I AM

Got the idea from a video I watched on youtube.  Still no idea why videos pop up from this or that subgroup of the federation of light, this or that archangel of the federation of light or once the galactic federation.    and apparently I'm working with 1 or more cosmic or multidimensional non earth dolphins.  Cool but no idea why me. Though I am missing something obvious with this and dolphins & cetaceans being so common in my recent mystical experiences.

I'll try to list facts about myself that I think are below or outside the programming & conditioning.

I'm a soul (or whatever the proper term is) that is a multidimensional being with an immortal lifespan.

I'll be able to choose to be an independent soul with all of my soul parent's memories.  Thus both a new & old soul at the same time.

Love/joy is part of my being.

I'm  a sexual being, though sexual in the soul/spiritual upper planes sense, not the human connotations.  and not to the extreme that some upper plane soul are, though i do have some of those as friends.

I'm not an earth soul, though i have visited earth in the past and been a guide once, or so some multidimensional dolphins said.

My soul has incarnated on various worlds, systems, galaxies, not restricting myself to one world, ect, ect.

I came here to experience awakening, as well as anchor some sort of energy for some waves who would come after me.  Though I choose to be very early 2nd wave instead of first since this would take some or a little of the brunt off of the incarnate since he would be my first incarnate on earth.

I have some sort of very very strong connection to multidimensional dolphins.  (cool)

I'm integrating with my shadow aspect who is named Shaddington, nicknamed by me Shad, and he doesn't mind the nickname.  I trust we are still integrating and it has not stopped.

I am still trying to keep going between my thoughts and remain there as well as try to get aware and increase my awareness that I'm not just this incarnation in a human body.  I intellectually know, but as of yet am unable to feel or experience being more, like being the shadow aspect, being the soul with separate aspects I want to integrate with. 

I have no idea how or what to do to increase what I'm doing or if I am doing well and doing the best and fastest I can do.

It seems I've had some sort of very very close special relationship with a soul/being that is usually in a dolphin form.