or telepathy maybe. Imagine a full DNA helix, regardless of what it looks like, a complete fully functional one for each species that I am. These are extra dimensionally existing together. This is possible for beings such as myself to be. SO thus I can be 100% a cobra type royal naga, positive royal alpha draconian, unicorn Sirius dolphin & cetacean. Each of these is 100% totally complete and functional and all extra dimensionally in the same spot and all the species I am. making me equally all of these species at the same time.
Not so sure but think I got some other bits, something about me, a special project, a successful completion, fully stable. still totally their son and of both their royal lineages and heritages. with some angelic type light added in so I'd have the light of the upper planes as well as part of my being.
not sure of this but thought I'd put this down. I got all this as a sort of between a poof and a high speed play through. Not sure what to make of it. Their wanting to have a son, a special one with all of this and being fully stable and compatible. Not sure of the details but I'll shrug mentally, accept it and I'm sure I'll get more details later. and I don't need to know the complicated how it was done. The complicated explanation may or may not interest me, but I don't really need to know the how, just what it means to me personally.
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Think I got more maybe. Something about they wanted to have a son who would be of greater service to others in a special way, though one can change to any other form they want, he (I) would be a number of other species at the same time which would mean he'd understand others in a special way. Not sure if i got all of it or understand it but that is what I think I got, or something like that.
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Think I got another info download or maybe it is that I naturally remembered more. This clearing and issues that come up is not a result of my sliding back or more stuff magically that I need to clear. part of it is stuff that I do indeed need to clear, but at least some of this, not sure how much, but at least some of this is helping to clear the human collective since normally I'd not be connected to it, but since I'm incarnated in this human body, wearing this suit so to speak, it connects me to the human collective, temporarily and part of why I'm here is to not just anchor in certain frequencies, but also to help clear some of the human collective while I'm here. Not forever, but for a certain amount of time. then the phase 2 will start, though there'll be a sort of overlap between phase 1 and 2. My clearing and coming to terms with certain things helps the human collective to be a bit more clear, while I'm here. Also phase 2 will be a mix of some helping groups of others to help themselves, to come to terms, and such, but also to some will help individuals on a more individual to individual level. There's going to be less and less need for me to be here. Since at least some, maybe all, of the phase 2 folks and the phase 3 being born or having been born, will hold and anchor certain frequencies just by their being here, but they needed certain frequencies to be anchored here in the first place before they could incarnate into the human body vehicles present here. Things will gradually change over time where vehicles will not be needed here anymore, by vehicles I mean the human bodies. There'll be an overlap period where you can have a human body or not. I'm not clear on the details but I don't need all the complicated details.
I also got that though they wanted a son they wanted me to be a herm so I'd have more freedom on the gender thing, being able to share as male or female, able to have more freedom having both genders or maybe since I have both it frees how I see myself. Not sure again of the details but I don't need the fine super details.
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I did the advance focus 10 for the 2nd time today. it went ok for most of it. I was very relaxed, but towards the very end my left knee started to bug me. That was very distracting. I wonder why it does that at times. What I feel is hard to describe, a sort of resonating or energy in my leg around my left knee that only goes away for a bit of I move my left leg. that works for a short time. it can be rather distracting.
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Doing stuff mainly left handed I find not hard, now that I've been doing it for a few months. I even fill out my checks left handed. My writing daily on the good things in my life is also left handed, except for now and then I'll do a quick right handed writing. My left handed cursive handwriting is better. though at times it can be sloppy, it can also be at times very neat.
As for my not having anyone to hang out with since my Thursday afternoon d & d gaming group switched to Friday nights. I don't mind. it was time to move on from that group. I think I'll try meeting some spiritual type people. That is really my primary interest currently. There are some meet up groups. Technically I'm a member of 1 group but the organizers as of last month disbanded the group, I guess since they can't get together, the 3 of them, Since they have very busy schedules. To bad, I really liked the group and the smaller size. There is another group that has over a thousand members that I may try to meet with since it's a large group and they are having some sort of large get together in a hotel that is about a mile from home on the 15th, so I can walk to that. With winter coming up I'll try that group. Maybe no other. There is another group or 2 I may try when spring comes. I'm more interested in that then in trying to find a gaming group. Unless of course I come agrees one of these spiritual groups that have some members who do some rpg gaming also on the side.
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Still all in all I've found some interesting things out recently. Interesting indeed. Wonder what I'll find out in the future.
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