I do wonder if my past was at least a bit altered, since assuming what I got is correct, I think they said something about the quantum fields were adjusted when I was recreated. So that could have changed the past or just started a new timeline. So maybe before Spitfire and I were not lovers since I was just a dolphin type being. Maribelle and I may have been maybe just friends, maybe occasional lovers, not sure about that.
Since I was re-created perhaps Maribelle considered me a possible first mate since part of my soul heritage included being a unicorn, whereas perhaps in the first timeline she may have either not asked, or perhaps asked me after she had a unicorn mate first.
Spitfire and I may have been just friends or maybe just acquaintances, but in the altered timeline, being a unicorn, among other things I've said, I became a possible mate. I Was her first perhaps since, as I think my soul memories revealed, she was a bit shy especially in that area, she was good friends and Maribelle may have suggested me since I'm older and wouldn't be over eager, but could take my time. And she and I became lovers maybe, and later she asked if we could be mates. maybe she had time to think things over since I was incarnated here. Not sure if time is passing the same there as here, or if the part of me that's not incarnated here visits and spends time with her and she came to me since that part of me was willing and she came to ask this part of me since part of me is incarnated here and part is not incarnated.
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Had a conversation with Spitfire since I could feel sexual desire and urges not just within myself but coming from external and it did feel like it was coming from 3, Spitfire the most, some from Maribelle and my Twin Flame. Spitfire said it was because she prefers to be monogamous, but understands that's not my way, I'm the focus of her sexual urges and desires. With Maribelle she has lovers and one day may have mates so though Maribelle and I have special places in each other's hearts since we are mates, her lovers can satisfy her to an extent. I guess she means for Maribelle her sexual desires and urges have multiple focuses and Twin Flame's does, though Twin Flame and I share a special relationship obviously. Though I'll get all of Spitfire's since I'm the sole focus. Makes sense.
That may make for interesting times once I'm back home fully. I did ask Spitfire how about her and Maribelle, I'd not mind if the 2 of them want to have some fun. Spitfire said she may be interested if I'd be present to watch. I mentioned I may like that, but after a bit I may want to join in and participate, which I got the feeling Spitfire would really like.
I did ask Spitfire if the part of me that is not incarnated is capable of satisfying her since I can't be there fully and she said it isn't the same since I'm not fully there. part of me is there, where I am, incarnated in this body. I think I do understand. Her mate is in 2 places so perhaps 2 focuses, if that makes sense. It does to me.
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I think I'll do the soul linking meditation. it's only 15 minutes and one of the free ones, and the shortest of the long meditations. I think I'll try it with Spitfire first to see what happens. Then later on today maybe Maribelle & Twin Flame later. I think starting Sunday I'll do 1 free longer meditation and 1 category of the short free meditations (those tend to have 2-5 meditations that are 2-4 minutes long each. If I do this, on Thursday I'll be doing the last ones and Friday I can start on part 5 of the awaken the light body.
I may also go back to the 7th meditation of part 4 at some point , seeing a relationship as energy, to see what i get if I try it with Spitfire, Maribelle, then Twin Flame. Hmm.
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I did the soul linking. The first thing Orin had me do is bring my soul in as a ball. It's color was a very dark blue, almost black. Then for the soul linking I choose Spitfire. I felt we had a strong connection already at my light body heart energy center. I did feel some slight very slight pains there, as blocks maybe or something. Though I did feel we had a strong connection and our love was a bit intense, even with all the sexualness not being present. And our love as deep perhaps. With the solar light she had in the meditation too, I used that to dissolve most of the blocks or whatever was causing the faint pain, till it was basically just a faint bit left.
Then she had us bring in a 2nd person. I choose Maribelle. I felt our connection to be as strong as Spitfire, but our love was very gentle, or had a very gentle feel to it, hard to describe. i felt like it was deep as well. at the end I added in Twin Flame though she was saying for me to return. I felt with Twin flame, as I expected, our connection and love went very deep and was more intense then Maribelle's, but more gentle and the level of intensity was more gentle then Spitfire and our love.
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I awoke feeling more tired then when I went to bed to take a nap. Though I got up anyway.
I tried the short free meditation Receiving Solar Light. It seemed like
I could indeed see the solar light above me, shining down. It's the
source of some sort of very high light energy with some love mixed in.
Hard to describe what it feels like. The shining light did cause me to
be able to feel my unicorn horn, and, like yesterday when I did a
meditation, forgot which one, that my horn is connected to my 6th light
body energy center at the center of my head. Anyway the meditation
included breathing in the solar light. I added in that as I exhaled it
went to the various parts of my bodies, light, mental, emotional,
etheric & physical bodies, and I added in any others I may not know
of yet, as well as seeing the solar light shining a path to my highest
path for today which I walked in. I do feel much lighter, like I am
filled with some higher light energy stuff. hard to describe how it
feels, and like I am radiating this light too.
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Next I did the very short free Shower of Light Meditation. It was
interesting. This mediation was about 4 minutes, but it felt like it
was at most 1 minute. This was about a shower of light, different
colors of light of rainbow colors. I could feel the different colors as
they were like a shower of color on me and as I breathed them in. Each
felt slightly different then the one before. A very pleasant
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I was talking to Scarlett and after she went to bed I was thinking and an idea popped into my head and some sort of soul knowledge popped into my head.
It seems one can have 1 of 2 types of twin flames, or one may have 2 or more twin flames. One I'll call the monad twin flame since the split may happen at the monad level. Though also a split can happen, or a 2nd one may happen, more at what some would call the soul level. So one may have 2 twin flames, what I call a monad twin flame and a soul twin flame. if one wishes to label stuff, but one doesn't need to, but to understand stuff it can be a help. It may be more detailed but that is enough for me for now and that is all my soul knowledge covers.
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[note from 7-25] I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was. This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day. Simplest way to put the older posts in.
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11:15 AM
I think a full soul being is what some are, but not all. I think in
many areas one can make a body, manifest one if they are in an area of
physicality. There is an area, or area, dimension or something of non
physicality. The default appearance of souls are a point of
consciousness with a ball of what looks like color around it.
Most prefer to be, at least partially, in the physicality areas. Some,
or many, areas one can just manifest a body for themselves from the
local stuff. Just poof, I think. & unicorns are not incarnations.
if one is an incarnation say then they'd have a lifespan likely, the
length would be based on perhaps technology, or healing rejuvenating
abilities perhaps too. But also on the density of the place. So I feel
4th density beings have a longer lifespan then say 3rd density beings
like humans. 5th longer then 4th. Though at higher densities one can
just keep renewing one's body so the distinction may be a bit of a blur
since one could, at higher densities, I think, put your body into a
trance, project most of yourself out, and go around like a regular soul,
and return later.
Though in many areas one doesn't have to be an incarnation but can be a
full ensouled being, and be thus immortal, or non aging. Also I think
being an incarnation usually means a more linear existence.
Hard to put into words what I seem to know, also the fine details I don't recall yet.
being incarnated may have some different sensations for certain things
like sex, maybe one may need to eat, and a full ensouled being may not
need to, but could comsume light. though I'm not sure if higher
densities above 3 need to eat or not.
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Neat, I've never known anyone to be a dolphin type being except for me
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