Wedensday [5-6]

Not sure who it was but as I lay down I did feel we shared a lot of love between us, with love energy flowing both ways and we also kissed and caressed each other.  We seemed to be both in anthro dolphin forms. Not sure if was soul, another aspect of soul or me, possible future self, a aspect of him.  not sure, apart from it did feel like the same energy as me.  So another me.  Perhaps twin flame or an aspect of hers.

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I did the 3rd meditatio of part 4.  Overall a very mediocre meditation. Some of the light body emery centers didn't respond at all or only very slightly when I ran the energies and the main 2 for the mediation, the pieah, and the renawre either didn't respond at all or only feebly.  It's happened before where I've had the 1st meditation of the day has been largely a dud, so no biggie. The next one should be better, but if it is a did too then still no biggie.

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I'm feeling better, though I've been sneezing a lot this afternoon.  Also I get odd momentary pains around my left knee area, but it's not localized I think to the joint or any specific area.  maybe on of those transitory thing.

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I do feel out of place everywhere.  I guess a side effect of awakening to your true self more and more.

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let's see if I can get this typed up before the power goes out again. twice now the power has gone out for half a second.  The first time I was listening to the 3rd guided meditation of part 4 of awaken the light body.  it was a total dud.  Though some past meditations have been a total dud the first time I did them so it's not a big surprise since it has happened before.  I hope it is better when I do the 2nd pass.  I think instead of doing the 2nd pass identical to the 1st pass I may instead do the 2nd pass like I use to, then do a 3rd pass.  I'll decide when I've finished this one. 

if the power goes out again I will just do strictly non pc stuff.  I'm also not going to fix the time of an of the clock radios for at least the rest of the night.


I still feel slightly sick, but better then before.  The main annoying thing is having to blow my nose & the coughing fits.  Not sure if I'll feel well enough to go to the rpg group tomorrow. I'll let how i feel tomorrow morning decide.  Hope I do feel well enough to go since it is just once a week.

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