4 hours and 20 minutes last night, the most I've slept in a week or more. Gaia came to me last night and said she had knowledge to help me & she did it, some sort of energy work. I felt like she was astride me, her legs sorta at my hip level and most of the energy work was done on my back, with some moving up and down. It did help me to go to sleep last night.
When I awoke at 4.20 I was unable to go back to sleep even with the energy work. She did say this time that while it may not always help me to go to sleep it would help with my energy systems and help alleviate my symptoms. She said she had to go to like her guide then her guides guide and on back. she said it was like in that one transformer's episode (very late season 3 after optimus is brought back) where something happens where Optimus had to go into the matrix to get information. The previous prime had no knowledge so he had to keep going back, and back till he had gone way way back to get the information he needed. She had to go pretty far to get the information since my situation is pretty unique and not very even rare since I'm a high order being who normally doesn't go anywhere near the level of density that the earth is presently in. My energy is also totally alien to the earth as well as my genetics being very alien. So they had said that the energy treatment would need to be done continuously and while it would not always help me to go to sleep it would also help my energy systems and would help alleviate my symptoms and she also said that I'd not have to suffer to much longer, soon I'll be back on the other side and back in my natural normal area. She then smiled and said then the real fun can started in our relationship.
I did suggest maybe she could teach some of my friends, lovers and such who don't mind doing energy work on me in this dense world so it wouldn't be just her as the only one who can do this but others could take turns. I thought of others could help also.
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I did the 5th radiance: self exciting expanded audio course and i went very well. I was able to feel the light cocoon and Fullonia light stretched out through this universe and stretched outside the universe to outside time, outside space where there is the eternal now where it felt like the rest of me is there and that is my native place, home. Hard to describe. Time has no meaning there. it's just the eternal now there, outside time.
I also got I think a better feel for how & what it's like and how to better go with the flow with being true to myself and going with the flow. hard to describe my experiences, but I've tried to the best as I can. Gaia also appeared briefly to talk to me a bit.
Gaia: I'll have to adjust the treatment I have given you today. The one who taught it to me said for it to be most effective I will need to adjust bit by bit as he so it can be most effective since to be most effective it has to be adjust to not just the energy and frequency of your source self but also your energy systems and unique genetics of this body. But the basic treatment does work. As I said before it may not always help you get to sleep but need to be done regularly to help with your energy symptoms and alleviate with your symptoms and suffering. So thought it will help you go to sleep at times, the main purpose is to help your energy symptoms and alleviate your suffering. sleeping better will be helped by this. While your suffering and symptoms were not a total surprise the severity of them was since it couldn't be sure how much it would be till the events became your present.But as I said before your suffering should not go on for much longer since you should be returning to the other side & your native level and area, but I've talked about that before so I'll let you get back to your meditation.
Where she said the above Daben was talking so I didn't really miss much and was able to still get the general thing Daben was talking about in pretty good detail.
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I did the meditation for the 2nd time today and it went very well. I could easily surrender to the experience. As before I could feel that with the fullonia light & light body cocoon that part of me was outside the universe, outside time & space in some eternal now here time had no meaning there. Also I could feel various flows and think I have a better feeling of how I can go with the flow and be more true to myself and what'l keep me flowing upwards and what'll have me flow more downwards. Hard to describe.
I also wonder if Gaia can find out a treatment to reduce my skin sensitivity by at least a little. Though the treatments that help with sleeping and such that she did a few times is of immense help and more important I'd say. Wonder how often I need to get those, maybe a few times a day. and as she said once she has adjusted and perfected one for me perfectly taking into account my source self frequency, energy bodies frequency the genetics of this body, then she can teach that to some others of my family, lovers, friends so she's not the only one doing them. I dislike having to impose on them but it is of great help in the 12 hours I have gotten 2 treatments.
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