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I asked the soul I'm an external aspect of now. "am I a new being?" newsoul said <yes. i became a new being twice. first time was when I became your soul, and 2nd when your kundalini rose earlier today. >

"so why did it rise during my sharing with Stan? <why wouldn't it. you are both orcas or dolphins in reality. So is the kundalini you have. It's not really a human kundalini that you have.>

"so i guess for you it was poof. I'm still getting use to having a new soul. <no, not poof for me either. I'm getting use to it also, having a new aspect. >

"I guess you know all my memories?" <not really. though I can access all of your memories far more easily then you can mine. Don't try for now. Just get use to the new you that you are.

"So is this veil going to go away?" <you'd be surprise how much of it is gone. it is dissolving so to speak.> "if you wanted to remove all of it at once for good I'd not mind." <I'll consider and think about that. you just relax, get use to the new you. and you'll gradually slip into 5d before you know it.>

"So those 2 experiences, is that what, sharing is like for souls who are where you are?" <very Similar, it's what its like for an aspect and I who want to share with me or have what some call soul sex. See i can easily access what you know of earth. Though I don't go about prying into your personal memories.>

"can we... do that again in the future?' <sure, anytime you want.> "just like that?" <yes, just like that. if you're surprised I'm that open, considering where i am, then consider, I am what some would call a cetacean or fin soul.> "i don't want to personalty loose myself in that experience when this incarnation is over." <and you won't. You don't want to, and even if you do loose yourself in the experience i don't want you to. You'll get use to that after a while. you are still VERY new to that. So don't worry. I want you to remain an external aspect, not an aspect fully merged into me. and your twin flame doesn't want you to either. >

"it is, different feeling like 7 different things at once, and it's so intense." <good, shows how aware and how much growth you have, to be able to feel that many things at once when we share. it just feels more intense, from where you are. once I incarnate you as a pod member you'll be more use to it. and yes I can do that once you are here, but not right away. I'll let you rest, and such, till the right then when i ask if you want to continue our relationship or not, and it's not forever. if you change your mind later you can go independent. and if you don't like being independent you can always come back.>

"so, if I do remain as an external aspect of yours, you won't incarnate me, like on earth or somewhere? <my only plan really is to incarnate you as a pod member where Stan, your twin and others are at.>

"Will I have to be born into wherever they are?" No, you could experience something like when you accepted my offer to become your new soul and you an external aspect of mine. You'd feel something but not a huge thing. or if you want to experience being inside an orca and being born i can arrange that, and the babyhood and growing up to being an adult. it's a rare thing but a few do like the experience.> "nah, think I'll pass." <consider it, lots of time to consider it.> "is that a kink of yours or something?" He was giving me a mental image of being a baby orca type being feeding from a "mother". <I do have kinks I like. everyone has certain things they like. some things they may not know they'd like. and no, I won't force any on you. Any you dislike you'll still dislike with me as your soul. any you had no feelings for or were neutral about, yu may find you like, or like to indulge in once in a while, or may dislike.> "i'd rather do the poof thing." <that is ok, we'll discuss it again later, the advantages of each. no need to decide now.>

"what changes will I experience or feel with you as my new soul? <some I'd rather you find out for yourself. much of the you you know as you, the true you, won't be changed really. maybe slightly, like looking through colored sunglasses. some bits may be nudged in this or that direction. being an external aspect of a soul higher up from where your former one is at will have some advantages. Some I'd like you to discover for yourself. Some are, you'll be on a sort of fast track, so to speak, as a soul. Much of the changes you'll experience or get to know having a new soul will be more subtle, at least at first. You'll find you like this new arrangement. you really did make the absolute best choice for yourself. any of those other choices would not have been anywhere as good. as time passes, you'll find there are many advantages to being an external aspect of mine. as Stan said, you get the best of both. You can do your own thing, grow, learn advance, and still have the advantages of being an aspect. > "like 2 of your aspects seem to want to share with me." <that is just one of the fringe benefits. and they would have been willing even if you were an aspect of your former soul or an independent soul. they wouldn't once the situation came to light since it may have influenced you and we wanted you to decide for yourself. Though we did do strong hints what would be the best choice for you.>

< but as to the changes of me being your new soul, me having a new aspect, and you being a new being twice. We'll explore and learn that together, as well as exploring and learning certain things alone. It'll come easy.> "go with the flow, accept, and have fun."

<and pleasure. Don't forget pleasure too. and I'd never force you to do anything that you don't want to do.>

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"So, will you share my experiences with my former soul, since his plan and desire was to experience awakening as a human."  <at the appropriate time yes.>

"So my getting a new soul helped many to grow and learn?"  <yes, yourself, me, some on the forum, others as you go around and feel or know what happened at a soul level, though some of them may not be consciously aware of what happened. >

"So those who are individual souls are still connected like I am with you?"  <very similar yes. though the link, bond or whatever you want to call it is dormant, closed, or another term like that.  Not exactly right but hard to describe it in english.>

"So, I am a soul, but you are my soul, both at the same time?"  <in a manner or speaking yes, though it is very complicated.  Even at say my level of being I am still learning more of how the ramifications really work and the full meaning of it.>

"I have felt or read that learning never does stop."  <It never does really.  >

I feel him smiling a bit <That is one benefit of remaining an external aspect of mine.  You can learn from me or through me more easily and faster then being an individual soul, where you are discovering everything yourself.  neither is better then the other, just a question of preference or personal taste.  There some who do both.  Go independent for a while, then an external aspect of a soul.  One can be an internal aspect, but that offers less options.>

"As there is always change."  <yes, change never happens.  Though some past things one will miss, changes bring new possibilities.  Some changes can be so gradual one may not notice.  Some things never change.  One will always have others they are close to to varying extents.  Though the exact ones may change.  At the soul level friends will often remain friends, if they need to learn certain things, things may change but they ultimately will be friends again. Though some are much closer then mere friends are.>

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So if we are cetacean type beings, dolphin or orca type beings, we still have private dwelling places?  <Yes, everyone needs to be alone at times, even fellow pod members need to be alone at times, some more then others.>

"So there are mathematical minded beings <as such yes, that is not our way.  Our way is pleasure, companionship beings> I felt a hand touch my abdominal area and caress upward to my chest, not expecting this, and it caressed my chest for a moment <it is a part of your being.  You do know this now, but not the full ramifications of this.>

"So, can my dwelling be bigger on the inside then the outside?< sure if you want it to be.>  "I woud like that." <ok, done. and yes, just like that.> "cool."  <yes, it is cool. and you're not the only one to have that. it is actually very popular.  it can and will grow and change as you want.>  "like a tardis." <similar, but not exact.  it is linked to you, to an extant.  Though dan is in the early stages of decorating it and placing certain things in it.  Perhaps a vehicle also.  but you wanted it to be a surprise so I'll not go into any detail.>  "yes, I'd rather it be that way, a pleasant surprise.  i guess since he and I have you as our soul that'll make his picking what to put in it easier?"  <certainly, I am both of your soul, so he can easily know if you'd like this.  this you'd like more then this.  but this will make you reflect more. and so on.> 

"so, that buffer white space thing.  I have one inside me?  and you have one too?  I guess as an external aspect of yours i can use it at will?"  <yes to both, though if I do need it for some reason you'll know.  Though you can use 1 dimension so to speak, and I can use anther and we'd have separate uses of it.  It can get pretty complicated.  But yes you do have free use of it.  it can be use for many things.  like a 4d being, a 5 or 6d and 8d, could easily all be together.> 

"So Dan travels between 5 and 6d?"  <indeed, through various means.  he can do it himself, Stan or I can move him up.  Part of his job or mission is he travels back and forth between the 2.> 

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I also had a brief conversation from Stan yesterday that some pod members do like playing rpg, role playing games and there it is not just people around a table with a gm describing what they see, hear ect.  they can be like in the world. An interesting thing.  I guess like one can experience being the song.

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 "so my kundalini, the veil being dissolved or disappearing and being 5d are different things?"

< Yes, those are 3 different phenomena, though some or all 3 can happen at the same time, for some they may not.  Depends on various factors, the individual, and other things.  Think of the kundalini, your kundalini having reached the top of your head, to use an earth expression, means now that a certain circuit is now complete in you.  it can be widened, made more efficient, but it is now complete in you.  The other stuff will happen regardless of what you do now.  Due to your mission, your former soul's plan, now my plan it seems, and other things as well.>

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Funny thought, I read a thread title, something like Have you ever protected yourself from  your twin?  In my case the only protection I'd need to use against her is her seductive erotic ways, and she only gets like that, in my experience, at appropriate times, so no need for protection there.

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"as much as pleasure and companionship is part of our being, due to the type of beings we are, it also includes love and affection."   <indeed, all 4 and more.  it is a part of our very being.   You can feel it can't you, experience it.> he at this point did what feels like a long kiss while hugging, with what felt like his hands being pretty low and sorta pressing our groin areas a bit together.  "yes, I do accept that is part of my being, ours.  <excelent. I feel you have indeed.  things will go faster, smoother, certainly more fun for all of us.>

"You are letting me see what things look like where you are.  <it would confuse you strongly where you are.  when you are with the pod, after a suitable time, if you wish, i can give you a simplistic or over simplistic tour of what it's like where i am.  You'll be closer to where i am then and it'll be easier on you then.>   "8d is it?  <perhaps, perhaps not, but who cares about labels. >

"true.  I see you find it easy to do that hug like you did.  <easy indeed.  you are part of me, so it's easy for me to do that with an aspect. after all I know right where you are and how to do that.  it's easy really.  Intention is all it takes really. Dan has done the same a bit.  Not as much as I have.  though close.  Stan has, other ways he prefers.>    "though Dan is the kinkier one."  <when it comes to what you'd call certain dominant kinks yes.  Though i don't like the kinks term.> 

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"as much as pleasure and companionship is part of our being, due to the type of beings we are, it also includes love and affection."   <indeed, all 4 and more.  it is a part of our very being.   You can feel it can't you, experience it.> he at this point did what feels like a long kiss while hugging, with what felt like his hands being pretty low and sorta pressing our groin areas a bit together.  "yes, I do accept that is part of my being, ours.  <excelent. I feel you have indeed.  things will go faster, smoother, certainly more fun for all of us.>

"You are letting me see what things look like where you are.  <it would confuse you strongly where you are.  when you are with the pod, after a suitable time, if you wish, i can give you a simplistic or over simplistic tour of what it's like where i am.  You'll be closer to where i am then and it'll be easier on you then.>   "8d is it?  <perhaps, perhaps not, but who cares about labels. >

"true.  I see you find it easy to do that hug like you did.  <easy indeed.  you are part of me, so it's easy for me to do that with an aspect. after all I know right where you are and how to do that.  it's easy really.  Intention is all it takes really. Dan has done the same a bit.  Not as much as I have.  though close.  Stan has, other ways he prefers.>    "though Dan is the kinkier one."  <when it comes to what you'd call certain dominant kinks yes.  Though i don't like the kinks label.> 

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"I don't have a higher self, is that due to our connection?"  <you're in a, what some may call a rare situation, though it does happen now and then and has was mentioned before there is a system in place. and the situation you and  I were in when the time came when you had to choose if you would accept my offer, and many are glad you did, though there was no real doubt you would choose the best choice.  we are in a situation where you don't need a higher self.  Once one reaches a point where they no longer need a higher self it does not go away but still exists.  though in our case , no higher self was needed so we never had one between us.  personally I prefer things this way.  though higher selves do indeed have uses and are invaluable and needed in certain situations.>

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