I did the 3rd part of awaken the light body guided meditation for changing your thoughts. it did feel like it went very well. I chose a number or thoughts that I changed to from a lower vibration to a higher vibration as well as adding higher vibration thoughts. I think it all went very well indeed. Think I'll redo a quick version of this as Orin suggests if I do have any lower vibration thoughts. Forgot about that little detail.
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Had an unusual thing happen as I was laying down to try to take a nap. Maribelle's mother came to me and guess it was my multidimensional being or something. But I could feel like she was under me. I seemed to be in a unicorn form in the spirit, light or whatever body. She did do some come ons, and sexual hints that she wanted us to have some sex then. I did want to try to take a nap and resisted. Then she took the light body, spiritual body or whatever it was, my maleness and put it direct touching her female entrance, but I resisted still.
Then she seemed pleased that I had resisted, saying something about if I had given in that the unicorns would not have thought any less of me but they, Maribelle and her family, assumed I would not give in, and by not giving in I had risen in the esteem of the unicorns there, including Maribelle and her family, but she'd not say what that was about and she did mention that she did want to and was willing to, later on when I'm back fully after this incarnation is over, have kids with me, as she had mentioned before. and her mate knows of this and approves of it. She didn't say why he did or why she wants to. If there is Something special about me she wouldn't say then, not even a hint. No idea why it happened.
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I'll be going out now to a mind, body, spirit fair thing. I only plan on staying an hour or so, but due to the buses I'll be there 30 minutes early and maybe will see someone I know from a meet up group I've talked to online & met once when the group met once.
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Went to the bookstore that was going to have the spirit, mind, body fair and it was a dud. Didn't see anyone from the illumine darma (or however you spell it) meet up group and didn't see any of them there. There was suposed to be a class at 2 about intuition. I was interested since I thought maybe I could get some ideas on how to develop mine better instead of the untrained that I have had it all my life. I've scratched off going to any fairs in the future. Doubt I'll go to the bookstore except for Illumine Darma (or however you spell it) meet ups.
the only interesting thing I had happen was I almost walked through some non incarnate there. he felt like he was very tall, like Lurch from the 60's Adams family tv show. Though I doubt anyone from me has seen that show.
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I have a mild sore throat. That seems to be very common, no idea why. Maybe 1 of those things I just have to live with during the time I'm incarnated here.
I did the 8th mediation of part 3 and it want ok overall. I was a bit distracted towards the end by my knees. Had to keep moving my legs towards the end. Maybe a sign I do need to rest which i"ll do soon after I type this up. Also during it I had a very strong pull or desire to go home, Soul's home I guess that is. I basically told the feeling, ok, find a way for me to learn to project so i can visit home, or fix it so I can permanently go home. after I said that it quieted down. And by project I meant not just astral but also maybe light body project, mental, soul. whatever would be appropriate. I guess it decided to go back to sleep or something.
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I did the 9th meditation of part 3 and it went ok. I was partially distracted by my mild sore throat, feeling weak. but running the energies went well. Especially that is all this mediation was about basically. It focused mainly on the upper 4 Light Body energy centers, with the usual starting at the 1st one and working up. So overall it went well I think.
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I do wonder if I'll understand why Maribelle's mom and family has been acting the way they have. maybe never. It is rather odd. I can understand her whole family, the few i've met so far, and she may have more then I've met. So anyway I can understand her parents, sister and 2 brothers being open about sex.
But why does Maribelle's mother want to have kids with me when she already has a mate? And why did she do what she did earlier today? and why her remark that since I didn't give in my exteem in the eyes of the unicorns there have increased, and what does it mean? Not sure if I'll ever understand any of it.
I was going to try channeling but since I have a mild sore throat and feel a bit weak I decided not to. Not sure how long I"ll have this sore throat, and I do hope it stays only mild like this and doesn't get worst. I'll find out sooner or later. Getting sore throats seems to be a very common thing with me for some reason. annoying, but it'll get better sooner or later.
at least I know to go to no more spirit fairs at that book store. Hope the sore throat doesn't last to long and it doesn't become a cold. Time will tell. I'll continue to run the energies and do the healing thing. Let's see if it does anything or not. this will be a real test. if it works i'll do it daily to try to keep healthier. if it doesn't' work I'll know it's worthless and never to use it ever again and that there is no such thing as an inner healer despite what orin & daben say. This'll be a real test.
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