I talked to Feathers, the first bits were during a guided meditation I did earlier. The rest were off and n through the afternoon.
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Me: I feel pulled in like 2 directions. To help with teh shift here, but also a very strong pull to go home, though with all the transition I've gone through I'm not sure if I have any sort of home really, except that Karinus said I could crash at hir place & that of the meeting place & hangout of The Misfits.
<here I had the mental image of Feathers putting a hand on my chest, still can't see her clearly in my mind's eye.
Feathers: It is normal. you are a higher being then the natives of the earth, your home, home plane, or what ever label you wish to use is here among us not on the earth. Such a feeling that you feel is a good sign, it signifies you are reaching to your true being. And you'll not feel this way forever. They human body does not go on forever. Focus on what you feel is important, feels right. What is important, exited you. Your true home is here among us, not there. That is why you feel pulled like you do, and you are there for 1 incarnation, not for several or through the earth shift.
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Me: I guess at least some of my mates and family are not my mates and family anymore due to the growth, expansion, and transition?
Feathers: indeed dear, as one grows upwards, shoots upwards in your case, < and here I feel her smiling in a mischievous manner> it is not odd or unheard of for one to move on and join a new family, acquire new mates. As one no longer resonates with ones former mates. they may be your mates once more since the day may come when you resonate close again, with eternity there is plenty of time. one can also move on past one's current soul family to another. In this case to us The Misfits as your family, lovers, mates, though you may have some outside of the group. i'll leave that up to the future and pleasant surprises. and to time as well.
There'll always be love between your former mates and yourself, nothing will change that, even if you no longer resonate close or don't since there is a long gulf of current awareness, development level, and so forth between you. most move at a casual walking pace, as you have said, in their spiritual growth, but not all do, some crawl, and some shoot ahead much faster. So big upheavals and change is to be expected, but you are taking it as well as possible, feeling the rightness in moving on. Though there is no reason you can't still be friends, perhaps at least occasional lovers, since you can help them to progress and grow faster if they wish. they may reach closer to your level, just like if you have a mate or lover higher then you it can help you to reach a higher level. And not everything will be totally changed, you are still a prince after-all. Though your species may not be as narrowly defined as it was before, since you have moved on past that, but you'll learn about that all in time. Not good to try to learn everything at once, poof, my love after all.
me: True.
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me: I do appreciate your answering my questions. and I do feel a deep love between us, as well as a sexual love as well. and me and Karinus, and maybe the tentacled being, but less so.
Feathers: Indeed, you resonate with us closer. The tentacled being as you call him, well using any gender with him isn't fully correct but let's just use him for now. You don't know him as well or resonate with him as closely but that will change with not that much time. your resonance will grow closer as you grow. but let that flow with time as its natural speed.
as for deep love indeed, and as for sexual love, those are both intermixed between us dear, and you with Karinus and soon with at least some others of The Misfits. All things in good time. Don't want to do this all at once.
Me: indeed. things are best if they are allowed to flow naturally.
Feathers: indeed, and as for what you call sex, sharing, hard to use English words, we'll be doing plenty of that. At the energy level especially, and the not so energy level too. you've felt the beginnings of the energy level stuff, low level beginner stuff really, but enough to get you back into the swing of things.
Soon you'll be back here among us, but all good things in their own time.
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Me: I've been watching Astral City AKA Nosso Lar.
Feathers: yes, good movie, basically correct, overall at the most basic of level. Not putting it down but you don't want to give college level stuff to earth. To you yes, you'd quickly be able to handle it, but for the masses best to start with the very basic stuff. get them use to that, then they can step up. Not that I'm putting them or anyone down since all of us had to start at the most basic level at one point in our past. Though there are some that do do the a bit above the most basic. Lots of information around, sadly lots of mistranslations, misunderstandings, outright lies and falsehoods, but that'll be changing and is in the process of changing, for those who wish it to change. Some, sadly, will not be ready, but there are places set aside for them to continue their learning, or what they want to do till they are ready to move on. The shift is changing for many. some will remain, or return through the shift, but i feel you will not. Your original intention was to help at the critical phase, then return home, to this side. if you do help it'll be from this side from now on, belive me. You'll not be on earth for vary long, incarnated, though it may seem long since you have to experience each second as a second. hard to explain what I mean and I don't want to give away to much at this point.
me: it's ok. I do love all of you and appreciate your talking, I should go and eat and rest and watch the rest of the movie.
Feathers: indeed, and you'll not be incarnating again. You'll remain here among us, no matter how high you grow to you'll always be a Misfit.
Me: thanks, one last thing. What do you think of me and drums?
Feathers: I feel you would really enjoy that. I bet you find you have a basic knack at it, you'll really enjoy doing that believe me. Don't go to fast.
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Got this from I don't know who.
You've changed since your rebirth <I'm pretty sure she, the mental voice sounded and felt female said rebirth.> my son. In more ways then you can now. We'll talk more later at the right time.
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Me: Who was that? Felt female.
Feathers: one of your soul mothers, you have not met yet. She is the being that Alura was part of before she merged with you, well you and the part of you not incarnated. It is a bit more complicated then that, but basically Alura was a bit of energy who's mission was to merge with you when the time was right.
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This is a bit of a conversation that happened as I lay down to take a nap. It does get a bit... erotic but I'll put it here anyway. and I'll try to recreate it as best as I can. It felt like I was not only in my physical body but also in another body in another location. not sure since I didn't try looking around and the background seemed all indistinct as I remember.
I felt Feathers with me, her wings and arms around me in a close hug, our chests touching. Then I felt her hands move down to start to caress my behind.
Feathers: Hello again lover. Why not try to see if you can put your penis into my cloaca <again she didn't use this term but I use the medical term instead of what she said> I bet it'll fit just fine.
I felt our energies touching and flowing together, merging, the deep love we share as well as the sexual energy flowing together too. I do go ahead and in the mental image do the intent of putting my penis into her open cloaca, which she had invitingly opened as she said what she said. I could feel as if her cloaca was really sliding down my penis, not as if she were physical 3d here, but hard to describe, as if she was maybe 4d, hard to explain but I could really feel it. Then when most of my penis was in her I remembered her earlier remark about the knot and did an intent for my penis to have a knot then i pressed the rest of my penis into her. I felt her cloaca continue to slide down my penis, opening wider for my knot, which was very small. then once I was fully in her i felt her cloaca entrance clamp down and the rest of her cloaca tube, I use the term cloaca since it seems the right term to use. I felt the rest of it grow tighter around my penis. I use the term cloaca since, as I said it feels right, like the correct term to use instead of vagina. though I do not know if she has to go to the bathroom like humans need to, maybe on the other side no one needs to, but maybe the term feels right since her species maybe once was 3d like earth humans were.
Feathers: ah, you remembered the knot, excellent. now let's just relax here and lets see how much our energies resonate.
I could feel our energies flowing together, our shared love, sexual energies, love energies, and I couldn't tell where her energies ended and mine started.
me: it does feel very nice, pleasurable.
Feathers: this is nothing to what we'll, well you really, will be experiencing once you are on this side believe me. our energies really do resonate don't they lover. ours, as well as yours with Karinus and Shades too.
me: shades? is he called that since he wears sunglasses all the time?
Feathers: yea, something like that, you've not met him yet. he likes to stay in the shadows for now. mmmm, feels pleasurable doesn't it. your pretty nicely hung, and have a nice rear too, sexy, in more ways then one. So sexy, how are you liking your little taste of what things will be for you on this side? mmmm, you're diffidently going to fertilize some of my next few eggs, along with some other Misfit members.
Me: This is very, arousing. < and it really was very erotic to experience, deep soul level love, sexual erotic, hard to describe.
Feathers: good lover. That is how it should be. mmmmm, nice.
me: so, what species exactly am I? Just curious.
Feathers: does it really matter. But if you want to know some tips, you've sort of moved past that, evolved past that. Think of your sexy self as being a reptilian, cetacean, unicorn, maybe even an insect, and other species, perhaps other species you may discover in time, you can change too. You could be an avian like me if you wanted.
me: which reptilian and cetacean, other species? interesting.
Feathers: mmm, yes. think of it as the original cetacean and reptian species that others are derived from, ones from this universe. you do know part of your energy predates this univers don't you lover. How was this universe created? hmm
I could remember sorta how, but hard to explain exactly or understand exactly what i was seeing, like I could only partially kinda sorta understand.
me: well, it was planned, energy was shaped, sorta, but not quite... hard to explain.
Feathers, caressing my behind like before: well sexy, see what I mean? part of you does, just that you're not at the level to quite understand all of it, yet. <she licked her lips.> hmmm.
Me: and is it true I don't resonate with my previous mates?
Feathers: you've grown a lot sexy. transitioned alot. Some, or most, maybe all, of your previous mates you no longer resonate with, not like me, Karinus, shades, and <forgot what she called the tentacled being. later when I awoke he told me mentally, "just call me Fred, easy to remember.> your resonance with him will grow closer. your former mates. in time you may resonate with them again lover. After all we all do have an eternity. your being mates once and not resonating may cause some of them to want to be mates and resonate with you again, which may mean you can be one of their guides, so to speak, to help then grow so you resonate once more, or they may resonate with you again in time. also there is still love there, you may still be friends with benefits or lovers still. Though you'll find in time there are other misfits you resonate with, some more then others. We're one family here, lovers, friends family. But we've talked and had enough fun, you need to get some sleep lover. We'll talk and have fun later sexy.
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