Today I've been trying a new thing to deal with blockages and it seems to work for the short term at least. I take ideas from the change your thoughts guided meditation from part 3 I think it was. I send intent to the mental body grid to send light, energy, love to the gridwork for it to get more light, relax, transmute more limited lower type thinking to the higher reflection. Also i send the same to the emotional body. Today I've also added in the intent for each to relax and the area I feel the blockage to also relax. This morning I can feel like the blockage is an area of tightness and I can get it to relax, loosen . Sorta doing the ideas as they come with me. Going with the intent that I know what to do when doing this even if I consciously don't remember how to do this. guess it's some sort of energy work.
Also i was thinking, Nagi has mentioned she's more aware of us being merged into 1 being then I am. it is due to my being here in this lower density area and my senses are dulled and some of my abilities are blocked. it may also, or may not matter, what density and or dimension it is since I know/feel she travels to different ones for this or that reason.
as for dimension and density I feel that it can be confusing since each is separate, and some confuse them for being the same thing. Like I've known since I was around 15 or younger that this is a 4th dimension universe, not 3rd dimension like everyone says. Though it may be a 3rd density. Though I've also known not to tell anyone this is a 4th dimension universe since no one would believe me so I've always kept it to myself.
When I go quiet, hard to explain what I mean. I can feel Nagi, and her and I are one. Our hearts are already 1, as is our energy systems. Though today I've just started to see if i can use the intuition energy work stuff and intuition if I can have our energy systems flow more freely between us. not sure if it does anything. But it certainly won't hurt anything.
I also find I can recall very basic bits of the incarnation where I was a biped furry type of being and was called a prophet by them and This incarnation was to help them with transitioning, as i said in when i did a guided hypnotic audio where I did recall a flash of that life. Not sure if it was 3rd to 4th density. But I do recall that race, sorta, choose to not develop along technological means, but more along the lines of using abilities, soul abilities type thing. hard to explain. one can do both, develop along technological and soul abilities both. or a race may choose just one of those, and or they can choose 1 to start with and then add the other later.
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As I recall the naga incarnation I had. My primary thing I did was to get information, channeled information, wrote it down on a tablet of some sort, not sure if it was a wax, clay, or a high tech tablet, or even if it was a sheet of metal that I etched onto. Then that would be given to another who would put it into a either more copies, another form, another permanent form, not sure. Others would take that to teach others. I feel my primary purpose wasn't to teach directly, but to get the information.
The furry anthro type where I was a female, regarded as a type of prophet, I did strictly word of mouth since they had no writing system.
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I did the 3rd meditation of part 5 of awaken the light body and it introduced the 2nd light body center the Saha. They are 2 small spheres. 1 above and 1 below the navel. I guess that is what was causing the slight ache I was feeling in the central abdominal area from this morning onwards. Like in the central chest area I had been feeling a dull ache till I listened to the guided meditation dealing with the 1st light body center the Fullonia. Running the energies went very well. I switched to using a higher finer feeling energy while I was running the energies and also sending energy to the first 2 light body centers. All in all it went very well. The Fullonia first sent out a burst of energy like a long explosion then it was more quieter afterwards, but still with the steady flow of energy. With the Saha It felt like they were sending out a different type of energy. The Renawre cocoon feels slightly different, I think due to the addition of the Saha energy perhaps. All in all I think it went very well.
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I think I'll try doing a bunch of short clearing sessions through out the day. With maybe 1 or 2 longer ones that last 10 minutes or longer. I'll see how that works. I'd love to get to the point where I don't need to clear anymore issues or blockages. I've already said my intent to the universe, or whatever, I don't want to clear forever, just whatever annoys me and more importantly, what I need to get back to my native level, whatever that is, during this incarnation.
During the times I feel no blockages or discomfort areas I'll do some clearing anyway, maybe to head off down the road blockages that may get to where I'm conscious of them so I deal with them before I do become conscious of them.
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not sure if the society where the anthro dolphin incarnation was had money, but I do remember I was successful, at least somewhat public, and had a good home, not a mansion or a super expensive mansion, but a good home. I think the limits on my income at least for now was wanting to have a decently good life on a fixed income. not sure if it'll be for the whole life or just most of it. I'd like it if the latter few years, at least, things would loosen up and i can have more. Though given the choice I'd much rather go home instead.
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I did the 3rd mediation for part 5 the 2nd time today and it all went fantastically. Running the energies went very well. The most sluggish was the 6th light body energy center, the Pieah, but that seems to be the normal pattern.
The 1st ligth body center the Fullonia went very well. From what I remember it felt like it got larger or something. the 2nd light body center, Saha, felt like they went up to golf ball size. it felt like the abdominal discomfort maybe was caused by the Sa, being small, about marble size and the ha being golf ball size already, so I sent the intent and visualization of it increasing in size to to golf ball as I sent love and light to that one. they both responded very well. Though I don't like Daben's way of switching quickly. I can do it myself afterwards and do my own pattern that I do best for me. Maybe part of why the Pieah seems sluggish is he doesn't spend much time there and each vocalization is pretty fast compared to the other light body energy centers.
At the end it felt like the Saha, was sending energy to the Fullonia, and the Fullonia was radiating a lot of light energy, and had increased in size to be larger then my chest. Also it felt like during the running the energies that my Ranthia, light body heart energy center, is larger still. The top being around the nose or under the eye level, and the bottom being the lower abdominal area, about where the hip bones are more or less, and like the 4th and 5th light body energy centers have either merged, started to merge, or are linked together. overall a very good experience. and I'm glad Daben does do that bit of having us come back gradually like he does going to the 7th light body energy center, then to the 4th, since it does feel like I go down pretty deep and do need extra time to return to my normal daily consciousness.
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Not sure if I'll get 1 or 2 of the audio light body teacher's course. It may increase my knowledge of the light body stuff. They have 2 I think, but 1 of them as 12 meditations and the other has 24 for the same price. The price is more then the Awaken the light body course, so not sure if I'll get the one with only 12 meditations. But plenty of time to think it over and decide later.
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It may sound funny but I do feel like I do really do understand the pod term of sharing. It's like I understood it intellectually, so to speak, but with more soul memories awakening, I REALLY do understand it. Like I said before it's not sex, it is sharing energy, affection, pleasure, intimacy, love (of various types), some of ones very being. Higher light energy, if one has that. Not that sharing with one who is over a lower development level, would do anything negative to one who is farther along. lower energy would get transmitted to a higher reflection, through the act of sharing. or so my soul knowledge says it would, due to the act of sharing, the intent is to share love, affection, ect. That results in higher energy. Hard to explain what I seem to know. Maybe I may not remember the full technical reasons yet. Or maybe I never looked into it since such details didn't interest me, and or I did look into it and it was so technical I said, nah, not important for me to know or study that.
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Whatever issues were in my abdominal area have been mainly removed. I
did a meditation where I lay back and relaxed with my eyes closed. At
first I visualized scooping out from my abdominal with light and love
pouring around and into, through and up into the area like a liquid. I
visualized scooping out with a net and dropping whatever it was not a
bucket that I would hand up to my divine self, and manifest at new
bucket. After a while I would just hand up the net and manifest a new
net.
it was some sort of hard substance, like rocks or marbles, then a gunk
like a tangle mass. Then I got tired of doing this and visualized being
on a table with the blue skinned Sirius woman I had had encounters with
before and asked her if she could do something about this since I was
tired of doing it myself. She had what I visualized like mechanical
tentacle things reach in and pump light into the area, like a liquid and
other things removed some stuff, like ribbons or something. Then she
had to go pretty deep to remove some. One bit she said went very deep.
After a while she stopped and it felt like what was left was the size
of a marble an inch or 2 above my navel.
I did a short relaxation mediation and asked and she removed some more
of it it seems. And after a bit feels like Nagi came and did some
also, removing the rest it feels like. Nice to be clear of that.
Seems if I feel spots of very very mild something in my abdominal area I
can just focus on sending light and love to those spots and they feel
fine.
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It's been about 30 minutes and I can feel a slight discomfort area about the size of the top of my fist above my navel. Not sure if it's due to the area being a bit sensitive due to all that removal that was done, and light being pumped in, and or if it's some deep issues that have started to surface since the other stuff was removed. In any case it does feel like the energy is streaming around my system better. Some of the extra energy may be Nagi doing stuff since I think she said to me she's doing some stuff. I do like this bit that we're merged, it feels normal, but I still have to get use to it. i guess it makes sense since I've been just me all this incarnation. Makes sense I'd have to get use to us being 1. Got a message from her, a humorous <You and me both.>
I do feel much better as a result of all that being removed. hard to explain, like my emotional and mental bodies feel better.
Also i think some of the streaming of energy may be from Nagi doing stuff, our energy flowing through me better with the stuff that was removed, and the newly activated light body centers of the Sa & Ha. Daben did say in the manual text that I read that the Sa Ha can produce a lot of energy.
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