I felt around and in the central channel. Feels like it is still flowing upwards the same as before. can't feel it usually since I think I'm getting use to it. Also I do feel an energy of some sort flowing down from above my head somewhere and into my body and maybe the central channel too, not sure.
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Very true, channels within channels and many channels.
I think yesterday or today i maybe know why at least beings do not use names, or maybe it's just the fellow pod members. They know who you meant when you mention someone. For example if you were talking to a friend of yours, and you say something like , "he said something great to me today." the other being, or at least pod member will know who you meant since part of your intent to send the message was to include who the he was. Not sure if that makes any sense.
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Not sure if it was being more of it's seductive tricks stuff again. It said, while at one point I felt like hand on my chest again, rubbing to one side, <when you are back home we'll explore and experience the many dimensions of pleasure together, and you will do so also alone, with some other pod members and other beings.>
"being a sort of paradox, as a new being and not a new being, <yes, both you are new to this, the pod being your soul family, but also it is not new to you, both at the same time. You did choose to take this unique opportunity and experience and for good reason. some do like being a bit of a paradox, though paradoxes don't really apply to souls, just to certain levels of understanding.>
"and when you say pleasure, you mean more then just that, love, affection, companionship, ect." <yes, when I say "pleasure" to you it has many layers, meanings, definitions perhaps also. Love, companionship, joy, and others at times as well. Though unlike what some would call extremists we do not do this with just anyone that catches our interest. though there can be growth in that as well for those involved, growth and learning, it's not really our way. though we do count some of them as friends, at the pod level and for some at a more personal level. For others mathematics may be their pleasure, others nearly unemotional logic, and for others, other ways. >
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Had an interesting experience. I lay down to take a nap and it felt like someone or something, not sure if it was soul or something dan or another guide did. But it did feel like someone or something connected to the kundalini channel and streamed a bit more of whatever the energy into the channel. Not to stretch it, but just to put some extra in for whatever reason.
Then It felt like kundalini for the first time was communicating with me. At times I got a sort of feeling like it wanted me to go into certain postures, which I did for short periods of time. At times I would also get mental images of a posture. Not sure if both of those were from kundalini or maybe 1 was and the other was maybe a guide or technician or something that wanted me to do certain postures. After I did it felt like kundalni was happy or something since it felt like it was flowing more strongly and I could feel a pleasure sort of feeling as well.
in reflection it seems like my sex drive is at a fairly constant high level, or higher then it was before.
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Got curious. I think I know at least
some of the reasons I'm here or came here. But I have another question,
that I hope they can answer, them being the soul I'm part of, my twin
flame, the 2 guide types, Dan and Stan, though I guess they are also
soul brothers also since we all share the same soul, the 3 of us being
external aspects of his. The one I call green sister who does feel like
a .... maybe a sister, very close friend type. Soul may have other
aspects so who knows how many soul siblings i have.
My question though maybe multiple questions, is, what will it be like once I'm back there among my soul family there. What are some of the sorts of things I may do, what'll it be like to be there among them fully, and that sort of thing. I do wonder if they will answer it somehow. Just curious. I'll assume that that sort of thing isn't a secret. ;)
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My question though maybe multiple questions, is, what will it be like once I'm back there among my soul family there. What are some of the sorts of things I may do, what'll it be like to be there among them fully, and that sort of thing. I do wonder if they will answer it somehow. Just curious. I'll assume that that sort of thing isn't a secret. ;)
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no answer from them so far. It may come later, or maybe it is a big
secret I'm not supposed to know till I'm fully there. I had assumed it
would not be a secret, but maybe it is.
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I was thinking on Soul ages and relationships. Both can get a bit complicated.
For soul ages for example. Some say it is an iron clad thing. Young, old, ect. But it is complex and blurred. One's energy has been around since the 1 started everything. Also as far as identity, one can be say like me, who's a new/old soul. to the degree say what some call a past life that soul was doing. Was that really me. It was say soul, though I was maybe an aspect at that time, or an unrealized aspect. or a potential aspect. Also the past lives that twin flame and I had that lead to use becoming full twin flames, could be me, but I've switched to being an aspect of another soul, that was the soul's soul that I was part of. it is pretty complicated. I did choose to remember, or at least have access to that wisdom, experience, ect so I'd not be a new/young soul didn't want to go through a l that again. To much of a bother really. Also the feel I get is souls may not recall their incarnations with as much detail as one does during an incarnation. Though each soul will be different, and they may differ over time. some memories will be easy to recall. i think it is similar to say once one is say 40, how much can one recall of say 4th grade elementary school. once one is back as a full soul the incarnations of the past I think are much like that. Some details recalled but not super detail. though I would assume if a soul wanted to really dig they could get to all the memories and recall it perfectly, but most don't see the need. incarnating is fun for many souls, and for some it's mainly a job. I go here to do this, or these things. though I will have some fun on the side. others do incarnate for at least half fun, and half to work on certain issues.
I also get the feel that maybe after this I may not incarnate anymore. I do feel different then before. Not that I hate being here. Just thing my perspective has change, something inside me has changed along the way, not sure where or when. Maybe switching souls or the kundalini rising or something.
Though original soul, from what some of the pod members said. Did a mission, visiting the pod during a mission when he could, then between missions he would live there. and the time between missions may be decades or hundreds of years, so to speak. maybe after a few hundred years I may change my mind, or I may prefer remaining on the other side of things. Similar to Seth, though I need to read more of the book, where he's not focused on physical reality anymore. i do feel like something in me has changed, not sure if it is the switching souls, or just becoming more of my true self, but I do think this may be my last incarnation ever, or at least for a very very very long time, thousands of years. Since I assume there are many things to do that do not involve incarnating.
I am also curious if when I go back to the pod, if that will be just me going home, or will that count as another incarnation, or a mix of the 2.
As for having a new soul, that is also a complex thing. I am a complete soul with no need to become an aspect of another soul. Though being an external aspect of a soul does offer one numerous advantages. one is a fairly large support system since the one that one is an external aspect of will be what some would call a higher order or higher, more developed, soul, to put levels to it, several dimensions ahead so to speak. also if that soul has other external aspects, and likely it will, they'll be like a very close family/friends, mixed into one.
And soul relationships are complex also, in a way. With say the pod, there are likely members that i am, or will be very close to, the close family members so to day. others I'm not as close to and others I see but only talk to or interact with now and then. Then there are the ones that are aspects of the same soul that I'm an external aspect of. siblings so to speak.
Then one can have soul friends that are close enough to be a soul family, perhaps even sharing some energy of their very being so that are family, as well as being close friends, but are not of the same soul lineage, like say all the pod members are. Since I'd assume they are of the same lineage, being dolphin and orca type beings. whereas someone who is of a lineage of looking like this or that could be as close to one as the closest pod member is to me, they would be another soul lineage, but if we have shared mingled some of our being and soul energy. we may indeed be close enough to regard and be close family members.
So twin flame and I can remain primary twin flames since we both want to, though that me in those past lives with her was at the same time, me and not me. a paradox, but as she said paradox doesn't really apply to souls and some like being paradoxes, or a bit of a paradox.
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No info or answer from them, so I guess it is a big secret what it'll be like for me once I get there after this incarnation is over. I had assumed it was no secret, but I was wrong. One of the many things I was wrong about, and likely there will be more.
Only thing I got this time was some sort of procedure being done. I felt a tingling or resonating in one spot of my back and what felt like some sort of tendril thing reaching into me through that spot to do various whatever, some had a hint of slight pain. Soul or someone said it was unfortunate but a slight amount was understood to happen based on what they were doing. No idea what they were doing. Felt like removing something, small. Though from the feel of it it didn't hinder the flow of kundalini though the spot that was resonating was right over my spine and the tendril did feel like it was doing stuff along the back, maybe some spots of the channel and the edges of the spinal bone. No idea what since they were not telling. At the end felt like they put a slight amount of whatever energy into the kundalini channel.
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also, forgot to put down before. Felt like some part of me was very very light. No idea what is up with that. Then someone said something about anchoring your fin, and I felt someone or something doing something to my back. Like they were adding something on. Then the same person said something like anchoring the tail and I felt like something was stuck on the end part of my spine.
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I felt a mental contact and instinctively knew it was her. I asked if it was and she said yes. I jokingly said, "prove it." not seriously but in a joking manner.
Had an experience with my twin flame again. It felt like she stepped or popped into where I am. I could feel her all around me and I knew it was her. Some soul level instinct instantly knew. I could feel our energies starting to mingle, and start to merge. to call it a pleasurable or orgasmic experience is to not do it true justice. I think I wasn't thinking this whole time. I lost myself in the experience, surrendering to the experience and it felt indeed like our energies were starting to merge into one. Then I felt the equivalent of her finger on the tip of my orca rostrum and then her saying, <no. You have an incarnation to finish first.> she said with what I felt like her smiling. <When you return back here, and after the welcome home party. A week will pass and we won't know it.> It did feel like my energy was resonating. and my kundalini was flowing strong, or had more energy.
A few minutes later she did the same and I lost myself in the experience again. Though when she did the equivalent of putting her finer on the tip of my orca rostrum and I got a mental image of her smiling I remembered her earlier message. and I was left again feeling like I was resonating and with my kundalini was flowing stronger or it had more energy.
Then 5 or 10 minutes later i felt her pop or around me again. this time i was able to resist the loosing myself and our energy merging. It took a surprising amount of will not to just surrender to the experience and let our energies to start to merge to form one.
I asked her and she did affirm that yes, she was doing what she as doing to increase my vibration, so I could be more of the true me, my true self. She also then said, because of who and what we are, our vibrations want to match, be in perfect harmony. So hers is helping mine.
a bit after this, an hour or so. I decided to try something to see what would happen. I closed my eyes and meditated on us being together, kissing. First me in an orca form and she in her dolphin form, my orca being the same size as her dolphin form. we were then holding each other, no sex at all, just embracing. this time we were chest and belly touching and our tails intertwined as much as they could. she shifted then i did, so we were in anthro forms. i could feel my energy or body resonating slightly just from this. and my kundalini feels slightly warm. Then I got her giggling good naturally saying <hehehe, stop, you're distracting me.> I did stop, not sure if she meant it or not, but how knows what she was doing, maybe something important. hehe, but i did find out one way to distract her. One of her buttons maybe. ;)
As i was about to type this I did get a mental message from her, it felt like her smiling and she said, <oh, yes, you've discovered one of my buttons. wait till you figure out more.>
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I sent my twin flame, "happy valentines day." though I had no idea if she would know what it was. I got the mental impression of her smiling then saying, <happy valentines day yourself.> then in a more seductive tone of voice, <I'll have your valentines here when you get back home.> oooooo.
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I was thinking on Soul ages and relationships. Both can get a bit complicated.
For soul ages for example. Some say it is an iron clad thing. Young, old, ect. But it is complex and blurred. One's energy has been around since the 1 started everything. Also as far as identity, one can be say like me, who's a new/old soul. to the degree say what some call a past life that soul was doing. Was that really me. It was say soul, though I was maybe an aspect at that time, or an unrealized aspect. or a potential aspect. Also the past lives that twin flame and I had that lead to use becoming full twin flames, could be me, but I've switched to being an aspect of another soul, that was the soul's soul that I was part of. it is pretty complicated. I did choose to remember, or at least have access to that wisdom, experience, ect so I'd not be a new/young soul didn't want to go through a l that again. To much of a bother really. Also the feel I get is souls may not recall their incarnations with as much detail as one does during an incarnation. Though each soul will be different, and they may differ over time. some memories will be easy to recall. i think it is similar to say once one is say 40, how much can one recall of say 4th grade elementary school. once one is back as a full soul the incarnations of the past I think are much like that. Some details recalled but not super detail. though I would assume if a soul wanted to really dig they could get to all the memories and recall it perfectly, but most don't see the need. incarnating is fun for many souls, and for some it's mainly a job. I go here to do this, or these things. though I will have some fun on the side. others do incarnate for at least half fun, and half to work on certain issues.
I also get the feel that maybe after this I may not incarnate anymore. I do feel different then before. Not that I hate being here. Just thing my perspective has change, something inside me has changed along the way, not sure where or when. Maybe switching souls or the kundalini rising or something.
Though original soul, from what some of the pod members said. Did a mission, visiting the pod during a mission when he could, then between missions he would live there. and the time between missions may be decades or hundreds of years, so to speak. maybe after a few hundred years I may change my mind, or I may prefer remaining on the other side of things. Similar to Seth, though I need to read more of the book, where he's not focused on physical reality anymore. i do feel like something in me has changed, not sure if it is the switching souls, or just becoming more of my true self, but I do think this may be my last incarnation ever, or at least for a very very very long time, thousands of years. Since I assume there are many things to do that do not involve incarnating.
I am also curious if when I go back to the pod, if that will be just me going home, or will that count as another incarnation, or a mix of the 2.
As for having a new soul, that is also a complex thing. I am a complete soul with no need to become an aspect of another soul. Though being an external aspect of a soul does offer one numerous advantages. one is a fairly large support system since the one that one is an external aspect of will be what some would call a higher order or higher, more developed, soul, to put levels to it, several dimensions ahead so to speak. also if that soul has other external aspects, and likely it will, they'll be like a very close family/friends, mixed into one.
And soul relationships are complex also, in a way. With say the pod, there are likely members that i am, or will be very close to, the close family members so to day. others I'm not as close to and others I see but only talk to or interact with now and then. Then there are the ones that are aspects of the same soul that I'm an external aspect of. siblings so to speak.
Then one can have soul friends that are close enough to be a soul family, perhaps even sharing some energy of their very being so that are family, as well as being close friends, but are not of the same soul lineage, like say all the pod members are. Since I'd assume they are of the same lineage, being dolphin and orca type beings. whereas someone who is of a lineage of looking like this or that could be as close to one as the closest pod member is to me, they would be another soul lineage, but if we have shared mingled some of our being and soul energy. we may indeed be close enough to regard and be close family members.
So twin flame and I can remain primary twin flames since we both want to, though that me in those past lives with her was at the same time, me and not me. a paradox, but as she said paradox doesn't really apply to souls and some like being paradoxes, or a bit of a paradox.
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No info or answer from them, so I guess it is a big secret what it'll be like for me once I get there after this incarnation is over. I had assumed it was no secret, but I was wrong. One of the many things I was wrong about, and likely there will be more.
Only thing I got this time was some sort of procedure being done. I felt a tingling or resonating in one spot of my back and what felt like some sort of tendril thing reaching into me through that spot to do various whatever, some had a hint of slight pain. Soul or someone said it was unfortunate but a slight amount was understood to happen based on what they were doing. No idea what they were doing. Felt like removing something, small. Though from the feel of it it didn't hinder the flow of kundalini though the spot that was resonating was right over my spine and the tendril did feel like it was doing stuff along the back, maybe some spots of the channel and the edges of the spinal bone. No idea what since they were not telling. At the end felt like they put a slight amount of whatever energy into the kundalini channel.
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also, forgot to put down before. Felt like some part of me was very very light. No idea what is up with that. Then someone said something about anchoring your fin, and I felt someone or something doing something to my back. Like they were adding something on. Then the same person said something like anchoring the tail and I felt like something was stuck on the end part of my spine.
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I felt a mental contact and instinctively knew it was her. I asked if it was and she said yes. I jokingly said, "prove it." not seriously but in a joking manner.
Had an experience with my twin flame again. It felt like she stepped or popped into where I am. I could feel her all around me and I knew it was her. Some soul level instinct instantly knew. I could feel our energies starting to mingle, and start to merge. to call it a pleasurable or orgasmic experience is to not do it true justice. I think I wasn't thinking this whole time. I lost myself in the experience, surrendering to the experience and it felt indeed like our energies were starting to merge into one. Then I felt the equivalent of her finger on the tip of my orca rostrum and then her saying, <no. You have an incarnation to finish first.> she said with what I felt like her smiling. <When you return back here, and after the welcome home party. A week will pass and we won't know it.> It did feel like my energy was resonating. and my kundalini was flowing strong, or had more energy.
A few minutes later she did the same and I lost myself in the experience again. Though when she did the equivalent of putting her finer on the tip of my orca rostrum and I got a mental image of her smiling I remembered her earlier message. and I was left again feeling like I was resonating and with my kundalini was flowing stronger or it had more energy.
Then 5 or 10 minutes later i felt her pop or around me again. this time i was able to resist the loosing myself and our energy merging. It took a surprising amount of will not to just surrender to the experience and let our energies to start to merge to form one.
I asked her and she did affirm that yes, she was doing what she as doing to increase my vibration, so I could be more of the true me, my true self. She also then said, because of who and what we are, our vibrations want to match, be in perfect harmony. So hers is helping mine.
a bit after this, an hour or so. I decided to try something to see what would happen. I closed my eyes and meditated on us being together, kissing. First me in an orca form and she in her dolphin form, my orca being the same size as her dolphin form. we were then holding each other, no sex at all, just embracing. this time we were chest and belly touching and our tails intertwined as much as they could. she shifted then i did, so we were in anthro forms. i could feel my energy or body resonating slightly just from this. and my kundalini feels slightly warm. Then I got her giggling good naturally saying <hehehe, stop, you're distracting me.> I did stop, not sure if she meant it or not, but how knows what she was doing, maybe something important. hehe, but i did find out one way to distract her. One of her buttons maybe. ;)
As i was about to type this I did get a mental message from her, it felt like her smiling and she said, <oh, yes, you've discovered one of my buttons. wait till you figure out more.>
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I sent my twin flame, "happy valentines day." though I had no idea if she would know what it was. I got the mental impression of her smiling then saying, <happy valentines day yourself.> then in a more seductive tone of voice, <I'll have your valentines here when you get back home.> oooooo.
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