Thinking about it, I do feel more resonance with the tentacled being that Karinus mentioned before that is a member of The Misfits. I do have a dream that I only vagely remember. Something to do with lots of tentacles and a positive feel like we had fun together. Not sure if we did something like sat in a park and talked, or were at a beach or floating in the water and having fun together and talking, played a co-op video game together. Feels like we spent some time together during one of my dreams and it was a positive experience for both of us, just that I don't recall any of the details. Not sure if we did any sharing of pleasures or energies or not. But compared to when I briefly talked to him yesterday and this morning. I didn't feel much of a resonance then, I do feel more now, so logically we must have had a positive experience or experiences and it also feels like we did, though I can't remember the dream at all.
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I have also been thinking on a comment I read or heard that someone said that Bashar said that we're in our own universe and it's a shared universe and we're like in each others universe like an interface. Also a comment one of my mates said through someone online said they said, a few demeaning things like me and another person think the universe revolves around us.
Actually yes it does, technically the way it feels to me is yes, the universe does revolve around me and around every single being that exists here. here in this shared universe.
Also feels like in this shared universe we're not really here, we're maybe in non physicality in like VR suits using remote controls in this shared universe in a similar way to how we are not really on the earth now, we're like fully locked into these VR suits using remote controls to be interfaced with what we experience as a physical body & we can't be free to take off the suit and be free till the physical body dies, then someone else will come along and unlock us from the suit or the suit will just fall away on it's own, not sure which. Elsewhere it feels like here's more freedom. Don't like being incarnated as a x race, just take off like your VR suit, the body dissolves away like some Jedi on star wars when they die. Not like earth which has many more limitations, rules ect.
Also as i feel this I'm also feeling the very intense urge to return to the other side. A constant urge there, though the feeling grows and lessons in intensity, more likely my perception of it grows and lessons up and down to where sometimes I'm not consciously aware of it much unless I think of it, other times it is fully there.
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Though on the other side I feel one can be an ensouled being and doesn't have to be incarnated.
To further illustrate what I mean, let's say there are 2 friends. A and B. A is incarnated as a Lyran. B is an ensouled being. They decided to go the the beach for some fun. Now since A is incarnated as a Lyran he's really in a special vr suit designed to be lived in since he's incarnated as a Lyran, and controlling and experiencing things as the lyran, though if he wants he can end he incarnation by just taking off the special can be lived in vr suit. Unlike on earth where we are locked into these special lived in vr suits and a member of some committee or their appointed representative will come be at certain times approved by the committee and ask if you want out of the vr suit and set free.
During the 3 hour drive A has to experience every second of that drive. Though during that he can use a hands free cell phone to talk to friends, listen to the radio, spend some extra time talking to folks at the place he stops for gas and food.
B can pop to the beach, spend 30 minutes there, putting on his special vr suit once he arrives at beach to interact there. His suit can be taken off or put on as quick as a thought and it can work anywhere and he can be any appearance or form he wants. Then he can take off his special vr suit, pop into the car, put on his special vr suit to be with A in the car for 30 minutes. Take off the suit, pop home to watch a 30 minute tv show and 30 minutes hanging out with friends and family in non physicality. then he can pop over into the another universe or another time and planet to put on his vr suit to have fun for an hour there.
Or instead of doing this stuff B can instead pop to the beach and at the same time pop forward 3 hours put on his suit so he's there when his friend arrives, instead of his doing that other stuff for the 3 hours it took his friend to arrive.
So over the 3 hours A had to drive there but had certain
experiences, B was able to pop around as he wished. Neither one had a
superior experience to the other, it was just a matter or choice. I
feel this is closer to how things work on the other side.
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I did the 13th meditation that is part 6 of the awaken the light body. Once I do the next one I'll be fully done with redoing all the awaken the light body courses once again, this time doing all the 6 parts as 1 big course and doing 2 and towards the end 3, a day. If I do 3 over the weekend and 2 the other days, I'll be finished with all the meditations I picked out to redo a 6th time by Monday, then Tuesday I start the next course, Radiance: Self Exciting, building the light body.
Running the energies were a pleasure, though I was distracted by the fact today I'm supposed to get my delivery, though it is a bit to early, it could have come during the meditation, and I'm not sure since it's coming by us postal, if the delivery person will be the one to deliver it to my door or straight to the manager's office, or will just take it back to the postal office or whatever. I'll have to wait and see.
But the main part of the meditation went well. I could feel the Fullonia cocoon, it is much larger then the Renawre cocoon, and I could feel the column of light, forgot what Daben called it, that went from my spine to the top of the Fullonia cocoon and down through my spine to the bottom of the Fullonia cocoon, well bottom and top from my points of view, it's all relative I'm sure. So all in all an interesting meditation.
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I did the 14th and last guided meditation of part 6 of awaken the light body and running the energies was pleasurable. the main part of the meditation was about the Fullonia and the Fullonia Cocoon. I could feel it, as I could before. I could also see a light, though I had my eyes closed and covered. Interesting meditation all around. I talked to Feathers a bit, but I'll put that into another post, though we talked bits during this meditation.
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I finished watching Astral City. Great movie. Though it does feel like it's maybe 1st grade stuff, but one can learn a lot from 1st grade stuff and everyone had to star there at some point in their past.
It also got me thinking. This new me does have no interest in incarnating at all, though the old me did it for certain missions and did like certain aspects of it. This new me though has no interest in it. Though due to the rules of this place this new me does have to finish it. Though this new me may be also who knows how old. time being a flexible thing.
though the reason I'm shooting upwards maybe due to this new me being from a potentially higher level then the original me, or the method of my creation, the creation of this new me, gives me the potential to shoot upwards faster, and the original me was happy where he was.
Maybe this is part of why I'm going through whatever transition I'm going through and I may not resonate with some or all of my old mates, the mates who were my mates a few weeks ago. Though who knows by the time I'm on the other side at least some of them may resonate with me once again. Time will tell. Though I do wish it would hurry up a bit.
No idea how long this shift of the earth, the transitional of it's shift, will take, but I feel when it finishes I'll not be on this side of things, I'll be on the other side of things. no idea if I'll want to do anything on the other side to help with here or not. I may have moved on to other things and let others do what they wish to help on both sides here.
Since I do not feel to pulled to the earth.
I am totally alone on the earth, with 1 online friend who's likely higher then I am. That is ok since we all can't be the same level. and on the other side I do feel like I would be alone if not for The Misfits. I have grown upwards a lot, maybe more then I know, though that may mean that I no longer resonate with my mates, or former mates some of them may be. I'll let time reveal that, or maybe I still do or will by the time this incarnation ends.
A for the drumming without drums lessons on youtube, I think I'lll do as I did yesterday and will watch lesson 2 again tonight. I'll do 3 tomorrow & I think I'll review the first 3 lessons on Saturday. Sunday I'll decide if I want to review then 3 lessons, or go on to lesson 4.
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