A bit after I awoke I felt some energy streaming and after a bit of my thinking I'll just lay in bed for a while, my kundalini started to rush, surge, at a high rate, very pleasurable. Felt like the earth and I were sharing at an energy level, very pleasurable and a great experience. Hard to describe.
I had the feeling the earth was willing to do this, or maybe I should call her Gaia since it's the soul I mean, not the physical earth. I do diffidently feel that we do indeed love each other, and she does seem me as attractive at the soul level, and does have sexual feelings, as well as love, putting the feelings into human terms, it does leave some stuff out.
I did mention last night a bit of a surprise at a planetary logos, or whatever the term is for a being of her type, would want to be lovers with me, and she said, why not, we are both souls, and sentient. I would assume she has many such lovers maybe mates to, not sure. And being multi dimensional, and at the level she operates with she could be with say 10 or more at once, and each could get her full attention, while she is talking and doing other stuff too. I did ask if the streaming in higher energy like I'm doing is what attracted her to me and she said no, that is an extra additional but it was who and what I am as a soul, at the soul level, what attracted her to me. and the streaming in energy is not a physical body but is in one of my energy bodies. I didn't ask which one or ones, since its not really important, and I asked and yes if I wished to keep this mechanism I could keep it and keep doing it after this incarnation is over.
not sure if I could decide which world gets it, or if it's based on where I am. like is it the earth only if I'm here or can I say go to visit the pod or Maribelle or Spitfire & have the earth still get the energy?
It does feel like when we share she may get a more pure stream of the energy or something, an added pleasure type of thing. Additional pleasure to when we do share, as the pod calls it.
She also said, a bit puzzling to me, as 1 logos to another. When I said I'm not a planetary logos like she is, she said I'm higher then I think, and even if I am not a logos currently I will be eventually, it is inevitable, and when i said I had no real interest in being a planet, she said that is just 1 option, there are many and when I asked if being the earth is an incarnation for her like being in this human body, or the other bodies I've incarnated in, and I was thinking of the anthro dolphin I've incarnated in a few time, and she said yes. the earth is an incarnation type thing for her. and again why should we not sure since we are both souls, both sentient, so no problems there. and yes she does intend this to be permanent, a million or more years from now, us still sharing. i did mention does that make us lovers now and she said if I wished to apply labels like that to our relationship sure.
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I do feel fantastic at an energy level. I guess this is doing positive things for both of us at an energy level. I feel this is due to it being true soul love and we are sharing love, pleasure, energy, ect, we're both uplifted and experience beneficial results. hard to put into English what I mean.
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I was laying down taking my nap and the same thing as usual started up, the streaming energy, energy going back & forth and being shared. hard to describe the process. It was pretty intense, in a very pleasurable postive way. The mix of energy, love, pleasure, something like orgasm, was constant at first, all very positive as I mentioned before. With Gaia, or whatever her name may be, saying to me in a kidding fashion <this a benefit of being one of my lovers.> again it was said in a non serious fashion.
This continued for the time I lay down, when I went medium or deep, don't think I went to sleep or if I did my body did but I remained conscious while in this experience, not sure which happened. Then towards the end things changed a bit and I felt a sort of warm energy around my penis and she said for me to start thrusting. I was hesitant at first but did and it did feel very similar to when I was sharing with a pod member. The sharing of energy, being, love pleasure, similar to how souls do it, but a bit differing and it does rise towards a peak like sex with an orgasm and it does feel a bit like I ejaculate energy, but I know from being on the receiving end with male pod members they never shot extra energy into me. I guess some mechanism they may wish to share or it may be an other mechanism. Feels like I don't have full soul knowledge of this yet, or maybe I just never looked into it since the details don't really matter.
Then it felt mentally like she manifested a female dolphin type body and gently pulled my penis into her vagina, which felt like she had internal muscles she could separately control. Then she started to do the thrusting, saying to me in a humorous kidding fashion that she has a big body and has big needs. Which still I take as a funny thing to say, which is what she intended. :)
The mechanism is different then say the steady sharing & intermingling of love, pleasure ect, that souls can if they share energy. The soul or pod type sex is a different mechanism that results in the same sort of thing. There is still the intermingling of love, pleasure, energy ect, but less unless one or both start thrusting, then it goes much like physical sex that builds to an orgasm. I think it's 2 different mechanisms with the same goal.
Not that I'm saying I'm the only one that Gaia is doing this with. I'm sure she has many lovers. Some of them may not be even incarnated here. And some may not be consciously aware of it since they may want the full sleeper human experience with the veil never going away so they only do so in their sleep.
Just some thoughts. Both mechanisms the participants wind up feeling much better then at the start, more positive & uplifted, hard to describe, lots of clearing maybe and high frequency energy or something occurring.
I think I, like many, thought that the soul of the earth is a higher order of being so wouldn't have any interest in such a thing. Like I assumed unicorns would not have any interest in sex, till I met Maribelle and she said boy do you have a lot to learn about unicorns. I feel that just like Unicorns. Some planetary souls, logos or whatever the term is, do have an interest in sharing, and some do not.
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Thinking a bit last night and this morning and afternoon about my getting the unity consciousness thing. I do wonder if the pod may have uniy consciousness. Not sure what that is. Maybe the pod are all one, like a soul group or monad, but each is also an individual at the same time. Also not sure if the planet or whatever location where the pod is, is part of this unity consciousness or not.
And if I am part of it, and yet an individual also, what that means for me. The pod may be 1 super monad with me being part of 1 of several monads, or soul groups.
Just thoughts I had, not sure if any of it is true, partially true or totally wrong.
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I did the 5th guided meditation for part 5 of awaken your light body and running the energies went very well. Daben spent some time talking at the beginning for a few minutes & it felt like Gaia used the time to do some sharing, but it was only very slight intermingling and sharing of energies that tapered off early on in running the energies. I spent the extra time Daben was talking to run energies for the first 3 light body energy centers and a bit for the 6th one also, since the 6th one is very sluggish it seems usually.
once the guided meditation got started running the energies went well. the 6th one was sluggish and the lest responsive. The main part of the meditation was on the intensity of the Fullonia, and again he spent only brief time on the SaHa, but it felt like they responded more this time, and I could feel the extra energy they generated when I brought them closer together.
The main part of the meditation was on the Fullunia and it's intensity. It still felt like it had either expanded in size to the entire Renawre cocoon or it's energy output filled that and the cocoon itself. The intensity was very pleasurable, a positive energy pleasurable intensity. Similar to when Gaia and I share, or when i have shared with others like Maribelle, Spitfire and certain others, but a bit different also. A few times I went pretty deep and lost the experience, or wasn't conscious for a short bit of time, but it didn't last very long either time. And it took me some extra time to come back then Daben usually did with going to the Renawre then the Ranthia (heart center, which still feels huge). Though his talking at the end did help. over all a very good meditation I'd say.
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often as here with all the options that one has available to one.
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I do wonder some of what I do over there. Sharing obviously I do. Ascending, evolving, growing as much and as high as I can obviously. I do get the feel the vast majority prefer to grow and progress at a set even pace, while some do so at a faster pace, of varying speeds, and taking into account some souls have been around longer or shorter then others.
Hmm, all the sharing the pod does, can that help one to grow, ascend, evolve? I feel that is either possible, or to an extent in certain areas it is possible. Maybe at a certain pace.
Also one having a number of mates and lovers, being immortal and able to experience time in a non linear fashion, means this is entirely a relative easy thing to do. As well as being multi dimensional one can have several selves doing different things at once. Not sure if I'd like to have more then 2, me & Nagi. Since I'd rather just pop around non linearly when I need or want instead of dividing myself up into 4 or more selves. Chad being a separate case maybe.
Nagi doesn't talk to me much, I talked to her and it's as I suspected. Since she and I have merged, or have as much as we can. She doesn't feel the need to talk since she'd pretty much say what I would. Which is what I thought the reason was. makes sense. As for Spitfire and Maribelle, I guess they are busy at times, just like I assume Nagi is busy at times too. They likely look in on me from time to time to see how I'm doing. Perhaps my soul parents and soul friends, pod members, and others I may not consciously remember.
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I wonder if that channeling higher light into the earth grid was done for this mission or maybe it was done before that. so that I can do that where ever I happen to be, channeling/streaming the higher light into the grid of whatever planet I'm on, as well as radiating some out maybe in my aura, which may effect others near me, even more so for those that I share with. Channeling/streaming into the planetary grid network would effect everyone on the planet.
Since I do like to ascend, grow, Evolve, as high as I can faster then the common mass chooses, I could have been approached, or original soul or something, by some others with this idea. Or maybe it was thought up for this mission. If so I'm sure I can choose to keep whatever they did to whatever energy body and just help others in the future. Not sure if I have any of this right, all wrong, or partially right.
As I'm typing the above and getting ready to do the guided meditation for part 5 for the 2nd time, I can feel some sexual type pleasure, and my energy being shared, mingling a bit. Maybe the earth starting up since I'm here relaxing and not doing anything that requires concentration and about to do the meditation and she may have thought why not get some sharing done for those few minutes. I don't mind.
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I did the guided meditation for part 5 of awakening the light body. Seems the forum is down so I'll type it up here to post later. Seems there are several places that are down that I go to.
Running the energies went very well. Like before I felt Gaia sharing a bit with me, and I used the time to do some running of the energies for the first 3 light body energy centers as well as the 6th one.
The Fullonia did feel like it was again either huge or it's energies were fully filling the Renawre cocoon and the feel of the cocoon had the same as before. Towards the end of the guided meditation my left knee started to bug me a bit, but mildly so. During the meditation I felt Gaia's presence, but she wasn't sharing once the meditation got started. At the end she fed me some berry type things, I swallowed it, assuming it was like some sort of light food I had eaten before. I couldn't taste them, i guess since some or all, of my senses are dulled. The only aftereffects I can guess are My energy is feeling great. I had an erection for a short time, but that went away. Maybe the influx of energy or something.
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I did a free meditation that I came across on the Orin & Daben website. It was about receiving the energies from certain stars like the Pleiades, Sirius and the Big Dipper. I could feel the energies pouring into me. A huge amount. I enjoyed it & think I may do the meditation again in the future. I can feel some of the energy left in me. Like my energy is resonating a bit.
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