Sunday [2-8]I was at the computer when I got the mental image of Dan kissing and hugging me. I could feel the surge of energy, or resonance or whatever it is start up again for the abdominal area down. a small parcent of me I sent to where ever Dan is to return the hug and kissing, as much as anthro orcas can kiss. the conscious element of me dissolved into Dan again, but it felt like this time a slight amount was left in the body or sent to the body. I could move my eyes around, I was watching a short video, but not think since most of me was dissolved into Dan but not a part of him. this didn't last to long, 10 seconds or longer maybe as long as 20. Then all of me was back in the body but I didn't think a thought for several minutes I'd say. Nice. Still not sure what is going on. And a short time ago it felt like some sort of very concentrated tingling sorta energy came from somewhere below my feet and rippled up through my legs, dissipating once it go to my thighs. That was new.

Some of the discomfiture returned, an almost pain. I did ask Dan if he could do anything about it and got another mental voice saying 'here.' and the mental image of my abdominal area being black and white like an orcas and the mental voice saying, 'don't move." as what looked like rods were inserted through the orca abdominal. Felt like they were resonating on their own. It felt like the discomfiture dissipated and like something inside there relaxed a bit. the rod things were pulled out and I got the mental voice again saying not to move and they were inserted in 2 different spots at the same time. these were also resonating and the discomfiture in these areas passed as well. these were removed after a time and that helped a lot. Then after a bit a cylinder thing that was several inches in diameter came very close to my orca abdominal area in the mental image. it seemed to be doing circles and aiming some sort of resonating think inside me. That helped as well. I feel some discomfort but it's less and only in small spots.

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You are becoming like them. ;) [meant in a joking way, not angry way]

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had a sort of mental conversation with Dan. Didn't expect what turned out.

"So, that sudden knowing a decade or more ago when I did that practice thing in the soul realms or where ever it is and somehow knew I'd been picked as a potential member to be on a soul council one day, is that true? <yes.>

"Just like that, poof?" <there are... certain reasons behind that and your being picked and your knowing you'd been picked for a future potential member of various soul councils didn't hinder your knowing that and that the decision has been reached that one day you will be. Since, it's known your being told this won't hinder you.> he pulls me closer eye to eye sort of, <it doesn't does it? and you do like the idea?> he asked, though knowing the answers already before I think them over briefly.

I look away a bit, doing the human like thing of rubbing the back of my anthro orca head. Don't feel a blowhole, but again i don't recall ever needing to breath in whatever body that is. I do feel a bit bashful and answering such a pointed question. "well, I think I'd like it, and it would help folks. not that I'd want it to be the only thing I do. I'd want to do other things also. Likely other things i don't know of as of yet. But why the pick to be a potential and why the confirmation?"

<You had certain,... qualities shall we say that we saw the potential for a future member and since that time we've talked and no I won't say who the we are, and it's been decided you will be, one day.>

"I'd need training." <no, like in the practice incident, you knew what to do and say then. next time it'll be for real and you'll again know what to say and do. You'll be a natural.>


"Does that come with cool stuff like a flying sports car, a driver/pilot, big screen tv, and such?" i ask in a silly manner. <Do you really want that stuff?>

"Since that sounds like it may come with cool stuff."

at first I didn't notice his tone, till a bit later, like my intuition waving a hand in my face. "you were asking seriously."

<Am I?> I narrow my eyes slightly to concentrate, "Yes, you were. Didn't notice it at first."

<then answer my question.> he said putting the tip of a finger on the tip of my rostrum. I get a silly idea and open my mouth to curl my tongue around that finger. "how about you surprise me, with various gadgets, nick naks, tech, interior decorating, maybe whatever small perks I may be entitled to. not sure if pod members have their own living places or just one large common area."

<we each have our own living areas, with a huge commons area and I'll be sure to surprise you, at the appropriate time.> he said taking his finger out, having left it there since I put my tongue around it.

"I look forward to it. I guess a bit after the welcome thing when my soul officially introduces me to the Pod."

<A bit after that yes. The .... celebrations may take a while.> he says leaving things a bit vague.

"Good, I want all that to be a fun surprise."

<I can guarantee it will be.> he says smiling.

I do try to look back, "I'm curious, what does my fin look like anyway?" I ask, still a but curious, meaning my dorsal fin. <like a bull fin's.>

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I guess whatever the bodies are made of are mailable. I guess from a sorta feeling and on my very limited experience, when some of us are just among ourselves we are orcas, but with the main pod we are sometimes or mostly dolphins? not sure about that. and if we do have private quarters, do they resize themselves if we are dolphin or orca size, or are dolphin and orcas about the same size there. They certainly are not on earth.

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