I did intro focus 10 for the first time today and it went very well. I was dimly aware of my body during the focus 10 part. I focused on remaining relaxed, inhaling and as I exhaled I focused on remaining relaxed and becoming even more relaxed.
I did partially pop somewhere. . I was semi in 2 places at once. I was like on a beach somewhere or maybe it wasn't a beach. I think a beach was nearby. There was a large boulder and on it was a robed humanoid with a hood on so one could not see it's features. I could see it was twirling what looked like a ray gun like from one of the 1950's style sci-fi magazine cover pictures and the figure was twirling it like some gunslingers do in some western movies. I remember remarking that the hand I could see twirling the gun looked maybe reptilian.
I watched him for a second or so and looked around a bit and he hopped off the boulder in front of me but not close. I didn't see what he did with the ray gun, maybe it was unmanifested. I got a feeling it was a male being. After he hopped off of the boulder in front of me, but as I said not to close, he was a few feet away. he raised his hands and pulled his hood back, revealing he was a reptilian. which I found to be cool.
He said he was one of my guides and to continue to focus on remaining relaxed and to keep doing what I was doing. he said we'd talk later, another time. he said he would bring in my higher self to explain and it switched to where I was elsewhere or in a space in my mind. It seemed a featureless dark area. I felt like the message would be a brief one so there was no need for a setting nor furniture. the reptilian part of me appeared and was at first a large naga like he was before, though not human from the waist up, but humanoid reptilian. he said it was best if I would continue focusing on relaxation just as I had been doing using my breathing. also to do this intro focus 10 for a 2nd time today as I had been planning and twice tomorrow and do it for the next few days before I move on to the next one. he said this would help me immensely.
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I did the intro focus 10 for the 2nd time today. One of my eyelids kept flicking open, which is normal. It was a minor thing since if I keep my eyes rolled up as high as I comfortably can it usually won't happen and I was able to remain relaxed. I'll have to remember to make sure the thing I tie over my eyes puts light pressure on both of the eyelids of both eyes, or maybe I can put cotton balls on each of my eyes to help with that.
I was able to use my breathing like before to help with my relaxation. I was briefly in 2 places at once again, shorter then before. But with the distractions like one of my eyelids flicking open for a quarter second or so, and some other sensations like a spot or 2 itching, it's ok.
I was very close to a biped reptilian being that to me felt like he was positive and I could feel not only that he, or was it she. Anyway I could feel that the being was not only positive but also proud of the fact I had reached this level and I did feel love, not the same as from some other beings, but love. The being hugged me close saying, "my son, you're of my lineage. I'm so proud of you for achieving this, reaching here." not sure if I got the exact quote, but I'm sure I got pretty close and once again I was in like 2 places at once briefly, though not 100% in both locations.
I asked, "you're not another part of me or my full self?"
Being: "not in the way you're thinking no. you are of my lineage, my bloodline. We'll talk again later. You're doing great."
The being was large, well we were the same size. if they were larger then me it was not by that much. They were a biped reptilian and very muscled. I didn't get to see much of it since we were very close together and the being did hug me close. I hugged then back without thinking. In hindsight I do think we both had tails and wings folded on our backs.
An interesting but brief experience. Lots of reptilian experiences, not that I mind. I find it interesting. Though I do also feel that I have cetacean heritage also. Maybe that is it or maybe I have 1-2 others also. I'm sure I'll find out all in due time. Since I'm doing The Gateway Experience. I'm kinda pretending I don't know the stuff I learned of before. and I wonder what my future experiences will be.
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Gaia sent me a mental message to say were are still lovers and what I'm doing with the gateway and pretending to start over, is a good idea and some things coming up again. as I'm sure certain things will. This likely offers some advantages and we'll see where it goes and leads to.
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I can say I don't dislike being incarnated on earth, though I do not like the limitations, but that'll change, well after my incarnation is over. There are some fun I do have, every day. Though some annoyances like when my sleep is messed up. I highly doubt that I"ll incarnate on earth again, not cause I hate it, just cause all the freedom that isn't here, no teleporting, changing your appearance, form, ect. But I do understand many love it here. though I'm sure when ever this incarnation ends I'll likely miss certain aspects about being here, that doesn't mean I want to incarnate again. the annoyances would outweigh fun aspects so I don't plan on incarnating here again. Even if I stopped aging at 20 and lived to be say 1,000 before some accident got me, I'd still both miss certain aspects about being incarnated here, but also would be glad to be back on the other side and decide I'm not going to incarnate here again. Not that that's negative. one can look at the fun and positive aspects of say living in a certain area and once you move back home decide you're not going back to that location again since though you did have fun there, there are a lot of annoyances.
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