I did the 3rd guided mediation today of Radiance: Self Exciting Expanded for the first time today and it went well. I was distracted by various physical stuff, very minor. I could feel the energy and found it easy to go for good lengths of time not thing, just experiencing the experience, being 1 with it. I also got the impression of part of me being outside universes, outside space & time. outside of it all.
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Not sure how long this messed up sleep will go on for. mornings are the most miserable time or day for me as well as trying to sleep at night. and this morning my left leg won't let me go to sleep. I have to keep moving it ever minute or few minutes cause of that odd feeling I get in my left knee. Thought this body had settled into a pattern I could work with, sleeping maybe an our or 2 at night, then go to sleep at 7am and get the largest chunk of my sleep then, but this morning it won't work since my left leg wont let me to to sleep since I have to move it as I said. I can feel whatever the energy is coursing and rushing through me, especially my left leg. There's been days where I spend the whole day going between being mostly sleep to being at least 20% asleep and fluctuation between that and this body refusing to sleep as much as it should. Existence is pretty miserable. I do hope very soon either it passes (whatever is causing all this, or this body gives out.
plus this morning this body can't make up it's mind if it's a bit chilly or a bit to warm.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and it went very well to great. Running the energies went well. As for the light cocoon and the light of the fullonia, that went well too. I added in the frequencies I could feel were running through my body as well as adding in the solar radiance. I felt the Renawree and light body heart center were the size of the earth's solar system. The light cocoon with the other stuff I mentioned I felt were the size of this universe, then I felt it expand to where it was outside the universe, outside time, outside space. an eternal now everywhere, hard to describe. Not sure if that was the aim but I experienced it.
Also during this Treb popped up or seemed to. Not sure if it was him or why he popped up. I'll try to put down as much as I can remember of the very short conversation.
Treb: yesss, congratulations on your recent development. You are doing very well.
me: why contact me, are we like friends or something, I mean you and one of my other multi dimensional selves?
Treb: yesss, we are friends. I'm always here to talk if you want. <here I felt he was very loving, I could feel the love energy or frequencies coming from him to me. > You have grown much. I am always here for you if you wish to talk.
So overall an interesting meditation. didn't expect Treb to pop up. and not sure what that outside time, space, all universes was. maybe my true self, or source, I was experiencing? I'll just accept it was him, and do a mental shrug. I think it went very well, despite my having some distractions from my physical body.
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