I got to wondering today, with chad's comment of I want to be 2nd, when I was thinking yesterday of creating a soul with my twin, if we do as chad wants then we'd be quintuple flames, if that is possible. That would maintain the balance of an even number of males and females. i do wonder since chad is a former shadow aspect of mine, not sure if he still counts as one, since he's an internal aspect. i wonder if the soul Twin and I will be making one day is my twin's shadow aspect or former shadow aspect, like chad is to me.
I then go to thinking. the female soul who contacted me those few times, and is at least partially or mostly dragon. I had assumed that she was one of my current sou's parents. could she be that or maybe my current soul's twin, and she did say i am of her lineage, so some of her energy was used. Was it done in a similar fashion to how my twin and I will create a soul that we will, assuming our daughter to be is an aspect of my twin, or if we create chad as a son of ours.
Does that mean I didn't just split off from my old soul, but I also was created, at least in part, by current soul and his twin. I could have 3 parents if I'm guessing right. Old soul, current soul, and current soul's twin. which makes me wonder if old soul has a twin flame. I had no hint of that.
or is she old soul's twin, or both old and current? Not sure. In searching my feelings for her, if I am reaching at the soul level, it is stronger love then the regular love for all souls that I feel or for fellow external aspects like Dan and Stan. maybe twin soul once removed, or something like that? Instead of just a sort of love for a grandmother? if any of that makes any sense.
Since as odd as it may sound I do think i feel a sort of different sort of love towards Stan and Dan as to say green sister or a regular pod member or if I had a soul friend. Though green sister it is very close to the same as for Stan and Dan, maybe a soul sister in fact. Though it maybe is a bit complicated or odd sounding.
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Did the first meditation for the 2nd half. Felt the resonating for the first 2 light body energy centers. didn't feel as much for the 3rd one, but I did feel some. Not sure if it'll take time, if I'm having a few off or partially off days, or this is normal.
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I was also thinking earlier. I've read some who say everyone eventually merges back with source. Either you finish your incarnating and do so since there is nothing else to do or you work your way up to say 13d and then merge.
I may be wrong but I don't think everyone necessarily does merged with source. I think some may never do so. Some sure. Some may have that as their soul goal. Work their way up the dimensions til they get to where source is, if you want to use that terminology. Though we are already part of source so no need to work our way up. Just go within yourself and source is already there. Everyone is already a part of source.
Though as I said some may have that as their goal, or may for now. But I think most, if not every soul, will eventually reach a point they really like doing certain things and may just cruise along, enjoying doing those things. Adding new things here and there and maybe doing older things less and less, though some older things one will continue to do regularly, and some one may do now and then or on a semi regular basis.
some souls may really enjoy incarnating, and may prefer say 3d or 4d worlds and once a world shifts up past that may stick around for a bit then move to a new world, and so on. Others may stick with just 1 world for good, and others may either never incarnate or may just get to where they dislike it. Others may incarnate now and then.
Some may shift back and forth. say they enjoy being with the 6d pod, (assuming the pod where I'm a member is 6d) and you are say now 7d . You can either make a new body or shift to 6d, not sure which is possible or would be preferred, and experience 6d again for a while. Then either let the body dissolve and go back to 7 or 8d. or keep say a tenth of 1 percent of yourself in the body so it doesn't dissolve and keep it in say a room of a dwelling, either your own, or one you share with another or others.
I think some places like where the pod is someone manifesting to hang out with the pod or the area, or keeping a body you use sometimes, would be ok and some do that. But other places, maybe very dense places it may be either exceedingly hard, or it's not done since say earth is not for that. Though on earth I think it's a mix of it would be very hard since it is so dense here, but also earth is not a place to allow that to happen on a soul's whim. Some other places, say where the pod is, I feel that is ok to do there. And that some do. either just manifest to either hang out with the pod, wonder around the area, do some business here or there. or they may keep a body with the tenth of 1 percent or less and keep the body asleep somewhere when they are not using it much.
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I was thinking. It may be another
mechanism to create a soul if twin flame and I do it while expressing
our love and intimacy for each other through/while having what some
would call soul/spiritual sex, though that term I don't like, I prefer
the pod term sharing, though that is a broad range term that can cover
mingling energies lightly, soul/spiritual sex, or more perhaps.
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I think us creating a new soul during our soul/spiritual sex would make the soul different then if we just made on while sitting beside each other. Perhaps ensuring the soul would be a twin flame to both of us and maybe they would know love naturally. Not sure how to put what I think into words. English seems inadequate. I was mediating on this earlier today to see if there is a difference and the desire flared up full again, so I'll not go to try to find out the info again. Luckily it is slumbering again. It was quick to go back to slumbering since I did say the honest reason, i want to wait till I'm more aware, 5d or 6d and can project back to where the pod is consciously, at a minimum, or after this incarnation is over and I've gone through any rehab, if I will need to. I also contacted Twin to talk to the desire to since I figured if both of us were honest it would go back to partially slumbering again. I do feel Chad wants to have us (my twin and me) for him also, rather then me just making him an external aspect or me merging with twin and making him an external aspect to us both.
I am also curious, if Chad wants this, does this mean the desire is my twin's former shadow aspect who wants it also? And would the 2 of them, her shadow aspect and Chad, be twin flames for each other and for the 2 of us? I think my twin says yes, if we do create them using that method. Chad has said before that he would prefer to have both of our memories if he can. I don't blame him, if I were in his position, I'd want to be created as a new/old soul using that same method and would want the memories of both of my soul parents.
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Gets me to thinking, can the 4 of us really be twin or quintuple flames, true flames, maybe is a better term? and what if the 4 of us got together to have some .... and with the intent to create a soul or to that way. Or if say 2 pairs or more then 2 pairs of twin flames come together to do that and make souls. More things to ponder now and then and find out one day.
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I did the 7th meditation again. I didn't feel much, though I did feel the resonance from his voice going to the various light body energy centers. So I guess that is something. Don't have to have wow moments to have progress.
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I feel a constant slight resonance all over the energy body thing. I wonder if that is significant. Though it feels strongest in the first 3 light body centers.
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I asked Twin if we did make the female soul like I mentioned before and Chad also, using the soul/spirit sex method to make them while expressing and experiencing our love for each other, if they would be twin flames with only each other or us. I felt they would be twin souls with us and each other. Though their relationship with us may be the slightest bit different. Twin said that they would be twin flames with both each other and us as well. I like the idea of that. Chad does as well. I can tell since he me the mental image of us kissing while I could barely feel his hands on my behind and pressure on my lips. Guess that is his way to say he likes the idea as well. Though I couldn't see what he looked like. No biggie. ----
I guess my light body is progressing nicely. or is it that I already have a light body and this is awakening or activating it from it's dormant state or something?
I do wonder if I have any other shadow aspects or just minor ones and if I do how long it would take to integrate them or have them become internal aspects. Guess I'll eventually find out.
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I think us creating a new soul during our soul/spiritual sex would make the soul different then if we just made on while sitting beside each other. Perhaps ensuring the soul would be a twin flame to both of us and maybe they would know love naturally. Not sure how to put what I think into words. English seems inadequate. I was mediating on this earlier today to see if there is a difference and the desire flared up full again, so I'll not go to try to find out the info again. Luckily it is slumbering again. It was quick to go back to slumbering since I did say the honest reason, i want to wait till I'm more aware, 5d or 6d and can project back to where the pod is consciously, at a minimum, or after this incarnation is over and I've gone through any rehab, if I will need to. I also contacted Twin to talk to the desire to since I figured if both of us were honest it would go back to partially slumbering again. I do feel Chad wants to have us (my twin and me) for him also, rather then me just making him an external aspect or me merging with twin and making him an external aspect to us both.
I am also curious, if Chad wants this, does this mean the desire is my twin's former shadow aspect who wants it also? And would the 2 of them, her shadow aspect and Chad, be twin flames for each other and for the 2 of us? I think my twin says yes, if we do create them using that method. Chad has said before that he would prefer to have both of our memories if he can. I don't blame him, if I were in his position, I'd want to be created as a new/old soul using that same method and would want the memories of both of my soul parents.
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Gets me to thinking, can the 4 of us really be twin or quintuple flames, true flames, maybe is a better term? and what if the 4 of us got together to have some .... and with the intent to create a soul or to that way. Or if say 2 pairs or more then 2 pairs of twin flames come together to do that and make souls. More things to ponder now and then and find out one day.
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I did the 7th meditation again. I didn't feel much, though I did feel the resonance from his voice going to the various light body energy centers. So I guess that is something. Don't have to have wow moments to have progress.
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I feel a constant slight resonance all over the energy body thing. I wonder if that is significant. Though it feels strongest in the first 3 light body centers.
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I asked Twin if we did make the female soul like I mentioned before and Chad also, using the soul/spirit sex method to make them while expressing and experiencing our love for each other, if they would be twin flames with only each other or us. I felt they would be twin souls with us and each other. Though their relationship with us may be the slightest bit different. Twin said that they would be twin flames with both each other and us as well. I like the idea of that. Chad does as well. I can tell since he me the mental image of us kissing while I could barely feel his hands on my behind and pressure on my lips. Guess that is his way to say he likes the idea as well. Though I couldn't see what he looked like. No biggie. ----
I guess my light body is progressing nicely. or is it that I already have a light body and this is awakening or activating it from it's dormant state or something?
I do wonder if I have any other shadow aspects or just minor ones and if I do how long it would take to integrate them or have them become internal aspects. Guess I'll eventually find out.
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