I think next week when I have time to do an extra 3rd or even a 4th meditation, that is when I'll go back over the Opening to channel & receiving clear guidance and do some of those meditations a 2nd time. After that is finished I'll spend the extra time either meditating, doing longer channeling for myself, or something else. I'll also, most days, do short meditation sessions.
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as I lay down to take a nap I had a conversation with twin flame again. It wasn't the intensity, I guess since we were not physically present but talking mentally, or maybe I was doing a channel talking, though i didn't feel the pressure on my head. Maybe it was a very light channel. Anyway the experience was pleasant and I did feel a strong or intense love/pleasure, during our conversation. She did say that I've reached a point when there would be no more large purging, just minor stuff I'd do or that may come up now and then, and to remember the emotion switching technique that I did before, if I need it. And also the feeling I was feeling was a sign of my getting close to being my real true self.
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I did the 4th meditation and I Think it went very well. Running the energies went very well and I did feel, experience the renawre cocoon, even better then the first 2 times I did this the first pass. the cocoon feels complete and properly formed any everything. hard to describe what the experience is like or how it feels. Floating is one thing I may mention as part of the description of the experience as well.
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While I was laying down I felt some energy work being done on me. Not sure why. I guess some needed stuff being done by soul, guide, or a mix of those 2. Maybe others also.
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I did the 5th meditation for the 3rd course and it went pretty well. I didn't use any cover over my eyes, i try to when I meditate aroound half the time. diffidently the first time i do these meditations. It went very well. i went pretty deep. Down to least medium and maybe very deep since i don't recall part of the meditation. It happens but not to often. I do wish I was conscious for the whole thing but I think I got most of it, though I did get most of it. it as the gridwork of I assume the universal mind they have talked about during this course & will in future courses. i did see it. Though I couldn't fully understand what I was seeing. Think unlike before I experienced seeing the universal mind as it really is, which may be why I feel like I can only partially remember what I saw. could be i saw the 5 or more dimensions of it maybe. if I have time I'll see if I can do it again tonight after I do the 6th one. though this was the first time it took me a while to come back. Usually when I've done these meditations I'm poof, back just that fast.
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I did the 6th meditation of the 3rd part. It went well. I felt all the energies as it was being run. Didn't see anything. Seems my thing isn't seeing energy maybe but feeling it, which is fine. Also this one took me a while to come back. Not long, like the previous one it took less then a minute. But it wasn't poof I'm back. Also felt like a bit of energy work was being done also. Some slight pain in my abdominal areas. Very slight and 2, maybe 3 isolated small spots.
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I did the 5th one again. Was able to return fairly quickly. The universal mind gridwork did feel like it was infinite insize, and like graph paper, but in 3d, and if you looked at the lines they were smaller grids that you could percieve. I swam around the area for a bit, as a dolphin. Willed myself to pop over to where I am in the universal grid thing. Twin flame popped in for a second or so. Not sure if she did it as a sorta fun tease or popped in, knew I was listening to a guided meditation and popped out. Was fun to see her. Diffidently felt the pleasant intisity, for the second that it lasted.
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As I see it there are 2 main benefits to doing an audio course all over again once I've finished it, or an unofficial. The first is I may get some experiences that I did not have the first time I did the various parts since I finished an audio course that means I will have grown since I did the individual guided meditation. Also there is the financial reason as well. If it takes a month to quickly redo all the guided meditations in a completed course that month I can put the money i have towards saving up for the dentist, and other things.
Still not sure if I'll get anything that is over A certain price limit I may set. I may say that is the wall I'll not go past. Or I may say anything over the max price I set. I may get say 1 every 4-6 months maybe. Or maybe not. I may just say, nope, nothing over X price. Plenty of time to decide. I'll decide when I'm on the last course of a certain price I picked out, which is 2 years or more from now, so plenty of time to decide if I want to go past that price or not.
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I had an interesting experience while watching a livestream show. Soul popped in mentally and we did some mental, or maybe it was another aspect of me, being a multi dimensional being. We did some kissing and caressing, mostly hugging and kissing, while our deep love for each other poured back and forth. I assume it was soul. Felt like another me. Could have been an aspect. I don't mind either way if it was soul or another aspect of me. Either is fine. it wasn't twin flame, that I'm sure of. we were both in anthro orca forms as I recall. Though briefly I found I could choose to perceive us as bright balls of light. I did that for a few seconds then switched back.
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