Running the frequencies went well. For the main part of the meditation Nagi popped up and coiled around me, putting her cheek to my left cheek. it was a pleasurable sensation. Like sharing affection, love, closeness, but instead of it being between one of my mates and me it was my other half, another me. hard to describe. Part way into doing this we wrapped our arms around each other. All this seemed to enhance the experience of the guided meditation which was to experience the power of the 2nd light body center the SaHa. Though I only dimly felt this myself.
When I was supposed to open my eyes in the meditation I got the impression of a hugely muscled naga standing next to me with some sort of weapons on his or her back. Couldn't see them clearly. I also had the feeling it was a guardian naga of some sort. later I was wondering what type it was and he said he's a diamondback type of naga.
don't know if this was before or after the meditation but i found out that my dragoness soul mother has made it known in the community, whoever and whatever this community is I don't know. But she's made it known that I have all the titles she has. And if any royals grumble about it she is using the valid excuse that I have chosen to remember all her memories from when she was one of my soul parents when I was re-created and before. not sure who told me this, some sort of official maybe. i did talk to my dragoness soul parent and she confirmed this saying she knows it would not go to my head and I would not abuse the power. and Yes it is all her titles, not just the Royal naga titles she has but positive royal alpha draconian and others as well. I feel 2 ways about this. part of me is really excited by this news. But another part of me, not in conflict at all, thinks, why should I act any different. I agree with both feelings. I am really excited about this, but I'll act pretty much the same. Though I do think it may bring some changes. not just the fact i seem to have a permanent guardian naga around. I guess they work in shifts or something.
I also found out why that 1 naga that visited me briefly this morning kept calling me illustrious one. Apparently it was some title, an honorific, given to those who do like what I've done, and my dragoness soul parent. Helping others through a shift like 3-4d, 4-5d, ect.
Also found out the light body may be 5d. and if I do the light body courses I could rise up to maybe 6-8d in this incarnation. Neat. I guess that doesn't count if i had access to ALL of my soul parent's memories and accumulated wisdom.
Oh yes, also to make it clear, what I meant by I have all of her titles it's that she's sharing all her titles with me. Like as in she's abdicating or stepping down, It's that she has all her titles and she is sharing them all with me also. As I said before, I am excited by this and find it neat, but I'll act pretty much the same.
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Found out what Spitfire does back home. She's a greeter, takes some on tourists, and guide to those who are visiting the world. Including dignitaries I assume too.
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My internet speed is about 1/3 to half what it was. I called and it seems due to complaints about the speed the internet company has switched to a lower tier service for this area since they can't guarantee the higher speed. I can see the logic behind that. This makes web surfing much slower and as for watching streaming, I'll have to see how it plays out. At worst I'll go back to listening to podcasts a lot more and the brony show does upload the show so I can download that. Say while I'm napping or something. Ivan's channeling I can download the mobile version since it only shows the face of the person talking and I can watch that fine in mobile. Or even mp3 using a website to download the mp3 version if I want.
I'll assume this is for my own greater good, even if I'm not consciously aware of how or why.
one result is doing stuff on the net like streaming will be a bit frustrating with the streaming. I assume I'll end up with more money. More money is why I got rid of the home phone, and if the service was lowered to basic I should have some extra money on top of that. Though I'll miss the smooth running streams since the slight tests I've done is around 3-4 seconds of stream and it pauses for about the same. I'll try it for the next week with the regular streams I watch to see how it is. if it's not to bad I may use it to see if I can build patience so I feel no emotion at putting up with this. That could be one of the this happened for my greater good, benefits, or something.
But as I said before I'm not mad or upset. I'll adapt, and I do know this is for my greater good even if I don't know how or why as of yet.
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I've been talking to some of my mates, wanting to share a bit while I masturbated. it seems, most of them are nudging me towards being with Shalamane more. Spitfire is busy so I didn't talk to her really. Maribelle said there is a sizable advantage to being with Shalamane more. Gaia & Nagi sorta nudged me towards being with Shalamane more.
My thoughts of this are it could either be a result of what happened this morning. My dragoness mother deciding to share all her titles with me, as I mentioned before. This may change things in ways I do not know.
It could be some of them, say like Spitfire, may be more independent minded so say I may be with them and hang out with them say a few times a week for a few hours each roughly. She may be hanging out with her friends and spending some time alone doing stuff the rest of the time she's not doing one of her hobbies. and spend time with her family too, of course.
I use the term hobbies since my soul knowledge seems to say that you don't have to get a 'job' to make money to live, it's all about do what you want. What excites you the most. What do you find fun to do. So I use hobby instead of job.
Some others like Maribelle and Gaia may be busy so though they may want to be with me more may be busy so a few days or a week may go by at times and I may either not see them or maybe telepathically talk a bit here and there.
So it may be that Shalamane will be the mate I see day after day. Also not sure about the diffident advantage to being with Shalamane more would mean. I like to think all 5 of us communicate well with each other so if there was a problem I'm sure they'd talk to me about it or I'd feel there was something they wanted to talk to me about.
Also the busy ones like Maribelle and Gaia, would want to spend time with their families, friends, and some time alone too.
Plus Gaia has who knows how many mates.
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Think I'll listen to the audio instead of doing it without the audio.
Running the energies went well. The main meditation, to feel the power of the SaHa, I didn't really feel. The SaHa I barely feel. But that is ok. I take it to be an individual thing and what I'm having is the correct experience.
Plus Salamane did pop in to give me a quick nibble on the neck. I'm getting use to the effect that has, pleasure and relaxing at the same time, hard to describe.
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