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I was also thinking of the thing my twin said a day or 2 ago, concerning our making another soul and my desire to do so that popped up , as I mentioned above, through our sharing our love, intimacy and, affection, ect while having soul/spirit sex (and as mentioned Chad does want this done to him too, his being 2nd.) She mentioned either some or most of the other pod members were created this way. maybe some are the products of twin flames, being external aspects of souls that are say 7D+ and some maybe the products of some pod members creating new souls. Say if I and Dan or Stan, me & green sister or Dan or Stan and green sister, of if a group of say 3 or more got together to do this. Though i may be wrong.
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I read what Leonard Nemoy tweeted as his last tweet. still not sure exactly what tweeter is. I found his last tweet touching.
"A life is like a garden. Perfect moments can be had, but not preserved, except in memory. LLAP"
The weird thing is, I thought a bit after I read this and some other people's reaction that i heard his voice in my head saying, "I'm still around, just not there." I'm use to unusual things happening with me due to the various spiritual/mystic stuff happening, but this is by far really out there. If it were really him why would he contact me like that. not like we are connected in any way.
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Did a bit of a humor with my twin, asking her in a joking manner, "you wanna fool around with a human." and her semi serious semi not serious reply, "you're not a human." I find it funny at least.
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As I was drifting off to sleep I felt like something inside me shifted or clicked and it felt like some energy of some kind was coming into me, or the energy body, but like it couldn't hold any more but more was sort of waiting to enter into me, but was not able to since this energy body, or something, wasn't able to hold more. I woke up to much the same feeling as well as a slight resonating all over my abdominal area and the 1st energy center of the light body. And maybe a very slight sorta resonating through out the rest of the energy body, but that very slight resonating felt a bit different.
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I did the 8th meditation. The 3rd light body energy center didn't feel like it responded as much, but maybe it's either cause I just started working on it, or I'm less sensitive to it. Though I did feel some stuff. I felt more on the first 2.
I did feel like something, stabilized, a foundation or something was set or a stable foundation was set inside the abdominal. Not sure where. Or what it means exactly. maybe a good sign. I also felt a slight type of resonance in the rest of the energy body. though a different type or resonance then usual. hard to describe. also like usual I got hot during it and was thirsty at the end.
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I do wonder if once I get to parts 5 and 6
of this course if I'll be able to project or not. or if I'd have to
try astral projection techniques, would those even work on light body
projection. That that is months away in any case. Just curious.
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I also wonder if doing things this way will while I won't have much contact with the pod, guides ect, if it'll lead to me being more stable then I have been before in recent months.
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I did the 8th meditation again. i felt some pain on one side near the area of the 2nd LB energy center, like slashes. I focused on sending that are love and saying I accept it unconditionally. it seemed to work but it took more then a few to do that. immediately I felt much more resonance in my abdominal area. as usual I'm a bit warm and thirsty. feeling a bit over warm is a nice change since it is chilly for me here. I also got the feeling of an area in my abdominal area. The feeling is one of stability, a good foundation? not sure if that makes any sense but I get the impression of that. Also towards the end of the meditation I got the mental image of 2 robed figures around me with their arms raised up. not sure if there was a 3rd behind me or not. I couldn't see them with very much detail. I felt no fear from them nor did I inside myself. Just my curiosity. I also have a bit of a pressure headache inside my head, that I can't localize.
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I think with qi gong I'll aim for learning enough forms from youtube so if i do each form at the proper slow speed It'll take 15 minutes. If I get more that is ok. My goal is 15 since i figure if i want a 30 minute qigong session i can just repeat the session a 2nd time. If I get more then 15 minutes that is ok. I may then try for tai chi short form maybe.
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I was thinking I may have 3 soul parents, former soul, current soul and maybe current soul's twin flame (though i thought she was at first one of his soul parents. Former soul i may have gotten dolphin, orca from current soul and maybe dragon from his twin. Though I asked and got a faint answer of 4, the 3 I know & 1 I don't. I asked who and what was the 4th and all I got was I'd find out later. Hmm.
I can see the mistake I may have made. Current soul may have had a dragon or dragon hybrid parent and a twin flame who's a dragon or dragon hybrid too.
I wonder if this love I feel inside me is that part of my essence, this me here, higher self, the soul I'm an external aspect of, my twin, or a mix of these and more perhaps?
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I also wonder if doing things this way will while I won't have much contact with the pod, guides ect, if it'll lead to me being more stable then I have been before in recent months.
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I did the 8th meditation again. i felt some pain on one side near the area of the 2nd LB energy center, like slashes. I focused on sending that are love and saying I accept it unconditionally. it seemed to work but it took more then a few to do that. immediately I felt much more resonance in my abdominal area. as usual I'm a bit warm and thirsty. feeling a bit over warm is a nice change since it is chilly for me here. I also got the feeling of an area in my abdominal area. The feeling is one of stability, a good foundation? not sure if that makes any sense but I get the impression of that. Also towards the end of the meditation I got the mental image of 2 robed figures around me with their arms raised up. not sure if there was a 3rd behind me or not. I couldn't see them with very much detail. I felt no fear from them nor did I inside myself. Just my curiosity. I also have a bit of a pressure headache inside my head, that I can't localize.
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I think with qi gong I'll aim for learning enough forms from youtube so if i do each form at the proper slow speed It'll take 15 minutes. If I get more that is ok. My goal is 15 since i figure if i want a 30 minute qigong session i can just repeat the session a 2nd time. If I get more then 15 minutes that is ok. I may then try for tai chi short form maybe.
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I was thinking I may have 3 soul parents, former soul, current soul and maybe current soul's twin flame (though i thought she was at first one of his soul parents. Former soul i may have gotten dolphin, orca from current soul and maybe dragon from his twin. Though I asked and got a faint answer of 4, the 3 I know & 1 I don't. I asked who and what was the 4th and all I got was I'd find out later. Hmm.
I can see the mistake I may have made. Current soul may have had a dragon or dragon hybrid parent and a twin flame who's a dragon or dragon hybrid too.
I wonder if this love I feel inside me is that part of my essence, this me here, higher self, the soul I'm an external aspect of, my twin, or a mix of these and more perhaps?
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