Tuesday [5-5]

was sitting here watching a youtube, a bit tired, eyes closed.  soul aspect or another aspect of us came to me mentally and we did some hugging and kissing, this time we both had unicorn horns as well as being an anthro orca types.  We mainly had some hugging, kissing and caressing, with a little rubbing of our malenesses. 

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Then shortly later I was with a naga female and I was a naga male.  Not sure if this was me, an incident from a soul parent's past, or some aspect of me or soul showing me something.  As I recall we were coiled around each other and she took both of my malenesses inside her and I had started to thrust but she stopped me since there was no need.  She had some sort of internal muscles that massaged and caressed my twin malenesses from the inside. 

As with the previous incident I was only partially there, hard to describe what I meant and not sure what was going on.  Maybe soul or aspects of soul or us wanting some affection or something.


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also as was taking a nap I had a dream.  Not sure if it was a real dream or was something else, a past life memory or a soul parent's memory. 

As far as I can recall I was a different me, I think, and I was using some sort of energy or solidified energy to construct a world, and set up the physics of that world so souls could go into the world to play and have fun.  Once I was done Some invited me to join them in there as among the first ones to have fun in there and I did.  or whoever the me was did.  This didn't feel like this me, but another me, if it makes any sense, and was at first person point of view.

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I am feeling better.  No real throat pain, except a little.  I'm coughing a little, sometimes productive, but often not.  I still feel weak and feels like I may have a bit of a fever.  Guess I'm past most of it.  I think most of the coughs are caused by when I inhale it slightly irritates the back of my throat in that one spot.   Makes sense since it is still a bit over sensitive.

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I did the 2nd mediation of part 4.  This is about the 7th light both energy center as well as the 4th one.  Over all it went well.  I was only able to, at most, be relaxed in a very light meditative state since I had to cough a number of times during it.  Running the energies went very well.  With doing the ranthia and renawre, light body energy centers, 4th and 7th, I did feel various emotions.  with the ranthia i felt love and after a while it was mixed with compassion (I think), and some of another maybe.  With the 7th renawre I felt some slight excitement as well as an emotion I can't really put a name to. To faint or ephemeral for me to put into words, or maybe it was a mix of 2 or more emotions so I can't put to words yet.  very all a very good experience. 

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I did the 2nd meditation for part 4 a 2nd time.  It went pretty well, very well I'd say, taking into account the fact I still had to cough at times during the guided meditation.  And other distractions on how I'm feeling, though I do feel much better then this morning. 

With the ranthia, 4th light body energy center, I could feel a mix of love/joy/some pleasure, the 7th one, is still hard to describe.  There is some excitement to the feel of the energy and some other positive emotions that I still can't describe.  This time I could feel the energy of the 2 light body centers combine, so they were sort of combined light body energy centers, but at the same time individual. Sort of like me and soul aspect.  We're both different individuals, but also 1 being.  Hard to describe the feel of the energy of the Ranthia and Renawre combined. Positive feel to the energy and positive emotions, but I can't describe them any more then positive and maybe of a higher vibration then the Ranthia and Renawre separately.

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As I lay down to take my 2nd nap the female naga appeared mentally again.  I was in a male naga form again and we were coiled around each other again.  This time it felt like what she wanted to do was some sort of energy work.  There was no sex involved this time, but we had our groins pressed tightly against each other.  Felt like the genitals were all internal.  Also she had no breasts as I recall.  She mainly did some light massaging and rubbing of my upper body, felt like she was doing some sort of energy work. I did try to talk a few times but once she put a finger to the tip of my snout, muzzle or whatever the term is.  then I tried to talk to her mentally a short time later and after I got part of the first word out she put a finger to the tip of my forehead.  I guess she wanted to do what she wanted to do with us not talking.

I asked soul and he said at the soul level she is my sister.
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[note from 7-25]  I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was.  This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day.  Simplest way to put the older posts in.

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12:05 AM

So I decided to try a short channel. Left me feeling very tired, mentally and physically.

So am I well enough to channel? <A short one. You're mainly over what you had but not fully yet.>

Ok, So, is my current guide connected to a monad or divine self? <indeed, it is similar to our relationship. The future possible us is what you call a reflection, for now at least. In time it'll be what you call the divine self. I have both as a guide you can say. >

Is this due to my choosing to remember all of my soul parent's memories and accumulated wisdom and experience? <indeed it is.>

So you recall all of our soul parent's memories? <Indeed I do, and in response to your next question, you can recall the memories and wisdom, but you have to do so slowly and you don't really need super detail of past lives. the accumulated wisdom will server you better and it does include soul knowledge as you've labeled it. Though you've gotten more like me and label things less exactly. Though since you've reached 5d way of being, or as much as you can there, it does make sense. You are fully aware of us both being the same being, just 2 different aspects of the same being. and yes if you were to have full access to all the memories we have it would, blow or burn through what you could call circuits. your circuits currently are far to delicate for that. Though you can ease into it bit by bit as your delicate systems can hold steadily more and more. You'll have full access like I do once you're over here. Then we'll be basically twins. It'll be cool.>

I guess twin flame is more like you then me since she's not incarnated? <correct, but such details are not important.>

<You shouldn't try to channel to much more. I'd say 1 question then you should stop for tonight.>

Ok, what is that solid light solid energy stuff of how to construct universes? <you've tapped into a slight but of our knowledge. we do know and understand how some realities are constructed. you can try to get more, but don't to to far into it since it'll distract. A bit is interesting, but no much wouldn't do you much good..>

So, are we part of any soul group or family since we are new/old souls? <we are, we can claim membership of our soul parent's soul families and groups. We can hang out with a few groups. They are related to the same one that Scarlett is a member of, and you can say descended or part of a larger group. I'd go into detail but this is enough.> I agree, feeling a bit tired to channel thanks.

< we can talk anytime you want, just don't try to channel for a while .>