Tursday [4-30]

I did the 1st meditation of part 3.  Running the energies went well.  I started to see scenery like I was flying somewhere and when I noticed this, after a bit I concentrated on seeing if I could go to where Maribelle was.  It seemed to take quite a bit of concentration but for a second or 2 I did see her.  Couldn't make out her surroundings.  not sure if she was underground or in a forest.  maybe it was night or twilight where she was.  not sure if that was the bi location thing I heard about or being multi dimensional and one aspect or part of me was flying somewhere where there were no people, just scenery only.

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 I did feel some of twin flame's energy while I was at the rpg place.  Not sure if she's gotten better at screening more of her energy, if I was distracted or multiple reasons.
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the meditation for the guided meditation went very well.  It was running the energies for the first 6 light body energy centers, focusing on the 6th center.  I went to a medium , or maybe a bit deeper, meditative state.

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The 3rd meditation for part 3 went very well. I did fell the fully formed renare cocoon.  I felt like I was floating, somewhere, hard to describe the experience and what I was feeling.  I did try to concentrate on seeing my twin flame and Maribelle and think I got a glimpse of a second or 2, not sure.  I wonder what sort of experiences I may get when I redo this when I redo all the awaken the light body courses once I finish part 6.

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[note from 7-25]  I had deleted some older channeling since I was going through a depression period and purging some stuff or whatever it was.  This morning I got the idea I could copy and paste them to the end of the regular posts of the same day.  Simplest way to put the older posts in.

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10:48 AM 

 Thought I'd try to channel my twin flame briefly this morning before I left.

how goes things with you? <Pretty well. Just getting use to my new status and stuff, as you are. Though I'd guess I'm more aware of it then you may be.>

So do you have the same guide I do, our future self? <Fairly much yes. It is like you thought, you are tapping into your soul knowledge very well, and did the mood/emotion shift last night very well. Since we realized we're say equal aspects or souls to the collective things changed so now what you call our divine self is the one teaching and guiding us, along with Orin and Daben, since you are taking their courses.>

I was wondering, i guess he, my possible future self, reflection of our divine self, isn't merged with yours since they'd rather it be a surprise what the combined us will us will be like. <yes indeed. I prefer it that way instead of knowing what it'll be like before hand.>

I didn't know Orin and Daben were teaching you. <not really very much since I'm at the levels you'll be at when you get back here so not much need really. Mainly its soul, and now our future possible selves that are also reflection of our divine self. maybe confusing to those of earth, but things do work a bit differently here then there.> That is for sure.

I'm excited that I'll be able to get part 4 of the awaken the light body. Can't wait to be finished with it then taking the other courses, but I am trying to be much more relaxed and I do have fun doing those courses. <that is the best way to do them, not to be in a hurry and have fun, relax. it's not as needed to be in a hurry for you as you think. Even the time you have left is plenty of time.>

That is great to hear. I'll go for now. Great talking to you and you're getting good at screening out the intensity stuff. <Yes, but you may feel some of the pleasant aftereffects, and feel free to talk to us during the day, even if you are not at home.>