Tuesday [6-30]

I am doing this at a later time then usual, but I was talking to a new online friend and she needed some help so we talked for a bit.

I did the aligning with the star energies again. It was interesting like yesterday.  I choose some areas and such to receive the energies of the 3, the big dipper, Sirius and the Pleiades and the whole earth as well as the solar system and galaxy.  , but I did focus on the earth more. 

Think I"ll channel in a bit since while I was talking with Shalamane a shark introduces hirself.  Think I'll do a sort of channel interview. Though we have talked a bit before now.

The apartment feels oddly empty. I asked and got that there are 2 guards at present in my apartment.  I talked to the one present and he/she said due to the meditation what I was doing the other guards felt the need to go off and meditate till they felt able to resume their duties.  I guess channeling the light of the big dipper, Sirius and Pleiades into every being on the earth at present and the solar system may have done that. I had the feeling the reason was positive.  And I felt another come, so back up to the usual 3.  Interesting experience. 

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I did a short free one about receiving solar light and it went well.  I could feel the solar light.  Though during that I did get a short message from earth's sun saying <greetings brother.>  I was a bit surprised at that greeting then he said, <we are in the same soul group.> then I remembered an incident a week or 2 ago that I typed up here where I was laying down to take a nap or maybe had just woken from a nap and gaia was talking to me about though she would teach and guide me to reach her level she though being a star would suit me better then a planet since she thought I'd also have a knack for being a star.  Then earth's sun appeared, agreed, saying I'd make an excellent star and he welcomed me as a full member of their soul group though, perhaps not yet, a full conscious member.  and he had said like Gaia said that not all members of our soul group are all stars or planets, some don't' incarnate.


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I do have some curiosity, but it doesn't really matter, just curious. 

It's like, what is the difference say between lovers, mates and friends who are lovers.  There is a large blurred area, and perhaps with some it may be why apply labels.  THough some say Spitfire may like labels and I may be more carefree, at the soul level instead of this human me, about labels, but I will take labels serious if the other person does. 

It may also be mate is a regular commitment.  Say with Spitfire and myself, she likes doing stuff alone, with friends, family and me. So she may be with me say once a week for sure but twice a week or more when she can.  That may be more of a mate, but if we were say lovers then she may spend time with me, as far as having sex too, maybe a few times a month. 

Though that does put up, how about friends who are lovers who spend time together several times a week and a mate like Spitfire is around once a week or twice.  That makes one pause also. 

I guess there is a lot of blurred area since I feel Karinus and I are lovers and friends equally.  I'm not sure if we'd see each other say a few times a week or if it's more variable when we are both in the mood to hang out together.  Though we do love each other.  It may not be the same sort I feel for my mates, although it may.  I'd have to think that over.

Though being multi dimensional I may have ample opertunity to be with several friends and or lovers and mates at the same time.  I wonder if all these mates and lover popping up may be to show or get me use to being a multi dimensional being. 

This may be part of me, or some others, getting me use to the concept that I may be multi dimensional, or it may just happpen that I may indulge in being multi dimensional some and gradually.  maybe I already am but am not aware of it yet. 

So I may have more then the current mates & lovers.  Like Karinus I feel we are lovers & mates about equally. We may keep it like this or we may decide to be mates.  if I have 5 mates and Nagi, and no telling how many friends and lovers i may start indulging on being multi dimensionial.

Though Karinus and I may keep our relationship as is.   Also I think Karinus shared with me how hir species does the kid raising.  The parent's don't raise the kids.  They do go to a school.  they are born or hatch, I didn't ask about that, fully aware.  But may need to go to a school to learn the technolgy and such and what they want to learn.  Likely know who their parents are.  Not sure if they can choose to recall their parent's memories or not.

In any case the future will reveal all that in time.  I do feel Karinus is similar to the pod in that not really 

If Karinus's species does the kid like the pod does, which I think I think I understand.   With the pod, they can make a soul like any souls can.  The pod member to be and the mother can decide to go through pregnancy if the mother and the pod member to be.  even if they do decide to do this the baby is fully aware.  if they choose to recall some or all of 1 or all of their soul parent's they may grow quickly into an adult over hours or instantly on birth, or hatching if its the way Karinus's race does it. 

if they choose to be a baby soul with non of the soul parent's memories they may go to a school.  Though in the pod as I recall they'd be with the mother but the whole community would help to raise it.  Though to add the complexity I guess instead of a new soul being created there could be an incoming soul that wants to experience so it could be an incarnation instead.  Though in some areas the incoming soul could just manifest a body. 

Though Karinus may just remain lovers/friends type of thing.  Which is fine with me. 

TO much thinking maybe.  More like typing down what occurs to me as I type it.

I do wonder what it's like to be multi dimensional.  Would I be equally aware of what all my parts or doing, or is more like tabs on a computer where the separate me's may be doing stuff but I can only focus on what the primary me is doing, or one of my other selves, but not all at once.

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Though I think if it is I'd be aware of all the me's all at once.  or if it is the other way, I remember what they are doing when they return to the main me.  I'd likely not do it to often, maybe a handful and only at certain times like 2 mates or a mate and some lover/friends want to be with me at the same time.  or one or more then 1 of those and I need to attend some meeting and for some reason I can't do that later through non linearly. 

Talked to Shalamane and she said that they, my mates, know I love them all equally and never will show favorites.  She also called me dear for the first time.  I did ask, humorously if they would plan and schedule some orgies or other party or fun events at times and not tell me, She said of course, that is part of their job to do that. She said also humorously.  I feel she was also being serous.

I asked if she and I had much in common as such as pastimes.  <yes dear, you'd not believe how much we have in common. > she then sent me an image of her in a sexy pose, and was sending me some sexual type energy, hard to describe, <and you do have a high sex drive, dear, not to worry, all of us will ensure we help you to keep it tamed.  You'll never need to masturbate once you're here with us.>   Though i feel she was kidding I'm not positive if she is.   I thinks she is mostly kidding, with some seriousness mixed in. 

She then kissed me, surprising me.  I thought our species didn't do that.  <no we don't, but you've been exposed to human culture and they do.  That was nice, but know what i like better?>   "I can imagine."  She then bites me on the same spot of my neck and again it causes a bolt of strong pleasure and I relax totally.   "why does it keep doing that?  <it's been hard wired into our species dear.>   "can just any 2 do that to each other?"   <no, only bonded mates like us dear.If they were our species your other mates could do that with  you too and you with them.  You are feeling the after effects now, I can tell.>  "How do you do that even though we're not together?"  <it's part of our multidimensional nature and something akin to energy manipulation.  You should see our energy when we do that.  >

The aftereffect is like an echo of pleasure, with some sexual desire feelings, hard to describe, and it slowly fades over time.

How would my guards know you were going to do if your intention was to do that and not attack?  <believe me, they are VERY good at reading intention at a mere glance.  Among other things.>