Me: John is it? How large is this family? Another brother?
John: yes. basically in form I'm usually a raptor, I shift between deinonychus, velociraptor, Utah raptor, occasionally a troodon. based on my mood. I like both genders in equal regard, each has special, pleasures, one can share. I just wanted to say hello and congratulations. I am most pleased since you have reached the lowest levels where we can talk and when the physical body naturally dies, we can all be fully together. it has been a while, in a matter of speaking, since you left. and now you are finally ready to come home. As for whether I'm an older or younger brother, I don't pay attention to such things since I really don't care, and I really don't know. Every time I find out I make it a point to forget. <here he chuckles a bit mentally to me.>
Me: I do feel a mixtures of love that we share. brotherly,sisterly, lovers, sexual. I can see and understand the taboo thing among humans for that since from a genetics point of view it is a very good idea to have that, but among beings like is it doesn't fit since if the 2 of us chose to have any offspring there is no chance of anything going wrong.
John: Indeed, true, and we have shared as males and females share pleasures, what humans would call sexually, also just as siblings and friends, regular love energy. I do hope when you return to your true home you'd be one of those who doesn't leave, but I feel you'll be one of the types who, while not incarnating, you'd visit your mates, lovers, friends who are lower, let's use the analogy of lower floors of various other buildings, since I don't see them as lower beings to myself, but with just text my feelings in that way is not as clear as you who hear mentally and know my intent. It does feel like something in you has changed and you have no interest in incarnating. So when you come home while it won't be for good, it'll be for good, with some visits spent. Like spending a few hours or days with this friend, that lover, or mate, and so on. maybe to help a friend occasionally on say if Charr is going through a shift or just to visit. Nothing wrong with that and it's not like you finally reaching home, resting briefly then leaving us again to incarnate.
me: true. I feel I'd want to visit friends, mates, lovers, unless I don't resonate with them anymore, though some I think I do. Not sure if I'd visit any levels, or floors below where they live at or not.
John: maybe you won't, or only will occasionally to help in this or that project, like some of us do. Like when Maribelle & her mother both get to say 7d, to use a number. You'd likely not go much below 7d. maybe only to help occasionally with this or that project, and if you are visiting Maribelle and Belle and one or both want to visit this or that friend or relative that you like that lives in say 6d. Like when they get to 6d or 8d, it'll be the same.
Me: i feel that is true. And not like I'll return home and after say a week, say, gosh i really want to incarnate again. I don't feel that. That feels wrong, not me.
John: That is great to hear, and you are in touch with at least some of your feelings. Some of us here once we arrive we never leave, or maybe only if say bill asks, hey can you help me with this over here for a bit. one or a few of us may say sure, go to help bill then once what he needs our help with, say after a few hours or a day or so, come back here.
Me: makes sense. and i guess yo visit other collectives or whatever the term is. I like the term family myself.
John: yes, it feels more like how we feel about each other. Collective and family are fine.
Me: I've noticed my very strong urge to return home has calmed since Lugia spoke to me. I guess since I've reached to where she can reach me?
John: Yes, it's due to your light body becoming active. it is, say it hold all that is you, the true you, your personality, true being. Every soul you've ever inhabited or been with. Hard to explain but that is close enough to get a vague idea of that. And you embody your monad instead of talking to them. Alura helped with nudging or kickstarting that. Since you do want to be on the fast easy track. One of the bennies of that. and since you have reached the lowest levels where we, your true family and be with you, telepathically , and in your dreams though you do not remember them much, and you know and feel that once your physical body dies, you'll be here among and with us, forever, except for visits to your mates, lovers, friends, but those won't be anywhere as long as incarnating.
Me: true, hours or days, instead of a 6-8 decades or multiple centuries.
John: indeed, though time is simultaneous, and has no full meaning here, there is still a difference between those here. and your visiting them will help them to raise faster, grow, expand faster till they are here too.
Me: So they'd join our family and collective?
John: if your resonance is such that there is true love between you, yes, that will draw them here since they resonate so strongly with you there is true deep love between you, they would resonate with here. though we do visit some other collectives too at times, either for help, if they need some help on this or that, some are curious, like, I'll go and visit over there that one to see what it's like over there. And if they like it and develop friends, they may start doing regular visits to 1 or more.
Me: like if I mediate and reach down I can feel between us a deep love, brother, lover, sexual, feelings?
John: precisely yes. We are all family, & lovers here, though of course being individuals some of us are closer then others. That is only natural. Though I'll get you go so you can have some fun and so your forearms do not get as tired.
me: Thanks, we'll talk again.
John: sure, though I can't say when since I don't may much attention to the flow of time there. We'll talk, bye sibling, brother and lover. see you real soon, once you're fully here. <and he smiles warmly, or I get the mental feeling that he is.>
With all this channeling my forearms are getting a real workout. ;)
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Had as sexual of an encounter with Belle & feathers as I could. Also at Feather's suggestion I did the intent for some of the love and sexual energy were were and i can feel a bit sharing still, go into the earth grid to help Gaia. & like Feathers said, no wasted energy at all. At the least I have as much as before, and maybe more.
I also Thought I'd ask John a follow up question I was going to ask Sean but forgot.
Me: I guess most don't know about this level of being I and Scarlet have gotten to where we find out about our true being and get in touch with our real true family since they are not ready yet, like you don't teach nuclear physics or trig to kids in 1st grade or elementary school, not to put anyone down. everyone is at the level perfect for them at that time and we all were there at one point.
John: indeed true. all in good time. The 2 of you go to the level where you had reached the levels where you were both ready to find out about such things. Everyone else will in their own due time. Like the things our parents are discovering and learning, we'll discover and learn when we got to the right level and are ready for that.
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