Sunday, May 3, 2015

Sunday [5-3]

I do wonder if I'll understand why Maribelle's mom and family has been acting the way they have. maybe never. It is rather odd. I can understand her whole family, the few i've met so far, and she may have more then I've met. So anyway I can understand her parents, sister and 2 brothers being open about sex.

But why does Maribelle's mother want to have kids with me when she already has a mate? And why did she do what she did earlier today? and why her remark that since I didn't give in my exteem in the eyes of the unicorns there have increased, and what does it mean? Not sure if I'll ever understand any of it.

I was going to try channeling but since I have a mild sore throat and feel a bit weak I decided not to. Not sure how long I"ll have this sore throat, and I do hope it stays only mild like this and doesn't get worst. I'll find out sooner or later. Getting sore throats seems to be a very common thing with me for some reason. annoying, but it'll get better sooner or later.


at least I know to go to no more spirit fairs at that book store. Hope the sore throat doesn't last to long and it doesn't become a cold. Time will tell. I'll continue to run the energies and do the healing thing. Let's see if it does anything or not. this will be a real test. if it works i'll do it daily to try to keep healthier. if it doesn't' work I'll know it's worthless and never to use it ever again and that there is no such thing as an inner healer despite what orin & daben say. This'll be a real test.

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I did the 10th mediation of part 3 and I think everything went very well.

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I am feeling better. Not fully recovered, but better, so that is a big plus.

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I did the 11th guided meditation for part 3. It's the one where you get skills from a past life. I think it has 2 that you get. Think I'll try for claircognasance (clair knowing), or however you spell it, and clair feeling, or whatever those are called. think I have those so may as well try to get some skill. I think I may do this a 2nd time today. if so I may then try for self healing, and maybe do a 2nd one for claircognazance or clair knowing.

I did it and got interesting stuff. The clair cognizance, or however you spell it, the clair know. The lifetime before this one, the dolphin being, had the skill, but it was developed in another lifetime, that of a naga type being. he would retreat into a cave or some dark isolated area, and meditate or something and would write books or scrolls. Not sure on the details. he also had clear feeling but didn't use it much, that was developed in a female dolphin type being, anthro like the previous dolphin type being, or at least they were anthro in the flashes I've seen. She had developed her ability to feel energy, energy fields, and so on, to a very high skill level, though I felt i wasn't sensitive enough compared to her. I do have it to some degree. She was an ok healer, maybe mediocre some would say, though her main thing was the clear sensing thing. the healing was very much a side thing. Think she'd use some crystals and some sort of sound maybe. Though usualy for healing she was paired with another who had developed skills sort of in reverse of hers. The other being's healing was highly skilled, but her energy sensing not anywhere as much as this past life one. They worked in a healing center of some sort and she would take notes on the energy stuff she'd feel then if the patient would be refereed to the other one the other one would have her notes to read over and would be in a better case to use the knowledge.
 
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