Monday [6-29]

I think the primary thing I need to do is have faith in my beliefs.  Which is easy since one can just reject.  I'll stay firm in my beliefs and reject what doesn't resonate with it.

Once i'm satisfied with that I'll focus on making sure I have faith in my own inner power.

I did the 12th meditation again.  I did it yesterday without listening to the audio, then thought since it is 2 days why not listen to it again.  it's 2 days instead of more since I'll be starting the 6th and last awaken the light body part on the 1st since that part has 14 meditations so doing both passes will take 28 days, plus I then intend to immediately start over and do all the 6 parts again, 2 meditations a day.  So disregarding the 1st one which is really just an intro, it'll take 35 days, so 2 reasons to start part 6 early. 

The meditation went well.  At the temple of the masters I saw various species, the usual cetaceans, a few nagas, a couple of raptors I think, a mantis or some other insect type.  Think one of the masters was a positive alpha draconian.  my future students included various species, nagas, raptors, I think some cetaceans, and others. 

Still a bit surprised by whatever my new titles and power is that my dragoness mother is sharing with me, but I've gotten use to the fact there are guardian nagas around, feels like 3, though there may be more then that that I can't feel.  and who knows how many positive alpha draconians that I have as guardians since i can't feel them. 

I think next I'll pick some of the free meditations to do for the rest of today and tomorrow. 

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I did the violet flame one. I feel fantastic.  I could feel the violet flame going through my mental, emotional etheric & physical bodies, as or put it, burning away the illusion, untruths and such.  Transmuting as well.    Think I'll continue to do this one on a regular basis.  The energies feel fantastic.  Though when Orin got to the part about imaging holding the earth in the violet flame, I went beyond that and decided to hold the solar system in the violet flame.  Since I figured why stop at the earth, why not the whole solar system.

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I did a free meditation I only recently stumbled across on Orin and Daben's website, aligning with star energies.  It is about aligning with the star energies of the Big Dipper, Pleiades and Sirius.  I could feel the energies pouring into me.  the last part was about distracting it into first 1 thing you wanted help with then another.  I picked for the first one a personal issue.  for the 2nd personal thing to direct it into the year ahead.  Then for the last part instead of just directing it to all life on earth i went beyond that and picked the entire solar system.  Also putting some aside time into directing it into my relationship with Shalamane.    i also had my dragoness mother talk to me for some bits and having me remember something as part of her answer.  Think I may try to channel for a bit later after my nap.

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