Saturday (2)  1-17

I do wish i could make this public.  Eh, maybe I'll make Scarlett an admin.  <future me, good idea past me.  I did that, thanks for the idea past me. :)   >

Not sure if I had a clair(never can remember how to spell that word), if I'm tapping into my soul knowledge, my soul aspect's soul knowledge.  But it includes a bit of maybe how we have a reputation as sexual hedonists.  Though most souls wouldn't look down on that like humans would, its' more like, "oh that's their way.  not a thing I like.

The way souls can pop around plays partially into this.  Say during a work day as a soul, once I start to get bored or say the stress level raises I may pop off to spend time with my immediate soul family, other friends, hang out alone, pop over to visit say a park or some other world for quick site seeing.  Maybe be gone for say a few hours my time,   Once I'm over the boredom stress, or I feel like I really want to return to work I pop back an instant after I left.  So though they see me blink as I pop off I always come back full of spirits or willing to continue.

Also if any friends contact me ask me if I want to hang out, via telepathy I always say yes, pop off to hang out with them.  Then once that is over I pop back an instant after I left.  Also maybe the immediate soul family, if we happen to meet or hang out somewhere don't mind if we mingle energy, share energy, a bit in public.  The human equivalent of  hugging and kissing in public when both want to, not caring who sees us do that.  Though maybe not merging, though that may happen to happen also at times.   if that makes any sense.   Though I think most souls wouldn't react to that the way most human cultures would. Though some may dislike it, since that is not their way of doing stuff, since some may be say less emotional.  or if they do indulge in that it's only in certain areas perhaps.  not open to just wherever.  But not making passes with everyone, like say a sex freak type soul would.  if that makes any sense.  Not just with our immediate soul family but others that we know are open with that and we're friends with, and if they are comfortable with sharing with us and only in the places and times they are.  if that makes any sense.  Though some may be to the other extreme.    whereas a sex freak type soul may just go up to anyone and say, "hey wanna share?

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I just had a wild experience.  I was reading something online and got an idea and asked my soul aspect part of me, "Since you told me this morning that the parameters of the local laws allow you to remove the viel, can you do so tonight for a short time, and I got [maybe].   a few minutes later it did for a few seconds or so.  my first thought was, "yay I finally feel normal."  since i did feel totally normal.  Then an instant later I just knew very strongly I had a certain message to give  to someone.  Though very bashful about it I've already emailed the person. 

wow, not sure what to make of this experience. 

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should start a new one since it is sunday, but I'll leave it here.    Sunday 1-18  after midnight,

 I was looking over some of my previous posts and soul contacted me again.
[When both are willing seduction can be lots of fun.]
[Why not seduce willing another part of me?]
Was thinking again once I'm over there and if I can choose to be a separate soul identity and would be equal to the soul I'm part of now.  [Certainly equals.  You be separate soul identity, with my memories.  another soul family member all of us can have fun with, another equal to have fun with.]
[work can often be turned into pleasure, though perhaps not all work.]
[wait till you see how we welcome a new family member.]   I certainly do have ideas based on things. 

I can say, thinking about it that I do love myself. Including the soul aspect, and my immediate soul family. I'm sure I do love them, and have not as embarrassed to say i do think I find them in soul terms sexual attractive as well.  a bit sleepy/tired so maybe not fully thinking right. think i do and it's intermixed with the love.  [and we fell likewise for you, minus embarrassment.  accept, embarrassment almost gone.  perhaps gone when you awaken.  more fun ahead.  ]  and work I guess too [certainly]     maybe it's my sleepiness but it is hard to tell the messages i get.  feels almost like my thoughts but I know I think with some inner knowing.