Saturday [2-13]

Did some light meditating on it, l do feel a strong pull towards home. I guess it's the soul home. Where the pod and twin flame are at. Though at the same time, this incarnation is not finished and I've some things to do first. Things such as fully awakening, getting to 5d, then 6d if I can get that far. Other things perhaps that I'm not yet aware of or know.

from twin, <yes, once you're here, life for you will be similar to some of your experiences. And as you know you'll be able to do what you want. No having to do this or that. There is always a celebration when a fellow pod member returns. Then those you are closest to will have their own celebration as well. Even some you are close to at a soul level, but are not yet aware of. Yes, even though technically you are a new soul, you still recall the wisdom, experiences ect of before, though you are not fully aware of all of it as of yet, so in all respects you are the same as before your current soul became yours and temporarily mine. After all those celebrations you'll have our own private one. A time of rest, reflection, you to get use to being back here in your native 6d. Which you'll get the hang of very quickly. Then things will go back to normal for you. >

"including all the sharing stuff?" <Yes, there is a sort of central group you share with the most often, those you care closest to, not all are pod members, but soul friends and others from before that you feel close enough that at the soul level you regard them as family and the closest of friends, though you are not fully aware of them and some choose to not reveal themselves till you are back here. There are others you share with less often, and some less then that. most will be pod members, but not all.>

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I was thinking of aspects.  I think for example Chad's personality now is very similar to mine, but with some differences.  and if say chad became an external aspect and had an aspect of his then that one would be a bit different then him in certain ways.  so if one goes down this line, an aspect or soul say that is 5 generations down, that soul would be more different then me.  10 generations down even more so.   This could be why everyone is an individual.  like if one's personality traits are a sliding dial, with different settings, chad's settings may be identical or similar to mine, with a few differences here and here.  so as mentioned 5 generations down the personality would be different then mine.  Maybe to the extent that 10 generations down you may not be able to tell that this soul is of my lineage, that it descended from me.  so to speak.  if I understand this well enough.

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Going with this I think I may know some of the change from my switching to a new soul.  My original soul I was an extension of, not an aspect.  so maybe we were exactly the same personality wise, underneath the 3/4d human programming & conditioning.  Original soul evolved up to the next vibration level, dimension or something where contacting me would be very very difficult so a change was needed.  Thus the best choice was me becoming an aspect, seperating from the soul I was once part of to becoming an external aspect of what was the soul of the soul I was once part of.  Maybe a part of the original soul wondered what it was if it had remained an aspect of the soul he was an external aspect of instead of remaining an independent soul.  Maybe this was an issue he had to resolve.  most of him liked being an independent soul, but part of  him did wonder.  This may have been part of the reason why I needed to go independent from it.  The best choice was to do like i did and become an external aspect of the soul I'm an external aspect of.  I could have remained a full independent soul, but this would have caused huge problems.  The choice I made would, perhaps give me a huge support.  Not just that maybe the soul i'm an external aspect of, is I think from the 7th or 8th dimension, as well as the other external aspects that he has. Who knows how many they are. 

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The soul does feel a bit kinkier.  or is it that he's more open to in this area then the soul I was once part of was. 

On meditating i wonder if soul may have another aspect maybe.  a more female motherly type orca type being.  Maybe so he could experience a certain aspect of his feminine side.    or is this his feminine side with various likes that she has, like everyone has various likes that they like, at various times based on their moods and other things. 

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The feel I get, and I've done a post on pastimes long ago.  The feel I get is there is some entertainments that are very similar to here.  Not sure how, but if what I somehow is true, then I somehow know the pod has access to some sort of tech that is like a tv.  but this is both a holographic type tv, but one that one can step into so you can see the movie or tv episode happening around you. 

There are vehicles also.  some may wonder why have a car or ship if you can teleport anywhere.  Well in a vehicle you can go with some other friends, some like having a vehicle they can basically live in, though a soul could teleport here, do stuff, teleport home during their break time, or teleport somewhere else to hang out with some friends.  Some may see it as less of a hasel to just hang out on the ship. And if you wish to give certain treatments, like me, you could just pull me to the pod home & do it there.  Some may see it more convenient to just say give me a treatment on the ship instead of having those needed to teleport to this 1 spot, get me there however they do that.  I guess either soul does it or I do it but at a level I'm not consciously aware of. 

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also the way one can pop around in time, a non linear minded soul could for example have a number of pass times.  So say I may be in 20 different rpg groups.  each time we meet it may be where we play through an entire 10 or 20 level campaign, taking breaks and such for various reasons.  and other pastimes as well.   Since souls are not limited to being linear one can zip around forward and back in time to do a lot of things.

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I do wonder if I am alone most of the time there, or with 1 or 2 others.  It may sound bad, but with the ability to zip forward and back in time, if a soul goes non linear then they could be at home alone in their home, or with 1 or 2 close souls, and at the same time hanging out somewhere else with a group. 

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Sharing - This is a thing that the pod does often.  The term covers a wide range of things, from mildly sharing energies to what some would call soul or spirit sex, partially or fully merging.  Everyone in the pod doesn't do this an equal amount and degree with every other pod members.  There will be a group one is especially close to, some one is less close to, and others that one may do mild sharing with and not to often, compared to the more central group.  Though the degree that some would call spirit or soul sex is done with pod members, they being more open then some others to this type of thing.  not only is it pleasurable for both, it is also sharing affection, closeness of the pod, companionship, and other benefits.  The pod is more open to this then some other types.  If they do only the mild sharing, of just mingling energies, they may do the equivalent of hugging, or if in a non anthro dolphin or orca type form, rubbing along ones sides, chests, ect.  it depends on what degree of sharing they wish to do, up to what some call soul or spiritual sex.   and more then 2 can be involved in this. 

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Food - I seem to feel/know there is also some sort of food that one can eat.  Eating is not needed.  But eating can be another type of pleasure, it may be filled with a lot of light energy.  this may have varius effects, help to clear blockages, even minor ones, make sure if any blockages start, they may be cleared before any blockages can be aware to the individual involved, and other positive effects.

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 had to very brief experiences where it felt like some form of energy was put into me again. just a slight amount, not a huge amount like before. Wonder if it'll alternate back and forth.

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 Guess I may be in a sort of resting phase. Mystic experiences seem to be less then before. maybe it's a sort of resting phase where I focus on getting to know me as a soul, seeing what soul knowledge I can access. Guess I know how to do that somehow. Or I'll pretend that I know.

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I also wonder if this has some later on plan. Like if I"ll end up as say this or that. Some end up as healers, psychic readers ect. I've no idea if there is something like that that I'll end up being or if none of that is the goal.

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I wonder if I come up with a list of questions i wonder and see if I can answer them myself if that may help me to get to know myself. Though I doubt this will lead to the next phase, whatever that is. Maybe it is just this and there'll be no nudge towards this or that like some do, like becoming a healer for some, a psychic reader for others.

I would like to find some in rl that are into spiritual and the stuff I've been experiencing. it's nice having 1 main person online I can talk to. having a few more online I can talk to would be nice, but having a few in rl who live near me would be very nice.

If I go with what seems neat to me. I think the channeler types is kinda neat, but that's not a path I'm on since my path is an awakening, becoming one's true self, type of path. No idea what this will lead to. maybe nothing in this incarnation. That'll be ok. Since there is still a lot for me to learn about and realize myself.


Think I'll do the questions list and start trying to answer them tonight. and forward.
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