WED [2-25]

I guess the reason Shad changed his name to Chad could be 1 of 2 reasons. He just wanted to, or I became a new soul, a hybrid, so that may mean he changed too. Or another reason could also be as an internal aspect he changed.

I do wonder what about me changed that I felt and commented on in a previous post. No biggie.

I think Chad will eventually, when I'm back home, want to try being an external soul. I think he'd like that. He may eventually go independent or may remain an external aspect, or he may sorta do both. Go independent for a while then go back to being an external aspect, ect, back and forth.

Some souls do enjoy experiencing as sleeping incarnations. So the soul itself could grow from say 3-4 and onwards, but they really do like to focus on incarnating as sleeping incarnations. Moving on to another worlds when the current one gets up past a certain point. assuming the earth is an actual planetary soul, which I feel is true, and a soul memory I remembered weeks ago that I did put into a yourspace.

Others may remain with just 1 world, with the occasional foray off,and some won't even do that, evolving with the world.

Others go to different worlds, not restricting themselves to 1 world, system, or even 1 universe in some cases.

and some souls incarnate for a time and stop.  Others that are in a situation like mine, may find they just don't have any interest in incarnating and don't.  Or may do so only very rarely for specific reasons. 

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I also, think I forgot, had a brief experience last night of being hugged and my behind fondled while a fuzzy sorta image that sorta resembled an anthro short said something like, "I'm an aspect you're not yet aware of dear." or something like that.

Got me to thinking. it could be either as aspect that was always there but may bubble to the surface now that I'm growing and learning spiritually as a soul. Also it may be an aspect of mine gotten since I'm a new/old soul an aspect of a new soul, like I said before. Maybe a part of the meditation that I did a few days ago where I merged them into myself. Who knows how many aspects I have from both the original soul I was part of before, and the new soul I'm an external aspect of now. part of being a new/old soul and a hybrid instead of a pure soul.

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Some seem to think that there'll be a reveal of sentient aliens will suddenly happen at once in the near future. Though I think this is unlikely since that would cause trauma and chaos and such since most of human society and religion are not ready. I think it would be a more gradual thing. Say in processes like revealing that mars and certain non sol system words have the building blocks of life. as do meteors that have crashed into the earth or are examined in space. Then maybe there are fossils of single celled life on mars, and then evidence through color spectrography that there is evidence of live on these non sol worlds. and this would be gradual over decades. maybe longer.

Not sure how the first contact would be done that there are sentients out there. The least traumatic may be sort of listening in on some alien tv shows or something like that. Or maybe reveal that aliens once visited earth 4 or 5 thousand or more years ago.

The first aliens revealed would be the most human looking. the slightly less so.

At least this is how I think it would make the most sense. It's how I would do it, slowly over say 200 years or a thousand maybe. Also introducing the idea of positive aliens into fiction. Though that would be done anyway by the creative. But maybe put in some real races that really exist here and there.

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I had an interesting experience as I lay down before getting up. Some resonance energy being pumped into my energy body, the first 2 chakras and light body energy centers, heart, and the kundalini channel.

I think it's better to focus on the first 3 energy centers of the light body instead of doing all 7. Things and more emotionally should be more stable then doing all 7 at once. That would result, in maybe what I've been experiencing, with highs and lows, what could be extreme jumps at times.

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After I lay down I had another experience. guess it was my higher self, not sure. it said to embrace my soul heritage. I felt a pleasure/sexual pleasure that was pretty high with a high sex drive. it said to look past those feelings and what did I feel. i said it felt right. and it said to embrace my sexual nature since I'm a sexual being and that is our soul heritage. I said i had already and it said I had taken a first step already, and to continue doing as i had done. not sure why it emphasized that, or mentioned that. afterwards the pleasure/sexual pleasure went poof and my sex drive went down to normal, at the moment very low. Though since I'm about to head out that may be why.

It also , or someone, put tendrils or something into my abdominal area and i felt very high resonating going to the 2 light body energy centers, and to an extent maybe the 3rd one and maybe the chakras were involved too, not sure, just the first 2 or 3 though. I've not gone to the 3rd light body energy center yet. then something was plugged into my spinal area and it felt like some sort of energy was put into the kundalini channel to widen it. at first there was a tightness which i said to relax, after a few times it worked and it was widened to about 3 inches or a bit wider.


and either chad or my higher self did tell me when it was 5:30, well whichever one said to look at the clock & I saw it was 5:30.  I did thank both of them for that.

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Had a conversation with Higher self, a very brief one. I said that i want to learn more of my soul heritage.

higher self said something like, don't recall the exact words, <you'll learn most of your soul heritage as they are revealed to you as you uncover most of it as you become more aware of yourself, continue to grow....>

"Will you (by you i meant plural, higher self, soul I'm an external aspect of now, some other aspects of soul (i guess my soul siblings, Dan and Stan being brothers I guess).

<we'll teach or tell you some of it, but it is more meaningful if you uncover most of it yourself.>

I think what i meant by soul heritage was my aspects that I'm aware and not aware of, paralled/past lives soul I was had, current soul has/had, other aspects of current soul, current soul's parents, ect.

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I was thinking about something that happened a day or 2 ago. No idea why. I suddenly got a strong desire to some day create a soul with my twin flame, and experience it as soul/spiritual sex. weird. no idea why. I asked her if that is even possible. Maybe more then 1 soul, over time.

She said it was indeed possible for us to do that, though she would not be pregnant. I guess unlike earth dolphins and orcas would be. She added a comment, some of the pod members have been created that same way. or did she say most, I don't recall. It was either some or most. No idea why that desire popped up like that. I still feel it there. odd/weird. No idea why it's still there.

Maybe create with others also, over time, but less of a desire then with her. No idea why. though any soul made will get to choose if it wants to have any parent's soul memories, some, none, the one of 1 parent, ect. Weird feeling to suddenly pop up a day or so ago, I forget it then remember the experience.