Monday, June 8, 2015

Monday [6-8]

Another benefit of sharing, that I recall, and understand and know how it works, is if someone is more evolved, say they have higher light and are more evolved then say pod member 2, then when they share, pod member 2 benefits a bit from the higher frequency energy.  not sure exactly how, but I know they do.  if 2 shares with let's say 4 and 5, they benefit a bit also.  And being around and talking to the more evolved pod member they benefit also.  That may be a way to evolve and expand a bit.  I feel some beings, or whole groups do this.  They have some beings who like to go as high as they can, like me. and the majority like to grow and expand at an even more slow pace that the majority likes, which is fine, it's all about personal choice.  But at higher densities, say like the pod, having some members who like to evolve faster, and go as high as they can, does benefit other pod members since these who like to grow and expand faster then the others hang out with the pod, live with them and the pod members benefit from having them around, talking to them and being around them as well as sharing with them too.  I feel those who share with this member benefit more or a bit more.  Though others benefit if they share with this one who shared with them.  Though I doubt I'm the only one who likes to go ahead and grow & expand as much as I can.  I'm sure there are others and some who are farther along then me, that I benefit from being around them, talking to them and sharing with them, besides the fact I may be guided by them to personally grow faster then the majority. 

The unicorns, pegasi and others who live nearby in a different density may benefit in a similar way and or maybe being and interacting with the pod may have effected them also to adopt some of the pod's ways. 

just some more soul knowledge that has popped up.  I wonder how fast I can get this and I'd like to get it faster, but i assume there's a safe speed and pace this can be done.

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heard a mental voice when I awoke from my nap. It said mainly 1 sentence.  From what I can remember it said:

<the dynamics of unity brings harmony, ( ? joy, ?) is one's true nature. 

Duality brings disharmony, negativity, and is not one's true nature.>

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The pod may be about unity.  That could be the nature of what they call sharing, is the 2, or more then 2, involved experience unity, merging, or at least a part of this, then separate when the sharing is over, but don't achieve fully merging/unit into being 1 being unless all those participating wish to fully merge into 1 being, so no reason to fear (not that I've ever feared that. I've experienced the sharing with the pod, or as much as I can while here and back when I could project to where the beings look like spheres of colored light, I did experience sharing then too.

Sharing could involve unity of energy systems, sharing pleasure, ect, hard to put into words what I know.  But both are positively effected by the experience. 

That could explain part of why I really dislike being here, no unity, duality, besides the negativity. 

That could also explain how that thing works that I mentioned in an earlier post of how the pod in general benifits if I do stuff that I really like doing like growing, evolving, as much as I can, unlike the majority that like to do so at an even pace to most others.  And the whole higher light benefits other pod members if I'm around them, more so if I share with some pod members and they then share with others.  part of unity, or unity consciousness.  Though I do seem to know that one can be both part of a unity consciousness say like the pod, maybe Maribelle's unicorn glory, and be an individual also.  Not sure if unicorns are part of a unity consciousness, that I'm not sure about but I do seem to feel that the pod is about unity consciousness, though some are more evolved then others. 

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I did the 4th mediation for part 5 and running the energies went very well. Still feels like my heart light body energy center is still very large, like I mentioned before.  It also felt like the 1st light body center, the Fullonia expanded in size during this til it filled the entire renawre cocoon area.  The SaHa didn't' feel like they responded much, but like the Pieah I don't like the way Daben is so fast on going through those instead of giving more time. 

The main part of the meditation was Orin having us go to meet the planetary Logos of the earth.  I didn't see or hear anything.  I mainly felt energy.  I had the mental impression of the being being a ball of energy that was some very dark color that looks black, but isn't black.  also during the part of the meditation being led by Orin, at times I got a metallic taste in my mouth, no idea why.

The energy of the being felt like it was very potent, very high frequency.  And Multi layered or multi dimensional with different feelings to it.  Some of it was so fine, or  high frequency I could barely feel it.  There may have been some that I could not feel.  I also had the impression that the earth was temporary.  Not sure if it's like the earth is an incarnation so the earth body is temporary or that it's going through a shift or something so it's present form is temporary.

The only impression I got of any communication was at the end where we are to ask the earth planetary logos what we can do to help it, and I got to continue doing what I'm doing, then it's supposed to give us a gift and it said my gift would be a surprise in the future. 

I did ask if I'd have to remain here once the incarnation was over, since it seemed It was willing to communicate with me, and I got the message that no, I'll be able to go back home to the pod if I wish. With a feeling of some sadness.  then the guided meditation ended. 

Orin did, during the meditation, describe what it's like to be the planet earth, and as interesting as it was, it wasn't my thing.  I'd not choose to be a planetary logos, not a solar one either. Not my thing.  Though I know, obviously, some enjoy being those.

PS: Forgot the meditation part led by Orin was supposed to be us merging with the earth planetary logos, whatever a planetary logos is.  I guess it's a type of soul.  Anyway besides the above I did get that Hitler and at least some of those who died in the ovens and maybe all, and died in concentration camps and such, were volunteers.  They agreed to volunteer so that they could create an event so horrific that it would deflect earth down more positive futures.   I had gotten the feel before, weeks or months ago, that Hitler was a volunteer, not someone who was a dark soul to begin with.  Not sure of all this but it does make sense from a long term point of view.    Though if true then such individuals must need a long time to heal.

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I did the 4th meditation for part 5 of awaken the light body for the 2nd time and running the energies went very well, including using some higher vibration energy with some of the light body energy centers.  Before I could barley feel this energy when I did use it, instead of the usual one, but I could feel it better this time.  I just go with whatever occurs, the original energy, finer higher vibration, or a mix of the 2. 

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As for the mediation with the planetary logos, it was different then before, vastly different.  I felt intense love/sexual feelings, pleasure, joy, and other positive emotions I can't begin to put into English words.  most of the time was spent in a conversation between me and her/it.  Does it/she have a gender?  The feelings were very intense, and as I said fully positive.  I found it a bit hard to think since I was partially or mainly merged.  Though that was part of the reason for the guided meditation so likely Orin and the earth were doing things at levels I'm not yet conscious of.

Anyway I'll say she since most call the earth a she.  She said she wanted to share with me and she knew of the pod & what sharing means and wanted to do so with me.  I asked how long did you want this & what sort of relationship did you want.

She said a relationship of 2 souls sharing and as for length, as long as we shall exist.  and when I mentioned souls are immortal she said yes we are. 

I did ask why me and I felt like a hand caressing my chest as she said she knows of the pod and me and why wouldn't she wish to enter into a relationship of sharing with me.  Let's start with a relationship of us sharing and see where it'l take us. 

She then presented a few different forms, like a dark, maybe ultraviolet or beyond ultraviolet sphere, one as bright a sun.  Then she presented a female dolphin like form saying, maybe you'd like this one instead.  And I do recall it looked and felt very sexy.  Odd to say maybe. 

She said if I needed more reasons I had helped her a lot thus far and she knew me very well.  She then said no hurry, take all the time to reach a decision, after all we do have an eternity for you to make your decision.  You know where to reach me, she said in a humorous voice and the intense positive feelings faded very quickly and I returned at a slow rate.

Not what I was expecting, though I had an earlier experience I told Scarlett about.  I feel Nagi is willing but not commenting since she prefers if I reach the decision on my own.  i asked my 2 mates and they are ok with it.  Maribelle said Congratulations (no idea why she'd say congratulations) of course i don't mind.  she said.

Spitfire replied in a very humorous manner saying, as long as I keep her satisfied of course I don't mind. again I could feel and knew she meant this in a very humorous fashion.  

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