Tuesday, June 30, 2015
Channeling 25 KARINUS shark [6-30]
Think I'll try to channel and hope the shark being doesn't mind recreating part of our conversation earlier.
Greetings, Karinus I think is your name? <indeed. Though I wanted to go with Sharkinus (as a verbal joke, your aide, or one of them has a name of Shar and I agree that may be confusing to some readers. Seems I wasn't supposed to reveal that bit that Shar is one of your aides or that you have more then one. I dislike keeping secrets. Though since they explained to me it's a surprise your dragon mother wishes to share with you I can agree with that.>
Yes, I bet it'll be some surprise. And I'll pretend I don't know what Shar is or there are other aides. <Indeed, I can promise from what I see that it is some surprise. Had to go through your dragoness mother to have the ok for this communication. and to contact her I went through an aspect of one of your soul parents, one of your soul fathers I do believe. So not to hard.>
Good. What is our connection and why contact me now? <The 2 of us have had incarnations together. since then we've been friends, like brothers. Though your veil is gone I'm not surprised you don't recall me yet since your soul memories are not anywhere complete. you have fragments here and there. That is fine. At worst you'll have everything once you are here, and maybe a good chunk of it before then. Also it's the proper time since I can help teach you about your inner strength and power. Not so much as to what your gifts are, though we may explore and I may help you with some of those. The light body courses will be a good foundation for that. But more to help that you do have inner power and strength. You have reached an important point where you do knowledge and have firm faith in your inner belief systems, an important point.
Also we have been friends and lovers in the past. I am open to renewing that or to keep the relationship strictly business if that is your wish. But as I said I don't wish to keep secrets so lay it out. Also in time this may trigger or help you to remember more memories and or wisdom/knowledge. >
Well I'm open to us being friends and certainly lovers. Are you from the same planet the pod is from? <a nearby world. Though we have been together before. I am pleased you are willing to renew our friendship and us being lovers.>
indeed, let's give it a try and see where it goes. But don't tell me you want to have kids with me too. it seems my mates all do. <I am certainly willing and as you have seen in the mental image, I am a herm, similar to how what you call your spirit body is, but I'm a bit more balanced unlike your being more male leaning, which is fine. But you can see how my shark species would benefit if we did have kids.>
I think so. If we did they would be sharks from you but could inherit 1 or more of my soul heritages, even all of them if I wish and they wish. <indeed, a great benefit.>
Yes, like if your brother found unicorns confusing he could talk to say one of our children who is a fellow shark but also a unicorn. <yes, who better to explain and teach then a fellow shark whose also a unicorn. and has the gifts of both and more. It would benefit many. But we can discuss that later. Not like we have to hurry and start planning kids right now since we are humans and have little time. We have plenty of time. We can discuss it in a thousand years or more. We have discussed the possibility of having kids before, but wanted to wait till after this incarnation, your last planned one, was over. and it wont' be to many, as you have though and realized, some of your mates you'll see more then others. Though say Spitffire you may see once or twice a week usually, since she's busy, and spends time alone, with friends, family, ect, the 2 of you love each other as much as you and Shalamane who I bet in the time after this incarnation, that you'll see nearly every day. Maribelle will be at least several times a week for some weeks. a week or 2 may go by with you to just telepathically talking, then she may be with you almost everyday for nearly a week, so that wil balance out to several times a week. Gaia will be variable. Imagine your children with her. Some willl be stars, planets, some may be like a shaman for early tribes to teach them to talk to the planet and the sun. >
So what do you look like? <at present I'm a biped, like some of those humanoid biped furry shark images. I have both 2 penises, very like a male earth shark's claspers in shape, and a vagina. Though I can have 1 only also. We've had incarnations together and we were at times mates. We've created many vehicles for other souls to incarnate into. At times I was the female and at times you were, but more then half the time I was. Though we have been friends & lovers of the same gender and siblings once or twice. You've done so with some of the pod members. Like the green dolphin, you and she have been sisters at least once. >
Guess that is enough for now. I do hope we can teach each other and share some fun and pleasures in the future. <indeed, I'm sure we'll do that and much more brother. or maybe I should shorten it to bro, and at times dude. I'm helping the earth some, adding in my shark energy to help with what is going on there. In my own way as many of us are who are not part of some big organization. Joining one of those has never been our way really dude. & I'm very happy for your .... new station in life. I foresee many exciting things ahead, fun. and you not letting it go to our head and us being able to spend some time together, even at times just like old times, for fun. or something that simulates just like ole times. but talk to you later bro.>
Tuesday [6-30]
I am doing this at a later time then usual, but I was talking to a new online friend and she needed some help so we talked for a bit.
I did the aligning with the star energies again. It was interesting like yesterday. I choose some areas and such to receive the energies of the 3, the big dipper, Sirius and the Pleiades and the whole earth as well as the solar system and galaxy. , but I did focus on the earth more.
Think I"ll channel in a bit since while I was talking with Shalamane a shark introduces hirself. Think I'll do a sort of channel interview. Though we have talked a bit before now.
The apartment feels oddly empty. I asked and got that there are 2 guards at present in my apartment. I talked to the one present and he/she said due to the meditation what I was doing the other guards felt the need to go off and meditate till they felt able to resume their duties. I guess channeling the light of the big dipper, Sirius and Pleiades into every being on the earth at present and the solar system may have done that. I had the feeling the reason was positive. And I felt another come, so back up to the usual 3. Interesting experience.
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I did a short free one about receiving solar light and it went well. I could feel the solar light. Though during that I did get a short message from earth's sun saying <greetings brother.> I was a bit surprised at that greeting then he said, <we are in the same soul group.> then I remembered an incident a week or 2 ago that I typed up here where I was laying down to take a nap or maybe had just woken from a nap and gaia was talking to me about though she would teach and guide me to reach her level she though being a star would suit me better then a planet since she thought I'd also have a knack for being a star. Then earth's sun appeared, agreed, saying I'd make an excellent star and he welcomed me as a full member of their soul group though, perhaps not yet, a full conscious member. and he had said like Gaia said that not all members of our soul group are all stars or planets, some don't' incarnate.
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I do have some curiosity, but it doesn't really matter, just curious.
It's like, what is the difference say between lovers, mates and friends who are lovers. There is a large blurred area, and perhaps with some it may be why apply labels. THough some say Spitfire may like labels and I may be more carefree, at the soul level instead of this human me, about labels, but I will take labels serious if the other person does.
It may also be mate is a regular commitment. Say with Spitfire and myself, she likes doing stuff alone, with friends, family and me. So she may be with me say once a week for sure but twice a week or more when she can. That may be more of a mate, but if we were say lovers then she may spend time with me, as far as having sex too, maybe a few times a month.
Though that does put up, how about friends who are lovers who spend time together several times a week and a mate like Spitfire is around once a week or twice. That makes one pause also.
I guess there is a lot of blurred area since I feel Karinus and I are lovers and friends equally. I'm not sure if we'd see each other say a few times a week or if it's more variable when we are both in the mood to hang out together. Though we do love each other. It may not be the same sort I feel for my mates, although it may. I'd have to think that over.
Though being multi dimensional I may have ample opertunity to be with several friends and or lovers and mates at the same time. I wonder if all these mates and lover popping up may be to show or get me use to being a multi dimensional being.
This may be part of me, or some others, getting me use to the concept that I may be multi dimensional, or it may just happpen that I may indulge in being multi dimensional some and gradually. maybe I already am but am not aware of it yet.
So I may have more then the current mates & lovers. Like Karinus I feel we are lovers & mates about equally. We may keep it like this or we may decide to be mates. if I have 5 mates and Nagi, and no telling how many friends and lovers i may start indulging on being multi dimensionial.
Though Karinus and I may keep our relationship as is. Also I think Karinus shared with me how hir species does the kid raising. The parent's don't raise the kids. They do go to a school. they are born or hatch, I didn't ask about that, fully aware. But may need to go to a school to learn the technolgy and such and what they want to learn. Likely know who their parents are. Not sure if they can choose to recall their parent's memories or not.
In any case the future will reveal all that in time. I do feel Karinus is similar to the pod in that not really
If Karinus's species does the kid like the pod does, which I think I think I understand. With the pod, they can make a soul like any souls can. The pod member to be and the mother can decide to go through pregnancy if the mother and the pod member to be. even if they do decide to do this the baby is fully aware. if they choose to recall some or all of 1 or all of their soul parent's they may grow quickly into an adult over hours or instantly on birth, or hatching if its the way Karinus's race does it.
if they choose to be a baby soul with non of the soul parent's memories they may go to a school. Though in the pod as I recall they'd be with the mother but the whole community would help to raise it. Though to add the complexity I guess instead of a new soul being created there could be an incoming soul that wants to experience so it could be an incarnation instead. Though in some areas the incoming soul could just manifest a body.
Though Karinus may just remain lovers/friends type of thing. Which is fine with me.
TO much thinking maybe. More like typing down what occurs to me as I type it.
I do wonder what it's like to be multi dimensional. Would I be equally aware of what all my parts or doing, or is more like tabs on a computer where the separate me's may be doing stuff but I can only focus on what the primary me is doing, or one of my other selves, but not all at once.
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Though I think if it is I'd be aware of all the me's all at once. or if it is the other way, I remember what they are doing when they return to the main me. I'd likely not do it to often, maybe a handful and only at certain times like 2 mates or a mate and some lover/friends want to be with me at the same time. or one or more then 1 of those and I need to attend some meeting and for some reason I can't do that later through non linearly.
Talked to Shalamane and she said that they, my mates, know I love them all equally and never will show favorites. She also called me dear for the first time. I did ask, humorously if they would plan and schedule some orgies or other party or fun events at times and not tell me, She said of course, that is part of their job to do that. She said also humorously. I feel she was also being serous.
I asked if she and I had much in common as such as pastimes. <yes dear, you'd not believe how much we have in common. > she then sent me an image of her in a sexy pose, and was sending me some sexual type energy, hard to describe, <and you do have a high sex drive, dear, not to worry, all of us will ensure we help you to keep it tamed. You'll never need to masturbate once you're here with us.> Though i feel she was kidding I'm not positive if she is. I thinks she is mostly kidding, with some seriousness mixed in.
She then kissed me, surprising me. I thought our species didn't do that. <no we don't, but you've been exposed to human culture and they do. That was nice, but know what i like better?> "I can imagine." She then bites me on the same spot of my neck and again it causes a bolt of strong pleasure and I relax totally. "why does it keep doing that? <it's been hard wired into our species dear.> "can just any 2 do that to each other?" <no, only bonded mates like us dear.If they were our species your other mates could do that with you too and you with them. You are feeling the after effects now, I can tell.> "How do you do that even though we're not together?" <it's part of our multidimensional nature and something akin to energy manipulation. You should see our energy when we do that. >
The aftereffect is like an echo of pleasure, with some sexual desire feelings, hard to describe, and it slowly fades over time.
How would my guards know you were going to do if your intention was to do that and not attack? <believe me, they are VERY good at reading intention at a mere glance. Among other things.>
Monday, June 29, 2015
Channeling 24 Dragoness Mother [6-29]
Decided to do a short channel of my dragoness soul mother. It's since it seemed she was talking to me briefly during a guided meditation I was doing earlier.
<greetings my son. You wish to continue this conversation at this time. it is ok with me.>
Ok, I think you told me some stuff about the origin of the alpha draconians.
<Indeed. I was curious and i went to ask one of our ancestors. I remember it's memory since it uploaded or downloaded, depending on what you wish to call it. and I did something similar with you, leaving out a lot of details of course since those are not the point of their origin.>
From what I recall of the memory. When this universe was constructed, as an experiment they, the ones who planned the universe and constructed it, decided this universe would have not only free will but also polarity, dualism, light/dark, good/evil, positive/negative or however you wish to label it. Some souls had to volunteer to be the more negative types, they were interested in experiencing this. Though for it to fully work they could not remember their real origins as beings of light since it wouldn't work. Though later after that you and some others decided to alter things a bit by having an incarnation as an alpha draconian who would be 'captured' as part of your soul contract and brought into the light. Really it involved you loosing your veil and remembering yourself as a being of light.
<essentially correct. At first we didn't remember, though only a part of us were incarnated, similar to how it works with those who incarnate as humans. We did this as our own experiment, so to speak. Though we wanted to create an offshoot that were alpha draconians that were positive, of the light, or whatever you wish to label them as. We would go to world, that would be a colony world for us that we would then live in. Others who were converted or came over to the light would then have a place to go, as well as us having descendants the usual way. THe population grew over time till it's a full world, no longer a colony world. Though most don't mix with other galactic species since they see alpha draconian and some assume they are evil/dark/negative as the much more famous ones are. And that wasn't my only incarnation as one of that species. I've had others as the species, and others as well, nagas, eastern and western dragons. I have some going on currently.>
And one of those hooked me up with Shalamane. <indeed. I know you more then you know yourself currently, though you are learning more about yourself and doing very well in that are. Though since I knew the 2 of you I knew the 2 of you would be perfect for each other. Plus the fact she's of royalty as well is a plus. Her bloodline is royal as mine is considered to be and being one of my children and I gave you the heritages you know of, it makes you also a royal, of course, among nagas and positive alpha draconians.>
Why did you share your titles and power with me? <you are doing great and will know the fullness of why and what your power and titles are in time. the latest will be after the incarnation is over and you've had time to rest a bit, an appropriate time. Though you may discover before that. Though you do know it comes with you having guardian nagas and positive alpha draconian guardians around. Though the pad's you can't feel at present for various reasons. They re still around. plus I know, knowing you, that you'd not abuse your power nor have it to your head.
You and Shalamane are very compatible. the 2 of you have many of the same interests. Plus the 2 of you do make a cute and beautiful couple. As do you and Maribelle as well. and your other mates too>
Thanks. It's getting a bit tiring typing so I'll stop here. Nice to talk to you again mom.
<always a pleasure to talk and spend time with you my son.>
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A follow up on the earlier channeling.
<Indeed, the 2 of you are a very cute couple. Both you and Shalamane and your other mates. Looking into your possible futures I do see many children across them. Though not a bunch at once, since you do have the rest of time, there is no hurry to have them. All in due time. And you and your mates do have eternity to spend together, get to know each other and have fun and share pleasure, love, in various ways. As I have with my various mates. As well as our friends and lovers.>
Was there another advantage to hooking me up with Shalamane? <an ulterior motive. Well, for my son to have a positive alpha draconian mate or lover, who had many of the same interests and whose energy was such the 2 would have a connection and become mates or lovers at the least. and it worked out well. You do love your mates equally, though each is different. As some of them will have other mates and lovers. Some of the other lesser nobles and followers would see an advantage in the 2 of you becoming mates and eventually having children, but such as that is not of my major plan. Just helping to increase your happiness and joy was my real purpose. >
Do you know my unicorn mother? <oh yes, we are close friends from way back.>
are female positive alpha draconians really more dom over males. I think she may be kidding. <indeed. she likes to joke around. the genders are more equal, more or less. Though some individuals or groups may lean one way or the other, it's nothing major>
I guess her being taller then me is a, sort of genetic thing? <somewhat, but also a question of age and personal choice.>
I guess no tips of my titles or power? <you'll find out all in due time my son. it'll be a very pleasant surprise I promise.>
Is there drama in that some call 4d like there is on the earth? <less so in some places, some have as much. it is varied. Though the veil is mainly only in force for humans on earth.>
SO you are a monad level being? <indeed as are many of your soul parents. all 4 could be said to be. 3 diffidently are. 1 will be before to long. And you can be soon or very soon as well. You'll be surprised at how high you are natively. you are achieving a lot and uncovering your true self. continue as you are doing. You are doing great.>
About the lots of kids, you were kidding. <partially kidding and partially serious. And looking at your futures, possible futures, I do see many children with your mates and lovers. Though this is spread out over many ages. Not like humans who have to hurry up and start having kids right away. Being souls we're immortal so we can, say have 1 kid ever thousand or every few thousand years. or create a new soul, or do both the child being a new soul. Though also it is not like currently with human infants. They are sentient and fully aware. Though if they do not choose to remember their parent's memories they do have to learn. They have no veil and don't start off as a blank slate, and a new soul is fully sentient and can choose to have all their soul parent's memories, as you did. Though you don't yet remember all of our memories and accumulated wisdom. >
<Your future unicorn children won't be a full blank slate. They'll be sentient, but will need to be taught. and as Shalamane told you, among positive alpha draconians the community helps raise the children. They mainly live in a school, spending the breaks and some other times with foster families. Often the foster families are their parents, but not necessarily. Other species have other ways. And some species have many options instead of just 1 way. Most species in fact do it different ways, depending on where they are, the local custom, and some do varied even in the area. Most races are aware when they are born/hatch, ect. Humans are one of the very few, earth humans that is, that are born a total blank slate. Elsewhere it is not like that.>
<greetings my son. You wish to continue this conversation at this time. it is ok with me.>
Ok, I think you told me some stuff about the origin of the alpha draconians.
<Indeed. I was curious and i went to ask one of our ancestors. I remember it's memory since it uploaded or downloaded, depending on what you wish to call it. and I did something similar with you, leaving out a lot of details of course since those are not the point of their origin.>
From what I recall of the memory. When this universe was constructed, as an experiment they, the ones who planned the universe and constructed it, decided this universe would have not only free will but also polarity, dualism, light/dark, good/evil, positive/negative or however you wish to label it. Some souls had to volunteer to be the more negative types, they were interested in experiencing this. Though for it to fully work they could not remember their real origins as beings of light since it wouldn't work. Though later after that you and some others decided to alter things a bit by having an incarnation as an alpha draconian who would be 'captured' as part of your soul contract and brought into the light. Really it involved you loosing your veil and remembering yourself as a being of light.
<essentially correct. At first we didn't remember, though only a part of us were incarnated, similar to how it works with those who incarnate as humans. We did this as our own experiment, so to speak. Though we wanted to create an offshoot that were alpha draconians that were positive, of the light, or whatever you wish to label them as. We would go to world, that would be a colony world for us that we would then live in. Others who were converted or came over to the light would then have a place to go, as well as us having descendants the usual way. THe population grew over time till it's a full world, no longer a colony world. Though most don't mix with other galactic species since they see alpha draconian and some assume they are evil/dark/negative as the much more famous ones are. And that wasn't my only incarnation as one of that species. I've had others as the species, and others as well, nagas, eastern and western dragons. I have some going on currently.>
And one of those hooked me up with Shalamane. <indeed. I know you more then you know yourself currently, though you are learning more about yourself and doing very well in that are. Though since I knew the 2 of you I knew the 2 of you would be perfect for each other. Plus the fact she's of royalty as well is a plus. Her bloodline is royal as mine is considered to be and being one of my children and I gave you the heritages you know of, it makes you also a royal, of course, among nagas and positive alpha draconians.>
Why did you share your titles and power with me? <you are doing great and will know the fullness of why and what your power and titles are in time. the latest will be after the incarnation is over and you've had time to rest a bit, an appropriate time. Though you may discover before that. Though you do know it comes with you having guardian nagas and positive alpha draconian guardians around. Though the pad's you can't feel at present for various reasons. They re still around. plus I know, knowing you, that you'd not abuse your power nor have it to your head.
You and Shalamane are very compatible. the 2 of you have many of the same interests. Plus the 2 of you do make a cute and beautiful couple. As do you and Maribelle as well. and your other mates too>
Thanks. It's getting a bit tiring typing so I'll stop here. Nice to talk to you again mom.
<always a pleasure to talk and spend time with you my son.>
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A follow up on the earlier channeling.
<Indeed, the 2 of you are a very cute couple. Both you and Shalamane and your other mates. Looking into your possible futures I do see many children across them. Though not a bunch at once, since you do have the rest of time, there is no hurry to have them. All in due time. And you and your mates do have eternity to spend together, get to know each other and have fun and share pleasure, love, in various ways. As I have with my various mates. As well as our friends and lovers.>
Was there another advantage to hooking me up with Shalamane? <an ulterior motive. Well, for my son to have a positive alpha draconian mate or lover, who had many of the same interests and whose energy was such the 2 would have a connection and become mates or lovers at the least. and it worked out well. You do love your mates equally, though each is different. As some of them will have other mates and lovers. Some of the other lesser nobles and followers would see an advantage in the 2 of you becoming mates and eventually having children, but such as that is not of my major plan. Just helping to increase your happiness and joy was my real purpose. >
Do you know my unicorn mother? <oh yes, we are close friends from way back.>
are female positive alpha draconians really more dom over males. I think she may be kidding. <indeed. she likes to joke around. the genders are more equal, more or less. Though some individuals or groups may lean one way or the other, it's nothing major>
I guess her being taller then me is a, sort of genetic thing? <somewhat, but also a question of age and personal choice.>
I guess no tips of my titles or power? <you'll find out all in due time my son. it'll be a very pleasant surprise I promise.>
Is there drama in that some call 4d like there is on the earth? <less so in some places, some have as much. it is varied. Though the veil is mainly only in force for humans on earth.>
SO you are a monad level being? <indeed as are many of your soul parents. all 4 could be said to be. 3 diffidently are. 1 will be before to long. And you can be soon or very soon as well. You'll be surprised at how high you are natively. you are achieving a lot and uncovering your true self. continue as you are doing. You are doing great.>
About the lots of kids, you were kidding. <partially kidding and partially serious. And looking at your futures, possible futures, I do see many children with your mates and lovers. Though this is spread out over many ages. Not like humans who have to hurry up and start having kids right away. Being souls we're immortal so we can, say have 1 kid ever thousand or every few thousand years. or create a new soul, or do both the child being a new soul. Though also it is not like currently with human infants. They are sentient and fully aware. Though if they do not choose to remember their parent's memories they do have to learn. They have no veil and don't start off as a blank slate, and a new soul is fully sentient and can choose to have all their soul parent's memories, as you did. Though you don't yet remember all of our memories and accumulated wisdom. >
<Your future unicorn children won't be a full blank slate. They'll be sentient, but will need to be taught. and as Shalamane told you, among positive alpha draconians the community helps raise the children. They mainly live in a school, spending the breaks and some other times with foster families. Often the foster families are their parents, but not necessarily. Other species have other ways. And some species have many options instead of just 1 way. Most species in fact do it different ways, depending on where they are, the local custom, and some do varied even in the area. Most races are aware when they are born/hatch, ect. Humans are one of the very few, earth humans that is, that are born a total blank slate. Elsewhere it is not like that.>
Monday [6-29]
I think the primary thing I need to do is have faith in my beliefs. Which is easy since one can just reject. I'll stay firm in my beliefs and reject what doesn't resonate with it.
Once i'm satisfied with that I'll focus on making sure I have faith in my own inner power.
I did the 12th meditation again. I did it yesterday without listening to the audio, then thought since it is 2 days why not listen to it again. it's 2 days instead of more since I'll be starting the 6th and last awaken the light body part on the 1st since that part has 14 meditations so doing both passes will take 28 days, plus I then intend to immediately start over and do all the 6 parts again, 2 meditations a day. So disregarding the 1st one which is really just an intro, it'll take 35 days, so 2 reasons to start part 6 early.
The meditation went well. At the temple of the masters I saw various species, the usual cetaceans, a few nagas, a couple of raptors I think, a mantis or some other insect type. Think one of the masters was a positive alpha draconian. my future students included various species, nagas, raptors, I think some cetaceans, and others.
Still a bit surprised by whatever my new titles and power is that my dragoness mother is sharing with me, but I've gotten use to the fact there are guardian nagas around, feels like 3, though there may be more then that that I can't feel. and who knows how many positive alpha draconians that I have as guardians since i can't feel them.
I think next I'll pick some of the free meditations to do for the rest of today and tomorrow.
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I did the violet flame one. I feel fantastic. I could feel the violet flame going through my mental, emotional etheric & physical bodies, as or put it, burning away the illusion, untruths and such. Transmuting as well. Think I'll continue to do this one on a regular basis. The energies feel fantastic. Though when Orin got to the part about imaging holding the earth in the violet flame, I went beyond that and decided to hold the solar system in the violet flame. Since I figured why stop at the earth, why not the whole solar system.
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I did a free meditation I only recently stumbled across on Orin and Daben's website, aligning with star energies. It is about aligning with the star energies of the Big Dipper, Pleiades and Sirius. I could feel the energies pouring into me. the last part was about distracting it into first 1 thing you wanted help with then another. I picked for the first one a personal issue. for the 2nd personal thing to direct it into the year ahead. Then for the last part instead of just directing it to all life on earth i went beyond that and picked the entire solar system. Also putting some aside time into directing it into my relationship with Shalamane. i also had my dragoness mother talk to me for some bits and having me remember something as part of her answer. Think I may try to channel for a bit later after my nap.
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Sunday, June 28, 2015
Sunday [6-28]
accidentally did yesterday's guided meditation again. I went ahead and did that, then ate, then I did the correct one for today. It was going to the temple of the masters. The master I was working with seemed to be an anthro dolphin at the start then he shifted to a naga. I was first in some sort of human form, then I shifted to a dolphin, then a positive royal alpha draconian. It felt like I had some whisker type of things like some pictures of eastern dragons I've seen have. Not sure if positive royal alpha draconians have those or I just added it subconsciously, doesn't really matter. Thinking I'd be to large I shifted to my royal naga form.
The master then put his hand on my heart and 3rd eye. Then when the other students at my level started to come in and I saw they were different species. dolphins, anthro and non, orca, beluga whale, naga, a few positive alpha draconians, and other species, even an insect like.
Then the masters on the stage started to make a grid of light. Then I was added that grid then as all of the students were making our own grid, that I connected to the master's grid I felt more coming into this apartment. I guess some of the off duty guards maybe.
With my students of the future I saw many other species, including what looked like a biped armadillo who called me master. No idea why he or she did.
I then filled this apartment and my online counts, online friends, Thursday rp group, mates, soul parents, all the guards here, ect, with light. I did this while Orin was talking. Also after I had filled the apartment with light it felt like a bit more came in, more guards maybe. I think I remember one mentioning they do enjoy being in the light I am radiating. Not sure how I am or why.
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also had an incident happen yesterday with an online person who helped me realize I need to work on my faith in my faith, as I call it. I'll never speak to the person again, but it may sound funny but I'm grateful to them for showing me that. Now I know what I need to work on currently to form a good foundation.
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Saturday, June 27, 2015
Saturday [6-27]
I awoke this morning to another message. To summarize it I was told I can channel other beings then who I currently do, including higher reflections of folks currently incarnated on the earth. No idea why they told me this. I'll just mentally shrug and continue like before.
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Someone from the Ivan Teller group invited me to watch a human colony webenar. I'll see if I can find it and watch it live. It is an interesting idea, though I highly doubt I qualify since Though I'm, obviously, inhabiting a human body, or at least a small part of me is, I'm not really human, but at least 6 different things, none of them from the earth. Non earth beluga, dolphin, orca, royal naga and positive royal alpha draconian. and I've been told eastern & western dragon too, but I have no memories or anything from that so I'm not sure of those last 2.
Though I expect the human colony webenar may be interesting. Though I do wonder if they are really up to something sinister. The human channelers that is and the aliens themselves.
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I did the 11th guided meditation and running the energies went well and the rest of the meditation went well. My left knee is bothering me a bit. Shalamane said it is some excessive energy and if I were to physically ejaculate it would help to release some of the excess energy that I build up due what I do an my development level.
I think I had, while I was doing the meditation, a number of beings came up and stood around me and 1 or 2 sorta inside me. I think and feel what I was doing was attracting them. From what they said they were my guards who are off duty. I talked to them a bit and 2 of them did agree to my asking them some questions. I'll put the interview before. I'll put this in my yourspace since this is an interview and not channeling. I caught a glimpse of I think the captain and he looked like a dark colored naga, taller then me.
Below I'll put the naga captain of the guard I'll put down Cap, and the positive alpha draconian, whatever his position is I'll call pad.
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me: I feel like you're something like a captain of the guard.
cap: Yes, your mother, the one you refer to as dragoness soul mother, did honor me with the position when she assigned your honor guard, though we are true guardians and not just honor guards. Due to her decision it does, one can say it sort of requires you to have guards, or guardians. going into details would get to many clues to some of your titles.
Me: Ok, so I felt about the grid thing that Simon Parkes said isn't true.
Cap: "Indeed it is untrue sir. The grid he speaks of does exist but not like he thinks. There is a diffident reason he is given some misinformation. part of it is to help spread fear, without his conscious knowledge since he does think he is helping bring things to light. His is a mix of true and untrue. When you die it is like waking up. though some do need some treatment, depending on the cause of death and other factors. some may be awake and alert, others may be a bit groggy at first. similar to how some in human bodies awaken and are a bit groggy at first. There is often someone, or more then someone, there to greet the person and escort them to the appropriate area they would rest for a bit. Then continue on the way to their soul home, or wherever they go if they are very focused on incarnating. If I may be so presumptuous sir I think given you new titles and station that having an honor escort may be not unfounded, given your present state and such.
me: Sure. I'll let my dragoness soul mother decide who'll be on the honor guard. Though i do hope it's equal amounts of naga and positive alpha draconians, if I could have both, just to keep things even.
Cap: "Thank you sir, and yes it would be fitting for you to have equal amounts of both since you are of equal station in both."
Me: Ok, I feel that you are more likely the one to give reason to ask about why I get no interference in the channeling thing that I've seen that Ivan does and another one mentioned some do.
pad: Yes sire indeed i can explain that. it is well within our knowledge and technology. The grid spoken of is in place, among other things it does, which can do various things, is help spread negativity to an extent, though some of us, that some may call et's, and some incarnate et's such as yourself are countering that and actually putting more light into the grid then they are negativity, at the present, unlike the past. Thus the earth is shifting towards 4d and those ready will go. Though this shift is slowed, by their actions, they are unable to stop it at present and in the future. And actually their actions help to give more time to get and e ready to go into 4d instead of remaining in 3d. As for the interference some do experience that. Part of the reason you do not is since you are royal alpha draconian, though positive instead of negative, are of the same species as them, one of the negatives in present partial control of the earth, and you have some trace elements of shall we say genes, so that, though i do dislike to admit to being of the same species as them, thus makes you immune since they do not want one of their own species to be effected. Trapping them since some positives are of the same species. And there is also technology to counter what they are doing, energy work and so on to counter what they are doing, attempting to slow or stop outside information coming in. there are also other ways to work around the interference, but it gets very complicated and you don't really need all those reasons. Like no reason to give all the biochemistry that goes into a finger moving and the way the brain does it if one wishes to learn to type. that is to much info.
me: and I am high enough to have guards of both species and be called sir or sire? and I did hear one call me illustrious one, then it was like he let it slip.
pad: "indeed, it is the light you have, as a result of what you are and the audio course you are doing has helped this along immensely. The light is like she mentioned to you in the chat, like a small sun and to those of us here it is a, pleasurable experience to be within the light. The exact reasons why would be needlessly complicated but let's just say sire that it does help us to reach and grow higher faster then if we do so alone. one of the reasons this part of you is at this density and once you are no longer here you'll be going home and have the full honors and such sire that your .... titles entitle you to, as well as other reasons. The reason the guardian nagas refer to you as sir is if they were to use your real titles that would reveal that which your dragoness mother does not yet wish you to know, and also as guardians calling you sir is quicker then using a full title and less then saying sire since sir is quicker to use. an important thing for guards. and yes you do have positive alpha draconian guards as well, but you do not perceive them. and it is not a job but seen in both societies to be a guard for one such as yourself is held to be one of high honor, as well as other things that other folks do, being a healer and so on.
Me: So this isn't just my subconscious or something making it up?
pad: oh no sire, I do assure you that we are real and all this real. you can only remember a small fragment of your memories. you'd be amazed by it all.
me: Interesting, so we are larger then humans?
pad: Indeed sire, humans are among the shorter of the races, though there are other shorter races.
Me: guess I won't have any negative beings popping in then?
pad: no sire, you do have all of both guardians here and indeed if say, though they never would, a negative alpha draaconian were to decide to walk in it would be seen the same as someone from an unfriendly nation walking into an embassy. It would be similar to say in the 1970's a known kgb agent walking into an American embassy for no reason.
me: so earth is a state of cold war like the us and USSR were back then concerning certain countries?
Pad: very much so sire, not exactly the same, but a rough approximation does fit. Though with the actions of some others and others such as yourselves we will ultimately win. the native earth souls will, those willing and ready, will shift into 4d, those unwilling and unready will not, instead of all being in 3d only.
think I'll end this here before it gets to long. Wild indeed.
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I did the meditation without listening to the audio and it went ok. I didn't feel the group like before. wonder if they had enough or because I didn't listen to the audio it wasn't potent enough to attract their attention?
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I was thinking about Simon Parkes. If you look at what the captain of the guard said, or even if you don't, what he's doing, perhaps unknowingly, is spreading some fear, even if the person is unconscious of the fear it may well add to the fear some have within them. I've not read or seen any David icke but it may well be the same. perhaps 1 or both are subtle being manipulated by the negatives to help spread fear and keep more folks form shifting or awakening.
I'm just going to mentally shrug and go with what feels right and what I have others say to me.
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Someone from the Ivan Teller group invited me to watch a human colony webenar. I'll see if I can find it and watch it live. It is an interesting idea, though I highly doubt I qualify since Though I'm, obviously, inhabiting a human body, or at least a small part of me is, I'm not really human, but at least 6 different things, none of them from the earth. Non earth beluga, dolphin, orca, royal naga and positive royal alpha draconian. and I've been told eastern & western dragon too, but I have no memories or anything from that so I'm not sure of those last 2.
Though I expect the human colony webenar may be interesting. Though I do wonder if they are really up to something sinister. The human channelers that is and the aliens themselves.
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I did the 11th guided meditation and running the energies went well and the rest of the meditation went well. My left knee is bothering me a bit. Shalamane said it is some excessive energy and if I were to physically ejaculate it would help to release some of the excess energy that I build up due what I do an my development level.
I think I had, while I was doing the meditation, a number of beings came up and stood around me and 1 or 2 sorta inside me. I think and feel what I was doing was attracting them. From what they said they were my guards who are off duty. I talked to them a bit and 2 of them did agree to my asking them some questions. I'll put the interview before. I'll put this in my yourspace since this is an interview and not channeling. I caught a glimpse of I think the captain and he looked like a dark colored naga, taller then me.
Below I'll put the naga captain of the guard I'll put down Cap, and the positive alpha draconian, whatever his position is I'll call pad.
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me: I feel like you're something like a captain of the guard.
cap: Yes, your mother, the one you refer to as dragoness soul mother, did honor me with the position when she assigned your honor guard, though we are true guardians and not just honor guards. Due to her decision it does, one can say it sort of requires you to have guards, or guardians. going into details would get to many clues to some of your titles.
Me: Ok, so I felt about the grid thing that Simon Parkes said isn't true.
Cap: "Indeed it is untrue sir. The grid he speaks of does exist but not like he thinks. There is a diffident reason he is given some misinformation. part of it is to help spread fear, without his conscious knowledge since he does think he is helping bring things to light. His is a mix of true and untrue. When you die it is like waking up. though some do need some treatment, depending on the cause of death and other factors. some may be awake and alert, others may be a bit groggy at first. similar to how some in human bodies awaken and are a bit groggy at first. There is often someone, or more then someone, there to greet the person and escort them to the appropriate area they would rest for a bit. Then continue on the way to their soul home, or wherever they go if they are very focused on incarnating. If I may be so presumptuous sir I think given you new titles and station that having an honor escort may be not unfounded, given your present state and such.
me: Sure. I'll let my dragoness soul mother decide who'll be on the honor guard. Though i do hope it's equal amounts of naga and positive alpha draconians, if I could have both, just to keep things even.
Cap: "Thank you sir, and yes it would be fitting for you to have equal amounts of both since you are of equal station in both."
Me: Ok, I feel that you are more likely the one to give reason to ask about why I get no interference in the channeling thing that I've seen that Ivan does and another one mentioned some do.
pad: Yes sire indeed i can explain that. it is well within our knowledge and technology. The grid spoken of is in place, among other things it does, which can do various things, is help spread negativity to an extent, though some of us, that some may call et's, and some incarnate et's such as yourself are countering that and actually putting more light into the grid then they are negativity, at the present, unlike the past. Thus the earth is shifting towards 4d and those ready will go. Though this shift is slowed, by their actions, they are unable to stop it at present and in the future. And actually their actions help to give more time to get and e ready to go into 4d instead of remaining in 3d. As for the interference some do experience that. Part of the reason you do not is since you are royal alpha draconian, though positive instead of negative, are of the same species as them, one of the negatives in present partial control of the earth, and you have some trace elements of shall we say genes, so that, though i do dislike to admit to being of the same species as them, thus makes you immune since they do not want one of their own species to be effected. Trapping them since some positives are of the same species. And there is also technology to counter what they are doing, energy work and so on to counter what they are doing, attempting to slow or stop outside information coming in. there are also other ways to work around the interference, but it gets very complicated and you don't really need all those reasons. Like no reason to give all the biochemistry that goes into a finger moving and the way the brain does it if one wishes to learn to type. that is to much info.
me: and I am high enough to have guards of both species and be called sir or sire? and I did hear one call me illustrious one, then it was like he let it slip.
pad: "indeed, it is the light you have, as a result of what you are and the audio course you are doing has helped this along immensely. The light is like she mentioned to you in the chat, like a small sun and to those of us here it is a, pleasurable experience to be within the light. The exact reasons why would be needlessly complicated but let's just say sire that it does help us to reach and grow higher faster then if we do so alone. one of the reasons this part of you is at this density and once you are no longer here you'll be going home and have the full honors and such sire that your .... titles entitle you to, as well as other reasons. The reason the guardian nagas refer to you as sir is if they were to use your real titles that would reveal that which your dragoness mother does not yet wish you to know, and also as guardians calling you sir is quicker then using a full title and less then saying sire since sir is quicker to use. an important thing for guards. and yes you do have positive alpha draconian guards as well, but you do not perceive them. and it is not a job but seen in both societies to be a guard for one such as yourself is held to be one of high honor, as well as other things that other folks do, being a healer and so on.
Me: So this isn't just my subconscious or something making it up?
pad: oh no sire, I do assure you that we are real and all this real. you can only remember a small fragment of your memories. you'd be amazed by it all.
me: Interesting, so we are larger then humans?
pad: Indeed sire, humans are among the shorter of the races, though there are other shorter races.
Me: guess I won't have any negative beings popping in then?
pad: no sire, you do have all of both guardians here and indeed if say, though they never would, a negative alpha draaconian were to decide to walk in it would be seen the same as someone from an unfriendly nation walking into an embassy. It would be similar to say in the 1970's a known kgb agent walking into an American embassy for no reason.
me: so earth is a state of cold war like the us and USSR were back then concerning certain countries?
Pad: very much so sire, not exactly the same, but a rough approximation does fit. Though with the actions of some others and others such as yourselves we will ultimately win. the native earth souls will, those willing and ready, will shift into 4d, those unwilling and unready will not, instead of all being in 3d only.
think I'll end this here before it gets to long. Wild indeed.
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I did the meditation without listening to the audio and it went ok. I didn't feel the group like before. wonder if they had enough or because I didn't listen to the audio it wasn't potent enough to attract their attention?
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I was thinking about Simon Parkes. If you look at what the captain of the guard said, or even if you don't, what he's doing, perhaps unknowingly, is spreading some fear, even if the person is unconscious of the fear it may well add to the fear some have within them. I've not read or seen any David icke but it may well be the same. perhaps 1 or both are subtle being manipulated by the negatives to help spread fear and keep more folks form shifting or awakening.
I'm just going to mentally shrug and go with what feels right and what I have others say to me.
Friday, June 26, 2015
Friday [6-26]
I found a chat that talks about some spiritual stuff. But once more I do not fit in there. it's ok. I don't' fit in anywhere on this world. part of being to different and not having the veil and being whatever density I'm at. I'd ask but I really don't mind. I assume it's at least 4d, or maybe higher, the exact number I really don't mind so anything 4+ is ok. The exact number is not important.
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Yes, I did a few test watching on youtube and since the auto defaulted to 240, I had the settings set to never try higher quality. SO youtube is fine. The only maybe problem is I like watching a person who channels about 5 days a week. Though I have not been watching him live. On days like Sunday where there is no livestream I'd watch his show fully live. On other days like Monday , Wednesday, & Friday where I can watch an hour of his channeling before the livestream show I like starts I'd watch him. I figure I can either watch him live now if youtube downgrades it or if does not, I can watch his show archives like before and never watch it live.
I'll try watching a livestream tonight to see how it is. on trying the archives of the livestream it seems to play for about 3 seconds, stops for 3 seconds. Sometimes it stops for good. and I have to press pause play then it rebuffers. Depending if it does this whie the show is live I'll have ot see if i want to watch any livestreaming or quit.
For downloading the light body courses, I'll have to use a download manager since if I download the .zip file of the whole course it would take an hour to download. I like doing that since i can save the .zpi file on an external hdd to access the course later sine that takes up less room then the unzipped file. During that hour I'd use a download manager and listen to a podcast. also if i download certain other things that may take time I may do the same. other youtube stuff I want to download and save I can choose a lower quality, say 480 instead of 720.
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Some of my other mates, Gaia and Maribelle, and Nagi have been nudging me to be with Shalamane. I really can't be but I guess they mean talking to her a bit more and when I do masturbate focus on her most of the time. Marielle said there is a sizable advantage to being with Shalamane more. But she would not say what it is.
My only theory is maybe Shalamane does most of what I do over there so she and I would see each other and be together daily, and my other mates i may see a few times a week at most since they'd be busy doing other stuff, spending time with their familes, friends, other mates (if any) and lovers.
I do wonder if Shalamane is an ensoled being and immortal or if she's an incarnation. Though i think an ensouled being could make or manifest a physical body for themselves. Guess they could have the body be immortal. Though if she is an incarnation i guess she could have the body be unaging with treatments, being healed ect, not sure of that. Im not sure how that works. Do you have any idea or feelings about that or concerning Shalamane.
Not sure when this is over if I'd be an ensouled being who can make or manifest a physical body for myself. maybe convert it to light, teleport somewhere and recreate it. or reshape it into a unicorn. That feels possible as well as having it not age. not sure if that is how it works or if Shalamane is an incarnation, an Ensoulded being or both where her body can just not age or go on forever or if it has a diffident lifespan.
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I was thinking. Except for earth there may be sorta 3 systems. Actually 2.5 systems of beings. 1 could be say an incarnation. The soul intends to be there for a lifespan. The body will die then the soul will go on to other experiences. Another is a soul, in certain areas they can do this, could just manifest a body for themselves and interact like the incarnated beings, remaining as long as they wish, or for a certain mission maybe. A 3rd possibility I think is if one is in an incarnation and they are fully aware and really like what they are doing they could use technology, healing abilities, ect, and expand the livespan to be in-diffident.
Some souls who divide themselves up may choose one of the other 2. Ensouled being who manifests a body or an incarnation that continues in-diffident. This way a soul could continue one life it really enjoys in-diffident and do other things, learn other things as well.
Ones who dislike dividing themselves up may do so occasionally and or they may pick the ensouled with a body and convert it to energy, light maybe, and take it with them if they wish or need to go elsewhere, returning later. Or maybe if it's an incarnation they can put themselves into a trance and project and go do what they want and return later.
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Running the energies and doing the 10th energy went well. Shalamane talked to me briefly during this. she did say she is an incarnation, but her lifespan can be diffident with healing and such. Neat.
She also did the growl again, a mating growl I guess you'd call it. I experienced feeling pleasure, love, affection. My eyes closed and after what seemed to me like a second at most. Then I did the answering growl to her. She said it was a good sign that my instincts were strong indeed. She said considering that I'm incarnated and where I am in my development my instincts could have been weaker and maybe almost non existent. Not sure what it means that my instincts are real, at least my positive royal alpha draconian instincts are.
She also said the mating growls we did is a way to show affection, love, ect since we are mates and we could do the mating dance later once I can be fully with her. She said mates can do this more then once and the mating growl is like the mating biting we did, to show affection, love, tenderness. But the mating grown doesn't require physical contact of course. I can say there is a sexual, erotic element to both as well.
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I do wonder if some can continue an incarnation diffidently. Maybe taking vacations. I can see several ways to take a vacation. go into a trance type and project out for a while. Take the body with you by converting it into light or something. Also perhaps letting the body die, and coming back as say your great grandchild or something like that, assuming there is no veil that comes over one like here.
I think with freedom there is all these systems, though some areas may only have 1 or 2 of them, others may allow all the systems, depending on one's choice.
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I do feel an inner part of me is still excited about the news from yesterday, that my dragoness mother is sharing all her titles with me. Though no idea what any of the titles are or what my duties will be. Though when I talked to her she did say I'd like 99% of it. it's stuff I'd like to do anyway. She said it's not 100% since there's some stuff that comes up now and then that is annoying or a problem, but that happens sometimes with anything. It does include, as I've said before, me having a guardian naga around. Different shifts, since they take shifts. She also just told me I have some positive alpha draconians as guardians but I'm not aware of them. no idea why her sharing her titles with me gets me guardians, nor the other stuff I said.
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my other mates nudge and say I should spend more time with Shalamane, I should focus on her more. But not why I should. Since they all want me to I'll do that. No idea why they all want me to. the only vague clue is Maribelle saying there is a diffident advantage if I do. That she said yesterday.
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Just had Shalamane say that though there was some grumbling, and slight oppisition to my dragoness mother sharing her titles with me, it wasn't that she should not have it was just she should have waited till after this incarnation of mine is over and I had recoperated. Though they know I have no viel and am as aware as i can be at this time, i dont' have access to my full soul memories and knowledge. Though She also said when she reported to them how I responded to her initiating the mating dance that did away with the grumbling that my dragoness mother should have waited. She said to the nagas they just did the human equivalant of shrugging their shoulders like none of them minded. She said she initiated the mating dance, to do a rough translation of what it really means into english, because she did really want us to be mates, and could feel the connection and feelings we have for each other. And when she did the report of how strong my instincts are, the positive alpha draconian instincts are, they were not that did away with the last of the minor opposition. but as I said before it wasn't really any opposition to her sharing her titles with me, just that some felt she should have waited, like i said before. I guess this may be part of what Shalamane meant when she said to me yesterday and or today that there is an advantage (or something like that, don't recall her exact words) to my instincts being that strong.
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Not much to report on the 10th guided mediation of the 5th part of awakening the light body. it went pretty well I think overall. Not sure what the point was but I think it went ok to well.
I did find my sex drive and urges were rather high. The link, or main link or something seems to be with Shalamane. Interesting.
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It is hard indeed to live in a world I don't fit into anywhere. but that is all part of not being a human soul and being incarnated here. I do hope I'm not here for to many more years. Not that I'm depressed or anything. I just hope my incarnation here is due to end within a decade and I can go home.
Though my presence here is likely helping the earth and those incarnating here with the shift, it is hard being incarnated in a world where one does to fit in anywhere. But at least I can talk to folks back home. my mates, soul parents, the 2 that I do talk to. Not that I dislike the other 2 but don't feel I have anything to say to them. at least so far. So that does help.
Not sure if I mentioned it but Shalamane said her normal height is about 20 feet and mine is 18 feet. Not sure if alpha draconians, let along positive ones, are normally that large. She did she is also sometimes at 12 feet so she is less intimidating to other sentient races.
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Yes, I did a few test watching on youtube and since the auto defaulted to 240, I had the settings set to never try higher quality. SO youtube is fine. The only maybe problem is I like watching a person who channels about 5 days a week. Though I have not been watching him live. On days like Sunday where there is no livestream I'd watch his show fully live. On other days like Monday , Wednesday, & Friday where I can watch an hour of his channeling before the livestream show I like starts I'd watch him. I figure I can either watch him live now if youtube downgrades it or if does not, I can watch his show archives like before and never watch it live.
I'll try watching a livestream tonight to see how it is. on trying the archives of the livestream it seems to play for about 3 seconds, stops for 3 seconds. Sometimes it stops for good. and I have to press pause play then it rebuffers. Depending if it does this whie the show is live I'll have ot see if i want to watch any livestreaming or quit.
For downloading the light body courses, I'll have to use a download manager since if I download the .zip file of the whole course it would take an hour to download. I like doing that since i can save the .zpi file on an external hdd to access the course later sine that takes up less room then the unzipped file. During that hour I'd use a download manager and listen to a podcast. also if i download certain other things that may take time I may do the same. other youtube stuff I want to download and save I can choose a lower quality, say 480 instead of 720.
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Some of my other mates, Gaia and Maribelle, and Nagi have been nudging me to be with Shalamane. I really can't be but I guess they mean talking to her a bit more and when I do masturbate focus on her most of the time. Marielle said there is a sizable advantage to being with Shalamane more. But she would not say what it is.
My only theory is maybe Shalamane does most of what I do over there so she and I would see each other and be together daily, and my other mates i may see a few times a week at most since they'd be busy doing other stuff, spending time with their familes, friends, other mates (if any) and lovers.
I do wonder if Shalamane is an ensoled being and immortal or if she's an incarnation. Though i think an ensouled being could make or manifest a physical body for themselves. Guess they could have the body be immortal. Though if she is an incarnation i guess she could have the body be unaging with treatments, being healed ect, not sure of that. Im not sure how that works. Do you have any idea or feelings about that or concerning Shalamane.
Not sure when this is over if I'd be an ensouled being who can make or manifest a physical body for myself. maybe convert it to light, teleport somewhere and recreate it. or reshape it into a unicorn. That feels possible as well as having it not age. not sure if that is how it works or if Shalamane is an incarnation, an Ensoulded being or both where her body can just not age or go on forever or if it has a diffident lifespan.
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I was thinking. Except for earth there may be sorta 3 systems. Actually 2.5 systems of beings. 1 could be say an incarnation. The soul intends to be there for a lifespan. The body will die then the soul will go on to other experiences. Another is a soul, in certain areas they can do this, could just manifest a body for themselves and interact like the incarnated beings, remaining as long as they wish, or for a certain mission maybe. A 3rd possibility I think is if one is in an incarnation and they are fully aware and really like what they are doing they could use technology, healing abilities, ect, and expand the livespan to be in-diffident.
Some souls who divide themselves up may choose one of the other 2. Ensouled being who manifests a body or an incarnation that continues in-diffident. This way a soul could continue one life it really enjoys in-diffident and do other things, learn other things as well.
Ones who dislike dividing themselves up may do so occasionally and or they may pick the ensouled with a body and convert it to energy, light maybe, and take it with them if they wish or need to go elsewhere, returning later. Or maybe if it's an incarnation they can put themselves into a trance and project and go do what they want and return later.
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Running the energies and doing the 10th energy went well. Shalamane talked to me briefly during this. she did say she is an incarnation, but her lifespan can be diffident with healing and such. Neat.
She also did the growl again, a mating growl I guess you'd call it. I experienced feeling pleasure, love, affection. My eyes closed and after what seemed to me like a second at most. Then I did the answering growl to her. She said it was a good sign that my instincts were strong indeed. She said considering that I'm incarnated and where I am in my development my instincts could have been weaker and maybe almost non existent. Not sure what it means that my instincts are real, at least my positive royal alpha draconian instincts are.
She also said the mating growls we did is a way to show affection, love, ect since we are mates and we could do the mating dance later once I can be fully with her. She said mates can do this more then once and the mating growl is like the mating biting we did, to show affection, love, tenderness. But the mating grown doesn't require physical contact of course. I can say there is a sexual, erotic element to both as well.
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I do wonder if some can continue an incarnation diffidently. Maybe taking vacations. I can see several ways to take a vacation. go into a trance type and project out for a while. Take the body with you by converting it into light or something. Also perhaps letting the body die, and coming back as say your great grandchild or something like that, assuming there is no veil that comes over one like here.
I think with freedom there is all these systems, though some areas may only have 1 or 2 of them, others may allow all the systems, depending on one's choice.
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I do feel an inner part of me is still excited about the news from yesterday, that my dragoness mother is sharing all her titles with me. Though no idea what any of the titles are or what my duties will be. Though when I talked to her she did say I'd like 99% of it. it's stuff I'd like to do anyway. She said it's not 100% since there's some stuff that comes up now and then that is annoying or a problem, but that happens sometimes with anything. It does include, as I've said before, me having a guardian naga around. Different shifts, since they take shifts. She also just told me I have some positive alpha draconians as guardians but I'm not aware of them. no idea why her sharing her titles with me gets me guardians, nor the other stuff I said.
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my other mates nudge and say I should spend more time with Shalamane, I should focus on her more. But not why I should. Since they all want me to I'll do that. No idea why they all want me to. the only vague clue is Maribelle saying there is a diffident advantage if I do. That she said yesterday.
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Just had Shalamane say that though there was some grumbling, and slight oppisition to my dragoness mother sharing her titles with me, it wasn't that she should not have it was just she should have waited till after this incarnation of mine is over and I had recoperated. Though they know I have no viel and am as aware as i can be at this time, i dont' have access to my full soul memories and knowledge. Though She also said when she reported to them how I responded to her initiating the mating dance that did away with the grumbling that my dragoness mother should have waited. She said to the nagas they just did the human equivalant of shrugging their shoulders like none of them minded. She said she initiated the mating dance, to do a rough translation of what it really means into english, because she did really want us to be mates, and could feel the connection and feelings we have for each other. And when she did the report of how strong my instincts are, the positive alpha draconian instincts are, they were not that did away with the last of the minor opposition. but as I said before it wasn't really any opposition to her sharing her titles with me, just that some felt she should have waited, like i said before. I guess this may be part of what Shalamane meant when she said to me yesterday and or today that there is an advantage (or something like that, don't recall her exact words) to my instincts being that strong.
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Not much to report on the 10th guided mediation of the 5th part of awakening the light body. it went pretty well I think overall. Not sure what the point was but I think it went ok to well.
I did find my sex drive and urges were rather high. The link, or main link or something seems to be with Shalamane. Interesting.
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It is hard indeed to live in a world I don't fit into anywhere. but that is all part of not being a human soul and being incarnated here. I do hope I'm not here for to many more years. Not that I'm depressed or anything. I just hope my incarnation here is due to end within a decade and I can go home.
Though my presence here is likely helping the earth and those incarnating here with the shift, it is hard being incarnated in a world where one does to fit in anywhere. But at least I can talk to folks back home. my mates, soul parents, the 2 that I do talk to. Not that I dislike the other 2 but don't feel I have anything to say to them. at least so far. So that does help.
Not sure if I mentioned it but Shalamane said her normal height is about 20 feet and mine is 18 feet. Not sure if alpha draconians, let along positive ones, are normally that large. She did she is also sometimes at 12 feet so she is less intimidating to other sentient races.
Thursday, June 25, 2015
Thursday [6-25]
Running the frequencies went well. For the main part of the meditation Nagi popped up and coiled around me, putting her cheek to my left cheek. it was a pleasurable sensation. Like sharing affection, love, closeness, but instead of it being between one of my mates and me it was my other half, another me. hard to describe. Part way into doing this we wrapped our arms around each other. All this seemed to enhance the experience of the guided meditation which was to experience the power of the 2nd light body center the SaHa. Though I only dimly felt this myself.
When I was supposed to open my eyes in the meditation I got the impression of a hugely muscled naga standing next to me with some sort of weapons on his or her back. Couldn't see them clearly. I also had the feeling it was a guardian naga of some sort. later I was wondering what type it was and he said he's a diamondback type of naga.
don't know if this was before or after the meditation but i found out that my dragoness soul mother has made it known in the community, whoever and whatever this community is I don't know. But she's made it known that I have all the titles she has. And if any royals grumble about it she is using the valid excuse that I have chosen to remember all her memories from when she was one of my soul parents when I was re-created and before. not sure who told me this, some sort of official maybe. i did talk to my dragoness soul parent and she confirmed this saying she knows it would not go to my head and I would not abuse the power. and Yes it is all her titles, not just the Royal naga titles she has but positive royal alpha draconian and others as well. I feel 2 ways about this. part of me is really excited by this news. But another part of me, not in conflict at all, thinks, why should I act any different. I agree with both feelings. I am really excited about this, but I'll act pretty much the same. Though I do think it may bring some changes. not just the fact i seem to have a permanent guardian naga around. I guess they work in shifts or something.
I also found out why that 1 naga that visited me briefly this morning kept calling me illustrious one. Apparently it was some title, an honorific, given to those who do like what I've done, and my dragoness soul parent. Helping others through a shift like 3-4d, 4-5d, ect.
Also found out the light body may be 5d. and if I do the light body courses I could rise up to maybe 6-8d in this incarnation. Neat. I guess that doesn't count if i had access to ALL of my soul parent's memories and accumulated wisdom.
Oh yes, also to make it clear, what I meant by I have all of her titles it's that she's sharing all her titles with me. Like as in she's abdicating or stepping down, It's that she has all her titles and she is sharing them all with me also. As I said before, I am excited by this and find it neat, but I'll act pretty much the same.
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Found out what Spitfire does back home. She's a greeter, takes some on tourists, and guide to those who are visiting the world. Including dignitaries I assume too.
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My internet speed is about 1/3 to half what it was. I called and it seems due to complaints about the speed the internet company has switched to a lower tier service for this area since they can't guarantee the higher speed. I can see the logic behind that. This makes web surfing much slower and as for watching streaming, I'll have to see how it plays out. At worst I'll go back to listening to podcasts a lot more and the brony show does upload the show so I can download that. Say while I'm napping or something. Ivan's channeling I can download the mobile version since it only shows the face of the person talking and I can watch that fine in mobile. Or even mp3 using a website to download the mp3 version if I want.
I'll assume this is for my own greater good, even if I'm not consciously aware of how or why.
one result is doing stuff on the net like streaming will be a bit frustrating with the streaming. I assume I'll end up with more money. More money is why I got rid of the home phone, and if the service was lowered to basic I should have some extra money on top of that. Though I'll miss the smooth running streams since the slight tests I've done is around 3-4 seconds of stream and it pauses for about the same. I'll try it for the next week with the regular streams I watch to see how it is. if it's not to bad I may use it to see if I can build patience so I feel no emotion at putting up with this. That could be one of the this happened for my greater good, benefits, or something.
But as I said before I'm not mad or upset. I'll adapt, and I do know this is for my greater good even if I don't know how or why as of yet.
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I've been talking to some of my mates, wanting to share a bit while I masturbated. it seems, most of them are nudging me towards being with Shalamane more. Spitfire is busy so I didn't talk to her really. Maribelle said there is a sizable advantage to being with Shalamane more. Gaia & Nagi sorta nudged me towards being with Shalamane more.
My thoughts of this are it could either be a result of what happened this morning. My dragoness mother deciding to share all her titles with me, as I mentioned before. This may change things in ways I do not know.
It could be some of them, say like Spitfire, may be more independent minded so say I may be with them and hang out with them say a few times a week for a few hours each roughly. She may be hanging out with her friends and spending some time alone doing stuff the rest of the time she's not doing one of her hobbies. and spend time with her family too, of course.
I use the term hobbies since my soul knowledge seems to say that you don't have to get a 'job' to make money to live, it's all about do what you want. What excites you the most. What do you find fun to do. So I use hobby instead of job.
Some others like Maribelle and Gaia may be busy so though they may want to be with me more may be busy so a few days or a week may go by at times and I may either not see them or maybe telepathically talk a bit here and there.
So it may be that Shalamane will be the mate I see day after day. Also not sure about the diffident advantage to being with Shalamane more would mean. I like to think all 5 of us communicate well with each other so if there was a problem I'm sure they'd talk to me about it or I'd feel there was something they wanted to talk to me about.
Also the busy ones like Maribelle and Gaia, would want to spend time with their families, friends, and some time alone too.
Plus Gaia has who knows how many mates.
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Think I'll listen to the audio instead of doing it without the audio.
Running the energies went well. The main meditation, to feel the power of the SaHa, I didn't really feel. The SaHa I barely feel. But that is ok. I take it to be an individual thing and what I'm having is the correct experience.
Plus Salamane did pop in to give me a quick nibble on the neck. I'm getting use to the effect that has, pleasure and relaxing at the same time, hard to describe.
When I was supposed to open my eyes in the meditation I got the impression of a hugely muscled naga standing next to me with some sort of weapons on his or her back. Couldn't see them clearly. I also had the feeling it was a guardian naga of some sort. later I was wondering what type it was and he said he's a diamondback type of naga.
don't know if this was before or after the meditation but i found out that my dragoness soul mother has made it known in the community, whoever and whatever this community is I don't know. But she's made it known that I have all the titles she has. And if any royals grumble about it she is using the valid excuse that I have chosen to remember all her memories from when she was one of my soul parents when I was re-created and before. not sure who told me this, some sort of official maybe. i did talk to my dragoness soul parent and she confirmed this saying she knows it would not go to my head and I would not abuse the power. and Yes it is all her titles, not just the Royal naga titles she has but positive royal alpha draconian and others as well. I feel 2 ways about this. part of me is really excited by this news. But another part of me, not in conflict at all, thinks, why should I act any different. I agree with both feelings. I am really excited about this, but I'll act pretty much the same. Though I do think it may bring some changes. not just the fact i seem to have a permanent guardian naga around. I guess they work in shifts or something.
I also found out why that 1 naga that visited me briefly this morning kept calling me illustrious one. Apparently it was some title, an honorific, given to those who do like what I've done, and my dragoness soul parent. Helping others through a shift like 3-4d, 4-5d, ect.
Also found out the light body may be 5d. and if I do the light body courses I could rise up to maybe 6-8d in this incarnation. Neat. I guess that doesn't count if i had access to ALL of my soul parent's memories and accumulated wisdom.
Oh yes, also to make it clear, what I meant by I have all of her titles it's that she's sharing all her titles with me. Like as in she's abdicating or stepping down, It's that she has all her titles and she is sharing them all with me also. As I said before, I am excited by this and find it neat, but I'll act pretty much the same.
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Found out what Spitfire does back home. She's a greeter, takes some on tourists, and guide to those who are visiting the world. Including dignitaries I assume too.
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My internet speed is about 1/3 to half what it was. I called and it seems due to complaints about the speed the internet company has switched to a lower tier service for this area since they can't guarantee the higher speed. I can see the logic behind that. This makes web surfing much slower and as for watching streaming, I'll have to see how it plays out. At worst I'll go back to listening to podcasts a lot more and the brony show does upload the show so I can download that. Say while I'm napping or something. Ivan's channeling I can download the mobile version since it only shows the face of the person talking and I can watch that fine in mobile. Or even mp3 using a website to download the mp3 version if I want.
I'll assume this is for my own greater good, even if I'm not consciously aware of how or why.
one result is doing stuff on the net like streaming will be a bit frustrating with the streaming. I assume I'll end up with more money. More money is why I got rid of the home phone, and if the service was lowered to basic I should have some extra money on top of that. Though I'll miss the smooth running streams since the slight tests I've done is around 3-4 seconds of stream and it pauses for about the same. I'll try it for the next week with the regular streams I watch to see how it is. if it's not to bad I may use it to see if I can build patience so I feel no emotion at putting up with this. That could be one of the this happened for my greater good, benefits, or something.
But as I said before I'm not mad or upset. I'll adapt, and I do know this is for my greater good even if I don't know how or why as of yet.
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I've been talking to some of my mates, wanting to share a bit while I masturbated. it seems, most of them are nudging me towards being with Shalamane more. Spitfire is busy so I didn't talk to her really. Maribelle said there is a sizable advantage to being with Shalamane more. Gaia & Nagi sorta nudged me towards being with Shalamane more.
My thoughts of this are it could either be a result of what happened this morning. My dragoness mother deciding to share all her titles with me, as I mentioned before. This may change things in ways I do not know.
It could be some of them, say like Spitfire, may be more independent minded so say I may be with them and hang out with them say a few times a week for a few hours each roughly. She may be hanging out with her friends and spending some time alone doing stuff the rest of the time she's not doing one of her hobbies. and spend time with her family too, of course.
I use the term hobbies since my soul knowledge seems to say that you don't have to get a 'job' to make money to live, it's all about do what you want. What excites you the most. What do you find fun to do. So I use hobby instead of job.
Some others like Maribelle and Gaia may be busy so though they may want to be with me more may be busy so a few days or a week may go by at times and I may either not see them or maybe telepathically talk a bit here and there.
So it may be that Shalamane will be the mate I see day after day. Also not sure about the diffident advantage to being with Shalamane more would mean. I like to think all 5 of us communicate well with each other so if there was a problem I'm sure they'd talk to me about it or I'd feel there was something they wanted to talk to me about.
Also the busy ones like Maribelle and Gaia, would want to spend time with their families, friends, and some time alone too.
Plus Gaia has who knows how many mates.
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Think I'll listen to the audio instead of doing it without the audio.
Running the energies went well. The main meditation, to feel the power of the SaHa, I didn't really feel. The SaHa I barely feel. But that is ok. I take it to be an individual thing and what I'm having is the correct experience.
Plus Salamane did pop in to give me a quick nibble on the neck. I'm getting use to the effect that has, pleasure and relaxing at the same time, hard to describe.
Wednesday, June 24, 2015
Channeling 23 Praying Mantis [6-24]
Felt like I had a praying mantis type that wanted to talk to me. I do recall a sort of half memory months ago that I knew one, or one of my soul parent's did and I got the memory from them since I did choose I wanted to remember all of their memories and accumulated wisdom.
<Greetings, thought it may be a good time to come by, so to speak and say hello.>
I guess you are an insect type, the praying mantis in one of my memories? <correct. I am a member of a what humans would call a praying mantis species. My name would be hard for the human throat to say and hard to spell. I just came to say you are doing very well.>
Do we know each other, or are you a friend of one of my soul parents? <technically one of your soul parents. Though you have their memories, though you do not at present remember much of them. So I felt we could be friends as well.>
I'd like that. I guess I'll know you better later on, either later in this incarnation or when this incarnation ends. <indeed, one or the other. You are doing well. believe in yourself, accept yourself and do not doubt. You are learning, growing, into your true self as well as embodying 4 souls, your soul parents to use your term. That is a lot for any 1 soul to do, especially one who is in a very low density world like you presently are. and yes you are of royalty, a royal naga and positive royal alpha draconian.>
<continue along the path you are. go at your own pace. try to relax. and remember you are embodying 4 souls since you choose to remember the memories of 4 souls instead of just 1 or going the route of being a new soul.>
<Greetings, thought it may be a good time to come by, so to speak and say hello.>
I guess you are an insect type, the praying mantis in one of my memories? <correct. I am a member of a what humans would call a praying mantis species. My name would be hard for the human throat to say and hard to spell. I just came to say you are doing very well.>
Do we know each other, or are you a friend of one of my soul parents? <technically one of your soul parents. Though you have their memories, though you do not at present remember much of them. So I felt we could be friends as well.>
I'd like that. I guess I'll know you better later on, either later in this incarnation or when this incarnation ends. <indeed, one or the other. You are doing well. believe in yourself, accept yourself and do not doubt. You are learning, growing, into your true self as well as embodying 4 souls, your soul parents to use your term. That is a lot for any 1 soul to do, especially one who is in a very low density world like you presently are. and yes you are of royalty, a royal naga and positive royal alpha draconian.>
<continue along the path you are. go at your own pace. try to relax. and remember you are embodying 4 souls since you choose to remember the memories of 4 souls instead of just 1 or going the route of being a new soul.>
Channeling 22 UNICORN MOTHER [6-24]
Thought I'd try to channel my unicorn mother to get some more info about my soul heritage.
<hello son. you have questions I know.>
So the naga heritage and positive alpha draconian both are of the royalty types? <indeed since your soul heritage comes from the same soul for those 2 it makes sense if you think about it that both would be of the royalty types, besides the fact your naga is of the cobra variety, as well as being royalty, as well as your positive alpha draconian being royalty too. Both come from what you call your dragoness soul mother.>
and from what I know the pod and unicorns don't really have much of a rank structure? <the pod indeed doesn't. The most they have is elders of the pod, the eldest ones, and everyone else, but that, as you know, is not a rigid rank system, just that the members know who are older them and have more wisdom and experienced then they personally have. Unicorns are something similar. Not exactly the same but similar.>
does that mean I have a cool flying sportscar and a cool chauffeur? <Nothing like that. nagas and positive alpha draconians don't use cars, flying or otherwise, and royalty is the same. But you can mane fist a vehicle if you want and a chauffeur too if you want. most just go where they want.>
I feel tired often in the afternoon. <part of that is due to the growth and change your physical body is going through, but also it is a bit more nocturnal then most human bodies are, though not totally nocturnal.>
So do I really have 4 mates, not counting Nagi, and who knows how many lovers, if any. <Indeed. You are a very loving person. And also it does make sense to have a mate for the different soul heritages, some or all of them. if one wants. Though Spitfire did happen, it is normal. you may or may not find or gain 1 or 2 more. but either is ok. if you get more or stop at 4. Either of those is fine.>
Still seems a bit much that at least 2 of my heritages are royal. <Why a bit much? Doesn't it make sense that it would be since both come from the same soul and do you think a commoner would be allowed to go on the mission you're on more likely then a royal would? Or that a royal would have more experience, due to your soul age of remembering your soul parent's accumulated wisdom and some memories, as well as more visibility to do the mission you are on which would bring more visibility the the world and the troubles there and the help needed. >
I guess I'll recall more soul knowledge and memories? <over time as you have been yes, at unexpected times. continue to uncover your true self. Your thoughts and believes are what you need to work on mainly, as well as some other things like the course you are taking and others you may take.> Thought I'd cut it short since I'm feeling a bit tired.
<hello son. you have questions I know.>
So the naga heritage and positive alpha draconian both are of the royalty types? <indeed since your soul heritage comes from the same soul for those 2 it makes sense if you think about it that both would be of the royalty types, besides the fact your naga is of the cobra variety, as well as being royalty, as well as your positive alpha draconian being royalty too. Both come from what you call your dragoness soul mother.>
and from what I know the pod and unicorns don't really have much of a rank structure? <the pod indeed doesn't. The most they have is elders of the pod, the eldest ones, and everyone else, but that, as you know, is not a rigid rank system, just that the members know who are older them and have more wisdom and experienced then they personally have. Unicorns are something similar. Not exactly the same but similar.>
does that mean I have a cool flying sportscar and a cool chauffeur? <Nothing like that. nagas and positive alpha draconians don't use cars, flying or otherwise, and royalty is the same. But you can mane fist a vehicle if you want and a chauffeur too if you want. most just go where they want.>
I feel tired often in the afternoon. <part of that is due to the growth and change your physical body is going through, but also it is a bit more nocturnal then most human bodies are, though not totally nocturnal.>
So do I really have 4 mates, not counting Nagi, and who knows how many lovers, if any. <Indeed. You are a very loving person. And also it does make sense to have a mate for the different soul heritages, some or all of them. if one wants. Though Spitfire did happen, it is normal. you may or may not find or gain 1 or 2 more. but either is ok. if you get more or stop at 4. Either of those is fine.>
Still seems a bit much that at least 2 of my heritages are royal. <Why a bit much? Doesn't it make sense that it would be since both come from the same soul and do you think a commoner would be allowed to go on the mission you're on more likely then a royal would? Or that a royal would have more experience, due to your soul age of remembering your soul parent's accumulated wisdom and some memories, as well as more visibility to do the mission you are on which would bring more visibility the the world and the troubles there and the help needed. >
I guess I'll recall more soul knowledge and memories? <over time as you have been yes, at unexpected times. continue to uncover your true self. Your thoughts and believes are what you need to work on mainly, as well as some other things like the course you are taking and others you may take.> Thought I'd cut it short since I'm feeling a bit tired.
Wedensday [6-24]
Had a bit of a talk with Shalamane when I awoke. I was laying in bed relaxing. Felt like the right talk and I was thinking I may do short interviews with my mates and Nagi to get to know them better. maybe 2 of my soul parents also. I think I'll try to recreate it instead of summarizing it.
<hello lover, stud.>
uh, yea. so if you were to eat a human type food what would it be? <sushi, yum, though you can leave the kelp wraps at home. Not much into plant food myself.>
So what about me do you like? <your personality, your energy, you make me laugh, are silly at times. very hot looking, mmmmm, the size of .>
yea, well. I guess we are both clear on our feelings for each other. <indeed, the love we feel goes deep. there was an immediate connection. true love all the way. and strong connections too.>
So, why is it you are always erotic and such towards me? <you bring that out in me, just you being you. Admit it, I know I bring it out in you....> typing this now I do have to admit even the memory of it does. what happened next was she started to growl at me. Not an aggressive or angry grown but instinctively I knew it was the growl of... hard to describe, an aroused female who is with a male she finds very attractive and a suitable mate. I found myself doing the same growl to her. it's not that we were not sentient we were, but it was like our feelings for each other had awakened some deeper instincts. As I recall we did a sort of circle around each other. She pounced on me in a playful manner and I was on my back. We then did a human equivalent of like hugging, kissing, foreplay, but knowing it wasn't meant to lead to sex, just us sharing our affection, love, sexual feelings for each other. it included from what I can describe as her gently biting a certain spot on my neck and I knew the exact spot and the exact amount of force to do the same to her, and exquisite feeling when she did it to me. as I remember now I do think we had our wings half unfolded but not fully extended. I felt myself melting into what she was doing. No idea how long this went on when I felt something awaken in me and I gripped her and flipped her or something, not sure what, and put her on her back and took the more dominant position. again no sex just us both sharing our affection, love, sexual feelings for each other and letting ancient instincts guide us.
This went on for a while then we both stopped, again we both knew this wasn't meant to lead to sex. I guess that does show how we feel about each other. As I type this i wonder if that was some sort of ritual or something of meaning, or just the 2 of us sharing our affection, love, sexual feelings. Felt like we shared energy too as I recall.
afterwards but before we parted Shalamane did a sort of brief sigh saying, <now I know why mom warned me about you, it was totally hot.>
what do you mean? <when your... the one you recall as your dragoness mother, and you wouldn't believe the ancient lineage and heritage, but anyway when it was obvious she was wanting the 2 of us to become mates I asked mother to look at your energy and she did see what your dragoness mother said was correct we were perfect for each other and she warned me that she saw something in your energy that was like father's. You're not totally submissive, nor dominant, but sort of a mix of the 2, which mom said is one of the things she finds hot about dad and she warned me I may find it hot as well. in fact she said if she wasn't fully happy with dad, you'd be a consideration for a mate of hers.>
<I don't like the idea of a male who's always dominant, but I also don't like the idea of a male who's always submissive either. so you fit perfectly, like a key in a lock. and I know where one of your keys would perfectly fit I bet>
sounds like a compliment. i still find it hard to believe that I'm really something important like a positive royal alpha draconian. <oh, you certainly are. like your naga heritage is of a royal naga too. You have the neck hood and all. But here let me prove it more.> then she started to do something like doing an sort of light energywork and massage of my back that felt pleasurable and relaxing. <see, that only affects royals like it is you. If you were a non royal while you may find it relaxing of your back muscles it wouldn't be effecting you like it is now.>
What is it you're doing? <a trick mom taught me. Something like a bit of energy work and massage, of what you may call your flight or wing muscles.> Then she stopped but you do need to get up dear. But I do think these interviews of your mates is a good idea. You'll consciously get to know us better, even if you don't yet have full access to your soul memories.>
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Running the energies went well. I felt Shalamane give me a loving nip on my neck during part of it. I felt she was being both a bit mischievous but also wanted to express her affection.
This guided meditation went well. It was soul linking. the first person, the gm of the Thursday rpg group, his soul said no. The 2nd person's soul said he's going through something currently. So I then chose Gaia who said yes. I picked her next since I figured, not since we're mates, but because she may need help in the shift with all the negativity in the world. which I personally don't see it. Things look great to me, but I'm sure other parts of the world have some negativity. So over all a meditation that went very well I would say.
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Running the energies went well. For the soul linking I went through my various mates. As I did this I went through smoothing the emotional and then mental body and mental grid.
As I've mentioned before with Shalamane it feels like we have strong connections about where our sex organs are, light body heart energy center, and less strongly at the throat LB energy center.
Maribelle feels strong in the heart also, less so in the throat and then the sex organs area a bit less so.
Spitfire is strong in the sex, & heart, less so in the throat, I think.
Gaia seems mainly balanced roughly between heart LB energy center and sex area.
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so with most of my mates I guess we have a strong sexual connection and love for each other. I guess the LB throat energy center means we talk or a sign of I've channeled them or talk. Except for Maribelle but it seems with her it's love first and sex second. That is ok. My only concern though, maybe a silly one, is with 4 mates I hope I don't leave any 1 feeling slighted or sidelined since i do have 4.
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I was just thinking. It seems pretty wild. Me a royal Naga and Royal positive alpha draconian. So guess I'm a prince or something? That sounds wild. And I'm 6-8 different things then. Dolphin, orca, beluga whale, unicorn, royal naga, royal positive alpha draconian. maybe also a western and eastern dragon too. Wild. Not sure if I'll add more.
I can't imagine myself as Royalty. Though I've had confirmation. It is pretty wild. Me being Naga royalty and Positive royal alpha draconian. Not sure what that means. and having 4 mates now. Not counting Nagi.
Also now it seems I have 4 mates. and Nagi, my other half. I do hope I can keep 5 females from feeling sidelined.
I wonder if it was significant what Shalamane & I did earlier was significant or not.
I also found out the positive royal alpha draconian equivlant, roughly to a unicorn touching horns. It's one of us biting the other's neck. Not with any real force. There is a certain spot on the neck that when Shalamane bits it causes a jolt of pleasure to shoot through my body. Not pleasure like sex, not that high or intense. It also causes me to relax as well when the pleasure shot through my body. and I also instinctively knew exactly where to bite Shalamane and the exact amount of force to use to do the same to her. My instincts, which I never knew I had. My positive royal alpha draconian. it feels like that is how 2 very close individuals, like mates or lovers, share affection. similar to 2 unicorns touching horns. Another instinct I didn't know I had till I was with Maribelle
Channel 21 SHAR [6-24]
I have had a nudging sort of feeling that someone wanted to say something on here and it does feel positive. First time I've had this happen. I've had my dragoness soul mother (1 of my 4 soul parents) or one or 2 others I mentally talk to say something but this is a first time for this.
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<Greetings I am a positive alpha draconian. Not one of those, I hesitate to even admit they are of the same race or refer to them as cousins. But you may call me Shar. We are of the positive alpha draconians and are helping your earth and the residents, natives and not through the shift. Though those others that some may refer to as negative alpha draconians are trying to stop or reverse the ascension and shift they can not. It is happening and progressing. Though of a slow rate. Slower then some would like, but there is some ultimate good from this slow speed since it allows more humans , and non humans incarnated in human bodies, to become prepared for the shift and ride it out at a speed and pace good for them.>
Are you one of my guides or something? <no sire, I would not presume to be a guide to one such as yourself.>
Sire? I'm not a king, not that I know of anyway. <your positive alpha draconian heritage sire is of an ancient an very noble, royal actually, I meant noble as in honored, heritage. Shalalmane is of a different but still royal family. You do not think you would be of a commoner type and come to incarnate on the earth and do what you do. Though your class system is not as rigid as the dark ones, the negatives, their caste system is more like that of ancient India, as rigid as it is. Ours more closely resembles Great Britain, though our royals do have power, unlike really the British. Though we have been helping earth unknown we feel it is time to come forth to an extent. Some other channels we've spoken to or through. You are all doing very well. Do not let fear control or blind you. Take back your power for the power likes in yourselves not outside yourselves in this or that institution or religion. Though there are some positive religions and belief systems there are some who would twist this to control others.>
I doubt many will read this since it's on a forum and I'm not anyone famous. <more read this then you suspect and even if only 1 reads it if they are helped it will be of worth to get the message out and while you are not famous on the earth, such may not be the case here. Though that I'll let be a surprise when you get home. You know you came to help the earth through it's upcoming shift as you have before. You remember bits of when you did this previous, such as when you helped another world, though this was helping them going from the 4th to the 5th density.>
You mean the, what looks like anthropomorphic dolphins? <correct sire. Since you are also of dolphin, and 2 other types of cetacean, not of earth origin, you and some others though you would fit in perfectly there. Though you were more publicly visible there then you are here. you've done much the same work elsewhere as well. I do think that is enough for now. Thanks sir for letting me get this message through.>
Ok, there you have it. not sure of it but he did feel positive & the message does seem and felt positive. still not sure of me being a royal positive alpha draconian. though i do have more then 1 soul heritage. Including such as non earth dolphin, orca, beluga whale, unicorn Naga. Quite a hybrid soul I think the term would be.
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<Greetings I am a positive alpha draconian. Not one of those, I hesitate to even admit they are of the same race or refer to them as cousins. But you may call me Shar. We are of the positive alpha draconians and are helping your earth and the residents, natives and not through the shift. Though those others that some may refer to as negative alpha draconians are trying to stop or reverse the ascension and shift they can not. It is happening and progressing. Though of a slow rate. Slower then some would like, but there is some ultimate good from this slow speed since it allows more humans , and non humans incarnated in human bodies, to become prepared for the shift and ride it out at a speed and pace good for them.>
Are you one of my guides or something? <no sire, I would not presume to be a guide to one such as yourself.>
Sire? I'm not a king, not that I know of anyway. <your positive alpha draconian heritage sire is of an ancient an very noble, royal actually, I meant noble as in honored, heritage. Shalalmane is of a different but still royal family. You do not think you would be of a commoner type and come to incarnate on the earth and do what you do. Though your class system is not as rigid as the dark ones, the negatives, their caste system is more like that of ancient India, as rigid as it is. Ours more closely resembles Great Britain, though our royals do have power, unlike really the British. Though we have been helping earth unknown we feel it is time to come forth to an extent. Some other channels we've spoken to or through. You are all doing very well. Do not let fear control or blind you. Take back your power for the power likes in yourselves not outside yourselves in this or that institution or religion. Though there are some positive religions and belief systems there are some who would twist this to control others.>
I doubt many will read this since it's on a forum and I'm not anyone famous. <more read this then you suspect and even if only 1 reads it if they are helped it will be of worth to get the message out and while you are not famous on the earth, such may not be the case here. Though that I'll let be a surprise when you get home. You know you came to help the earth through it's upcoming shift as you have before. You remember bits of when you did this previous, such as when you helped another world, though this was helping them going from the 4th to the 5th density.>
You mean the, what looks like anthropomorphic dolphins? <correct sire. Since you are also of dolphin, and 2 other types of cetacean, not of earth origin, you and some others though you would fit in perfectly there. Though you were more publicly visible there then you are here. you've done much the same work elsewhere as well. I do think that is enough for now. Thanks sir for letting me get this message through.>
Ok, there you have it. not sure of it but he did feel positive & the message does seem and felt positive. still not sure of me being a royal positive alpha draconian. though i do have more then 1 soul heritage. Including such as non earth dolphin, orca, beluga whale, unicorn Naga. Quite a hybrid soul I think the term would be.
Tuesday, June 23, 2015
Channeling 20 DRAGONESS SOUL MOTHER [6-23]
Decided to ask my dragoness mother some questions.
Why is it that I don't experience any interference unlike Ivan and certain others have? <Part of it is the Sirius etheric type chips that you had in you to help with communications for 40 years, before they were removed. Also We know what technology they are using and can counter it. Another factor also is in what you would refer to as former or past lives, and in your personal timeline and viewpoint they did come before this one, at least the ones of your soul parents and yourself. You have channeled in some of them. You've taught masters how to channel. So these reasons and certain others are the reason for a perfect attunement. So put simply its impossible for you to experience any interference from outside of yourself sources. and belive me it does irritate them, the ones that do know of you. As the humans would say, it really gets under their skin. Which does amuse me somewhat. >
Why did you go on about I'm of an ancient lineage and heritage. Sounds like you were hinting at bloodline also. <Indeed, in that species I named, including the positive ones, the fact you are of my lineage, one of my children, from a soul's point of view, and have access to the wisdom and experiences I experienced during that incarnation, though you do not recall much, of it, consciously, will, and does mean a lot in that society. Indeed it means a lot.>
Does the fact that my spirit body, or whatever it is called, had wings mean anything? <it means a great deal.>
what does it mean? <you'll find out, eventually.>
Shalamane mentioned once that females are dominant in that society, is it true? <not fully, not like in the negative older and older positive society. Though that is a tradition. Though be sure be yourself. She'll find it much more hot if you are yourself and dominant when you want to be and are in the mood. very hot indeed.>
Sounds like you want the 2 of us to be mates. <indeed, I know both of you and the 2 of you would be a perfect match. She's a friend of an incarnation of mine, and I know you better then you know yourself at present.>
So if the fact they can't cause any interference with my channeling or communicating or whatever you call this. Why don't they come after me and make it look like an accident if they want to keep the world uninformed and negative? <even though you are not famous like some like the person who channels Bashar, you wouldn't believe the trouble it would cause them if they did anything. Just leave it at that. you feel no fear at all and though curiosity is ok, and can be fun at times. These details are of no importance.>
So do I have some sort of good standing in that society? <You wouldn't believe. And in some others also like the pod. There's a reason why that female pod member you shared with was a bit shy to initiate sharing though you were in the commons area at the time. not due to your soul heritage but other factors, like how ancient your heritages and linage are and your understanding, when you are fully you and not in the human body you are now. >
Sounds like a strong hint of a high rank in that other race and in the pod being one of the elders. <could be, or maybe bloodline in 1 or more cases instead of rank. but the exact details you'll learn later on or when the incarnation is over. The strong hints are there after all.>
I guess the shift is going well? <indeed, not as fast as it can go, though it is proceeding. What they are trying to do will not work that makes some of them more frustrated. Apart from that those who are shifting into 4d are doing so at a pace perfect for them. While there won't be aliens walking openly in say 2020. It will come in time, those who wish to will be in 4d in time, others will remain in 3d. Though they can evolve later if they want. Everyone should just focus on doing things the fun easy path and do what excites them the most and what is the most fun. It can be that simple. No need to do complicated or long practices.> True, the fun easy path is best.
What density is Shalamane in? <4th or 5th. Though i may not like being in 4th density it does help some of that race to evolve and grow faster they they would on their own as well as others I talk with and help. I've lifted her and some others so they can experience 5th density for a visit till they can raise their fully on their own.>
Why is it that I don't experience any interference unlike Ivan and certain others have? <Part of it is the Sirius etheric type chips that you had in you to help with communications for 40 years, before they were removed. Also We know what technology they are using and can counter it. Another factor also is in what you would refer to as former or past lives, and in your personal timeline and viewpoint they did come before this one, at least the ones of your soul parents and yourself. You have channeled in some of them. You've taught masters how to channel. So these reasons and certain others are the reason for a perfect attunement. So put simply its impossible for you to experience any interference from outside of yourself sources. and belive me it does irritate them, the ones that do know of you. As the humans would say, it really gets under their skin. Which does amuse me somewhat. >
Why did you go on about I'm of an ancient lineage and heritage. Sounds like you were hinting at bloodline also. <Indeed, in that species I named, including the positive ones, the fact you are of my lineage, one of my children, from a soul's point of view, and have access to the wisdom and experiences I experienced during that incarnation, though you do not recall much, of it, consciously, will, and does mean a lot in that society. Indeed it means a lot.>
Does the fact that my spirit body, or whatever it is called, had wings mean anything? <it means a great deal.>
what does it mean? <you'll find out, eventually.>
Shalamane mentioned once that females are dominant in that society, is it true? <not fully, not like in the negative older and older positive society. Though that is a tradition. Though be sure be yourself. She'll find it much more hot if you are yourself and dominant when you want to be and are in the mood. very hot indeed.>
Sounds like you want the 2 of us to be mates. <indeed, I know both of you and the 2 of you would be a perfect match. She's a friend of an incarnation of mine, and I know you better then you know yourself at present.>
So if the fact they can't cause any interference with my channeling or communicating or whatever you call this. Why don't they come after me and make it look like an accident if they want to keep the world uninformed and negative? <even though you are not famous like some like the person who channels Bashar, you wouldn't believe the trouble it would cause them if they did anything. Just leave it at that. you feel no fear at all and though curiosity is ok, and can be fun at times. These details are of no importance.>
So do I have some sort of good standing in that society? <You wouldn't believe. And in some others also like the pod. There's a reason why that female pod member you shared with was a bit shy to initiate sharing though you were in the commons area at the time. not due to your soul heritage but other factors, like how ancient your heritages and linage are and your understanding, when you are fully you and not in the human body you are now. >
Sounds like a strong hint of a high rank in that other race and in the pod being one of the elders. <could be, or maybe bloodline in 1 or more cases instead of rank. but the exact details you'll learn later on or when the incarnation is over. The strong hints are there after all.>
I guess the shift is going well? <indeed, not as fast as it can go, though it is proceeding. What they are trying to do will not work that makes some of them more frustrated. Apart from that those who are shifting into 4d are doing so at a pace perfect for them. While there won't be aliens walking openly in say 2020. It will come in time, those who wish to will be in 4d in time, others will remain in 3d. Though they can evolve later if they want. Everyone should just focus on doing things the fun easy path and do what excites them the most and what is the most fun. It can be that simple. No need to do complicated or long practices.> True, the fun easy path is best.
What density is Shalamane in? <4th or 5th. Though i may not like being in 4th density it does help some of that race to evolve and grow faster they they would on their own as well as others I talk with and help. I've lifted her and some others so they can experience 5th density for a visit till they can raise their fully on their own.>
Tuesday [6-23]
Seems I'll be able to keep my internet service and they'll just stop my landline service. Nice. I don't really need the landline anymore and it should save me around 6 to maybe as much as 8 dollars a month. As my rough estimation.
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Running the energies and the meditation went well. Running the energies and the meditation was a bit interrupted sorta since it felt like Shalamane hugged me and seemed she maybe took part of me out of my body or maybe awakened my multi dimensional nature and I was either, not sure if I was in some sort of non space or some place in the mind or her mind. Not sure. But my spirit body was there or whatever sort of body it is. When she hugged me and did whatever she did I was sorta stunned by the huge wave of love that popped up between us that we both felt for the other. I could also feel we had 3 connections, or maybe 4.
We diffidently have connections, and I think it may be both chakra and light body energy energy centers. The genital area, the light body heart energy center & a weaker connection in the throat. The 2 strongest is the genital area, I think there is a chakra there or near there. The light body energy center nearest there is a bit lower down. The other one that is as strong of a connection is my light body heart energy center. The throat lb energy center isn't as strong. Though my throat energy center may need some work or clearing or something too.
I did check with my other mates. With Maribelle it felt like our strongest connection was our heart centers, my LB heart energy center, and a weaker one in my throat. Spitfire was similar to Shalamane's. Genetial, heart and a weaker one in the throat, lb energy center. Gaia felt like the same 3. I didn't check with Nagi since she's my other half. I know we have 1 energy system, light body heart center and kundalini.
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During the rest of the meditation I sorta did the guided meditation but also was in the whatever it was place with Shalamane. I couldn't see color, as usual. But I did look down at myself and what I could see I did look like an anthro dragon type of being. Similar to those draconian images I've seen, the D & D draconian, no idea what the alpha draconian beings look like. I did feel wings on my back and said "I have wings." and i spread them for a second or so before I folded them back on my back. Shalamane found it a bit humorous saying, "of course you have wings."
Shalamane and I talked further. Mostly her talking. She did look me up and down my entire length saying, I could tell she found my appearance sexually appealing, despite the love that I feel we have for each other and the attraction we feel at a personal level. She then said, "I'll make sure you father lots of children with me." Then she commented with "I wonder how your cock tastes." I knew she meant as in oral sex. Then, "I wonder how well your cock will fit in my mouth." these 2 felt more like her thinking out loud and not at me.
I asked her about do positive alpha draconians raise their kids themselves, the parents or is it some other system. She said they are raised by the community. The children live together, and here she gave me mental images. They live in dorm type of a place. I did ask if they have a large common room or a private room. She found the idea (which I got from some little rascals/our gang comedies. there they have some shorts where the kids are orphans and they sleep in a huge common room. She found that idea horrific, and said each kid has their own private room.
Also families can sponsor 1 or more kids and when the school is on brake, and the school does the year round thing but they do take brakes at certain points through the year. During these breaks the kids can stay at a home that sponsors kids and the home can sponsor 1 or more kids. So that way they are also exposed to soem loving couples and in home situation at times. if a couple does want to sponsor their own kids they can, that is allowed. but during the time school is in the kids live at the school in dorms, each in their own private room.
I did ask if adults are allowed to show affection in front of kids since I think in some customs humans have that is frowned on and she said couples are expected to show affection towards each other in front of children. The images I got showed that included any who work at the schools as well.
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As I was doing the meditation without listening to the audio I remembered while I was at the dentist and laying in the chair I could feel energy streaming up my legs up into I think my abdominal area. Not sure if it went any higher.
Also my dragoness mother talked to me a bit saying how my positive alpha draconian heritage and lineage is an ancient one. Not sure if that should mean something but I sorta mentally shrugged and decided to go with it. I'm sure it means something and I'll find out eventually what that means.
The meditation went well overall. Again I can feel the energy very well. Though I don't try to see how large my light body heart energy center, throat lb energy center is, nor my first light body center, the Fullonia.
While I was running the energies to my throat LB energy center I did feel tiny spots of slight pain. I stopped running the energies so I could do some energy work on the area. I seem to have remembered a week or 2 ago how to do energy work. Though I'll just go with the fact it works. I don't feel any feedback with my hands so not feeling if this area is tight or not. Though I can feel that in my body itself so that is some feedback.
I've been thinking. I have 4 mates. I wonder if I'll get more and if i have any lovers I don't know of or will have. Guess I'll find out eventually. Makes me wonder if I have any kids or not. That is another thing I'll find out.
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Running the energies and the meditation went well. Running the energies and the meditation was a bit interrupted sorta since it felt like Shalamane hugged me and seemed she maybe took part of me out of my body or maybe awakened my multi dimensional nature and I was either, not sure if I was in some sort of non space or some place in the mind or her mind. Not sure. But my spirit body was there or whatever sort of body it is. When she hugged me and did whatever she did I was sorta stunned by the huge wave of love that popped up between us that we both felt for the other. I could also feel we had 3 connections, or maybe 4.
We diffidently have connections, and I think it may be both chakra and light body energy energy centers. The genital area, the light body heart energy center & a weaker connection in the throat. The 2 strongest is the genital area, I think there is a chakra there or near there. The light body energy center nearest there is a bit lower down. The other one that is as strong of a connection is my light body heart energy center. The throat lb energy center isn't as strong. Though my throat energy center may need some work or clearing or something too.
I did check with my other mates. With Maribelle it felt like our strongest connection was our heart centers, my LB heart energy center, and a weaker one in my throat. Spitfire was similar to Shalamane's. Genetial, heart and a weaker one in the throat, lb energy center. Gaia felt like the same 3. I didn't check with Nagi since she's my other half. I know we have 1 energy system, light body heart center and kundalini.
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During the rest of the meditation I sorta did the guided meditation but also was in the whatever it was place with Shalamane. I couldn't see color, as usual. But I did look down at myself and what I could see I did look like an anthro dragon type of being. Similar to those draconian images I've seen, the D & D draconian, no idea what the alpha draconian beings look like. I did feel wings on my back and said "I have wings." and i spread them for a second or so before I folded them back on my back. Shalamane found it a bit humorous saying, "of course you have wings."
Shalamane and I talked further. Mostly her talking. She did look me up and down my entire length saying, I could tell she found my appearance sexually appealing, despite the love that I feel we have for each other and the attraction we feel at a personal level. She then said, "I'll make sure you father lots of children with me." Then she commented with "I wonder how your cock tastes." I knew she meant as in oral sex. Then, "I wonder how well your cock will fit in my mouth." these 2 felt more like her thinking out loud and not at me.
I asked her about do positive alpha draconians raise their kids themselves, the parents or is it some other system. She said they are raised by the community. The children live together, and here she gave me mental images. They live in dorm type of a place. I did ask if they have a large common room or a private room. She found the idea (which I got from some little rascals/our gang comedies. there they have some shorts where the kids are orphans and they sleep in a huge common room. She found that idea horrific, and said each kid has their own private room.
Also families can sponsor 1 or more kids and when the school is on brake, and the school does the year round thing but they do take brakes at certain points through the year. During these breaks the kids can stay at a home that sponsors kids and the home can sponsor 1 or more kids. So that way they are also exposed to soem loving couples and in home situation at times. if a couple does want to sponsor their own kids they can, that is allowed. but during the time school is in the kids live at the school in dorms, each in their own private room.
I did ask if adults are allowed to show affection in front of kids since I think in some customs humans have that is frowned on and she said couples are expected to show affection towards each other in front of children. The images I got showed that included any who work at the schools as well.
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As I was doing the meditation without listening to the audio I remembered while I was at the dentist and laying in the chair I could feel energy streaming up my legs up into I think my abdominal area. Not sure if it went any higher.
Also my dragoness mother talked to me a bit saying how my positive alpha draconian heritage and lineage is an ancient one. Not sure if that should mean something but I sorta mentally shrugged and decided to go with it. I'm sure it means something and I'll find out eventually what that means.
The meditation went well overall. Again I can feel the energy very well. Though I don't try to see how large my light body heart energy center, throat lb energy center is, nor my first light body center, the Fullonia.
While I was running the energies to my throat LB energy center I did feel tiny spots of slight pain. I stopped running the energies so I could do some energy work on the area. I seem to have remembered a week or 2 ago how to do energy work. Though I'll just go with the fact it works. I don't feel any feedback with my hands so not feeling if this area is tight or not. Though I can feel that in my body itself so that is some feedback.
I've been thinking. I have 4 mates. I wonder if I'll get more and if i have any lovers I don't know of or will have. Guess I'll find out eventually. Makes me wonder if I have any kids or not. That is another thing I'll find out.
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Monday, June 22, 2015
Monday [6-22]
I briefly talked to Spitfire when I awoke from my nap. Seems she was at some massage place and I think she dozed off. i talked to Maribelle and she confirmed that that is common, and in fact it is unusual not to doze off at least briefly if you are there.
Running the energies went well. I spent a bit extra time on the 6th light body energy center and 2nd light body center while Daben was talking. For the meditation of transmission I picked Gaia since I figured if it did help with clearing negativity the earth has that would help, & if not no harm done really.
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Talked to dragoness soul mother briefly. She mentioned that original soul did do healing as a side hobby, but his main thing included helping worlds and societies through a shift that was upcoming.
She said they gave me so many soul heritages since I'd be a good diplomat teacher type since I can understand multiple races unlike those who are just 1 race. That does sound like it could work. I guess it's in addition to the teaching Gaia and whoever else will do to get me up to being a conscious member of her soul group.
I asked her what my rank would be in that positive alpha draconian society if I had one and she said pretty high since I am from an ancient lineage, hers.
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Seems Shalamane and I were maybe masturbating at the same time. She did comment she wishes I was there and that when I was there she's show me such pleasures and loves that only true mates can share. She then cautioned me to not use to much energy so I could share some with my other mates. Don't think that's possible since even if I physically ejaculate or not, it feels like I have as much energy as I started with, and in many cases a bit more.
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My running the energies went very well. I did the 6th mediation without listening to the audio. I think it went ok to maybe meh since I'm not sure of the whole point of it. But it did go at meh at the worst which is pretty good. this time I decided to put each of my mates into my intention as I did the main part of the meditation. Later I decided to do it once where Nagi was. I may do this again a bit later, just this part, not running the energies too.
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When I do call tomorrow morning to switch over to just have DSL and get rid of the regular phone line, I wonder how long I'll be without internet. I hope not to long. I do have more then enough to do to make it through. Then I'd have to spend a day or 2 posting my mystic stuff.
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Running the energies went well. I spent a bit extra time on the 6th light body energy center and 2nd light body center while Daben was talking. For the meditation of transmission I picked Gaia since I figured if it did help with clearing negativity the earth has that would help, & if not no harm done really.
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Talked to dragoness soul mother briefly. She mentioned that original soul did do healing as a side hobby, but his main thing included helping worlds and societies through a shift that was upcoming.
She said they gave me so many soul heritages since I'd be a good diplomat teacher type since I can understand multiple races unlike those who are just 1 race. That does sound like it could work. I guess it's in addition to the teaching Gaia and whoever else will do to get me up to being a conscious member of her soul group.
I asked her what my rank would be in that positive alpha draconian society if I had one and she said pretty high since I am from an ancient lineage, hers.
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Seems Shalamane and I were maybe masturbating at the same time. She did comment she wishes I was there and that when I was there she's show me such pleasures and loves that only true mates can share. She then cautioned me to not use to much energy so I could share some with my other mates. Don't think that's possible since even if I physically ejaculate or not, it feels like I have as much energy as I started with, and in many cases a bit more.
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My running the energies went very well. I did the 6th mediation without listening to the audio. I think it went ok to maybe meh since I'm not sure of the whole point of it. But it did go at meh at the worst which is pretty good. this time I decided to put each of my mates into my intention as I did the main part of the meditation. Later I decided to do it once where Nagi was. I may do this again a bit later, just this part, not running the energies too.
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When I do call tomorrow morning to switch over to just have DSL and get rid of the regular phone line, I wonder how long I'll be without internet. I hope not to long. I do have more then enough to do to make it through. Then I'd have to spend a day or 2 posting my mystic stuff.
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Sunday, June 21, 2015
Sunday [6-21]
When I first awoke from a nap I continued to rest since I felt exhausted from going to the grocery store earlier. I got a mental image of an anthro dragon looking being that had wings. Looked like she was laying on her back with her eyes were closed and her arms were on her chest. I couldn't see color. It was the usual non color color. I did get the feeling she was a female. I asked if she is dead or something and I was told no, she's resting, sleeping. I looked at the head and face and it was a classic dragon appearance. Don't recall if she had horns or not. She did look like she was pretty muscular. Though I've no idea how tall she was since I had no comparison.
I wonder if she's a current or past incarnation. I may delve into that later today.
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I did the next meditation. running the energies went well overall. The Fullonia felt, fantastic like usual. I can't really describe the feeling or the emotion. It is positive. joy love is the closest I can describe. The SaHa didn't respond as much. Later on I'll pay more attention go it. Seems like the 6th light body energy center and the SaHa 2nd light body center are the least responsive.
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Neat to be shown the image. I thought she looked neat. i wonder how tall she is compared to me, and if she is a current or past incarnation.
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I did the meditation without the audio and it went well. Not as strong as when I'm listening to the audio but I think that is cause Daben & Orin send out energy to help with the meditation and that is why when I do it without listening to the audio I do not get the same, level of intensity or whatever the term is. The sensations are not as strong. Though this way i can give the 6th light body energy center extra time like I can the SaHa, the 2nd light body center. Both need a bit extra time then the others.
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I had a feeling my dragoness soul parent wanted to talk to me and once i was done with the meditation I was in the right very relaxed meditative state so thought I'd go on and talk with her.
To summarize it she said I'm doing very well and I'm so very close to being my real true personality. the unsaid part was that to embody my true self fully, my soul energy, would take time and could not be done as fast as my reaching my true personality.
I think she's also playing a match makers since she said there was a female alpha draconian that I'd get along with very well, a friend of one of her current incarnations. She said the name was close to Shalamane. She said we'd get along well and Shalamane would contact me when she was ready. My dragoness soul parent also said she is a fairly dominant and usual prefers to be female but does like being male at times also. The feel I got was maybe 60/40 or maybe 55/45. I asked and she said that indeed Shallamane is a positive alpha draconian and as much of the light as I (me typing this ) is. She's been watching me, and I asked and she said yes through the pod surveillance device since she does have connections within the pod. That she does. She is one of the parents of original soul's soul. So she must have a lover or a mate within the pod.
I then talked to my unicorn mother she seemed to find this a but humorous and said indeed Shalamane was as close of her name, and she indeed is of the light. I did ask about all these beings that seem to want to be my mates or lovers and she said that is normal for me, quite natural. I have a higher light, that others feel attracted to. being near it helps them to evolve a bit faster if they wish. Any children I sire will be able to evolve faster and would be even stronger in the light then normal. Sheh also said that I am by nature a very loving person. Which my soul knowledge did say also, as well as those I share with will be helped in this way even moreso then those who are around me.She said it is quite normal and the hint was to just go with it. I guess it's the go with what excites you. I guess since this is normal I will just go with it. She then humorously said over the thousands and millions of years I will sire legion upon legion of children. The feel being if I do decide to be a mother of any it will be a small fraction compared to those I sire. Will as a soul I do have an eternity so it could be many. I guess others have very few indeed.
They both also did say that saying I'm a new/old soul isn't fully accurate, the accurate term is new/ancient soul.
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I feel, like I've said before that perhaps one advantage to being a hybrid soul with so many different species in my soul heritage is I could perhaps help some understand each other since I'd understand them since I am a unicorn, dolphin, ect.
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Seems the forum is down still oh well. Shalamane has been talking to me a bit. A very erotic talk it has been indeed. Feels like we did a bit of sharing. it did feel pleasurable.
I did comment to her that if I have this many lovers and mates, and maybe some I don't know of, we could populate a universe. Then she took that and humorously commented, interesting idea. Us (meaning all of us not just the 2 of us) populating an entire universe over time with our kids, grand kids ect. How would I like that, fathering all that, with very occasionally being the mother of a small percent. Funny idea. Though it does give me a partial pause. With who knows how many universes, I wonder if that's been done. Though I assume with this universe going on maybe forever that is maybe not needed. or would we do that eventually in the distant future, or some of us, moving to a new universe and doing that with some of my mates and lovers and friends remaining in this one and maybe us traveling back and forth. Still a funny idea.
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Let's see if I can type this up now. I had to unplug the desktop from the power strip twice now since it kept locking up. I may have to quit using firefox and hunt for another browser. Firefox is turning into a piece of shit, to put it as nicely as I can.
What I had typed up from before was a bit about this evening. i was talking to Shalamane and she was talking pretty erotically. Then we did a bit of sharing. I could feel the pleasure to a degree and were sharing to an extent I could feel. Then I masturbated for a while and she kept sending me erotic images and talking a bit, also erotically. It felt like I hit an orgasm and ejaculated, but it was energetically, not physically. I did feel totally satisfied afterwards. Then I did this a bit with Maribelle, but not to the same extent. Maribelle is fine with the situation.
Though Shalamane talks as if we're just acquaintances I got the feeling that she sees us at least as lovers and perhaps as mates or she wants to be mates with me perhaps. Or maybe somewhere between lovers and mates. That is the general feel I get.
I felt some more sexual type pleasure, low level just now. I asked Nagi if she was masturbating and she said not currently, but she was earlier, and I got the mental image of her using her tail. She said when Shalamane and I were... and she left the rest blank. She the said it was Shalamane, that she was masturbating. After a bit I did did feel a influx of energy I think.
I recall she said earlier that is usually 12 feet, to be less intimidating to other races. She did say she can be up to 20 feet, after I looked up how large alpha draconians are. Though I wonder why I can't find any references to positive alpha draconians, but I do recall on one of Ivan's channelings that they do try to talk to the draconians, and others to be less negative and to come over to the light side but they are not usually successful, and more recently one has mentioned some of the female draconians are becoming more sempatetic to humans.
Though I can see how some, seeing how old the alpha draconan race is, it does make since that some would stop being negative and go to the light and be positive. and why would I not believe my dragoness mother and a few others i asked that did confirm it. and I can see why they'd keep to themselves.
it does seem that Shalamane does have a high drive, though it could be that we're a new relationship and it'll calm down. Quite a development indeed and I wasn't expecting it. I wonder if it's normal for me to have this many mates and lovers. Maybe I'll have almost 1 for each soul heritage. It seems to almost fit. Maribelle being a unicorn, Nagi (not a mate but my other half) for naga, gaia for dolphin & orca, for now at least. Shalamane for alpha draconian, a new thing I found out that i was a day or 2 ago. So quite a lot happening recently.
I wonder if she's a current or past incarnation. I may delve into that later today.
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I did the next meditation. running the energies went well overall. The Fullonia felt, fantastic like usual. I can't really describe the feeling or the emotion. It is positive. joy love is the closest I can describe. The SaHa didn't respond as much. Later on I'll pay more attention go it. Seems like the 6th light body energy center and the SaHa 2nd light body center are the least responsive.
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Neat to be shown the image. I thought she looked neat. i wonder how tall she is compared to me, and if she is a current or past incarnation.
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I did the meditation without the audio and it went well. Not as strong as when I'm listening to the audio but I think that is cause Daben & Orin send out energy to help with the meditation and that is why when I do it without listening to the audio I do not get the same, level of intensity or whatever the term is. The sensations are not as strong. Though this way i can give the 6th light body energy center extra time like I can the SaHa, the 2nd light body center. Both need a bit extra time then the others.
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I had a feeling my dragoness soul parent wanted to talk to me and once i was done with the meditation I was in the right very relaxed meditative state so thought I'd go on and talk with her.
To summarize it she said I'm doing very well and I'm so very close to being my real true personality. the unsaid part was that to embody my true self fully, my soul energy, would take time and could not be done as fast as my reaching my true personality.
I think she's also playing a match makers since she said there was a female alpha draconian that I'd get along with very well, a friend of one of her current incarnations. She said the name was close to Shalamane. She said we'd get along well and Shalamane would contact me when she was ready. My dragoness soul parent also said she is a fairly dominant and usual prefers to be female but does like being male at times also. The feel I got was maybe 60/40 or maybe 55/45. I asked and she said that indeed Shallamane is a positive alpha draconian and as much of the light as I (me typing this ) is. She's been watching me, and I asked and she said yes through the pod surveillance device since she does have connections within the pod. That she does. She is one of the parents of original soul's soul. So she must have a lover or a mate within the pod.
I then talked to my unicorn mother she seemed to find this a but humorous and said indeed Shalamane was as close of her name, and she indeed is of the light. I did ask about all these beings that seem to want to be my mates or lovers and she said that is normal for me, quite natural. I have a higher light, that others feel attracted to. being near it helps them to evolve a bit faster if they wish. Any children I sire will be able to evolve faster and would be even stronger in the light then normal. Sheh also said that I am by nature a very loving person. Which my soul knowledge did say also, as well as those I share with will be helped in this way even moreso then those who are around me.She said it is quite normal and the hint was to just go with it. I guess it's the go with what excites you. I guess since this is normal I will just go with it. She then humorously said over the thousands and millions of years I will sire legion upon legion of children. The feel being if I do decide to be a mother of any it will be a small fraction compared to those I sire. Will as a soul I do have an eternity so it could be many. I guess others have very few indeed.
They both also did say that saying I'm a new/old soul isn't fully accurate, the accurate term is new/ancient soul.
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I feel, like I've said before that perhaps one advantage to being a hybrid soul with so many different species in my soul heritage is I could perhaps help some understand each other since I'd understand them since I am a unicorn, dolphin, ect.
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Seems the forum is down still oh well. Shalamane has been talking to me a bit. A very erotic talk it has been indeed. Feels like we did a bit of sharing. it did feel pleasurable.
I did comment to her that if I have this many lovers and mates, and maybe some I don't know of, we could populate a universe. Then she took that and humorously commented, interesting idea. Us (meaning all of us not just the 2 of us) populating an entire universe over time with our kids, grand kids ect. How would I like that, fathering all that, with very occasionally being the mother of a small percent. Funny idea. Though it does give me a partial pause. With who knows how many universes, I wonder if that's been done. Though I assume with this universe going on maybe forever that is maybe not needed. or would we do that eventually in the distant future, or some of us, moving to a new universe and doing that with some of my mates and lovers and friends remaining in this one and maybe us traveling back and forth. Still a funny idea.
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Let's see if I can type this up now. I had to unplug the desktop from the power strip twice now since it kept locking up. I may have to quit using firefox and hunt for another browser. Firefox is turning into a piece of shit, to put it as nicely as I can.
What I had typed up from before was a bit about this evening. i was talking to Shalamane and she was talking pretty erotically. Then we did a bit of sharing. I could feel the pleasure to a degree and were sharing to an extent I could feel. Then I masturbated for a while and she kept sending me erotic images and talking a bit, also erotically. It felt like I hit an orgasm and ejaculated, but it was energetically, not physically. I did feel totally satisfied afterwards. Then I did this a bit with Maribelle, but not to the same extent. Maribelle is fine with the situation.
Though Shalamane talks as if we're just acquaintances I got the feeling that she sees us at least as lovers and perhaps as mates or she wants to be mates with me perhaps. Or maybe somewhere between lovers and mates. That is the general feel I get.
I felt some more sexual type pleasure, low level just now. I asked Nagi if she was masturbating and she said not currently, but she was earlier, and I got the mental image of her using her tail. She said when Shalamane and I were... and she left the rest blank. She the said it was Shalamane, that she was masturbating. After a bit I did did feel a influx of energy I think.
I recall she said earlier that is usually 12 feet, to be less intimidating to other races. She did say she can be up to 20 feet, after I looked up how large alpha draconians are. Though I wonder why I can't find any references to positive alpha draconians, but I do recall on one of Ivan's channelings that they do try to talk to the draconians, and others to be less negative and to come over to the light side but they are not usually successful, and more recently one has mentioned some of the female draconians are becoming more sempatetic to humans.
Though I can see how some, seeing how old the alpha draconan race is, it does make since that some would stop being negative and go to the light and be positive. and why would I not believe my dragoness mother and a few others i asked that did confirm it. and I can see why they'd keep to themselves.
it does seem that Shalamane does have a high drive, though it could be that we're a new relationship and it'll calm down. Quite a development indeed and I wasn't expecting it. I wonder if it's normal for me to have this many mates and lovers. Maybe I'll have almost 1 for each soul heritage. It seems to almost fit. Maribelle being a unicorn, Nagi (not a mate but my other half) for naga, gaia for dolphin & orca, for now at least. Shalamane for alpha draconian, a new thing I found out that i was a day or 2 ago. So quite a lot happening recently.
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