I did the 2nd audio of wave 1 again and it went well. I got very relaxed. Think I did reach focus 10. While I was able to feel my body it was pretty dim, faint, as was my feeling the chair I was sitting on. I was aware of it only to the dimmest extint, as I was my body.
I had an aspect of myself, or so it or he said. it looked like a snake. It said that it was me, representing my reptilian side, my reptilian heritage and yes I do have naga heritage. It represents that which most humans suppress, keep to the shadows, though that doesn't apply to me since I've merged with my former shadow aspect. a part of my sexuality, though my cetacean heritage also represents part of that. and it did confirm it is a part of me me, this me here incarnated in this human body, not of my main multi dimensional self. It said that we, meaning my whole full self, various multi dimensional selves, felt it's better for now that it be my aspects, other selves of me, this me here incarnated in this human body, be the ones to talk to me since I coudl then get to know myself better. I said the connection didn't feel to strong and he said that the Gateway System will help with that. So our connection would be stronger.
Interesting experience. and how it did mention sexuality. I guess it can have 2 parts or dimensions, represented by the cetacean and the reptilian, snake in this manner and it did say I had naga and cetacean heritage. Nice. Though I channeled that before, with Gateway I'd like to start over, pretending I've not really channeled before. I do get the feeling later on it may be willing to deepen our relationship, but that'll come in time, all in due time. Think I may try this audio later today, if I have time and don't get to distracted.
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I get the feeling that he also would say he's not just an aspect of myself, but my higher self also. he's part of both and this'll let me get to know myself and he can also be a guide also, an initial guide or something I guess, or maybe a full guide. The Cetacean he said is also a part of myself and my higher self as he is. I guess the unicorn may be also, or maybe not as much as the naga and cetacean are. It does seem interesting. naga and cetacean being parts of myself and my higher self. This should be an interesting experience as time goes on.
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I feel maybe I'm part of 1 or more groups or collectives maybe. they may have had little knowledge or direct knowledge of earth before I came here. Just the general impressions or feelings I'm getting.
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I did the 2nd audio of wave 1, intro focus 10. I talked to a being that said it was another part of me. part of my larger self, like part of my higher self and the part of me not incarnated here. Think of myself as part of it, the incarnated as an earth human self and it is part of our larger self. I could and still do feel love from it as well. It was at first like a large snake, then I got a view of a reptilian humanoid. and it said we're of the royal line. I got the feeling I'm part of a collective and when it said royal line it mean more then just naga. it did say of the naga type we're cobra type and the royal line isn't only naga but reptilian royal line. he didn't have to much time to tell me stuff since I guess it was Robert Monroe's voice that does the audio stuff. he kept interrupting. my reptilian self did say we'd have more time to talk in the free form audio. and I should do the intro to focus 10 for at least several more days before continuing to the next audio file.
He also said it was normal when I asked, that it was normal for me to find him sexually attractive since we are a sexual being and this was not only normal for us but also a good sign that i did find him such. I felt that he feels the same as I do about him.
He spend a good part of the short conversations we had as a reptilian biped looking being. He said cetacean was another part of who and what we were. He also said we're more then just being cobra nagas, and we are natural shape shifters. I felt he didn't go into detail since the time was short but I diffidently go the feeling he meant more types of species of reptilian. I felt a resonating around in my torso area briefly and he said this was his using this to deepen our connection and as I continued doing the Gateway our connection would deepen and I would be able to feel that.
I can feel that he's a loving being, that he loves and and we love each other as well as finding each other sexually attractive, which I guess since we are both the same being which I did ask and he said yes we are the same being. I guess this is normal. A very interesting encounter.
I also go the feeling I'm part of 1 or more collectives. I'm not sure if it is 1 that has multiple species like reptilians, cetaceans. though I do expect I'll find out eventually. No hurry.
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