I'm not sure if I will or not. But i can decide later.
It could be that either you've been male a bit more then female, or maybe your natural inclination is to be male when you are not incarnate.
Maybe you can help to heal our male part or something.
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had an interesting experience this morning. Not sure what it means or why it happened. When I woke up I could feel a type of ? energy ? that was like love/joy/pleasure that was like either some type of channel bond or link that I had with the whole pod and the whole pod with each other. I focused on feeling and experiencing this and also with the intent to share it with all of the other pod members as well. Once this ended It felt like I was resonating, but the resonating felt completely different. Or was it that it was a different energy body was resonating and that is why it felt totally different. Not sure when I feel the resonating if that is usually the physical body or another one doing that. this did feel different in the way the resonating felt and also maybe a different body inside this one.
I then briefly tried to project wherever the place is I've been a few times, I guess upper astral or high astral, the place where there is multi colored Crystal structures around, but they are always off in the distance a short distance away, when I'm with the pod. it felt like someone, maybe 1 or more of the pod, grabbed whatever part of me was there to hold me there and the rest of the pod sent that energy at me. It felt dimmer weaker then before, maybe since I'm less sensitive or less aware. Maybe since i'm in 4th d and not 5 or 6th d, thinking or awareness, if that makes any sense.
it left me with a mild headache. Not sure if I can do anything about those headaches.
I didn't ask what was going on since I was sure either I'd get no answer, a vague one, or they'd say I'd know later, or something along those lines. I just accepted and enjoyed it instead.
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I wonder also if thee is any way I can more fully move into 5d, increase my awareness, ect, or if I don't have to do anything and it'll take care of itself, with maybe the pod and higher self, ect doing stuff mostly behind the scenes , or below or above, my level of awareness.
I also wonder what was that experience I had earlier and why did/does the resonating feel either totally different and or it's a different energy body, something else or a mix?
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Still not sure if i"ll be going to that qi gong class tomorrow night. I feel pulled 50/50. qi gong does seem interesting. I may meet some folks I may get along with, though with the class being 6 lessons that may be to short. It would cost $40, which could cost more, compared to some of the other classes that happen at the store. I would have to be coming home and waiting for the bus, though the temperature is chilly. I'd miss most of the Wednesday livestream that i watch. and this week they'll be showing the last 3 episodes of a funny anime. another part of me is I can try learning qi gong from youtube videos. So I'm still undecided.
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I've been thinking, if the pod in that whatever place it is, if it is upper or high astral are the same ones in that place where everyone looks like balls of light. I wonder if they travel back and forth, or if the balls of light are like their souls or higher selves, and the pod at the high or upper astral are as high as they can go. Or if it may be another thing. like they hang out there in the high or upper astral and can travel to the balls of light place when they want, or if they have to have their soul or higher selves pull them there.
if I do choose to be an independent soul with soul parent's memories, will I be in the 5th or 6th dimension, depending on how far I get to in this incarnation. if I get only up to 5d, assuming I get to 5d and not higher, will I have to ask them to pull me up to 6d, if that is possible, and I'd have to work at going from 5d to 6d. or if the bond/soul connection is strong enough between myself and the pod members if the bond/soul connection could pull me up to 6d.
also if I'd have to work to get to be able to travel between the pod hang out place and the balls of light place. or if I'd be aware of being in both, the balls of light place and the high or upper astral place where the pod do look something like dolphin type beings.
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Still feels like I'm not doing anything and I do want to progress. Guess I have to get use to though I seem to be doing nothing maybe I am doing something. Maybe that being on the fast track that Scarlett mentioned.
maybe the meditations and various yoga stuff I do does some help I'm not aware of. Staying between my thoughts is still not easy. I wonder if it ever will be.
Think after my snack and nap I may try a few other types of meditation to see what happens and how I like the feel of them.
I've not heard from my twin all day. That feels normal though. No need for use to be in constant contact after all.
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I've not had any real contact with anyone, no higher self. That feels ok though. Earlier today, forgot to type it up, I did get a short mental visit from some pod member who's energy I didn't recognize consciusly but part of me knew is a pod member. It was a brief encounter. I shifted my tongue to having 3 tongues, one longer then the other 2. Then it felt like 2 others joined in, and it seemed I was in a dolpin form like theirs. from what happened I wonder if when I'm over there if i"ll be often a herm type gender. Or a partial herm, a male herm as it's called in some furry circles.
This may be more of a resting pause before more stuff starts up.
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I've not had any real contact with anyone, no higher self. That feels ok though. Earlier today, forgot to type it up, I did get a short mental visit from some pod member who's energy I didn't recognize consciously but part of me knew that she is a pod member. It was a brief encounter. We caressed briefly, then I shifted my tongue to having 3 tongues, one longer then the other 2. Then it felt like 2 others joined in, and it seemed I was in a dolphin form like theirs. from what happened I wonder if when I'm over there if i"ll be often a herm type gender. Or a partial herm, a male herm as it's called in some furry circles.
This may be more of a resting pause before more stuff starts up.
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also while I was eating & didn't notice I wasn't thinking it was like i was partially my higher self, not fully or maybe fully with some stuff blocked or I wasn't aware of.
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I was thinking. if the dolphin pod lives in the upper astral, is it possible that some of the females could get pregnant. Though I'd guess it works different for them then on earth.
was thinking what gender I'd prefer to be if I were to live with the rest of the pod. I think maybe male, herm, male herm, or maybe switching around based on my mood. I'd have to think on it further.
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I was thinking. if the dolphin pod lives
in the upper astral, is it possible that some of the females could get
pregnant. Though I'd guess it works different for them then on earth.
was thinking what gender I'd prefer to be if I were to live with the rest of the pod. I think maybe male, herm, male herm, or maybe switching around based on my mood. I'd have to think on it further. Maybe a herm? hmm, makes me wonder if the female, and any herm, pod members have mammary slits like earth dolphins have, or if they don't.
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I asked Green sister if she is one of my guides, since I've seen her recently fairly often. She said that the entire pod would be my guides until I fully awakened. I asked are you sure it'll happen. She then smiled and said they would make sure I would.
I asked what gender is soul usually when it's there, she said herm. Hmm, that feels like it would fit. I asked who was the one who visited me earlier today <one of the younger ones, she's a bit shy.> So how old is soul compared to some other pod members <one of the more senior members.> Though I get the feeling and or knowledge that they don't have a real rank system like many human societies and some animal societies. the pod members treat each other as equals, but if one needs or wants some advice they may go to one of the older members.
So what was that stuff you were doing earlier? <ask scarlett>
Do the female and herm pod members have mammary slits like earth dolphins do? <if they want to> she then added in a humorous <males can have them too if they want to.>
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are there video games and movies where the pod hangs out? <of course> in both places? <yes.>
Why have I not seen all the tech you have in both places? <you've seen some bits of it or the products of it. later you'll see more.>
<she finally overcame her shyness, and she was curious. You have built up a bit of a repuation.>
So have you been spying on me, I ask humorously <of course. all the more senior mebers & some of the more curious ones.>
have I seen all the pod members? <no.>
if I asked for the number of pod members would you tell me? <no.>
I'm sure I'll continue to have treatments <yes> will some be like the one I had today <yes>
was thinking what gender I'd prefer to be if I were to live with the rest of the pod. I think maybe male, herm, male herm, or maybe switching around based on my mood. I'd have to think on it further. Maybe a herm? hmm, makes me wonder if the female, and any herm, pod members have mammary slits like earth dolphins have, or if they don't.
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I asked Green sister if she is one of my guides, since I've seen her recently fairly often. She said that the entire pod would be my guides until I fully awakened. I asked are you sure it'll happen. She then smiled and said they would make sure I would.
I asked what gender is soul usually when it's there, she said herm. Hmm, that feels like it would fit. I asked who was the one who visited me earlier today <one of the younger ones, she's a bit shy.> So how old is soul compared to some other pod members <one of the more senior members.> Though I get the feeling and or knowledge that they don't have a real rank system like many human societies and some animal societies. the pod members treat each other as equals, but if one needs or wants some advice they may go to one of the older members.
So what was that stuff you were doing earlier? <ask scarlett>
Do the female and herm pod members have mammary slits like earth dolphins do? <if they want to> she then added in a humorous <males can have them too if they want to.>
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are there video games and movies where the pod hangs out? <of course> in both places? <yes.>
Why have I not seen all the tech you have in both places? <you've seen some bits of it or the products of it. later you'll see more.>
<she finally overcame her shyness, and she was curious. You have built up a bit of a repuation.>
So have you been spying on me, I ask humorously <of course. all the more senior mebers & some of the more curious ones.>
have I seen all the pod members? <no.>
if I asked for the number of pod members would you tell me? <no.>
I'm sure I'll continue to have treatments <yes> will some be like the one I had today <yes>
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