I couldn't sleep much. I think I may have slept an hour. Been over 2 hours since I woke up, if I did sleep at all. I got an idea that I'll get up and do the 1st light body meditation for the day. So that way my schedule isn't to messed up. So later when I do the light body meditation when I would do the 1st one, I've already done the 2nd one.
I do wonder how long my sleep pattern is going to remain messed up. If this is the new pattern. Could be with the mess up it'll be more like cat naps where I'll sleep at odd times during the day and night, or feel the need, instead of like I use to which was sleep 3 times a day. 1 primary period with 2 naps. this may be 3 periods where I sleep for 1-3 hours each. Time will tell. I wonder why it's changed, I guess the energies that have reached the earth. if this is the new permanent thing, I'll have to adjust things around.
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I did the 1st guided mediation as part of Radiance: self exciting expanded and it went pretty well I think. It was the first so Daben took it slow. he did the light body energy centers and the Fullonia and light body cocoon. My mind did wonder during this, but that is ok. not like one has to be perfect. Also it seems another me or a parallel me or another aspect or something merged into me. He seemed to be dressed in a manner similar to Steed from the BBC Avengers series from the 60's. So all in all a good meditation. I did ask Gaia to be here to help with the merger and it went well. felt like she was vaguely around. During the meditation I also started to feel very hot for some reason.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and it went similar to before, but not as much happened. I did feel warmer then usual, but not to the degree I felt earlier. So all in all the meditation went ok.
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