I started the 5th part of the Awaken the Light Body. Running the energies started off very slow but got good after a short bit. So better then usual when it starts off slow. Didn't take it long to get up to doing well. My light body heart center felt huge. It felt like the bottom of it was around the bottom of the rib cage or where the diaphragm is roughly, with the top of it around where the Addams apple or upper throat is.
Doing the first Light body center went well, the Fullonia. In the center of the chest. At first it seemed to respond only slightly to what Daben's vocalizations, but it did respond after a bit. There was some slight discomfort. I did feel after a bit like it was radiating some energy very slightly then it grew stronger in the waves of energy I felt it to be emitting. I could feel the tiny point in the center of the chest behind the breast bone. I look forward to how it'll do on the 2nd time I do this today.
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I was thinking this afternoon, apart from being physically tired from walking around earlier doing something I needed to do.
I think once the blocks are removed we, Nagi and I, will be even more 1 being then we are now. What it means is we are 1 being, but due to the blocks we can't be the full being we truly are. Though I'm not sure if this reality, or my original soul contract may impose certain blocks. but we will remain 1 being in 2 bodies. I also feel after this incarnation is over we can decide do we want to continue being 1 being in 2 bodies or 1 being in 1 body. I feel this is just a matter of personal preference and not of which one is spiritually higher.
I think removing the blocks is what will allow us to become more and more of what we truly are. or I could say what I truly am since Nagi and I are one, fully 1 being. It is a great experience.
I feel that I would like to prefer to be 1 being in 2 bodies. Offers some nice fun, pleasures, options, ect. Besides just the we can have sex with each other, and express our affection ect.
Had a funny brief conversation. I asked her once this incarnation of mine is over, I think I'd prefer for us to be of 2 bodies, though we are 1 being. I felt her do a mental sort of thing of like tracing 1 of her fingers along part of my cobra neck hood as she said she would like that also. I guess for the reasons said above. I then asked, if we had sex, would that count as a type of masturbation and she responded, <let's try it and find out].> The feeling I got was not to try it then, but once this incarnation is over. Still I find that funny and laughed a bit.
Seriously though I do like the idea of us being 1 being in 2 bodies, even when this incarnation is over. I feel this is a matter of personal preference so either doesn't matter for spiritual development.
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I ran the energies as i did the 1st meditation of part 5. of awaken the light body. This one covers the first 2 light body centers, different then the light body energy centers. Running the energies went very well.
I went to a medium meditative trance, maybe slightly lower. This time the Fullonia was more responsive to Daben's vocalizations. I saw a flash of light once. I keep something tied across my eyes both so I can block out the light to more easily relax, and to keep my eyes closed since my eye lids, or one of them, has a tendency to jerk a bit.
The Fullonia I also felt the waves of energy and I think once or so a burst of energy. So more responsive then before. I had a thought of wondering if Nagi experienced this also and I felt/heard her thought of <oh yes.> meaning she had experienced it also. I thought she would have, us being the same being now, 1 being of 2 bodies. I'm her heart and she is mine. We having 1 heart, 1 kundalini, 1 energy system and 1 being.
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