Sunday, May 31, 2015

Sunday [5-31]

I did the Opening to Your True Identity longer free meditation, had quite a few things happen during it.  During the early part where Orin was talking and before the meditation itself started I did a quick running the energies and did pretty well.  The one I had the most trouble with was the 6th light body energy center, not to surprised there.  Now as I type this I can feel, I guess, my unicorn horn a bit.  and like before, it's connected to my Pieah, the 6th light body energy center. 

The meditation itself went well.  I did feel myself opening up, some elements being transmuted, to higher light, vibration, whatever the term is. I could feel and see it. 

During part of it I felt a naga, she felt herm but a slight leaning towards female, come and coil around me and I was in a naga form, including both of us having a hood type thing like cobras have.  She put her left cheek to mine and was coiled around me and we started to sway side to side as she started doing some sort of humming or vibration that I found very relaxing and could feel some of it in my body.  I was able to do the meditation at the same time.  After a bit she stopped us swaying and then the humming vibration thing and she then left.

I asked her if she was a guide and I got a reply with a mental sort of smile <and more.> 

I asked what were you doing I got, <activating your naga dna, at the soul level and maybe physical>.. again with a bit of a mental smile
A bit later I saw a mental image (at the same time as the visualization of the guided meditation)  of myself in a naga form, with a cobra like hood, and a reptilian type naga.  I was with some what looked like dino raptor types, either like velociraptor or deinoychus type.  I looked at my hand and saw i was a clawed reptilian type hand, but I was glowing like I was made of light and a sorta mental voice said <you'll be a guide to them.>  I felt at some point in the future, after some interval maybe.

Over all an interesting experience I think.

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I did do the 12th mediation for part 4 again.  The meditation went well overall.   Hard to recall all of it since it is almost 40 minutes long.  I did see the temple of the masters.  The 3 that appeared, were interesting.  2 of them seemed to be 2 of my soul parents, my unicorn mother and dragon mother as well, my dragon mother was in a naga form, one of the types that she is.  The other one was also a naga.  Though it did seem like this third figure had 2 forms in one, a dolphin like being and naga.  I switched to see and the 3rd being would take the other form.  So if I was a naga it would be a dolphin, and vice versa.  For most of the event thing I stayed in a dolphin like being form.   then my soul was in a dolphin size orca form and when we merged I wound up at first like a dolphin like being with orca colors.  Then later on a blending of the 2 forms. 

Thw work on my emotional and mental bodies went very well I thought.  For part of it I went very deep into my trance indeed.  The latter part of it I was really just relaxing and trying to go through the visualization.  I take that to mean some work was done while I was very deep.  I do remember what happened, but it's hard to put into words what happened.  Energy exchange, merging with the part of me not incarnated, some with the divine self's energy, my energy being risen in octaves, a higher vibration, transmuted to a finer light energy.  hard to describe my experience. 

I also, during part of it got a flash of the Sasha raptor that appeared with a either knowledge or words saying she would be a future student of mine, with me being a guide or teacher of hers. 

Overall I do feel better.  But hard to describe how and in what ways.

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I assume if I will be a guide I'd be more like an assistant guide, unless I already have been one. 

I did the first of the short free meditations of the body section.  The first one is called cellular activation.  From the meditation it seems to be you have your soul, or in my case me, the part of me not incarnated here, come to you and you can feel it is love.  Then you have it gather solar light, whatever that is.  I just imagined my divine self as a bright sun and the light was coming from that.  I could feel the higher finer light energy filling the part of me not incarnated, that was around me, & then sending it into my body's cells till they were filled with this light energy, filled till they could hold no more.  Not sure if it did any cellular activation or had any effect.  It may be I may not notice the effects for a while.  But it was an ok to enjoyable 4 or so minutes.

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I did the 2nd one in the body short free meditations.  it was almost 5 minutes but felt like it was at most 1 minute.  It was an ok experience, streaming in a golden light from above into the solar plexas area, up the spine out the top of the head.  I had it go back to form a complete circuit.    it was an ok to maybe interesting.  I do feel a bit more energy. Maybe extra energy in my abdominal area. 

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This last one was about relaxation.  An interesting mediation that was also about 4 minutes but felt like it was at most 1 minute.  I could feel the breathing in of light and energy I had scattered into the universe, and breathing out negative emotions and energy from my physical, etheric, emotional and mental bodies.  The meditation didn't mention the bodies but I added in that part myself.

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I had a brief conversation with Maribelle before I went to sleep while I lay down to take a nap.  She did something that helped me to go to sleep faily quickly.

She and Spitfire had been friends for quite a while. 

Before that she said that she had picked me to be Spitfire's first not in the hopes that she & I would become mates.  That was not her intention.  but Spitfire is younger then her and was curious about sharing and sex so Maribelle suggested me, since she thought and told Spitfire that her first should be someone patient and experienced and not some younger type who may be to eager or excitable.  And Spitfire and I do have some things in common so we could spend time together  talking about and doing stuff apart from sharing & sex.  Though it was not her itension Maribelle is not sorry we Spitfire and I became mates. 

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I also awoke, or a bit after I awoke I realized I had more.  A bit vague, but like usual it's like it's always been there.  something to do with Some Ananaki (not sure of the spelling) being sorry or something like that, about what they did and want to try to fix what they did or try to make amends, or something.  Something to do with what they did to humans sometime in the past, but no real details but that. no idea what that is about, no biggie I guess.

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I did the awaken the solar light body meditation I had come across on youtube a long time ago, not sure when. It went ok.  I could feel some energy going through me at times, some sort of higher fine light type energy.  Not a lot to report on this except what I already said.

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I did the now, a meditation journey to your inner self and beyond.  It was sorta meh.  it was interesting in spots.  I could feel the energy of the body, but not the external energy the person talked about.  Nor being one with the universe.  Though unlike what he said I do know the true me, the inner me that some call soul, that really is me, just most of it is not incarnated in this body. 

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I seem to have a bit of access to a bit more of my soul knowledge.  I know I have had lives and are from Sirius, quite a few maybe, or maybe early on.  Not sure of the details.  I feel I've had lives on Pleiades, wherever that planet is with anthro dolphins.  Wherever nagas are.  Those are ones I recall.  Or like the soul knowledge that I have had connections to Sirius and Pleiades, not sure of others besides like I said that I recall like anthro dolphins, naga.  1 that I recall that are a furred humanoid, no idea about them, just a bit of a past life I had a memory of that I typed up a day or a few days ago.  I'm not sure about those.   

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