Thursday 10-29

Wednesday night before I get ready for bed:  a bit of a intuitive message after I did a bit of the Sahaja meditation yoga thing, not very long since it says 10-15 minutes but I'm easing into it very slowly.  but I got a few minutes later.

The reason the earth experience is hitting me and effecting me so hard is not only am I clearing for myself but some of the collective as well.  and since I normally do not come anywhere near places or planes of this density this is my first time in such a dense place or plane so it has effected me very hard since I'm a first timer here, though I am in fact not a young being but an old or ancient one.
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Think I slept 5 or 6 hours, nice.  sleep is getting backish to normal, but I still look forward to getting Sleeping Through the Rain since it should help to keep my sleep at normal.  Next week I"ll get some sleep phones, designed to be worn while sleeping so I won't have to use the in ear earphones anymore while sleeping, that'll be a plus.

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So far the day is going great.  I'm about an hour or so behind when I use to do certain things, but that is ok.  Far better.  Also I wonder if I may choose to go back to doing some light body stuff after I've finished gateway or I've done gateway for a while I may do some light body courses now and then.  I'll decide later on. 

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I did the wave 1 intro phase 10.  I was able to reach it and felt very relaxed and was able to remain there for a while but I slipped up to phase 3, but was able to get myself somewhere between phase 3 and 10 by inhaling and slowly exhaling, and stayed there for the rest of the exercise.  this one may take me more then a week to do. 

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This evening was mostly fun overall.  things went well overall.

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I do feel that I have friends and loved ones on the other side. not sure of the exact nature of them.  I feel they are there, relatives perhaps, not in the human way but maybe from the same parent or parents that created the being I'm part of. Hard to explain what I mean, but that is a close approximation.   Very close friends and lovers also, perhaps. 

Just an intuitive feeling.  I do feel they miss me.  Miss talking or me being with them. Not sure which or maybe both.  Though I do feel they do love me still.  it is a pleasant feeling, the love I mean.  I'm sure I'll be able to communicate with them soon. No hurry I guess.