Sunday (2)  1-25

Very interesting experiences I've had today. I do wonder what they mean. I also wonder what that all white bright white crystalline place really is, is it a plane or something. Also is the male dolphin there, or he looked pretty much like a dolphin, as i said above, is he a guide of mine, a guide of my soul aspect, some immediate family member, some aspect of mine?

Wonder if the reason Shad looks like an anthro dolphin and was in the buffer space a sign his vibration is higher then it was before, and or if we've absorbed some traits from each other, or we have integrated past a certain point so his appearance changed and he get go to the buffer space anytime he wants.

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 Hmm, wonder if it's chance or not. But on youtube lately sometimes there have been short videos popping upon my what to watch that are I guess channeled messages to different people who post messages that say they are from something called the galactic federation of light. Sometimes they'll add into the title this or that group. I've watched a few of them. not sure if someone is trying to give me a message of some sort. If I had to guess what the message is I'd guess either I have some connection to whatever the galactic federation of light is, and or one of the sub groups, or since the messages have been mainly positive, that I'm doing well and continue as I'm doing. or if it's multiple messages.

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I was thinking of the dolphin. I do wonder if he is another aspect I don't know of, higher self, soul or spirit. I don't know if the 3 are interchangeable or not. Just like what I've been calling my soul aspect, is that what it is, or is it one of the other 2, spirit or higher self, and just what is the difference between those 3?

There is some connection there, kinda annoying and that I feel it like the tip of my tongue, and there is some connection there. Not a weak connection, maybe a strong one, a medium one?

Also why do dolphins and cetaceans keep popping up recently. Not that I mind, just curious. if it is symbolic, or means something.

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Went to the white space, still don't feel like I'm there much when I am there. Felt like I was less there then before. Guess I'm loosing my awareness and getting worst. Shad was there before I was there. The encounter left me a bit of a discomfort in my throat that is pretty quickly passing and i was feeling like i was resonating all over my entire body. I lost the experience and was fully here. Though with the feeling of resonating all over and all through my body and the slight discomfiture in my throat. But as I type sentence, taking over 5 attempts to get the typos out. It feels basically back to normal.

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Interesting I tried to do the light body activation and crystal chakra cleansing. it seems Shad was effected as well, more strongly then I was. Funny thing was during the guided meditation he gave a running commentary. During part of it i did feel like this body was resonating, but Shad, who felt like he was very close, behind and to one side, felt like he was resonating even more strongly then I was. I think from his commentary he liked it. During part of it he hugged me which got me to start resonating again. Overall an interesting experience. Extra benefit that he was there, as well as liking it and having some sort of beneficial effect on him. His commentaries added a lot of humor to the experience. ;)
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Can't edit the encounter I had in the white space before this entry. I forgot to put in that he gave me what looked like a fish to eat. It looked like a normal fish, but had no bones. He said it as a purgative. guess to help remove some negative stuff. Also he looked like he was a dark color, then changed to have more of the coloring close to that of a common dolphin. I was able to briefly switch viewpoints to see through his eyes, he didn't seem to mind my doing that. I did that and saw I was an anthro dolphin that was mainly a dark black sorta color, but had some white on. the Black seemed to come to a point on the sides of the chest, so to speak. Don't recall the rest of the pattern. I'd say from my memory overall I was half white and half some dark maybe black color. It was some very dark color. Though in an interesting pattern.    I could have been indigo or midnight blue or some other very dark color like that.


I tried to make food appear and at the same time it was a fish and angel food with vanilla frosting, like it was multi dimensional and had the same looks both at once. I'm less aware maybe since both had no taste to me.

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More soul memories, or am I tapping into some data files? No idea where this is coming from.

The large ships, or many ships leaving some world. yesterday got a bit more from the stabilizing the nuclear furnace of a star. stellar engineers. One thing they can do is delay or lengthen a star's life by a certain amount, say by a million years or less, and it can be done for a number of reasons, like a promising race given more time to get up to interstellar travel technology, or other reasons. it takes a certain number of ships positioned at certain points around a star... not sure if details nor where any of this is coming from.

Non human figures, but I still can't clearly see them, though some have eyes that are a bit larger then humans and a bit farther apart.

? dolphin or dolphin type beings with some sort of sonic technology? can shapeshift?

I was also thinking that I've not lost the love/joy and the feeling of love being sent from somewhere. It's a natural part of me that I don't realize it. Though i do get other emotions too that are at times on top of this.
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I wonder how long till I get into 5d fully. and how long till I"m fully awake.
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