forgot to put into my previous post about going left handed. Eating with my left hand, while not as fluid as with my right, is currently almost as fluid. I figure maybe another month and maybe it'll be equally fluid or as close.
Also in September I think in my practice writing with my left hand, I'll continue with my hand and write only in cursive. In October I'll decide what to do then.
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I did the 4th meditation that is part 6 of awaken the light body and running the energies was a sensual pleasure. The main part of the meditation I didn't see the point of. It was about the vee and the ball that has an endless number of pedals that are opening. Daben also kept on about reach to the areas outside your reach. Well I'm not sure about a light being like him, but the areas outside my reach, well that's the entire universe, except for my apartment, every other universe besides this one, and ever other timeline I'm not in. I think maybe my 14D self needs to have a sit down talk with Daben. I would send a mental request, but since my 14D self was me, he doubtless had this experience and may have already done that, after this recording was made.
the only point to this guided meditation I could see was the sensual pleasure feeling the Vee energy is for me, and for some reason having me imagine a ball with endless pedals that are always opening. The color was at the same time blue and a rose sorta color, both at the same time, multi dimensional it felt like.
Since I didn't see any other point to this I also added in a visualization of a 2nd vee triangle and funnel that encompassed the entire earth so it/she could also float or be suspended and have the Vee light energy all around and inside the entire earth as it was all around and within me as well. Doubt it did anything but figured I should do something other then what Daben was saying to do which made no sense to me.
I find it easy to visualize the entire earth being covered in the various energies of the light body energy center and light body center. I've done it before and it's easy. I assume since it is a minor easy thing to do, to visualize and feel that energy encompassing the entire earth and all within the earth. likely for souls not here it's all kindergarten stuff. But that is ok.
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Been thinking the past day or few. I think I do understand what some of the beings Ivan Teller (a person who use to channel often and all sorts of different beings) use to channel and many of they saying there is a lot of drama in 3d, to much. I agree there is way to much, but I guess with the systems in place on the earth that is unavoidable. maybe that is one of the feelings I feel about this place besides the density, all the drama, not to mention the energy. Though it's hard to describe and the feelings I get, that special sense. So few seem to have such things, but I have an have most or all of my life.
Some of it I call the vibes since I have no other term and no one, but Scarlet, seems to understand the special sense. guess another part of my being a total outsider here, a hermit. Which does feel more of what I should be.
Since I likely have no home, due to all the drama among my mates, the pod (or at least 1 of my soul fathers), the unicorn family, ect, I'm glad Karinus said I can crash at any home of The Misfits. Once I'm home I"ll take him up on his offer. Maybe, if he still is ok with it, stay at his place, at least at first, then maybe spend some time at the other Misfit members homes that I resonate with and like the best.
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I did the 5th edition that is part 6 of awaken the light body and running the energies was a sensual pleasure. I Included the earth for some these, figuring it can't hurt any and may help the earth through the shift.
the main part of the meditation I didn't see the point, but it went ok. I was fighting during most of it. It was about the vee again and the pollen of the flower. I don't understand it now and didn't the other 4 times I did the meditation previously. I guess it's one of those things that just I don't know, Oh well.
Forgot 2 things that happened during the meditation.
The first one was like a poof memory. I had a female friend who lived in an apartment complex a quarter or half a mile away from me. We talked a bit on some sort of bus that we took somewhere, couldn't remember if it was to jr high or high school, didn't feel like college. maybe a trade school or some sort of part time job maybe. Not sure. it was like a real memory, poof, but it wasn't this me. A memory I got from someone else maybe, a past or parallel incarnation on another world, or a parallel timeline? I've no idea. Was interesting just the same.
Another one was very brief. I was a child, not sure the age, but I was very hungry. No idea what to make of them. no biggie, oh well. interesting though, whatever they were.
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I did the 6th meditation that is part 6 of awaken the light body and running the energies was a sensual pleasure like usual. The main meditation I don't see the point, though it was pleasurable. Daben vocalized the Vee, it was a pleasurable sensation. Maybe that as the point. Some of the time I visualized the Vee energy going from the top of my apartment from the pyramid down into the center of the earth. The other part I visualized it only being in the apartment and building up till there was as much as the apartment could hold. overall a pleasurable and relaxing meditation, but I don't see Daben's point, but that is ok. Not like he explain what the point was.
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