I still wonder if all the dolphins in my recent mystic experiences mean anything.  shadow aspect looking like an anthro one.  In the buffer space place I was one.   That dolphin in that white place with crystalline structure.   and videos showing up on my suggested to watch thing including some from galactic federation of light, or I guess certain subgroups of them.  If any of this is meaningful I'm missing it.  No biggie.

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Was being between my thoughts while preparing a small meal when I got a message, I guess it was one.  First it was a mental image of the dolphin saying: "you're missing" then some other male mental voice, or was it the dolphin changing the way his mental voice sounded, whichever it is it finished the sentence, "the obvious."  I went between a short time later and got the same mental image of that dolphin with a mental giggling like he was enjoying some joke i was missing.  then just as i was typing this the same dolphin smiling humorously.  the same one from whatever that white place is with crystalline structures.  Think I got the feeling he can change his appearance to have a more anthro appearance or do that with parts of his body but doesn't usually bother?   I'm still missing the obvious, no biggie, seems someone somewhere is getting a laugh out of it.
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Just had a strange experience while I was eating. I felt a presence appear behind me. I asked Shad if it as him but he said no it wasn't him. I tried to feel the presence, it felt vaguely dolphin shaped, sort of like my ability to feel is very blunt, crude, and not very well done at present. maybe that dolphin I have seen before over there and that sent me the 2 messages? It felt like it had arms. it rested a hand on each shoulder. I felt a strange sensation. Sorta like there is an energy body inside this physical body just below the skin and it shook or part of it shook or that was the sensation. Kundalini did grow warm just after this for a minute or so. then a few minutes after this I felt some sort of energy burst from inside me somewhere and ripple through my body quickly. odd, I wonder what all that was about.

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Hmm, wonder if this is part of the next phase.  I felt some sort of energy wash or pour in from above and into my body.  It has left me feeling like I'm resonating and feel warmer.   I do wonder what is going on, out of curiosity.

And yet another burst from within that washed over all through my body, more potent then the previous one.
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I do wonder if my fully awakening, getting to an abiding awakening is not one of the main reasons I'm here, but a side reason that will happen regardless of what I do. If my main reasons for being here maybe are to anchor the energy for the new indigo folks. And maybe to help the collective, so to speak as well.

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I am also wondering, like I was before, if the one I called soul aspect was that. was he maybe my higher self and the dolphin guy is my soul, or is he my spirit, and what is the difference between higher self, soul and spirit. and just who and what is the dolphin guy, & what is the next phase he mentioned.

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Had an interesting thing happen. I was getting ready to lay down to rest or take a nap when Shad said to me "the dolphin dude wants to talk to you next." wasn't expecting that. Wonder if it's symbolic or something Shad telling me instead of the dolphin guy. I did ask Shad if he knew who the dolphin guy was he said he's not telling. I asked, but you do know. He said with a bit of humor to his mental voice, "yes, but I'm not telling."

I then lay down down to rest and mentally said to the dolphin, "If you want to talk to me i do give you permission to either partially pull me out or whatever like you did yesterday, or to do it fully so I can concentrate on our conversation fully. I relaxed and at some point I was in some place just the 2 of us, it seemed an all black place. I'll try to recreate our conversation as much as i can below. he did give a bit more info, but was also being evasive. I may not remember the exact order my questions were in but that is ok.

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I look around a bit. "So what is this place?" i ask.

Dolphin guy: "it's an inbetween sort of place."

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"I do hope I can remember this for later." I say.

Dolphin: "you'll remember at lest the general gist, which is the important thing." (not sure he may have said part instead of thing.)

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No reason why I asked him if he's of he light, the question just popped out without my knowing why.

Dolphin (giggles a bit as i recall) : "i'm as much of the light as you are." Guess that means he is? I remember, and had forgotten before, no idea when but i asked Shad that, also with no idea of why i did and forgot i had. Shad had answered that he wanted to be of the light.

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"So just who and what are you?"

Dolphin: "what do you think and feel?"

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I reached out to touch him with my right hand and feel my kundalini start to resonate as well as my hand. Also faintly like we're mingling energies somehow.

Dolphin: "you can feel your kundalini responding, what does that mean to you?"

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"It recognizes you." I said.
Dolphin: "yes."

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"It knows who and what you are." I say further.

Dolphin: "yes."

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"Are we both aspects of the same oversoul?" i ask, figuring I'll not get a clear answer from exactly who and what he is.

Dolphin: "yes."

"are you a guide?" I ask him.

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.....He doesn't answer but I get the answer that it's sorta yes/no, he can't really answer that question the way I phrased it.

"are you here to be one of my guides during this next phase thing you mentioned?"
Dolphin: "yes."

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"are you another aspect of me. My oversoul, spirit, soul or something a few steps, or more, so to speak, from me?" I ask.

the dolphin put his hands on my shoulders, or I had the impression he did. maybe he can shapeshift. "you are very close to the truth, closer then you know." he said.

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"are you me?" I ask.

Dolphin does like waving his arms: "All are me." he says. I think meaning everyone is really separate identities of each other, or of the one, depending on how one wants to phrase it.

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"are you and I going to integrate like Shad and I are doing now?"

Dolphin: "not exactly. Not in the same way that your shadow aspect and you are integrating but we'll eventually do something something similar. But you need to mainly focus on integrating with your shadow aspect. We'll be doing some stuff mainly behind the scenes, so to speak, but you'll know and feel some stuff we are doing at times."

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"You could be an aspect sent by the oversoul specifically to help me during this phase or part."

Dolphin (he smiled mischievously): "I could have been."

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"Will I ever know who and what you are?"

Dolphin: "certainly you will."

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"within a year?"

Dolphin: "Maybe, depends."

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"before this incarnation ends?"

Dolphin: "certainly."

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"There is a strong connection of some sort. I do feel some sexual desire with regards to you, but less then with Shad. It could be that that is due to this phase i should focus on integrating on Shad and other stuff takes a secondary roll to that, for now. and right I think that is why my sex desire is currently mainly tied into only other aspects of me."

Dolphin: "That should be your primary focus for now. And you have come across another bit of information concerning me." and he smiles.

do wonder how if I conjure a glass of liquid to awaken me it works. Though I can't taste it much. Or is it just placebo?

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Also got what i think is a message from the dolphin guy who said he can shapeshift and i got an image of a dolphin that was all silver like a mirror.
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maybe being to self critical, thinking I am not any better at going and remaining between my thoughts and when I do think trying to think in the concept or intent rather then using words.


maybe I'll be fully awake eventually regardless of what I do. It may be more of a side effect of what I'm doing and what is being done to me and why I'm here, rather then the main focus. I do hope i will be fully awaken & have a abiding awakening, if the path I'm on is where that'll eventually happen and I'll be as fully integrated as possible.

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Not sure if what happened is a daydream or not. Shad said it did happen. Sorta odd thing. I was feeling a bit out of it and thought Shad said the dolphin dude wanted me for something, while I was watching The Brony Show Livestream.

I mentally said ok, you can take me out fully or partially if so. I sat back in the chair and relaxed while listening to the brony show and closed my eyes part way through this. It seemed like to me it took less then a minute, no idea how long it really took.

I was somewhere else. I still wonder how can that dolphin guy just have me be partially or fully somewhere else? How does that work?

Anyway I was somewhere where there were some large crystals around me. I had the impression of some ? dolphins ? nearby doing some sort of sonic, or ? singing? and the crystals around me were starting to resonate in response. I was in a ? booth or something with large crystals? I only had a moment to see it since then i saw the dolphin guy from before. For some reason my attention was drawn to his eyes and that is all I could see was just his eyes. He said something like "relax." then the next moment I know I'm in another room.

Looking around I saw a another, but his form was indistinct and I couldn't see it very well. I knew him/her? from somewhere, I knew it. I pointed at the figure saying, "i know you, but why can't I see you very well?"

the figure answered: "The reason you can't see me very well is because....." the figure went on with an explanation for a sentence, but I can't recall that was said. Then I was back in this body fully wondering if that really happened or I just daydreamed it. Shad said it really happened and I'd have another treatment later, that was just a short one.

Strange. What happened, if it did happen and why? What sort of being can pull folks partially or fully where they are. Partially I guess is since I'm multidimensional. But how does he pull me partially or fully there and what kind of being an do that. And why is Shad the one who tells me when he wants to see me and the dolphin guy doesn't contact me. I think a few minutes later my body did start to slightly resonate. My lower half of the body more then the upper half for some reason. Odd, if it did happen. Though before it happened I was mentally out of it and afterwards I was mentally alert in less then a minute. So I'll just have faith whatever it was did happen.

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