Copy pasting from yesterday's sorta Blog:
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A part of me was bugging me to do this so thought i'd type up similar to what I'd type up if I was still on sf.  The early part is a condensed thing so not as detailed if i had been posting since morning. 


Was feeling very depressed this morning like usual. Exchanged emails with Dryad.  he/she did something and I decided to listen to some meditation music that says it is for chakra balancing and healing. 

I went from a light to a medium meditative trance.  I let the trance run however long it wanted and it lasted around 45 minutes.  not sure when I started to feel better, emotionally, not depressed.  The kundalini did start to grow warm during this time & started to resonate. 

My throat does feel better.  I don't' feel energy flowing in my body anymore.  Don't' think I've stuttered all day.  I've been speed reading a book.  Re-member by Steve Rother and the group that I picked up 10 years ago.  tried to read the book then but didn't get past chapter 2.  always kept it and placed it so I would keep coming across it. maybe so I could read it when I'm ready.  Some of it resonates but not a lot.  It talks about earth as a gameboard and we have all been here since the time earth was a hot molten ball and had very non dense bodies that gradually had to be made denser as the earth cooled.  Doesn't' feel right to me, at last for me.  never felt this planet with it's humans are my home.  Since a teenager I have felt home is somewhere else.  maybe the reality behind this one.  Though it does talk a bit about lightworkers and the planet's vibration increasing, that the we have won the game.  The 3rd dimensional is shifting to a 5th, with the 4th being a thing to travel through but not the end point. 

Feeling very lonely in the evening.  Scarlett has gone to bed likely. The brony show is canceled since the main host has family business to attend to. I do hope they there is an after party. 

1 of my online friends, the main one I talk to nightly is on so that'll help my loneliness.  Odd to feel lonely, very lonely at times, but also having a sort of knowing I need or it is righ to be alone a lot.  maybe to do more introspection, do blogs or posting soul stuff or something. 

I do hope I fully awaken.  i hae the feeling there is some deadline or time limit is approaching that I may miss?   and i do feel a draw towards dna activation for some reason, but har to find much info, except the 2 files I found on youtube is pleasant music, that has sections of nature sounds.  No idea what this dna activation is but stupidly some sort of extra strands of dna, something about 12 strands that are either etheric or extra dimensional, and the 1 guy in the video saying he has 14 strands.  not sure if he was bragging or just saying.  also he did get some stuff wrong, like saying we only use 10% of our brains.  actually 100% is used and   last I heard the 2 strands of human dna is also 100% used. Not the 2% i think he said.   So not sure if any of this dna activation.

Since I originally came from elsewhere.  Something about "heard about earth and came here with a group."  what group? what size is the group?  where am I from originally? 

cool looks like some folks are in the chat after all and the main host is doing something, cool so a random something after-all. 

this dna activation music stuff sounds neat, but is it doing something I'm not aware of, activating some magical non physical dna or something?   Seems like the itchy spot is gone from near my 1st chakra. 

feeling more resonance or energy or something from somewhere coming to me.

Hmm, here to experiencing awakening as a human, to do a blog, post about soul stuff?  seems like simple reasons.  Could that be it?  and where do I post this blog thing and the soul stuff?  I've no idea where.

watching this random thing the Bronyshow host put up and participating in the chat helped my loneliness 100%.

Hmm, feel like I'm missing something.  Felt a sorta mental nudge while watching the unofficial fill-in brony show. 

Dna activation, from another world (meaning me since came here, apparently to experience awakening as a human).  I'm missing something here.  why the mental nudge?  hmm 

now a nudge of Indigo.   so altogether

I'm from another world (already knew that) 

but why the "dna activation" and now "indigo" nudges added into that? 

think I'm a bit to over concerned about my throat chakra, maybe the lateness of the time.  It is fine.  it was activated or something this morning.